Hi Diddly Ho Neighborino!

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Another friendly reminder that I’ll be making a new Tumblr page for the new year. Like this if you want a link to the next page when it’s created.

I’ve been struggling with a cartilage piercing for months now. I thought it was at least 75% healed. I temporarily put in a traditional earring because the original one was annoying me. I decided to transition to a different earring that would be more comfortable and man did I go through it. I realized the back of my ear accumulated some bumps from all the irritation. Then when I was struggling to find the hole, I put in the traditional earring back in and find out that nope some parts healed and I had to re stab the piercing. I don’t think the hole fully healed but I feel like there were sections that were either too tight and needed to widen, or there was a random growth where it tried to close internally. I was not expecting that I had to do it so when I hit this spot in my ear that felt like the post wouldn’t go through, I said fuck it let’s go and pushed it harder and man. I heard a little tiny rip and felt a second of pain. It threw me off so I took a moment to convince myself I was a tough bitch. I had to guide the newer earring inside the hole I just stabbed and thankfully, I was able to do so and it only felt a bit weird and not painful. I noticed right before I did so, I was bleeding a bit so I did knick something. My ear feels hot now but my piercing is 5x more comfortable. After the entire experience I realized that I’m a tough bitch with pain. I get tattoos, piercings (re-piercings), cut off my own skin tags, and I have a pain disorder. All this rebelling I’m doing with body mods is kind of awesome. I feel like it’s making me notice how badass and strong I am.