Some people wanna self insert as Shane so they can pretend they’re getting fucked by Ilya. Not me. I wanna self insert as random unnamed Voyageur number 6 so any time I read a fic where Shane comes out to his team, I can be in the corner like “Wow! I’m so happy you’re being true to yourself. We’ll love you no matter who you’re dating, bro 😊”
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i love that cliff is the first raider shane clocks in the club scene bc a) duh this is me we’re talking about and b) DUH of course he’s the first one you’re gonna see in any setting he’s ENORMOUS. he’s easily the tallest motherfucker there. there is no mistaking that obscene hairline. even over the music he is so Loud. and wherever tweedledum is tweedledee isn’t far behind - and yep, there’s ilya eating some broad’s earring. god. shane seeing cliff marleau’s skyscraper self in the club is like seeing a black dog right before you die.
Ilya, in a Hawaiian shirt that makes him feel stupid, terrified Shane is secretly engaged to a literal movie star, on the knife edge of elation and despair: so how’s your girlfriend
Shane, on a mission, already forgot he was informed he was gay five minutes ago, half bricked up and ready to rub it on his man: who?
i get so irked when fics make shane not cool. hes literally cool. like fine he cant make eye contact very well but hes funny and witty and people like him so much
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I understand that people have issues with ep 3, but I’m grateful for it bc it gave us the Scott/Shane fight and therefore all of these great posts on Tumblr.com
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Crucial to fanboy Shane’s lore is that he buys a chain with an R on it to show who he belongs to. maybe even a locket with picture of Ilya too. this purchase occurs before they even meet. obviously.
'Cause I, I got it bad, He looks like the boy next door from my boyband poster, But he drives like a maniac in his black Range Rover
Fanboy!Shane part four - Read part one, part two, part three
Shane can’t believe it. He’s back in Ilya’s apartment for the second time in one week. And Ilya is staring at him like he’s the Stanley Cup. Like Shane is the prize. The thing he should be fighting tooth and nail for. It’s intimidating and hot and Shane still can’t believe that Ilya even looks twice at him.
Shane smiles at him from his spot by the windows. It’s his favorite part of Ilya’s large apartment so far, other than perhaps his bed. Ilya smiles back from the kitchen. He’s pouring a glass of vodka for himself and manages to do it without spilling a drop despite never taking his eyes off of Shane. It’s so sexy that Shane is worried he’s going to cum in his pants for the second time in this apartment, and this time it wouldn't even involve humping Ilya’s leg.
Ilya breaks eye contact only to turn back and deposit the vodka back into the freezer. After, he opens the fridge to grab a can of ginger ale, pouring it into a matching glass to his own. Shane knows his smile is comically large as Ilya walks over to him, but he can't help it. Ilya had bought him ginger ale. Ilya had planned for Shane to come back to his place again. And if Shane is right about how many cans are currently cooling in Ilya’s fridge, he wants Shane to keep coming back.
“For you,” Ilya says as he holds out the glass.
Shane reaches for it, sparks shooting through his arms when Ilya’s finger drags along the back of his hand at the tradeoff. Ilya smirks like he knows exactly what’s going on in Shane’s body. He clinks his glass to Shane’s, before tipping it to his mouth and taking a large gulp of the vodka down. Shane mirrors him, taking a sip of the ginger ale. It’s his favorite brand, of course Ilya had guessed correctly.
“You were amazing tonight,” Shane murmurs, not sure what to talk about now that they are back here again. It’s not as though they had chatted a lot the last time.
Ilya shrugs, but Shane sees a spark in his eye at the praise. “Was easy, Buffalo is shit.”
“Yeah, so is their team,” Shane jokes.
Ilya laughs, takes another drink from his glass, downing it this time. “I want to fuck you tonight,” he declares when he’s done.
Shane is in the middle of his own sip when Ilya says it, and Shane immediately chokes, the harsh soda going down the wrong pipe. He coughs continuously, tears streaming down his cheeks, for a minute while Ilya pats his back. Shane takes a shuddering breath in once his lungs have calmed down. Ilya had removed their glasses during the cough attack, and now he wipes away the tear trails along Shane’s face.
“Is that okay?” he murmurs, eyes locked on Shane’s.
Shane nods eagerly, not trusting his voice.
“Say it,” Ilya orders. “I want to hear you say it.”
Shane swallows, clears his throat. “I want you to fuck me,” he whispers. “I want to be yours. Want you to be my first.”
Ilya’s entire body shudders at Shane’s words. “My Shane,” he traces Shane’s jaw. “My toy, no one else gets to play with.”
“Yours,” Shane repeats.
Then, feeling bold, he crashes his lips against Ilya’s mouth. He can tell Ilya is a little caught off guard, but very quickly Ilya takes control and presses his tongue inside. Shane tries to keep up, dragging his tongue along Ilya’s, but mostly he lets Ilya take what he wants and goes along with the ride.
“Da, you are mine,” Ilya growls as he finally pulls away from Shane’s lips. “You will come to all my games. I will pay for tickets. I will pay for travel, whatever you need. My own personal cheerleader. I will buy personalized uniform and I will fuck you in it until all you know is my name. My Shane. My toy. My perfect hole, made just for me. Made to worship me.”
Shane whines and nods his head, begging, “Yes, fuck yes. I want that. I’m your biggest fan, need to prove it to you. Please let me prove it to you.”
“Get on my bed,” Ilya commands. “No clothes.”
Shane nods again, knows he looks too eager but can’t care. Ilya Rozanov wants to fuck him! Wants to keep fucking him!! He starts toward the bedroom, but turns back almost immediately to plant another kiss on Ilya’s unprepared lips. It’s more of a smack than a sexy kiss, but Shane can’t help himself. And it causes Ilya to groan loudly, so Shane can’t find any embarrassment in his actions.
Smiling shyly now, Shane turns again, to get himself naked and back on Ilya’s plush bed. Ilya smacks his ass before he’s out of reach and Shane giggles and peaks behind him to see Ilya’s bold smile and lustful eyes.
“Bed,” Ilya repeats. And Shane won’t have to be told a third time.
He basically skips into the bedroom, Ilya’s footsteps trailing behind him. He shucks off his shirt as he walks, folding it as best he can and draping it over the couch as he passes the living room. Ilya is on him in a second, groping him from behind. Ilya’s hands find their way to Shane’s chest, tweaking his nipples while he bites Shane’s neck. Shane moans, “Need to get on your bed.” Tries to squirm out of Ilya’s hold so he can do as Ilya had told him.
Ilya holds him tightly. “Mmm, my good boy wants to follow directions?”
Shane strains in his arms, tears prick his eyes. “Yes, please sir. Want to be good.”
“God,” Ilya moans. “Like you were made for me.” And he finally releases Shane.
Shane runs to the bedroom, throwing items of clothing off as he goes, almost tripping over his own pants in the process. He no longer cares about folding his clothes, he can stress about that after he’s had Ilya Rozanov’s dick in his ass. Finally he lands in a naked heap on the bed, having practically launched himself there. And Ilya is on him in seconds.
Ilya plants kisses all along his body, climbing up from his chest, over his nipples, to his throat. “You forgot about socks, but I will forgive you this time,” Ilya murmurs against his throat.
Shane doesn't have time to hate himself for the mistake because Ilya, quick as lightning, shoves him further up the bed, splays his legs apart and puts his mouth directly to Shane’s hole. Shane cries out, he’s never felt anything like this. He’s never even experienced a blow job. A hand job, either if he’s keeping track. There had only even been kisses before Ilya. And those were so few and far between, not to mention unsatisfying.
But this, the feeling of Ilya lapping at him, breaching him open with his hot wet tongue is something he has certainly never come close to feeling. For the second time that night, Shane worries he is going to come before he wants to. Ilya is making a mess, Shane can feel the wetness between his thighs, can feel it soaking the bed under his ass. Ilya collects some with his hand, and suddenly Shane can cross hand job off his list.
“Oh fuck, Ilya, fuck,” Shane cries, his eyes going crossed as he pulls himself back from the edge of coming with sheer force of will alone.
Ilya begins fucking Shane with his tongue and matches the motions with his hand. Shane can hardly remember to breathe, the euphoric feeling washes over him over and over again.
“Ilya, please,” Shane begs, “Gonna come soon. Want you in me. Wanna come on your cock.”
Ilya’s mouth is off him immediately, his hand grips the base of Shane’s dick and it stalls his orgasm immediately. “Okay sweetheart,” Ilya smiles, face wet with spit, “I will fuck you then.”
Shane lets a dry sob shudder out of him as he nods happily. His body had been tensed for orgasm, but now he relaxes, becomes boneless as Ilya reaches over him to pull out what must be lube from the bedside table.
Shane arches off the bed as Ilya presses two lubed fingers into his tongue loosened hole. Ilya isn’t gentle and Shane is happy for it. He wants Ilya in him now, and anything to make that happen as quickly as possible is what he wants. Shane feels the stretch and the burn as Ilya works in a third and then fourth finger but it all blends together in the ecstasy of having Ilya inside him.
“M’good,” Shane slurs after a couple minutes. “Please, fuck me. Ilya, please.”
Ilya sucks and bites his neck hard enough for Shane to know he’ll have a dark bruise there tomorrow. Good. He wants any and all memories of tonight to stick around. He wonders briefly if there is a way to tattoo the hickey onto him forever. Ilya breaks him from the thought by pulling all of his fingers out in one go.
Shane bemoans the loss but Ilya quiets him by pushing his hard cock against his entrance. Shane tries to push himself down, desperate for it to fill him up. “Such a needy little thing,” Ilya murmurs. But he must need it too, because he presses into Shane. He goes slow and Shane is swearing and begging for him to move faster by the time he’s settled to the hilt.
Ilya stays buried in him for a minute, choosing to kiss Shane languidly first. It’s not until Shane is whimpering into his mouth that Ilya finally moves. He’s more gentle than Shane expects, and pulls out slowly before thrusting back inside slowly.
“Harder,” Shane begs. “Wanna feel it tomorrow.”
Ilya groans and picks up the pace, hoisting Shane’s legs up higher so he can fuck into him deeper. Shane keeps his eyes locked onto Ilya, watches his face, red with exertion and concentration. He’s beautiful, curls damp with sweat, eyes glazed with lust. Lust for Shane.
It’s the knowledge that Ilya is this far gone because of him that has Shane careening toward orgasm. “Can I come?” he cries, “Please.”
“Fuck, yes,” Ilya growls, his pace increasing. “Of course you can, good boy, you ask so nicely.”
And Shane smiles as he comes, split in two on Ilya’s cock, praise flooding through his body. Time ceases to exist, all there is is Ilya. And pleasure. Lots of both. Shane hears Ilya cursing above him, can feel his rhythm stuttering through the waves of ecstasy.
Ilya moans loudly and stills, liquidy warmth blossoms inside Shane as Ilya shakes above him, buried deep inside. Ilya crashes onto Shane as the aftershocks of his orgasm overtake him. Shane likes the feeling of being pinned down by Ilya. With the last of his energy, he reaches his arm to rest on Ilya’s back. Caresses him as Ilya steadies his breathing.
When Ilya pulls out, Shane feels warmth leaking out of him. He reaches down to feel sticky cum dripping from his asshole. “You came in me?” he asks with wide, eager eyes.
Ilya leans down to kiss him. “Yes, is okay I hope,” he breathes against Shane’s lips.
Shane sighs happily, “More than okay.” And it is. He trusts Ilya to keep him safe. “Maybe you got me pregnant,” he says dreamily.
Ilya’s eyes darken, “If I didn't, we will just have to keep trying. Would you like that?” Ilya presses his hand to Shane’s lower abdomen, “Fill you up with my babies?”
Shane nods, sleep fraying the edges of his vision until all he can see is Ilya. “Yes, would do anything for you. Want to make you happy.”
Fanboy!Shane part three - Read part one & part two
Shane has a pep in his step that he’s not sure he’d ever had before. This morning he woke up in Ilya Rozanov’s bed! Anytime he thinks about it, he smiles big and wide. It’s uncontrollable really, this smile.
Shane isn’t normally one to brag. Doesn't normally have anything to brag about if he’s being honest with himself. But it’s the smile that exposes him when he gets back to his shared apartment after completing some odd jobs throughout the day (always just enough to make rent and fund his expensive hockey watching habit).
“Ooooh look who we have here,” one of his roommates, Rose, calls out when he walks in.
Shane immediately blushes bright red. He knew that she would be the one to notice first, but he didn't think it would be so soon. She’s a little older than Shane. A somewhat established, albeit struggling actress, Rose has a knack for getting to the core of Shane’s feelings and actions quicker than even he can. Their other roommate Troy, a fellow hockey fan (though less obsessive), laughs beside her.
“He’s wearing the same clothes from last night,” Troy faux-whispers.
Shane blushes even harder. Because, yes, he is wearing almost all the same clothes from the night before. Underneath his jeans, however, he is wearing Ilya’s underwear. Ilya Rozanov’s underwear!!!
“Who’s the lucky lady?” Rose jokes.
Shane rolls his eyes. He’s been out since he was a teenager. Since about the same moment that Ilya had come out as bisexual. His parents had taken it so well (better than him coming out as a Raiders fan) that it sometimes makes him emotional. He knows that he’s lucky. He glances at Troy, someone who’s coming out with his father did not go well, and feels that tug of sadness in his gut.
“No one,” Shane shrugs, trying to look coy but that stupid smile takes over his face and ruins it.
“I thought you were holding out for Rozanov,” Troy teases.
Shane is in the process of filling up a glass of water when Troy speaks and it clatters down into the sink. The glass breaks and Shane curses. He’s distracted trying not to cut himself, so he can’t see his roommates having a silent conversation behind him.
“Shane did you actually fuck Ilya Rozanov?” Rose practically shrieks from behind him.
Her timing is impeccably bad and Shane flinches, cutting his hand on the glass. “Fuck, ow!” he cries. “Rose! You scared me and now I'm bleeding in our sink.” Shane knows he sounds whiny but fuck that shit hurts.
Rose and Troy both come to help. Rose grabs a paper towel to staunch the bleeding and Troy carefully picks out the remaining glass from the basin. Rose is standing in front of Shane, holding the towel to his hand and looking up at him with questioning eyes.
“Did you?” she whispers excitedly.
Shane isn’t sure he should tell. It feels so surreal to him, still. Like when he takes his jeans off he might still be wearing the underwear that he left, stained and crumpled, on Ilya’s bedroom floor. But he knows that’s not true. He did go home with Ilya last night. And they didn't fuck necessarily, but they did have sex. Oral sex at least. Shane’s mouth waters at the memory of Ilya’s cock weighing down his tongue and pushing his throat to its limits.
So, unable to hold it in, Shane nods. Rose squeals and presses too hard against his wound. Shane yanks his hand away, “Careful,” he whimpers. “This shit hurts.”
“Sorry, sorry!” she replies. “What was he like? Big? I bet he was.”
Shane goes beet red. “Yes,” he mumbles.
Troy has caught on now and joins in, “Did he find out you're his biggest fan in the entire world?”
“I think he could tell that already since Shane hasn't missed a game all season,” Rose teases.
Shane smiles, “I think he caught on, yeah.”
“Ahhh, tell us everything!” Rose jumps up and down like it was her that had gotten a taste of Ilya.
Shane wants to keep a lot of it to himself. His roommates don’t even know about his tattoos. He was too embarrassed to show anyone but Ilya. And he’s taken great pains to not let them see the ink. This new shoulder one, the hardest of all. But he knows they won’t let him get away with not divulging anything.
So he relents and feeds them one piece of juicy information. “I’m wearing his underwear right now,” he grins.
Rose screams so loud that they will probably get complaints from their neighbors and Troy claps him so hard on his left shoulder that Shane thanks his lucky stars that the tattoo is fully healed. They both pepper him with more questions but he dodges them the best he can and mutters that he needs to shower.
Rose’s wolf whistle and Troy’s ‘I bet you do’ follow him down the hallway to the bathroom. Shane still has that smile plastered to face as the hot water in the shower rushes over him. He hates to wash Ilya’s smell away but he tells himself that at least he’ll always have his underwear.
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Shane stands outside the entrance like he always does. The rush of adrenaline he’s currently feeling is new. He feels like one of those super moms that somehow manage to lift a car off their baby in a crisis with sheer force of will alone. Or maybe he’s just nervous to see Ilya again after their night together.
Shane wishes for the millionth time that he hadn't forgotten to leave his number behind on the note at Ilya’s. Part of him thinks it might have been better not to; the rejection of not hearing from Ilya would have destroyed him. But the anxiety of not knowing is also tearing him apart.
At least Boston won again tonight. Shane hopes that Ilya is in a good enough mood to stick around and chat with him at least. Shane prays that Ilya wants to talk to him still. Maybe Shane had sensationalized the night in his mind and it had all gone terribly. His stomach turns and clenches at the idea.
All his jitters and nerves disappear as Shane sees him. Ilya Rozanov, looking absolutely delicious in his post game attire walking out of the stadium. The thing about his obsession with Ilya, it's not just hockey. Shane thinks that in general Ilya is so cool. He has an amazing sense of style. Certainly way more than Shane does (even with Rose’s help). He’s also very funny and equally charming.
There’s this one interview from Ilya’s rookie season that Shane has watched an uncomfortable amount of times over the years. The flirty smile Ilya gives the camera as he calls the press liars and promises to score 50 goals… his wink at the end… Shane was only ten when his mother showed him the Youtube clip. She’d angrily said that he was a prick. Shane hadn't known what that word meant at the time. But he’d thought Ilya was just the coolest from there onwards.
Shane isn’t sure if he’ll ever get to see that more playful Ilya. After Ilya came out when Shane was around seventeen, Ilya hadn't been as quick to ham it up with interviewers as he had in the past. Shane notices even now as he watches Ilya lean down to sign a kid’s jersey that the smile he wears is a little forced. A little too tense to be real. Maybe it drains you after a while. The fame thing. Shane feels upset as he thinks about how much energy Ilya has spent on him when he maybe didn't actually feel like doing it. Just did it cause he felt he had to. Shane wonders if his constant need for Ilya’s attention is draining Ilya, the one person Shane would do anything for.
It’s seconds before Shane is about to bolt— feeling like an asshole for expecting anything from Ilya when he has already given Shane so much— that Ilya happens to look up and over to where he stands. The smile that takes over Ilya’s face is a far cry from the one he’d been sporting seconds before. It's unrestrained and wide. Maybe even taking Ilya off guard because he has to use his hand to wipe it away and focuses back on the fans in front of him. Shane is wearing a smile just as big as he waits as patiently as possible for Ilya to make his way down the line of admirers.
Ilya keeps sneaking glances at Shane and they share conspiratorial smiles each time. Shane’s palms are slick with sweat anticipating what Ilya will say when he finally gets to him. He hopes the bandaid over his cut will stay on. Shane always stands at the end of the line so Ilya will leave thinking of him, but he’s regretting that now as time drags and slows while he waits for Ilya.
Shane thinks he might pass out by the time Ilya gets to him. The build up is so much that he can't be sure that he’s actually gaining any oxygen with each shallow breath he takes. But as Ilya’s grinning face fills his line of vision, Shane finally takes in a deep, steadying breath.
“Hello Shane,” Ilya murmurs.
“Hi Ilya!” Shane replies, blushing and feeling very blessed that Ilya has managed to remember his name.
“Am I signing something for you tonight?” Ilya asks.
Shane feels incredibly stupid. “I forgot to bring anything,” he admits. “Shit, sorry. I was just so excited to see you again that I spaced. Sorry.”
Ilya laughs. “You have arm?”
Shane stares at him blankly.
“Arm, give,” Ilya orders.
Shane shoves his arm out, confused but ready to walk off a bridge if Ilya wanted him to.
Ilya’s skin against Shane’s is like a life wire; like an electric current moving up his arm and into the rest of Shane’s body. Ilya pushes Shane’s jacket (an expensive vintage Raiders jacket that cost Shane a small fortune and quickly became one of his most prized possessions) up his arm. He frowns at the bandaid on Shane’s palm but doesn't comment yet. With the black sharpie pinched between his fingers and a look of concentration on his face, Ilya writes directly onto Shane’s inner wrist. He ends on the lower part of Shane’s inner arm.
“Did you just sign me?” Shane laughs.
“Mmm no, but I do like that thought,” Ilya winks at him.
Shane takes a second to start his heart again and breathe before he’s able to reply. “If you did I'd probably go get it tattooed permanently,” he confides.
Ilya’s eyes darken with obvious attraction and Shane feels his cock swelling.
“I’d like to sign my favorite new toy,” Ilya murmurs, not even glancing around before he traces his finger along Shane’s jawline. “My good little fanatic.”
Shane’s mouth drops open involuntarily as Ilya’s finger ventures near his mouth. Ilya teases along the crease on his lips, but he doesn't let Shane suck in his finger like he wants. Instead, Ilya pats Shane’s cheek.
“You better do something with that,” he nods down to Shane’s inked arm. “When I'm through with you tonight, it might not be so easy to read.”
Shane gasps at the realization he’s going home with Ilya again and looks down at his arm. In solid black sharpie is a phone number. Ilya’s phone number. Holy shit!!! He scrambles to pull his phone out and punches in the number like it might fade before he can if he’s not quick enough. Before Shane rushes to catch up with Ilya, he sends a message. Well, make that two messages.
Promise I'll be kind, But I won't stop until that boy is mine
Fanboy!Shane part two - read part one!
Shane’s eyes are wide as he takes in the sweeping penthouse. Ilya takes his coat, a vintage Raiders letterman jacket— of course, and hangs it along with his own by the door. Shane is immediately drawn to the panoramic windows that overlook the city and idly wanders over. Ilya watches as he walks over to them and presses his hands and forehead against the glass to look down at the lights. Ilya can’t help but think about what else they could do against the window.
“Can I get you a drink?” Ilya asks instead, forcing his mind away from his fantasies.
Shane turns to look at him. “Do you have ginger ale?” he wonders, almost shy.
Ilya can’t help but smile. So innocent. “No,” Ilya admits, feeling sad suddenly that he doesn't. “I have Coke,” he offers.
Shane wrinkles his nose. So not a Coke fan, Ilya notes.
“Water?” Ilya inquires as he walks to pour Shane some anyway.
“Yes, please,” Shane answers earnestly, like Ilya is offering much more than water.
Ilya tries not to let the words affect him. Does Shane even know what he’s doing to him? Does he even realize how tantalizing he is, standing in Ilya’s space? Hands clutching together in front of his body, swaying back and forth on his feet. He seems so content; like he's just waiting for his next command.
Ilya decides to give it to him. “Sit down,” he nods to the couch.
Shane, good as ever, plops himself on the end of the couch closest to Ilya. His eyes stay on Ilya, as he moves around the open plan kitchen. Ilya takes his time as he pours himself a drink from the vodka bottle he keeps in the freezer. He can feel Shane’s eyes trained on him as he moves. Ilya finds that he really enjoys it. For the first time in a long time, he lets himself be observed in his home.
He knows that Shane must be getting impatient. Ilya hasn’t spoken for a couple minutes and he’s wasting time in the kitchen now. He’s curious to see how Shane responds. But Shane doesn't. He just sits and waits for Ilya to be done. Ilya glances over to him and sees that Shane is still watching. When their eyes meet, Shane’s face lights up and he gives Ilya a big smile.
Unable to hold off any longer, Ilya walks over to where Shane sits and hands him the cool water he’d gotten him from the fridge. Shane reaches for it and Ilya makes sure to brush along the back of his hand as he lets go. Shane shivers with the contact and smiles again in thanks.
Shane takes a sip and Ilya tracks the movement of his throat as he swallows. Ilya feels powerless to stop his feelings for Shane. He’d been holding back for so many months, and now it seems impossible that he’d lasted this long. He sinks down, right next to Shane, on the expansive couch. Shane sighs, maybe in relief, as their thighs press against each other.
Ilya can feel Shane’s body heat even through his thick jeans and it sets something off inside his body. His stomach turns but it doesn't feel bad. Or if it's bad, it's so bad that it's somehow become good. It heats his body from the outside in; he can’t help but press further against Shane, their shoulders now pressed together as well.
Shane takes a sip of water and Ilya notices a tremor in his hand. Ilya places a hand on his thigh, soft, but steady. “You are okay?” he frames it like a question but hopes Shane hears it as a truth.
Shane lets out a shaky breath, “Yeah! Your place is really nice!”
Ilya smiles but he can see what’s happening. Ilya has a character to play for his fans, for the world really, but maybe Shane plays a character too. “You can tell me, you know,” he urges. When Shane gives him a confused look, he continues, “If you are nervous or anything. We do not have to do anything.”
Shane looks grateful at the words. But he ducks his head and in a small voice says, “I want to, though.”
Ilya is in motion immediately. He pulls Shane’s chin up so their eyes meet and breathes out, “Thank fuck.” Before pressing his lips, finally, to Shane’s eager mouth. Shane is pliant under his touch, letting Ilya move him as he pleases.
Ilya wonders briefly if Shane has ever kissed anyone else. But he couldn't be that lucky, to be all of, or any of, his firsts. Ilya didn't even realize he would want to be, until this very moment. Shane’s lips are just so soft and so warm against his own that it feels wrong for them to ever be pressed against anyone but him.
The position they’re in quickly becomes a hindrance for Ilya, so he pulls away to murmur, “Need you in my bed.”
Shane’s eyes are glazed over with pleasure and his mouth hangs slightly ajar like he doesn't quite remember how to close it now that Ilya’s tongue has invaded. But he nods eagerly, happy to follow Ilya’s orders. Ilya stands quickly and pulls Shane up with him, stopping briefly to plant another kiss to Shane’s swollen lips. Ilya groans as Shane leans into him and puts just enough pressure against his rapidly hardening cock.
“Bed. Now,” Ilya growls; dragging Shane along behind him as he races to his room.
They’re hardly over the threshold of his bedroom before Ilya needs Shane’s lips again. So he backs him up against the wall next to his door and brings them together again. The kiss is more heated than the ones in the living room. A distinct feeling of something bigger about to happen.
Ilya is dying to see the tattoo again, so he leans back just enough to tug at Shane’s t-shirt. “Off,” he commands.
Shane scrambles to obey and tugs his shirt off. He gets stuck halfway through and Ilya helps him tear it off. Shane lets out something like a squeak when Ilya simply tosses his shirt onto the floor, rumpling it. Ilya quickly distracts him when presses a kiss to the red heart adorning Shane’s shoulder.
Shane moans at the sensation and Ilya adjusts so that Shane has more leverage to grind himself against Ilya’s powerful thigh. Shane whimpers and thrusts his hips forward to chase the feeling. “That’s it,” Ilya whispers. “Take what you need.”
Shane whines and continues to hump Ilya’s leg uncontrollably while Ilya kisses his neck, his face, his lips, the tattoo. Shane comes quickly; after, his wide, embarrassed eyes and the shaky breath he sucks in prompts Ilya to murmur, “That’s it, such a good boy.”
Shane’s upper lashes collect the water that gathers in his eyes as Ilya brushes his hand through Shane’s hair. Ilya strokes and murmurs again how good Shane was for him. Shane lets him. Shane lets Ilya take off his pants and his cum soaked boxers.
Ilya leads a now naked Shane to his expansive bathroom and guides him to the shower. Ilya strips off his clothes as the water heats and is delighted at Shane’s reaction. His jaw drops as Ilya flings off his shirt and it seems like Shane might stop breathing when his pants hit the floor. Shane’s face gets so red that Ilya thinks he might actually not be breathing.
But then Shane blurts, “You're so fucking hot!” And gives Ilya an absolutely joyous smile.
Ilya laughs loudly, almost giddily. He likes Shane. “Do not pass out,” he warns. “I am going to take these off now.” He dramatically motions to his underwear, his only remaining item of clothing.
Shane feigns like he is covering his eyes with his hands but leaves obvious gaps as he laughs. Ilya grins and pulls off his boxers, kicking them toward Shane. He dodges and they sail through the open door and back into Ilya’s bedroom.
Ilya opens the shower door and motions for Shane to join him. As Shane passes him, Ilya’s eyes drop to his ass. And right above Shane’s ass is Ilya’s jersey number, tramp stamped onto him. Claiming him. Ilya was already sporting a semi, but this about did him in.
In a trance, he follows Shane into the hot spray of water. Ilya crowds against him, making sure Shane can feel exactly what he is doing to him. “I like this one too,” Ilya groans and reaches a hand between their bodies to press his thumb to the brand. Shane gasps and pushes back against Ilya’s cock.
“Where is the other?” Ilya wonders.
Shane lifts his left arm and Ilya leans to see ROZANOV, inked in the same font that his jersey sports, against Shane’s ribcage. Ilya kisses the tattoo and moves lower to kiss the 81 on his lower back. Shane moans loudly, then. An uncontrolled sort of sound. Dropping his arm and spinning around in Ilya’s hold, Shane quickly ends up on his knees with Ilya’s cock in his mouth. It’s rushed and desperate and Ilya comes in about two minutes flat. His hand clutching Shane’s wet hair, and the other holding himself up against the shower wall.
After Ilya cleans him up in the shower and towels him off; Ilya gives Shane a t-shirt to sleep in and guides him to the guest side of the bed. Ilya walks to the kitchen to get them water and by the time he’s back, Shane is letting out these soft adorable little snores.
Ilya had sort of been wanting to have a little more fun with Shane; to blow him, maybe even finger him a little. Be inside him in some way. But when Ilya climbs into bed and pulls Shane against his body, he feels elated with how the night has gone. He falls asleep quickly, surrounded by Shane’s body heat.
When he wakes in the morning, Shane is gone. There’s a note written on the back of a random receipt that Shane has left.
Had to go to work, didn't want to wake you. Thanks for last night :) it reads.
Ilya feels conflicted. He’d really been hoping to wake up and see Shane beside him. But the note is sweet, and surely he’ll see Shane at the game in a couple days… he never misses them. Ilya realizes with a pit in his stomach that he has absolutely no other way to reach Shane. Only his name. No phone number, no clue where he works (or what he does), no address. He could simply disappear and Ilya would have hardly anything to go off.
Ilya looks around the room in anxiety and agitation. He eyes zero in on an article of clothing over by his door. He jumps out of bed and beelines for it. Ilya scoops up the underwear and sighs in relief when he realizes they are Shane’s from the night before.
Ilya shudders when he sees the cum stain dried on the fabric and he brings it to his face, inhaling deeply. He groans and feels himself starting to grow hard. The briefs carry a distinctive Shane smell, and Ilya needs a minute before he is able to think about anything other than getting Shane stretched out over his cock.
Ilya wraps a hand around himself, bringing the fabric back to his nose to inhale as he pictures it. When his orgasm crashes through him, he makes sure the fabric is there to catch it all. His release coating the boxers and mixing with Shane’s cum.
Ilya notices later that his underwear is gone from where he’d flung them the night before at Shane. He can’t help the smile that overtakes him as he imagines Shane leaving here in his boxers and going to work in them. Like he belongs to Ilya. If they never see each other again, at least Ilya will always have a piece of him and Shane will have a piece of Ilya.
I'm Your Biggest Fan, I'll Follow You Until You Love Me
Fanboy!Shane part one
The fans were Ilya’s favorite part when he was a rookie. He remembers how exciting it was to feel the devotion of his admirers. It filled certain holes that his family had left behind in him. But as the years stretched on, he found it did less to fill the aching hole that ate its way through his chest. And on the eve of his thirtieth year, he's not so sure he deserves any of the praise they shout at him.
He’s standing at the end of the line when Ilya sees him. The same kid he’s been seeing everywhere. Ilya could certainly pick him out of a lineup at this point. He’s got an angelic face. Still a little bit of baby fat hanging onto it, but he’s already a beauty. Perfect skin with freckles dotting the space beneath his deep brown eyes. Lips that Ilya has been trying to avoid looking at.
It was hard not to when he calls out Ilya’s name. His first name. And smiles like he’s seeing a close friend after a long time apart. In reality, Ilya had seen him the previous night. But he was too tired to sign autographs and pose for photos with the ultra dedicated fans that brave the cold to wait around for the players to leave the arenas. He’d waved and wished everyone a good night without looking back.
It’s too late to change his direction now, so Ilya walks over. “Hi,” Ilya greets him.
“Great game!” the boy replies. “You looked even better than you did last night! Seems like your ribs weren't giving you as much trouble!”
Ilya blinks at the deluge of excited words spilling out of him. This kid couldn't be more than twenty with all that energy. Unphased by Ilya’s silence, he holds out a new poster of Ilya to be signed. Ilya is sure he’s got about fifteen signed posters at this point. And a host of other paraphernalia with Ilya’s messy scrawl on it.
Ilya takes the poster in hand. “How did you know about my ribs?” Ilya wonders.
He smiles smugly, “Was pretty obvious with your play these last few weeks. Playing cautious isn't your usual Rozanov style. And you kept protecting the same side.”
Ilya looks up from signing the poster and extends it back toward his overfamiliar devotee. The action is met with a cute smile, close mouthed, no teeth showing, but giddy all the same. The kid is cute, Ilya will let himself admit that in the confines of his brain.
He’s around the same height as Ilya. And if Ilya had been paying attention to him over the months of their acquaintance, which Ilya hadn't, definitely not; he would've seen that his body was powerful and starting to bulk in places as he grew into his manhood.
So Ilya smiles back at him. A soft smile, also without showing any teeth. With the poster signed, Ilya nods one last time and turns to walk to his car.
“Wait,” Ilya hears and stops short.
Ilya pivots back to face him.
He blushes hard and breathes out, “I got something for you.”
Ilya nods again. It’s not that unusual for fans to get him gifts every now and then. He steps back toward him and waits for a silly gift he would have to pretend to be interested in. Then he’d probably pass it along to one of the kids at the hospital he sometimes volunteered at with his team.
But no physical gift comes. Instead he pulle his jacket off and raises up the sleeve of his t-shirt on the left side to reveal a tattoo. Not just any tattoo. A big red heart with Ilya’s name inked in the center in a loopy, cursive font.
Ilya gasps. “That is not real,” he begs.
The boy’s smile falters for a second but returns quickly. “It’s real,” he assures.
Ilya gapes at him for a long moment. “What’s your name?” he finally asks.
“Shane,” he says, giddily. “Shane Hollander. I can’t believe you know my name!”
Ilya bites back a snarky reply that he likely won’t know his name by tomorrow. He’s just tired and not used to such affections. It’s a sweet gesture he supposes; if not a pretty crazy display of love for his favorite hockey player.
Then another thought formulates in Ilya’s head. Maybe the kid— Shane, he reminds himself, sees Ilya as more than just his favorite player. Maybe Shane likes him.
Since the first time they’d met, Ilya had known Shane was gay. Ilya had always been good at picking up on subtle tells. And it helped that Shane had also told him. He’d been red faced and talking quickly as he thanked Ilya for coming out. Shane had mentioned how it changed his life since he was finally able to tell his parents he was gay. Ilya hadn't had the heart to tell him that his coming out was not on purpose and more of a ‘sleeping with the wrong person and they were going to leak’ it kind of nightmare.
But Shane is in front of him, arms still exposed to the cold, waiting for Ilya’s response. It sends a rush of blood south as Ilya lets himself imagine the things he has been fighting off since Shane had appeared in his orbit for the first time at the start of the season.
Ilya reaches a hand out to stroke over the tattooed skin. The skin is raised a bit, but the tattoo seems healed. Like it had been at least a couple weeks since he’d had it done. Enough time for it to really sink permanently into his flesh. Shane shudders at the caressing touch and their eyes meet. Ilya’s gaze is pulled lower when Shane licks his lips.
“Why?” Ilya murmurs the question, unable to stop touching his name branded on Shane’s skin.
Shane blushes through a smile. “I’m your biggest fan,” he murmurs.
“But you put Ilya, not Rozanov, not 81. My first name,” Ilya presses.
Shane’s cheeks burn brighter. “I already had those,” he mumbles.
Ilya feels lightheaded with his blood preoccupied elsewhere. So he decides he can’t blame himself when in response he says, “Come with me.”
Shane takes the order well and does exactly as he is told. He trails behind Ilya as they walk to the Lamborghini Ilya had chosen to drive that day. Ilya hears the inhale of breath as Shane sees the car they’ve arrived at. Ilya can’t fight the grin that overtakes his face knowing that he’s impressed Shane yet again.
Ilya walks over to the driver’s side and levels his gaze on Shane over the hood. “You like?”
Shane stutters, “Y-yeah it’s a great car! Very… shiny.”
Ilya holds in a laugh. This kid knows nothing about cars. “Get in,” he commands.
Shane’s face shows shock for one moment before he hastily climbs into the passenger side like he’s worried Ilya will change his mind. Once they're both settled inside, on the luxurious leather seats, Ilya looks over at him. Shane seems to be holding it together pretty well. Other than a nervous (excited?) tremor, he doesn't show any signs of freaking out.
“How old are you?” Ilya wonders as he puts the car in gear and pulls out of the lot.
Shane hesitates a moment too long. “Twenty-one,” he hedges.
“You are a bad liar,” Ilya scolds.
Shane sighs. “Almost twenty-one,” he admits. “My birthday is in May.”
Ilya nods, hearing truth to the words this time. He’s nine years younger than Ilya, almost exactly. That’s not so bad, right?
Ilya lets his hand wander from the gear shift to pet Shane’s thigh. The stutter in Shane’s breathing is music to his ears. “So… why a big red heart?” Ilya asks; innocently, while not acknowledging his hand motions.
Shane’s voice is breathless when he finally responds. “I told you,” he boasts. “I’m your biggest fan.”
Ilya isn’t satisfied with his response. He squeezes Shane’s thigh; pressing just hard enough to make him feel it. “Is that all?”
Shane lets out a groan. “Yes. No. Maybe?” With each word, Ilya’s grip tightens.
They are speeding down the dark, mostly empty, roads and Ilya has no intentions of going anywhere other than his penthouse. With as measured of a voice as he can manage, Ilya murmurs, “And what did you think would happen when you showed me your new tattoo?”
Ilya chances a glance over and sees that Shane has his eyes squeezed shut in concentration. “I-I don’t know. I just wanted to make you happy. Wanted you to know I cared,” he admits.
Ilya’s grip lessens in shock. That hadn't been the answer he’d expected. Ilya feels that hole in his chest tighten for a moment. Like it’s trying to pull together and reattach itself. “It made me very happy,” he confides. “You are too good to me, Shane.”
Shane shudders at the praise and Ilya squeezes his thigh again, softly this time. Letting Shane know with his words and his actions that he’s been a good boy.
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Au where Shane never plays hockey but he’s a rabid fan of the Boston Raiders and Ilya Rozanov specifically. Like he has posters and paraphernalia all over his apartment and he’s got tattoos for him and the team— type of rabid fan. Shane is going to every game, even the away ones and manages to see Ilya quite often to get photos and autographs. But he doesn’t actually get Ilya’s attention until Shane shows him a new tattoo on his left shoulder with Ilya’s name in a big red heart.
He sank his fingers into Rozanov’s biceps and hauled him closer. He wrapped his foot around Rozanov’s ankle, and Rozanov growled and, without warning, grabbed Shane’s thighs and hoisted him up the wall so that Shane had no choice but to wrap his legs around the taller man’s waist.
Which Shane should have been angry about, but instead he gasped and kissed Rozanov even more wildly.
“Could fuck you just like this,” Rozanov growled. “Against the fucking wall. You would like that, yes?”