WritingMJ

I may be sad but i'll never be too sad to talk somebody out of killing themselves

I want to love every part of you

I feel empty

Sometimes I sit in my room and count how many minutes past by until somebody checks on me.

Nobody takes you serious about suicide unless you have attempted it once before. But I only haven't yet because I know it won't just be an attempt.

I didn't push you away because I didn't love you.... I pushed you away because I knew I would never love you the way you loved me. Because I've been too busy trying to love myself first.

Killing myself was never just an "easy way out" -- It was the only thing I knew wouldn't let me down the way everybody else has.

Have you ever found yourself in such a bad spot that you look back at the moments in life you once thought were "bad" and can't help but think to yourself -- I should have appreciated those bad moments a little more. Because now, they don't even come close to where I am now. They don't even come close to hurting as much as I hurt now.