chemically drawn closer to you
Summary: bakura hadn't wanted to be here anyway. he hadn't wanted to go out. yet here he was anyway, staring at the most magnetic woman he's ever met.
Rating: M
Ships: Yami Bakura/Anzu Mazaki
Notes: written for @sealedeyesblog & the yugioh rare pair minibang! i had intended for this to be Much Longer but ran out of time to add everything i wanted to. i'm actually quite happy with the finished product, even if i didn't quite hit all the beats i wanted to. if nothing else: it works as a first chapter.
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Bakura hadn't wanted to attend the play in the first place. Marik had dragged him along, insisting that it'll be "fun" despite Bakura's many protests. It was then that he first laid eyes on the girl, who was leagues above everyone in this silly play. It was clear she was dedicated to her craft, and dedicated to her form when she moved. There was a grace to her that other humans just tended to lack. She was the only person he noticed the entire play, which made it annoying when Marik asked him what he thought of the play just outside of the theater. "It was a bore," Bakura snapped, glaring at him. "Why'd you have to drag me to something so dull?"
"Because we're going to a party with the actors of that play," Marik replied, looking annoyed about something. Bakura wasn't sure why Marik kept dragging him along to these type of events, but it was exhausting. Sometimes Bakura wished that he could still sleep. "I figured that it would be nice for us to have seen their work. Are you going to be a crab the entire time?"
"No, I'll be annoyed."
"You know what I mean." Marik had now turned to face him. Despite the fact they were both vampires, there was one major difference between the two of them: Marik had been born one. As a result, Bakura could hear the thrum of Marik's heart in his chest. It wasn't like a human's heartbeat; Bakura could tell the difference between a human and a vampire's heart from miles away. "Can you at least try to have fun at this party?"
And at the time, Bakura had truly intended to not have any fun at the party. Except for the fact that she was there, and her heartbeat cut clear through the crowd. Her eyes were wide, clear, and bluer than anything Bakura had ever seen before. And all at once, it felt like he was being dragged across the dance floor to her as if she had a gravitational pull. He was on a collision course, unable to pull his gaze away from hers as he made his way across the room to her. She held her hand out to him, and Bakura leaned over to brush his lips against the back of her hand. "Bakura," he said by way of introduction. "And you are?"
She stared at him, and for the first time in ages it felt like his long dead heart might start beating again. He was a lost ship at sea, and her eyes cut clear through him, pulling him into the depths. For a moment, it felt like everyone else in the room had melted away and it was just the two of them standing still in this moment. When she blinked, it gave Bakura a chance to regather his wits. "Mazaki," she said softly, and her voice was the sweetest sound he'd ever heard. Her heartbeat was steady, a drum that would haunt him for all his days. "Anzu."
There was a scowl on her face, as if something was bothering her that he wasn't grasping. Perhaps it was some petty human thing or... whatever it was, Bakura swore he wouldn't care. He would put aside, and wouldn't think at all about what the changes in her face meant. Each subtle movement enraptured him despite himself. "I see," Bakura said, brushing it off. "Well, Miss Mazaki... may I take you away from this party and all the people you clearly have disdain for?" Anzu hesitated. Bakura could see it in her eyes: the tension between what was proper by human standards and what she truly wanted to do. For a moment, he thought she might tell him to fuck off as politely as she could. He glanced around them, and saw nothing but wine-drunk humans who hadn't glanced this way. "If it helps, I don't think anyone is watching us. You could make a grand escape with me."
Her hand had never left his, but now her grip tightened. Anzu gave a slight nod before she smirked at him. "Then take me away, pretty boy."
Bakura honestly hadn't been expecting that, and he swore it felt like an arrow had been shot through him. He was almost angry for it: how dare a silly human make him feel like this? He shook it off again, leading her away from the party. As he did, Anzu's slight stumbles gave way to the fact she might've had a little bit too much to drink too. Just like a human at all these parties, and he scolded himself internally for daring to think she'd be any different from any other human. It was fun toying with her at least. He'd been so sure that she was different. In the empty room he'd led her to, only the moonlight seeped in. The music from the party was loud enough that it boomed around them. "Shall we dance?"
Anzu grinned as she pulled him to her, and the look in her eyes was familiar enough to know he'd have no trouble getting close enough to taste. "I thought you'd never ask." To his surprise, she took the lead. Even in this drunken state, the grace she had on stage was brought to this slow dance between the two of them. Admittedly, Bakura had never bothered to learn to dance formally. It was clear that he was out of his depth, and Anzu was smirking at him again. "Why, pretty boy... have you never danced before?"
If he had been human, perhaps he might have blushed. As it stood, he felt the embarrassment but none of the associated physical reactions. He knew how it was supposed to feel from books and plays, but all traces of his previous attachments to humanity were gone. It almost mocked him as her heart seemed to grow louder, thumping in time with the music that surrounded them. He could feel the warmth radiating off her, and the blood that pumps through her veins. He could smell her, a sweet peach scent that lingered all over him. "I'm not much of a dancer," he admitted. "But for a pretty girl like you... I'll certainly try."
She laughed, spinning them around. Her heels clicked on the floor underneath them, and Bakura's hand dug into her hip as he pulled her closer. The air was thick with something that he couldn't quite pin down... an emotion that he'd never felt before and had no name for. Thud, thud, thud went her heart, beating to the point that it was driving him almost insane. The lush bouquet her blood offered was overwhelming, and he was growing unable to resist. "Is something wrong?"
Her question snapped him back to reality, and his head spun as he finally got a glimpse into her eyes again. They were so clear and bright, like being stranded in the middle of the ocean in the daylight. He hadn't known daylight in so long. "What would you say if I said vampires are real?"
"I'd say I'm not like the superstitious locals," Anzu replied with a laugh, and for the first time, he noted the slurring in her words. She was spinning them around, and her movements had gotten less graceful. The more they danced, the more it was obvious that Anzu was not thinking clearly at all. He wondered if she would've left the party with him if she'd been sober. It almost made him feel guilty... but only almost. "They might have their silly rumours, but it's 1932. Of course vampires aren't real. Sure, I loved reading Dracula and Nosferatu was a good fright but that's all it is. Just silly horror stories. Really, if they want a good fright, they should read the news."
She'd lost him. Bakura hadn't really kept up with the news all too much, and he didn't care to. Human politics were nothing to him with how long he would live. The push and pull was meaningless in the long run. So instead he flashed his teeth at her, his fangs glinting in the moonlight. "Are we sure that vampires aren't real, Miss Mazaki," he asked, his nails digging into her and holding her against him. Her heart began to race faster, drowning out the music entirely for the first time. "What if you'd made a very foolish drunken mistake, Miss Mazaki? What if you found yourself in your very own horror story?"
The only thing Bakura could hear was Anzu's racing heart and the blood pumping in her veins, and he was so desperate for a taste. Despite himself, he didn't lean in for a taste just yet. For some reason, he held off. "If this is a horror story, then why haven't you killed me already?" Despite the terror in her voice, her eyes were no longer like the ocean. No, she'd steeled her eyes; it was a look of defiance, as if she was daring him to do it. "I don't think you could do it, could you? If you were the monster like those stories... you wouldn't have asked for permission."
How did Anzu do that? She'd cut through him, and he had no counter. "You know I want to bite you," he countered, and they'd stopped spinning around. Instead, they stood in the middle of the room together. "And yet you've made no attempts to run. Why?"
"I'm certain that between the heels and alcohol, I wouldn't be able to outrun you if I tried," Anzu said, and there was a refreshing honesty to her that finally gave way to guilt. For the first time in centuries, Bakura felt guilty about the way he needed to eat. It'd been a defence, one that he'd relied so heavily on. If he stopped to consider what it meant to drink a human's blood, then he'd never stop thinking about all the blood on his hands. "So go on then. Bite me. If you're not a coward, Bakura."
A challenge. He leaned in, his teeth tearing into the soft flesh of her neck. She gasped, and he was thrown by the low moan as her back arched to him. There was the usual taste of fear... and an emotion he'd never tasted before. He almost swore it tasted like pleasure. There was the taste of the hors d'oeuvres, and the bitter taste of alcohol that undercurrent everything. Bakura couldn't help himself: he moaned over the taste of her. Her hands gripped at his arms, and distractedly, her hips were pressed to his. The loud thrum of her heartbeat kept going despite everything, a kick drum that continued to hammer into his head. Her warmth spread to him, captivating him the way no other human had.
It seems he'd been right the first time: Anzu was not like any other human he'd ever drank from. The way she moaned, her nails digging into his biceps was distracting him. He kept expecting there to be a point where her strength waned, but it seemed like something was keeping her grounded in this moment. Her hips were firm against his, dragging him to a knife's edge. And suddenly he couldn't bring himself to kill her like he'd planned. He wanted to drink from her again, to taste the desire and fear that ran through her veins. When his lips pulled away from her neck, there was a haze in her eyes that he liked. Anzu stumbled backwards when he finally let her go, and her eyes felt like they were branding him. "Why'd you stop?"
The question hung in the air, and Bakura couldn't begin to explain himself. So instead of answering, he left her there on the ground. And there, Anzu would spend hours thinking about him with only one clear understanding of what had just happened: she needed to see him again.
Anzu had never believed in the supernatural before. She was a rational woman, but it was impossible to downplay the encounter with Bakura as a simple trick of her drunken mind. Even if she wanted to write it off, the marks in her neck made it impossible to pretend otherwise. She replayed the encounter repeatedly, rewinding and living inside a memory that felt like it would flutter away. There was an ache in her, desperate for the chance to gaze deep into those eyes of his again... and strangely enough, she could not recall for sure what color his eyes were anymore.
It was annoying to not be sure of the details, and she cursed the amount she'd had to drink. Anzu really had no choice but to continue back to work like nothing had happened, like her entire world hadn't been shifted. Bills still needed to be paid, and she still wanted her career to go somewhere. It's just that everything felt so small in the wake of the realization that the world was so much bigger than she could've ever thought. Bakura had promised an impossible world, and Anzu was desperate to know more. As she made her way through her day, she couldn't have imagined that Bakura was having the same crisis that she was.
He'd snaked around the shadows for another glimpse of her, desperate to avoid the light of the morning sun that Marik could move through with ease. He never thought he'd miss the sun, but now he ached for the ability to pass through the daylight without the fear of death. Anzu glanced over her shoulder as he hid in the shadows, and the way the sun hit her eyes cut a clear path across the street to him. He wanted so badly to be able to walk across the street to her, to pull her into his arms, and hold her tight to him. She didn't seem to notice him, and she continued about her day as if he wasn't there. It was entirely by his own design, and for once Bakura wished that he wasn't so invisible in the day.
Bakura couldn't even say that was the only time such a thing would happen. He found himself orbiting her, searching for a reason to see her again. All this kept happening until Marik finally had enough of this. "You've been out of your mind over that girl for weeks," he accused, glaring at Bakura from across the table. The Ishtar mansion was dark for Bakura's sake, and Bakura knew if he wasn't here, Marik would have every single window bursting with light. The low light made Marik testier than he should be. "Would you just go with me to another one of her performances and talk to her?"
There was a goblet of blood in Marik's hand, and he spun it around. The scent was arguably a little repulsive to Bakura - blood always tastes better when fresh from a human. But Isis had this thing against harming humans, so it was typical of them to have a few volunteers on hand to provide blood. "I'm not going to do that," Bakura said, rolling his eyes. "I drank her blood. Do you think a normal human is going to be okay with that?"
"She's an actress," Marik said with an exaggerated roll of his eyes. "That's not a normal human. Fine, are you going to at least feed soon?"
It was true that Bakura hadn't fed in a while. He knew it wasn't good for him, but none of the humans had the same appeal as Anzu did. He knew he'd have to eventually feed, but all he wanted was to taste her again. He wondered how her blood would taste when she was sober, if it would still carry the same feelings... what a new meal on her would taste like. Her perfume lingered, something that he could never truly forget - something like the forbidden fruit Eve had bitten into. Was that what she was to him? He'd thought he'd never be this into someone, and now he's desperately wondering how he could see her again. "Of course," Bakura said stiffly, glaring at nothing in particular. The ability to see in low lights was useful, perhaps something to do with the nature of being a predator that only existed in the night. He could see the old cabinets that contained artifacts from centuries ago - how the Ishtar fortune was obtained. Keep anything long enough, and eventually it becomes valuable to someone. "I simply just haven't needed to feed recently."
It was an audacious claim to make to the very man who had turned him. Marik knew more about how vampire biology worked than anyone, and it was why he glowered at him. "Don't be ridiculous, Bakura," he said with a snort. "You're due for a feeding soon. The last time you fed was what, a week ago at that party on that girl?"
"Anzu," Bakura snapped before he could stop himself. His impulse control kept waning the longer he was alive. He suspected that at one point he might have kept something like that to himself, but he certainly couldn't recall it anymore. If he had blood in his veins, he might have blushed. But as it'd been too long since he'd fed, there was nothing to provide that reaction. One perk of starving, Bakura supposed. "You know her name is Anzu, I mean. It was you who was raving about her performance in all those plays you keep insisting are magical."
Marik's lips curled into a smirk, and Bakura knew that he'd been just a little too obvious. "I see," Marik remarked as he finished off his goblet. "In that case, I suppose you would not mind attending a new play with me, then?"
Of course it was another play that Anzu was in. If Bakura didn't know better, he would have thought that Marik was having a laugh at Bakura's expense. He had no doubt the real reason that Marik had dragged him to this play was because he was interested in it. He probably saw some flier somewhere and thought it looked good. For Bakura, however, this felt like a personal jab to emphasize that he was utterly obsessed with this one human. It was irritating that hundreds of years of living, and some girl is the one to catch his attention like this. And yet seeing her on the stage? She was dazzling. None of the other humans on the stage could compare. She was effortless in her movements, and captivating in her beauty.
It was what had him applauding her performance, and it pleased him to see that others could see her obvious talent. The crowd gave her the standing ovation she deserved. Marik was snickering about something, but Bakura couldn't find it in him to bother asking what could have possibly been so funny. Regardless, he found himself backstage after the show in front of Anzu's dressing room with a rushed purchased bouquet of flowers. He wasn't sure what possessed him to use intermission to rush to the nearest open flower shop to purchase a bouquet—that wasn't like him at all. And yet something about Anzu had gripped him. She'd cut clean through him, and something about him felt marked by her.
Strange, considering how rarely vampires change. Really, Bakura wasn't supposed to be capable of change at all. According to Rishid, Bakura had become set in his ways the moment he'd been turned. He was supposed to always be the way he was, but Anzu had shifted something fundamental about him. Why else would he have bought her fucking flowers? Why else would he be outside her door, desperately hoping that she wanted to see him again? It was humiliating.
The door swung open, and there she was—vibrant, radiant, and smiling at him like he was the best thing that ever happened to her. If he still needed to breathe, he might've thought she would've knocked the wind out of him. Her eyes were wide, and they were so much like glass that Bakura thought he could see himself reflected in them. As if there was something she was seeking from him. Anzu grabbed him by the collar, pulling him into her dressing room. Her lips crashed onto his, and Bakura was taken aback. He couldn't recall the last time he'd been kissed. Had he ever been kissed? He wasn't sure. Either way, his hands came to rest at her hips, eagerly matching her movements. When she pulled away, she finally noticed the flowers. "Oh," she said. "You brought me flowers."
Bakura was grateful he couldn't flush, because it was already pretty embarrassing to have to nod and go, "Yeah."
He shoved the flowers into her hands, and Anzu glanced at them. She stared at them for an uncomfortably long time, and for a moment, Bakura thought that he might've done something wrong. Finally she set the flowers on her dressing table. "I wasn't expecting you to get me flowers," she admitted. "I didn't think that you were that type of guy." It was a statement that didn't invite any argument. Another cutting remark that showed that Anzu saw him on a level that Bakura didn't like. It was as if he was made of cellophane. Bakura's lips curled into a snarl, showing off his teeth. Anzu's breath hitched, and she reached out to press her index finger to the tip. This movement made Bakura pull back, stunned by her bravery... or perhaps her downright stupidity. "Would you... sorry, I don't know how to phrase this."
"Would I what," Bakura asked, his eyes tracing out the shape of her neck. Where he'd last bitten her was fully faded, as if he'd never been there. "Surely you can't be asking for me to bite you again."
Anzu glanced away, a flush appearing across her cheeks. "I... that's exactly what I'm asking." She finally met his gaze again, firm, far too confident as she moved forward. "I liked it. I liked the way it felt. It felt... so damn good. I want you to do it again."
She didn't need to beg. Bakura had her pinned against the wall in seconds, his hands firm on her biceps as his teeth sank into her collarbone this time. There was the taste of her again—exactly what he'd been needing, exactly what he'd been denying himself. The taste of her performance was there, but there was something else. The same taste of lust just underneath everything, between the nicotine of the cigarette she must've had and some sort of sweet peach taste. An undercurrent of mint—absolutely divine. Bakura's head spun as he drunk from her, unable to believe that someone like her existed. And as he drunk from her, both of them came to the exact same realization.
Neither of them could live without the other.











