Life After #TeamJeb

And in other news, in between customer meetings and spreadsheets, I helped close #JSIP deals, learned about the Textiles biz, had good drinks and food, saw some beautiful sunsets, explored Seattle with and without a local yokel, and hung out with several pigeons while watching 🐉 ⛵ races in Vancouver, BC. #jansan #infectionprevention #evs #environmentofcaresaveslives #Medline #LifeAfterTeamJeb https://www.instagram.com/p/ByB9nPDn42H/?igshid=imgfsue3p1um

Just goofing around... #missyouboo🐻 #TeamJeb #yesteryear #LifeAfterTeamJeb https://www.instagram.com/p/BsSEwSonYJj/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=t01cihc776x

#Christmas2016 #yesteryear #TeamJeb #LifeAfterTeamJeb https://www.instagram.com/p/Br1p-CbHGIr/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1scpriqofmswn

Because we'd been dating for 3 weeks, and, ya know, why not meet Jeremy's family, right? 🤔 #howsoonistoosoon #whenyouknowyoujustknow #meanttobe #theone 🥰 #yesteryear #LifeAfterTeamJeb https://www.instagram.com/p/BrekHc3nKta/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=13u3pe3xy26al

2017 HR Christmas Party #yesteryear #TeamJeb #LifeAfterTeamJeb https://www.instagram.com/p/BrHFGpWHBSG/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=102jfmnp1nltu

We did it all, including being a pro Christmas decorating team @ his mom's #fbf #yesteryear #TeamJeb #LifeAfterTeamJeb https://www.instagram.com/p/BrHEDOWnXJ8/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=4d8pplkz09o7

#LifeAfterTeamJeb

#lark #yesafilter #goodfriends #celebration #birthdays #life #LifeAfterTeamJeb (at Federales) https://www.instagram.com/p/BnxctIyntne/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=so284g8gv3ff

So many kids "in da club" tonight. And, the worst part... The music is barely ok. #sadface #doesmusicadisservice #LifeAfterTeamJeb

Ok coffee cup, if you say so, but only until @riot_fest... #relaxhard #decaf #aeropress #weekend #saturdayfatterday #LifeAfterTeamJeb https://www.instagram.com/p/BnwCVJUn7Dt/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=v50lt7o81wkv

And undo all of my insecurities I imposed on you so that all our time together was nothing but pure.

Not you, God. You're always around. Thank you. I miss Jer 🐻.

I miss you. So much.

I feel you.

If there were ever a time I could use that word, and not feel exceptionally pretentious, now would be that time. Other descriptors that come to mind: melancholic, malaise, despondent, and so on. Although I am surround by the love of people who care deeply and show it in the most varied and wonderful ways, sitting in my apartment, alone, and this very moment, I feel the imminent languor enveloping me.

That's who you were, except in our version I'm the grumpy one left behind... Now to wait for my Russell and Doug.

How much I miss you.