⌠ LILY ROSE DEPP, 23, CIS-FEMALE, SHE/THEY ⌡ welcome back to gallagher academy, RYAN AUGUST WRIGHT! according to their records, they’re a SECOND year, specializing in KNIFE FIGHTING SKILLS, SWORD TRAINING, PRECISION SHOOTING, FIREARMS & SWAT TRAINING; and they DID NOT go to a spy prep high school. when i see them walking around in the halls, i usually see a flash of (lavender tea, nudes in good lighting, meticulous journal entries). when it’s the (virgo)’s birthday on 09/13/1997, they always request their RHUBARB PIE from the school’s chefs. looks like they’re well on their way to graduation.
what’s the tea?
being the oldest of three comes with certain responsibilities. when your mother is bipolar, it comes with even more. it comes with a child taking care of an adult. it comes with a child taking care of themselves. it comes with a child taking care of their siblings.
in many ways ryan had to grow up all too fast. in other ways she hadn’t grown up at all, holding onto childish tendencies like some sort of revenge.
guilt for being harsh with her mother. guilt from not protecting her brother from finding her body. guilt that tells her it’s her fault harlowe wants nothing to do with them. guilt for trying to better everyone’s existence but her own.
ryan wanted to be like her dad, always felt they had more in common. the deep intellectual parts of her came from him, but her anger, it must have come from her mom along with her addictive behavior. right?
the only comments ever made to ryan about the spy world were made during her mother’s manic episodes. there was no background information, no photos, no diploma. nothing of substance. ryan began to identify this as a part of her mother’s mental disorder, assuming that her mother had a full psychotic break that might have been leading her to schizophrenia.
when gallagher reached out to the wrights to give their regards to their mother’s passing and offer them all places there, ryan laughed. she laughed so hard she cried. this is how she grieved her mother.
as she grew older, the respect ryan once held for her father began to wear off. he wasn’t a super hero in a cape, he was just a drunk college professor that took the easy way out of a shitty situation. she got along with him for the sake of her siblings, but held no active relationship with him now that she could crave substance.
she doesn’t drink, worried that she’ll end up like her dad, addicted, or like her mom, falling into a depression worse than one she’s already experienced. but she gets high. when she’s disassociating. when she’s bored. when she’s happy. when she’s awake.
gallagher to ryan is a saving grace. it saves her from the father that wanted so badly to have a boy to play catch with that his pride named their first born ryan, winning out over the summer month her mother loved so much and gave her a middle name after.
ryan’s relationship with harlowe is complicated. it is laced with envy and protection. worry and rejection. love and hate. they are sisters and strangers alike. she will hold onto her sister for being the only other person in the world who will ever come close to understanding what she went through, but simultaneously hold her at arms length for all the times she left ryan in the worst state imaginable: alone.
her relationship with her brother is different. despite an age gap of just a few years, she babies him, an attempt at satiating his inner demons, inviting them onto herself to save him, hoping that at least one of them could be saved.
what else?
ryan is the sharpest knife in the set, and one is always on her.
iced coffee, hot tea. always caffeinated.
lights off. candles on. eyesight be damned.
her free time is spent smoking and drawing or smoking and writing. lighter to bud, pencil to paper, needle to skin.
she buries her natural maternal instincts, though they shine through even against better judgment.
rough around the edges. she’s saving what softness she has left for herself.
diy tattoos are on the house if you’re willing to show some skin.
she’s got an ego, some of it real, some of it for show, all of it a work in progress.
face of an angel, mouth of a sailor. a specific kind of shipwreck.
connexions. (will flesh it out as we go)
harlowe wright: younger sister.
kass sutton: friends. both know the pressures of being the oldest sibling.
martina washington: triggers ryan’s maternal instincts.
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THERE’S ALMOST A SMILE at her words, especially when she says it’s all she will say and she continues to say things. “ wait, that means you’re not a gemini, right ? or are you ? ” he furrows his brows, and, yes, he would rather focus on astrology signs than his break up. “ but . . yeah, i guess. i mean, i don’t think .. she cheated on me or anything, but i dunno, i think she’s realised she might have a better option. and honestly ? good luck to her — i feel bad for anyone who even has to talk to julian. ”
ryan chews her lip while she listens, not because she’s so torn up about sebastian’s story but because it’s a bad habit. when he’s done she lets out an exasperated sigh as if his cheating scandal has her equally as exhausted as the people involved. ‘ you can kiss me if you need to to get over it, ’ she offers. ‘ though full disclosure if she’d been the one telling me this story instead of you, i’d have said the same thing. ’ a smug expression is the only sign she’s joking, but it doesn’t quite tell how much or about which parts.
“nah..not with writing. other things, sure, but ..not writing.” he’ll claim; he’d insist he’s no walt whitman or whatever. “oh yeah, the epic highs and lows of high school football is always a great place to pull material from.” he’d joke.
she thinks he’s doing that thing where he’s MODEST, but dosn’t call him out on it. ‘
so where do you pull your inspiration from, then? ’ ryan inquires with the raise of an eyebrow.
“in some circles, they’ll call that talent.” the girl nods, though she stops herself from looking so smug. she tries to be humble, after all. “driver’s ed and threat elimination. did you double up too?”
she smiles at the almost compliment, but that’s the most of an expression she gives smug - elisa until she hears she’s a major that intrigues ryan for reasons she’d rather not divulge. she shakes her head no about the double major before asking, ‘ which major do you like better? ’
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if ryan moved in mysterious ways, lex uncovered them faster than holmes. she has a theory about a woman being behind the whole sherlock holmes thing, but that’s beside the point. ryan slams the door to lex’s dorm room and drops her bag at the feet of his bed. to an amateur eye, it would appear like she’s in her own room rather than accustomed company. ‘ so i was looking at my moon calendar, ’ she begins without a hello, moving to lay on her back, head supported by lex’s arm in bed together. they’re comfortable like this. like they don’t know how they came to be, but like they always had been. ‘ april seventh is a pink moon and may seventh is a flower moon- both supermoons. so which would you rather take shrooms for? ’
“ I KNOW. ” The sound of it was already appealing but remembering the taste was even better. “I mean - technically you barely taste the strawberry through the weed but .. the vibe is where it’s at.” An unnecessary explanation but the more Zane could just aimlessly talk, the more comfortable he was. “I’m like a pyschic.” He wasn’t but he outweighted the 3 times he was right over the 7492 he wasn’t. The context mattered anyway. “ Is the peach the superior fruit ? ”
‘ not if you chew strawberry bubblegum while smoking. or drinking strawberry juice. or eating strawberries. ’ she argues with such logic she thinks her theory can’t be debunked. ‘ i guess it depends on what your preference is... ’ she says, pulling smoke from her mouth and into her nose before explaining: ‘ when eating someone out. ’
“ What does RYAN do ? ” She questioned then with a slight quirk of her brow, easily passing by her and into her room. She hadn’t seen it yet and Ryan was interesting enough she figured she’d make it more personal than most boring rooms were. “ Someone else ? - But I’m HOT .. why would I be anyone else ? ” Like that was her biggest fear.
faith is so comfortable being faith that it never occurred to ryan that there was a possibility that faith has grown so accustomed to herself that she’d be uncomfortable being anyone else. the moment makes a goddess human in ryan’s mind. she doesn’t mention it. ‘ i excel. i smoke. i fuck. i caretake. but i’m trying to avoid becoming my alcoholic father, so i don’t drink. yet. ’ a shrug of her shoulders. ‘ a pretty face always kinda makes me want to. ’ ryan leans back on her bed, watching the bedroom door close behind faith as one of her roommates exits with haste. she smiles and chuckles internally. ‘ what does FAITH do anyhow? ’
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She’s bored and she’s tired of studying that combination didn’t help to quell her natural and almost annoying curiosity. “Whatcha drawing?” Mandy asked, gazing across the table at Ryan’s sketchbook. “It looks cool.”
@wrightm
ryan’s just doodling, but a cool doodler sounds better than no adjective at all, so ryan decides she’s feeling particularly social today and takes the bait. ‘ a bunch of small ideas, ’ ryan says, sliding the book over for mandy to see. ‘ i'm making a little flash sheet of tattoos for people ... and by people i mean pretty much anyone who’ll let me. ’
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“oh, i can almost put a face to it. mine was drew, so, not the easiest out there, but i managed, certainly.” she could amost see gears turning in ryan’s head and she smiled slowly at the suggestion, her own beginning to turn. “interesting. and what should the prize be?” she was always up for a good challenge, and ryan would certainly present one. “bragging rights or would you like to make it more interesting?”
it’s unclear which of the two is the competitive one, but ryan has to take responsibility for bringing the idea up in the first place, even if she loses, which she doesn’t yet have any plan of doing. ‘ bragging rights. ’ she says it affirmatively, agreeing with selina, but then right before she can bite her tongue she adds. ‘ AND something a little more interesting. ’ ryan bites her lip considering something juicy like streaking through campus, but she doesn’t know selina that well so she puts it on the back burner. ‘ if i win, you let me give you a tattoo. and if you win i --- ? ’