mimi

thinking about jealous sohyun who finally gathers the nerve to make her way over to you, grabs you by the hand when your fling is preoccupied with dancing with their friends to the blaring music and pulls you into the bathroom, slamming and locking the door behind you. you open your mouth to protest and ask who exactly she thinks she is and what she’s doing but before you can one of her hands is on your chin as she pulls you in and attaches her pretty lips to yours. the breath is knocked out of you as you gasp at her boldness and she simply deepens the kiss.

jealous sohyun whose mind is racing as she helps you onto the bathroom counter pinching your thigh and kneels on the floor and lifts your skirt, a sly smile on her face as she maintains eye contact with you and mentions the embarrassing wet patch that is evident on your panties, teasing you about how you wanted this all along. insisting that you were purposely trying to make her jealous so that she’d pull you away and remind you who you belong to.

jealous sohyun who slips your panties off and tosses them to the side, taking two fingers to your cunt, pushing them in slowly and stroking your walls, letting your wetness collect on them before bringing her fingers to her mouth letting out a moan at your taste as you feel your cheeks begin to burn and your cunt clenches around nothing at the sound.

i swear she just has the perfect mouth for eating you out?? she delivers a few seductive kitten licks to your clit and sucks ever so softly and next thing you know she’s devouring you like a woman starved and all you can do is tangle your fingers in her thick hair biting back your moans as she delves deeper into your heat. licking, biting, and squeezing at your plush thighs and occasionally leaving kisses on your soft stomach before returning to her original task of sending you over the edge.

involuntarily bucking your hips and pushing the back of her head deeper into you as you feel your orgasm approaching, completely forgetting your former embarrassment and letting your sinful whines fall from your lips as you chant her name which only encourages her to pick up her pace as you stutter out that you’re almost there.

“please please please” you beg pathetically, barely even making a full sound, your voice just breathlessly scattered as your eyes widen and you sinfully open your legs wider to grant her better access as your body tingles and is overcome with toe curling pleasure

chaeryeong and yuna were in the kitchen popping the popcorn, ryujin was teasing lia about something silly in the living room, and yeji was still deciding on which movie to watch

she stood near the television, multiple dvds in hand as she turned each one over and reread the descriptions

“haven’t you read all of those about twenty times by now?” lia teased, coming up behind the indecisive girl and setting a hand on her shoulder as she gave her a warm smile

yeji nodded, “i just can’t seem to get my thoughts together.”

“why don’t you just go ask y/n? i’m sure she has much better taste than you anyways.” ryujin grinned as yeji playfully rolled her eyes and lia turned to shove ryujin

yeji turned back to the basket of dvds and smiled, picking up some of them up and hurrying her cute little self to come find you

she probably would just yeet the door open, still looking down at the dvds while you're having a panic attack, reaching for your towel and trying to cover up

"hey babe, i can't decide on a movie so which one would you like to..."

she probably would have kept blabbing if she wouldn't have finally looked up and realized the situation

"oH MY GOSH I'M SO SORRY!" she squeals as her face heats up and her cheeks start burning red

she tries her hardest but she can't contain her smile and cute little giggles as she covers her eyes and excuses herself from the room and shuts the door

she tries to shake the image from her head as she walks back to the living room, but just ends up sitting on the couch in a heavenly daze

JUST WHY DID YOU HAVE TO BE THE PRETTIEST HUMAN BEING PUT ON THIS PLANET?? AND HOW DID SHE GET SO BLESSED TO HAVE YOU AS HER BABY??

once you're clothed, you make your way to the living room and take a spot next to yeji

she tries her best to avoid eye contact with you and stares blankly ahead at the tv screen

you roll your eyes playfully and snuggle closer to her, letting her know that no harm was done

you mentally face palmed and sighed

you had completely forgotten all about your date with lia

“lia bia i'm so sorry! i forgot that we had a date planned, and i took a job babysitting for my neighbor."

it was quiet on the other line for a few seconds before she finally broke the silence

"hey, it's okay! we can always reschedule. you sound tired though, is everything okay?"

you almost snorted at the question

you had been running around after the little girl and cleaning up her messes all day

you were exhausted and a bit sweaty and stinky to be honest

once you were finished telling each other about your days, you both hung up, but you were left feeling a bit guilty

you certainly didn't expect her to be so understanding about the whole situation

how did you get so lucky to have her?

you decided to return to the living room and help sujin color in her coloring book

just as she was in the middle of scolding you for coloring outside of the lines, you heard the doorbell ring

you playfully stuck your tongue out at sujin and she returned the action as you got up to open the door

lia was standing on the doorstep with some of her old toys, movies, and some yummy snacks

she smiled brightly, "need a hand?"

you grinned, pulling her in for a hug and letting her step inside the house, hearing sujin still running her little mouth

“awh is that the little angel?” lia asked, taking off her shoes and setting them at the door

“more like little demon” you chuckled, taking her hand and leading her to the living room

you introduced lia to sujin and you were thrilled when sujin adored lia within the first few seconds of them being introduced

“so you’re y/n’s girlfriend? i feel bad for you, she can’t even color inside of the lines.” sujin said, eyeing you as you stood behind lia, playfully rolling your eyes

lia laughed, going over to sit next to the little demon- I MEAN LOVELY CHILD 🥰 and inspect the coloring page for herself

“y/n why didn’t you ever tell me you were such a coloring catastrophe?” she mocked in a playful tone as you grinned

watching lia be so great with sujin made your heart warm, and you couldn't imagine a better person to call your girlfriend

with lia on the scene, it gave you a chance to take a breather and lia suggested you take a shower and change your clothes

“go ahead! sujin and i will start putting this puzzle together and put in a movie."

“yeah, and besides, you’re stinky.” sujin teased, pinching her nose and pushing you to the bathroom

once you were finished taking your shower, you retreated back to your room to change into a clean set of clothes

you had been gone for quite a while so lia decided to come check on you

"hey babe, i was going to put in a pizza! do you want cheese or pepperoni?" she asked, opening the door much to your horror

you froze in place as she looked over your body, coming to the realization that you hadn't finished getting dressed

you started to get a little insecure since lia had never seen you this way, and you wondered if she would think your body wasn't pretty enough for her

as if she could read your mind, she smiled softly and walked over to you, cupping your face in her hands

she looked you in the eyes and whispered to you how beautiful you were and how much she loved you

it made your heart swell with love and appreciation for your girlfriend

she continued to sing as you drifted off into deep thought. you both had been saving up for this moment ever since the day you turned fifteen.

you could still remember sitting in the park with the wind blowing across your face as you played your guitar softly and the cute girl next to you sang. yuri took your hand in hers and stroked your fingers softly as you shivered at her touch.

you set your guitar down and sighed, feeling quite defeated in your war against the world. yuri set her head on your shoulder as a few tears began to fall from her eyes.

“i just want to be with you...” she said softly, and you could hear her heart breaking in that moment and you knew she felt just as defeated as you did.

and that was the day you promised her that you would do everything in your power to make both of your dreams a reality. at the time, it had seemed like an empty promise. how could two high school kids possibly be able to turn that dream into a reality?

though the dream had seemed far fetched, you felt that it was your responsibility to make it come true. each time you felt like giving up, all you had to do was think of yuri. the perfect girl who had stumbled into your life when you needed her the most. the girl who would always hold the key to your heart, the girl whose smile made you feel at ease and as if everything would be okay.

you smiled to yourself as you were brought back to the real world. tiptoeing carefully over to yuri, you wrapped your hands around her little waist and set your chin on her shoulder.

she giggled in response to the action, “y/n! you scared me, i could have messed up the paint on this wall.” she pouted as she tried her best to scold you, but you could tell she wasn’t truly upset. you smiled into the crook of her neck with a little sigh and set a few soft kisses on her skin as she began to turn around in your arms.

“i love you so much, yuri.” you said, getting a bit lost in her eyes. she smiled up at you, taking some of the wet paint off of her brush and rubbing it between her fingers before smearing some of the paint on your face, “i know y/n. you tell me every single day.”

“and i’ll keep saying it until the day i die.”

“do you promise?” she asked, wrapping her arms around your neck so that your foreheads were touching.

not only were you absolutely GORGEOUS (that’s right bitches y’all are gorgeous so stop lying to yourselves) but you were also insanely talented

you were a phenomenal dancer, had beautiful vocals, and your rapping was pretty great as well

the other trainees recognized you as the “ace” female trainee and that hit chaeryeong like a punch to the face

thankfully, chaeyeon quickly recognized her younger sister’s feelings towards you and stopped her before she said or did something she would regret

chaeyeon encouraged her to try her best to become friends with you instead of causing herself to be angry with you over something out of your control

taking her sister’s advice, the little darling shyly asked you to hang out with her after practice one day

and she was ever so glad that she did

after that, you both were almost inseparable and were always there for each other

you were there for each other when you both didn’t make it into twice, and chaeryeong stuck by your side when you finally decided to leave jyp ent. for a different company

and now it was time for you to be there for her once again

it was a few weeks after itzy’s iconic debut and you were sitting on your bed studying for a test while chaeryeong stood at your dresser going through your makeup

you glanced at her every once in a while to see what products she was messing with and eventually your lips curved into a little smile

“you can’t have that lip gloss chaer, i just bought it yesterday!!” you giggled as she turned around with it clasped between her little hands as she made puppy dog eyes at you

once she realized you weren’t going to change your mind she sighed and set it back where she had got it from

things quieted down a bit and you could tell something was bothering her, so you patted the spot next to you on the bed and motioned for her to sit down

“what’s wrong chaer?” you asked

she shook her head, staring down at her hands as they sat in her lap

she insisted that everything was fine and she was just tired from practicing so hard, but you could tell it was much more than that

not wanting to pressure her into opening up, you convinced her to let you do her makeup, thinking that the relaxed atmosphere would make her feel more at ease

after a minute she gently pushed your hands away from her face and looked down at her lap, a few tears falling from her pretty eyes

“yeongie please tell me what’s wrong.” you pleaded, setting a hand on her leg as you tried to comfort her

she wiped a few of her tears away and tried to regulate her breathing again before she looked at you

“why do people have to be so horribly mean?” she asked softly

your heart shattered into a million pieces and it felt as if you had just been shot in the chest

you pulled her closer, caressing her hair ever so softly and gently shushing her as she sobbed into your t-shirt

after a while, she pulled away, allowing you to wipe her tears away with your thumb before holding her pretty face in your hands

“it’s quite silly isn’t it? to let comments from strangers bother me so much.” she said lightly with a little chuckle, trying so hard to convince herself

“well i think that anyone who ever says anything nasty about you is just plain stupid.” you said, realizing once the words left your mouth that they weren’t as impactful as they had sounded in your head

chaeryeong giggled a bit at the sight of seeing you so fired up at the thought of someone saying mean things to her

you stood, going over to your dresser to pick a tube of lip gloss

sitting back down, you opened it, ready to apply it to her lips

“and why is that?” she asked, looking up at you with bright eyes

you started applying the lip gloss as you smiled and made eye contact with her, “because you’re the most beautiful girl i’ve ever had the pleasure of laying my eyes on.”

suddenly she found herself staring longingly at your soft lips as you stared back at hers

breaking the comfortable silence, you quickly pulled away, screwing the cap back on the lip gloss tube as you smiled nervously

you handed it to her, “i know i said you couldn’t have it, but i’ve changed my mind.”

“are you going soft on me y/l/n?” she said, eyeing you playfully

you rolled your eyes, “no, it’s just that it looks much better on you anyways. it’s hardly a color that would look nice on me.” you stated matter of factly

ryujin was too busy teasing felix for "copying" her hair color to notice you coming up behind her

you went over and tapped her lightly on the head, "why are you bullying felix?"

“he had the nerve to copy my hair color!" she pointed accusingly at the pink-haired boy as he rolled his eyes with a sigh

you rolled your eyes playfully before ruffling her hair, "in my opinion lixie wears it better!" you teased as she stuck her tongue out at you

you pushed her playfully before going to join your group, turning around to send a quick wink in her direction

she was caught off guard at the action and quickly turned her attention back to her victim as her cheeks turned bright red

"ooh does someone have a little crush?" felix teased as ryujin's eyes widened and she punched him in the arm

the next time you saw each other was when you came to visit itzy in their practice room while they were preparing for their "wannabe" comeback

you hadn't seen each other face to face in so long since your schedules often overlapped

so she was overjoyed to see that you were able to get away for a few hours and come visit her

being the curious person you are, you kept asking her to give a small spoiler for the choreography

after a few minutes of whining and poking her in the tummy, she finally gave in

"okay, okay!! but i'm only showing you the first part because it's my favorite." she winked

you squealed in delight as soon as she did the iconic shoulder move and you immediately wanted her to teach you how to do it as well

after many failed attempts, you finally fell to the floor laughing so hard that it made your stomach hurt

and that's when she knew that felix had been right after all

it confused her at first, considering that it was the same laughter she had heard over a million times before, but this time it hit differently

finally, the relay began and the only thing that remained in your mind was the thought of getting the whole thing over with

and then it happened

the cute blonde girl who had been running in front of you twisted her leg and fell to the ground as she let out a painful cry

the other contestants continued to pass her and you couldn’t blame them; it was a competition after all

but seeing her like that tugged on your heart strings, and you just knew you couldn’t leave her

you stopped running and turned around, walking to her and squatting down in front of her, asking her if she could walk

completely ignoring your question she went on and on about how you needed to get up and continue to race or your team would lose

“what are you doing?? you’re going to lose if you don’t keep going!!”

you chuckled lightly, knowing that it was much too late to worry about that now

“you didn’t answer my question. can you walk or not??” you asked once more

she tried to stand up, but winced in pain as soon as she applied pressure to her ankle

“come on, i’ll help you get to your group.” you smiled, reaching out your hand for her to take

she took your hand in hers and smiled brightly as you helped her limp over to her members

itzy were so very grateful for you and quickly tried to get yuna settled as you said a quiet goodbye and made your way to your members

“hey, wait!! i didn’t get to say thank you!!” yuna called after you, a sad frown overtaking her face as she realized you didn’t hear her

for the rest of the day, yuna made it her mission to track you down so that she could speak to you

but sadly the time never came

itzy and your group weren’t sitting anywhere near each other, and yuna found herself feeling much too nervous to walk over to you by herself

“here, you can come with me to talk to my sister, and on the way back we can go talk to y/n and her group.” chaeryeong offered sweetly

yuna agreed, but once chaeryeong was finished visiting with her sister, yuna backed out, speeding past your group as if a pack of lions were chasing her

when curfew came and it was time for the minors to leave, yuna tried her best to make it over to you so that she could give you a proper “thank you” but was unsuccessful

the next time yuna saw you was at mama

your group sat directly in front of itzy, right beside iz*one

yuna found herself contemplating when would be the right time to get your attention and try to speak to you

one of your members noticed yuna constantly stealing little glances at you, so she whispered in your ear that yuna seemed to want your attention

you turned around with a big smile and waved to the adorable blonde as she waved back shyly and then turned to chaeryeong, as if she were asking the older girl for help

you giggled at her sudden shyness and tried your best to start a conversation with her, but she struggled to form an entire sentence

just as she got her thoughts together, the award show began and one of your members tapped your thigh, signaling you to turn around and pay attention

ryujin rolled her eyes with a smirk plastered on her face as chaeryeong quickly covered her mouth with her hand to prevent her laughter from escaping, both of them finding the youngest member absolutely adorable

yuna could barely even focus as the award show continued as she wondered why she became overcome with nervousness when it came to you

“and the female rookie of the year award goes to...itzy!!”

yuna was pulled out of her thoughts as the stadium erupted into screams and cheers of delight and people clapping for itzy

the girls made their way up to the stage as “dalla dalla” continued to play on the loud speaker as yeji accepted the award

the camera panned to your group and you quickly stood up, smiling as your members giggled, knowing what embarrassment was about to follow

you turned your back to the camera before turning around again, doing yuna’s cute hand gesture that comes after yeji’s killing part

“난 특별하니까 YEAH!!” you yelled, the building erupting into loud cheering as your members burst into laughter and your leader got you to sit back down

yuna was caught off guard at your sudden actions, and for a moment she just stood there in a frozen daze

chaeryeong nudged her back to life and yuna smiled that bright gummy smile of hers, waving her hands at you and shooting finger hearts your way as the crowd went crazy

and in that moment she realized why she was always so nervous around you

why her heart suddenly beat out of her chest when you were near