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Another Astarion Story
Chapter 18
The little cottage had transformed into organized chaos.
Rolls of fabric covered the dining table.
Spools of thread sat in baskets.
Sketches of dresses and suit coats were pinned to the walls.
The wedding was only a month away.
The entire village seemed excited.
The ceremony would be held beneath a great oak in the forest clearing, where a wooden arch would be wrapped in ivy and white flowers. Benches would line the grassy aisle. Lanterns and candles would hang from the branches overhead.
There would be music.
Dancing.
Plenty of wine.
Enough food to feed half the countryside.
And everyone had a task.
Tavara was helping arrange flowers and invitations.
Abby had originally planned to visit the dressmaker in town.
Instead, Astarion had quietly spoken up.
“I can make the attire.”
Everyone had looked at him.
He’d looked almost offended.
“I do know a thing or two about fashion.”
Denny had laughed.
Abby, however, had looked relieved.
“Really?”
“Of course.”
So bolts of fabric had arrived within days.
And now Astarion stood with a measuring tape draped around his neck while Abby stood on a small wooden platform.
She lifted her arms obediently.
“You really know what you’re doing.”
“I should hope so.”
He measured the length of her sleeves.
“You’ll look lovely in ivory.”
Abby smiled.
“I trust your judgment.”
Silence settled between them.
Then she spoke again.
“You know… we’re not really sisters.”
Astarion paused.
“No?”
She shook her head.
“Tavara and I aren’t blood sisters.”
He continued measuring.
“We were both orphans.”
Her voice softened.
“Thrown out into the streets when we were little.”
The room suddenly felt quieter.
“We did whatever we could to survive.”
Astarion glanced up.
Abby stared at the floor.
“Some things I’m not proud of.”
He said nothing.
“Then an old man found us.”
A small smile appeared.
“He took us in. Taught us to read and write.”
She looked around the cottage.
“Taught us music.”
“He sounds kind.”
“He was.”
She smiled sadly.
“He gave us a family.”
Astarion marked down another measurement.
“And Tavara?”
Abby’s expression softened immediately.
“She was always my protector.”
He looked up.
“Always?”
Abby nodded.
“If I was hungry, she’d give me her food.”
“If I was frightened, she’d sit up all night with me.”
“If someone tried to hurt me…”
She laughed softly.
“She’d stand in front of me, even though she was usually the smaller one.”
Astarion pictured it immediately.
Tavara standing in front of someone she loved.
Protecting them despite her own fear.
It sounded exactly like her.
“She spent her whole life taking care of other people.”
Abby’s voice became quiet.
“I don’t think many people ever took care of her.”
Those words settled heavily in the room.
Astarion’s hands stilled.
Abby slowly turned toward him.
There was kindness in her eyes.
But also steel.
“And now I’m going to say something unpleasant.”
He raised an eyebrow.
“I suspected as much.”
She folded her arms.
“I know you’re a vampire.”
Silence.
Astarion blinked once.
Twice.
“…You do?”
She nodded.
“Denny told me.”
He looked mildly horrified.
“I see.”
“Don’t worry. I’m not frightened.”
She stepped closer.
“But I need you to understand something.”
Her expression hardened.
“I love my sister.”
“I gathered as much.”
“I would do anything for her.”
Astarion said nothing.
Abby met his eyes.
“And I will not tolerate you being mean to her.”
The words struck like an arrow.
He looked away.
“She came home thinner.”
Silence.
“Tired.”
Silence.
“Sad.”
He swallowed.
“And she still defended you.”
That somehow made it worse.
Abby’s voice softened.
“I don’t know what happened between the two of you.”
“Nothing happened.”
She gave him a look.
“Fine. Whatever didn’t happen.”
Despite himself, he almost smiled.
Almost.
“But she cares about you.”
Astarion’s expression became unreadable.
“And whether you realize it or not…”
She stepped closer.
“You care about her too.”
Silence.
The room suddenly felt very small.
Abby sighed.
“You know what I think?”
“I suspect you’re about to tell me.”
“I think you’re scared.”
Astarion looked offended.
“I am not scared.”
She laughed softly.
“There it is.”
“There what is?”
“The face you make when you’re lying.”
“I do not have such a face.”
“You absolutely do.”
He looked deeply unconvinced.
Abby smiled.
“Tavara’s brave.”
“Yes.”
“Kind.”
“Yes.”
“Entirely too trusting.”
“…Yes.”
“And she sees the good in everyone.”
Astarion’s gaze lowered.
Abby looked at him carefully.
“Even you.”
Silence.
“I don’t know what happened on your journey.”
The measuring tape hung forgotten in his hands.
“But whatever it was…”
Her voice became gentle.
“Don’t punish her for it.”
The room became still.
For the first time in a long while…
Astarion didn’t know what to say.
Abby smiled sadly.
“She’s had enough people leave her.”
Those words pierced straight through him.
She stepped onto the floor and patted his arm.
“And if you hurt her…”
He looked up.
She smiled sweetly.
“I’ll bury you in the garden.”
Astarion blinked.
Then, despite himself…
he laughed.
A real laugh.
Abby grinned.
“There he is.”
He shook his head.
“You are terrifying.”
“I know.”
Silence settled once more.
Then Astarion looked toward the window.
Outside, he could see Tavara in the garden, carefully arranging flowers for the wedding.
The late afternoon sun lit her dark hair like silk.
She looked peaceful.
Happy.
And entirely unaware that he was watching.
His chest tightened.
Abby’s voice was quiet beside him.
“She’s worth knowing, you know.”
Astarion didn’t answer.
But he kept watching Tavara.
And for the first time since leaving Waterdeep…
he wondered if perhaps coming back to Briar’s Hollow had not solved his problem at all.
It had only brought him closer to the one thing he was trying hardest to avoid.
—————
The cottage had become a whirlwind of preparations.
Fabric hung from chairs.
Candles and flowers covered every available surface.
Astarion had somehow taken complete control of the wedding attire. To everyone’s surprise, he was exceptionally talented.
Even Denny stood patiently while Astarion adjusted the shoulders of his formal coat.
“Hold still,” Astarion muttered, pins between his lips.
“I’ve been holding still for ten minutes.”
“And yet you’re still fidgeting.”
Denny grinned.
At the table nearby, Abby was sorting through flower samples.
“Tavara won’t be joining us today,” she said casually.
Astarion made a note on his parchment.
“No?”
“No. She’s with the smith.”
“The smith?”
Abby smiled.
“Yes.”
Denny chuckled.
“The tiefling fellow.”
Astarion’s hand stopped.
Slowly.
“The tiefling fellow?”
“Very handsome, apparently,” Abby added.
Denny looked amused.
“Tall.”
“Dark hair.”
“Polite.”
“Strong.”
Each word seemed to make Astarion’s expression tighten.
Abby was enjoying herself far too much.
“He’s teaching her how to duel wield.”
Silence.
“He says she’s improving.”
Astarion resumed measuring.
“I see.”
Abby exchanged a glance with Denny.
“And…” she continued.
“The smith asked if he could accompany her to the wedding.”
The measuring tape nearly slipped from Astarion’s hand.
Denny blinked.
“Oh?”
Abby nodded.
“And she said yes.”
Silence.
A very long silence.
Astarion stared at the coat in front of him as though it had personally offended him.
Denny slowly looked at his friend.
“…Astarion?”
“Hm?”
“Are you alright?”
“Perfectly.”
“You don’t sound perfectly.”
“I assure you, I am.”
He pinned another section of fabric.
A little too aggressively.
Denny cleared his throat.
“So… Tavara has a date.”
Another pin.
“Wonderful.”
Abby folded her arms.
“You don’t seem thrilled.”
“I am positively delighted.”
“You look pained.”
“I do not.”
“You absolutely do.”
“I absolutely do not.”
Denny coughed to hide a laugh.
Astarion glared.
Abby smiled sweetly.
“The smith is very kind.”
“I’m sure.”
“And quite handsome.”
“Excellent.”
“And apparently he thinks Tavara is lovely.”
The pin in Astarion’s fingers bent.
Denny stared.
Abby bit the inside of her cheek to keep from smiling.
“Do you know what I think?” she asked.
“No.”
“I think it’s nice.”
“I agree.”
“I think they might get along.”
Astarion looked up sharply.
Denny suddenly became fascinated with the ceiling.
“And perhaps,” Abby continued innocently, “if things go well, there could be more outings after the wedding.”
Silence.
“Maybe dinner.”
Silence.
“Perhaps courtship.”
Silence.
“Children someday—”
“A bit early to discuss children, isn’t it?” Astarion interrupted.
Both Abby and Denny looked at him.
He blinked.
Then slowly lowered his measuring tape.
“…What?”
Abby looked victorious.
“There it is.”
“There what is?”
“That face again.”
“I don’t have a face.”
“You do.”
“I don’t.”
Denny finally laughed.
Astarion looked betrayed.
Abby stood and walked over.
“You know,” she said gently, “you could simply tell her how you feel.”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
She sighed.
“Of course not.”
She patted his shoulder.
“Keep lying to yourself, then.”
Then she walked away.
Denny remained where he stood.
The room became quiet.
“Astarion.”
“What?”
“Do you… like her?”
“No.”
Denny smiled.
“You’re terrible at this.”
“I haven’t the slightest idea what you mean.”
Denny softened.
“You know, if she’s going with someone else and it bothers you this much…”
“It doesn’t bother me.”
“…Then why do you look like someone just told you the sun exploded?”
Astarion opened his mouth.
Then closed it.
Because he didn’t have an answer.
He simply looked down at the half-finished wedding coat.
A handsome tiefling.
Teaching her to fight.
Making her laugh.
Walking beside her at the wedding.
Perhaps dancing with her.
Perhaps smiling at her the way she deserved to be smiled at.
The thought sat like a stone in his chest.
Because it shouldn’t bother him.
It absolutely should not.
And yet…
it did.
Quite a lot.
Denny watched him quietly.
Then he smiled.
“Oh, my friend.”
Astarion frowned.
“What?”
“You really are in trouble.”
Astarion looked away.
And for the first time in weeks…
he didn’t deny it.
Another Astarion Story
Chapter 17
That evening, after the battle had ended and Tavara’s cheek had been healed, Astarion found himself alone on one of the tower’s balconies.
The lights of Waterdeep glittered below.
Usually, he enjoyed the city at night.
Tonight, he felt nothing but turmoil.
He leaned heavily against the stone railing.
There was no denying it anymore.
He was in love.
The realization struck him with all the subtlety of a dagger to the heart.
“Gods damn it…” he muttered.
He was angry.
Furious, in fact.
How could he have let this happen?
He had been careful.
He had kept his distance.
Ignored her smiles.
Ignored the warmth in his chest when she laughed.
Ignored the way she trusted him.
Ignored the way she had run to him after the battle, terrified he might be hurt.
And now…
it was too late.
He closed his eyes.
He could already see the future he dared not want.
Tavara growing older.
Silver in her dark hair.
Lines around her beautiful eyes.
Years passing.
Decades.
A century.
Then…
an empty chair.
A grave.
Another farewell.
Another hand slipping from his.
The memory of his last great love surfaced.
Sitting beside her deathbed.
Holding her hand.
The final kiss.
“Our love is not over. In my next life, I’ll come to you.”
Even after centuries, the pain remained.
It had never truly left.
He wasn’t certain he could survive that kind of loss again.
Not with Tavara.
Not her.
His chest felt tight.
Ridiculous, really.
His heart no longer beat.
Yet somehow it felt heavy.
Achingly so.
He laughed softly to himself.
“Look at you.”
A centuries-old vampire brought low by a bard.
He looked up at the stars.
No.
This had to stop.
Nothing could come of this.
She deserved so much more.
She deserved sunlight.
A family, if she wanted one.
Children.
A long, happy life.
Someone who could grow old beside her.
Not him.
Not a man frozen in time.
Not a creature who hunted in the dark.
He couldn’t give her those things.
And it wouldn’t be fair to ask her to sacrifice them.
The decision settled over him like cold rain.
When her studies were complete…
he would take her home, soon.
Back to her sister.
Back to Abby.
Back to the life she deserved.
Then he and Denny could leave once more.
Adventure.
The road.
The old days.
Just the two of them.
As brothers.
As it had always been.
He would ask Denny about Abby.
Perhaps their romance was merely a passing affair.
Perhaps his friend still wished to travel.
Perhaps everything could return to the way it had been.
Though, deep down…
Astarion knew that was a lie.
Nothing was the same anymore.
Because now he knew what it felt like to hear Tavara laugh.
To see her smile.
To watch her grow stronger.
To hear her call his name in fear.
To know that she cared.
And no amount of distance would erase that.
He swallowed hard.
Then straightened.
The decision had been made.
No romance.
No impossible dreams.
No future that could only end in heartbreak.
He would protect her.
Help her learn.
Take her home.
And then…
he would let her go.
The thought hurt far more than he expected.
But he told himself it was the right thing to do.
Far below, the bells of Waterdeep chimed softly.
Astarion closed his eyes.
For the first time in centuries…
he wished he could ask the stars for advice.
Because he had absolutely no idea what to do with his heart.
—————
The journey back to Briar’s Hollow began beneath gray skies.
Gale stood at the gates of his tower, his robes billowing in the morning breeze.
Tavara’s satchel was heavier than before, filled with books, notes, and small magical trinkets.
A smooth black stone for practicing her darker magic.
A journal filled with Gale’s observations.
A pair of enchanted gloves to help her channel her electricity safely.
Gale hugged her warmly.
“You’ve only just begun, my dear. Be patient with yourself. Great magic takes time.”
She smiled.
“I’ll keep practicing.”
“I know you will.”
He lowered his voice.
“And don’t fear what you are. Rare magic isn’t evil. It’s simply… rare.”
Tavara nodded.
Then Gale looked toward Astarion.
The vampire stood a few paces away, arms folded.
Silent.
Expressionless.
“You seem in quite a hurry,” Gale observed.
“We need to return to Briar’s Hollow,” Astarion replied flatly.
No explanation.
No warmth.
Gale’s brow furrowed.
But he said nothing.
Something had changed.
Even Tavara could feel it.
After one last farewell, the two of them departed.
⸻
At first, Tavara thought he was simply tired.
The battle.
The journey.
Perhaps something weighed on his mind.
So she tried talking.
“Do you think I’ll ever manage proper lightning magic?”
Silence.
“Astarion?”
Nothing.
Hours later she tried again.
“I think Gale’s sons were rather nice.”
No answer.
By evening, they reached their campsite.
Normally, Astarion would help gather wood.
Normally, he would set up his bedroll nearby.
Normally, he would at least offer one of his dry remarks.
Instead, he disappeared into the trees.
When he returned, he sat alone.
Not a word.
Not a glance.
Tavara slowly set up both tents herself.
She cooked.
She made tea.
She even offered him some.
He simply said,
“No, thank you.”
His tone wasn’t cruel.
It was worse.
Cold.
Distant.
As if a wall had suddenly risen between them.
⸻
The next morning she woke to discover he’d already packed his things.
He’d gathered his tent, and put out the fire,
She blinked.
That was strange.
Very strange.
During their travels, they always shared responsibilities.
She hurried to catch up with him.
“Did I do something wrong?”
He kept walking.
“No.”
“Then why are you upset?”
“I’m not.”
“You are.”
Silence.
She sighed.
“You can talk to me.”
“No.”
The single word stung.
She stopped walking.
He continued several steps before realizing she wasn’t beside him.
He turned.
She stood in the middle of the road, looking confused.
Hurt.
He hated that expression.
More than he should.
“I’m trying to understand,” she said softly.
Astarion looked away.
“There is nothing to understand.”
“There clearly is.”
His jaw tightened.
“Leave it be.”
She stared at him.
For a long moment.
Then she nodded.
“Alright.”
And to his surprise…
she did.
She stopped asking.
⸻
The days that followed felt wrong.
Painfully wrong.
She no longer walked beside him.
She walked behind him.
She gathered her own food.
Set up her own tent.
Practiced her magic by herself.
She even stopped showing him her progress with her sword.
The laughter was gone.
The endless questions.
The cheerful chatter.
Gone.
The silence settled between them like winter.
And Astarion hated every second of it.
This was what he wanted.
Distance.
Boundaries.
No impossible feelings.
Then why did it feel so awful?
One evening, he looked up from sharpening his dagger.
Tavara sat alone by the fire.
Reading one of Gale’s books.
She looked…
small somehow.
Lonely.
For a brief moment he nearly stood.
Nearly sat beside her.
Nearly asked what she was reading.
But he remained where he was.
Because every kind word felt dangerous now.
Every smile.
Every shared bottle.
Every glance.
He was protecting both of them.
Wasn’t he?
Then why did she look so sad?
And why did that sadness make his chest ache?
Tavara turned a page.
Never once looking at him.
For the first time in days…
Astarion realized something.
The silence wasn’t punishing her.
It was punishing him too.
And somehow…
that made the road home feel much longer.
—————
The cottage in Briar’s Hollow came into view just as the sun was setting.
Tavara’s boots were caked with mud.
Her once-neat braid had come loose days ago.
Dark circles rested beneath her green-blue eyes, and though she smiled faintly at seeing home again, she looked exhausted.
Astarion noticed.
Of course he noticed.
He’d noticed every missed meal.
Every quiet evening.
Every time she’d simply wrapped herself in her blanket and gone to sleep without a word.
But he said nothing.
The front door burst open.
“Tavara!”
Abby practically flew down the steps.
She wrapped her sister in a fierce embrace.
Then she pulled back.
Her smile vanished.
“Tavara…”
She touched her cheek.
“You look awful.”
“I’m fine,” Tavara said softly.
“You are not.”
Abby’s eyes narrowed.
Slowly, she looked toward Astarion.
“Oh, no.”
The vampire had seen that expression before.
He almost pitied himself.
“You.”
“Abby—”
“No.”
She marched right up to him.
“You were supposed to protect her!”
“I did.”
“Did you?”
Her voice rose.
“Because my sister looks like she’s walked halfway across Faerûn without a proper meal!”
Denny wisely took one step backward.
Tavara looked horrified.
“Abby, it’s alright—”
“No, it is not alright!”
She pointed at Astarion.
“I took her to an old friend,” Astarion explained calmly. “She learned magic. She was well cared for.”
“And then what?” Abby demanded.
Silence.
She folded her arms.
“And then what?”
Astarion said nothing.
Abby’s eyes widened.
“Oh, you’ve got to be joking.”
“Abby…”
“You marched her all the way home looking like this?”
“She was capable.”
“Capable?” Abby nearly sputtered.
“She looks disheveled!”
Tavara lowered her eyes.
That alone made Abby even angrier.
She turned back to Astarion.
“You had one job.”
“I returned her safely.”
“Safely isn’t enough!”
For the first time, Astarion looked slightly unsettled.
Abby pointed a finger squarely at his chest.
“You better make this right.”
He blinked.
“…What?”
“Because whether you like it or not, we’re planning to stay in each other’s lives for a very long time.”
Those words struck him oddly.
A very long time.
He said nothing.
Abby huffed and led Tavara inside.
⸻
A little later, Astarion found Denny outside by the stable.
“I’ve made my decision.”
Denny looked up.
“What decision?”
“I’m ready to travel again.”
Denny smiled.
“Really?”
“You and I. Like old times.”
The smile slowly faded.
Astarion continued.
“Tavara is home. Her studies are progressing. She belongs here.”
Silence.
Then:
“What?”
“We can leave in a few days.”
Denny stared at him.
“You want to leave?”
“Yes.”
“And leave Tavara behind?”
“Yes.”
Denny blinked.
Then blinked again.
“You can’t be serious.”
Astarion’s expression remained stony.
“Why are you being like this?”
“I don’t know what you mean.”
“Oh, don’t give me that.”
Denny crossed his arms.
“You’ve been acting strange for months.”
“I have not.”
“You absolutely have.”
Astarion looked away.
Denny’s eyes narrowed.
Then realization slowly dawned.
“Oh.”
Astarion immediately frowned.
“Oh?” he repeated.
“You idiot.”
“I beg your pardon?”
“You’ve fallen for her.”
Astarion looked offended.
“I have done no such thing.”
“You absolutely have.”
“I absolutely have not.”
“You marched all the way to Waterdeep, got her magical training, worried every time she sneezed, and now suddenly you’re trying to run away.”
“I am not running.”
“You are absolutely running.”
“I am not.”
Denny sighed.
“Astarion.”
Silence.
“You really care about her, don’t you?”
The vampire’s jaw tightened.
“…No.”
Denny snorted.
“Terrible liar.”
Astarion glared at him.
Then Denny’s expression softened.
“Don’t ruin this.”
“Ruin what?”
“Whatever is happening.”
“There is nothing happening.”
Denny smiled knowingly.
“Right.”
Astarion looked irritated.
“Everything is finally going well with Abby. I’m happy.”
He smiled toward the cottage.
“And I think Tavara is happier when she’s with you than she’s been in years.”
Astarion looked away immediately.
“Don’t say things you don’t understand.”
Denny sighed.
“Fine. But don’t break her heart because you’re afraid of your own.”
Astarion said nothing.
⸻
That evening everyone gathered for dinner.
The table was full.
Bread.
Stew.
Fresh vegetables.
And one goblet of wine sitting in front of Astarion.
Abby suddenly stood.
She looked positively radiant.
Denny stood beside her.
“We have news.”
Tavara perked up immediately.
Astarion took another sip of wine.
Abby grinned.
“We’re getting married.”
Silence.
Then—
“What?!”
Tavara nearly leaped from her chair.
Abby laughed.
Denny laughed.
Tavara rushed around the table and hugged them both.
“Oh, that’s wonderful!”
She looked ready to cry.
“When’s the big day?”
“Soon,” Denny said.
“Very soon.”
Tavara beamed.
Astarion, however…
looked worried.
Because suddenly things were changing.
Very quickly.
Denny wasn’t leaving.
Not now.
Not ever, perhaps.
He had found his home.
His future.
And if Denny stayed…
then what exactly was Astarion supposed to do?
Travel alone?
Stay here?
And why did the idea of leaving Briar’s Hollow suddenly feel…
lonely?
Across the table, Tavara looked up.
Their eyes met briefly.
She offered him a small, tired smile.
Astarion’s chest tightened.
He quickly looked back into his wine.
The room filled with laughter and wedding plans.
But the vampire heard very little of it.
Because for the first time…
he had absolutely no idea what his own future looked like.
Another Astarion Story
Chapter 16
The morning began not with spellcasting or lectures…
…but with music.
A cheerful violin melody drifted through the halls of Gale’s tower.
Astarion blinked awake.
Then blinked again.
The tune was lively and sweet, carrying a playful rhythm that somehow managed to echo through every stone corridor.
He sighed.
“Of course.”
Pulling on his shirt and fastening the last button, he followed the sound.
As he descended the stairs, the sight before him nearly stopped him in his tracks.
Tavara stood in the center of the hall, violin tucked beneath her chin.
Her dark hair had been loosely braided, several strands escaping around her face. She swayed gently with the music, singing in a soft, sweet voice as she played.
The song was upbeat and utterly infectious.
In front of her, Gale’s two sons had abandoned all dignity.
One spun dramatically.
The other attempted an elaborate dance step, nearly tripping over his own feet.
They laughed and continued anyway.
At the side of the room, Gale himself enthusiastically clapped along to the rhythm.
“Marvelous!” he declared.
“Again! No, keep going! This is delightful!”
Tavara laughed and continued playing.
Astarion simply stared.
He had seen many strange things in his life.
Ancient magic.
Dragons.
Mind flayers.
Entire cities.
Yet somehow…
this was among the more bewildering sights.
Gale noticed him first.
“There he is!” the wizard exclaimed. “Good morning, Astarion! Come join us.”
“I’d rather face another mind flayer.”
One of Gale’s sons laughed.
Tavara looked up from her violin and smiled.
“Good morning.”
Her smile was warm.
Far too warm for this early in the morning.
Astarion found himself returning it despite himself.
Then he quickly remembered he was supposed to be dignified.
“You’re all terribly energetic.”
“It’s impossible not to dance to this!” Gale said, clapping once more.
Tavara finished the tune with a flourish.
The room erupted into applause.
She gave a little bow.
Astarion couldn’t help it.
He clapped once.
Very quietly.
She noticed anyway.
Her smile grew.
Wonderful.
Now she looked entirely too pleased with herself.
Before she could say anything, he crossed the room toward Gale.
The wizard lowered his hands.
“What is it?”
Astarion glanced briefly toward Tavara, who had resumed chatting with the others.
Then he lowered his voice.
“Her studies.”
Gale’s expression became serious.
“What about them?”
“The electricity.”
“The black stone.”
“The way it reacted.”
Gale folded his arms.
“I’ve been thinking about it.”
“I think we need to look further into it.”
Gale nodded slowly.
“You believe there is more?”
“I do.”
The wizard looked toward Tavara.
She was laughing at something one of his sons had said.
Completely unaware of the conversation.
“There is definitely something unusual about her magic,” Gale admitted.
“The dark energy you sensed?”
“Yes.”
Gale grew thoughtful.
“I don’t teach the darker arts often.”
“No,” Astarion agreed, “but you know enough to recognize them.”
“I do.”
Silence settled between them.
Then Gale sighed.
“I had hoped it might simply be an unusual affinity for lightning.”
“You don’t believe that anymore.”
“No.”
Astarion folded his arms.
“Neither do I.”
The wizard looked at him carefully.
“You seem rather concerned.”
Astarion frowned.
“I merely wish to know what we’re dealing with.”
“Of course.”
Gale’s expression turned knowing.
Astarion narrowed his eyes.
“Don’t.”
“I didn’t say anything.”
“You were thinking it.”
“I may have been.”
Astarion sighed.
Gale smiled slightly.
“Whatever this power is, we’ll proceed carefully.”
Astarion looked back toward Tavara.
She had started another song, and one of Gale’s sons was attempting another absurd dance.
She laughed so brightly that it echoed through the hall.
A strange feeling settled in his chest.
Concern.
Protectiveness.
Something more.
He quickly ignored it.
“Just make sure she doesn’t accidentally set anything else on fire.”
Gale chuckled.
“No promises.”
—————
Later that afternoon, the dancing and music had finally settled into quieter lessons.
Tavara sat at a large oak table in the library, several books open around her.
Gale stood by one of the towering bookcases, deep in thought.
Astarion lounged nearby with a glass of wine, though he was only pretending to read.
In truth, he was watching the lesson.
Gale’s gaze drifted toward a high shelf.
There, tucked behind several ordinary volumes, rested an old, dark leather book.
He hadn’t opened it in years.
In fact…
he almost never showed it to anyone.
He hesitated.
Then slowly removed it from the shelf.
Tavara looked up.
“What’s that?”
Gale turned the book over in his hands.
“A very old text.”
Astarion immediately frowned.
“I know that look.”
Gale ignored him.
“This book discusses rare magical affinities and unusual forms of arcane resonance.”
Tavara’s eyes widened.
“Like mine?”
“Possibly.”
Astarion set down his wine.
“Gale.”
The wizard looked at him.
“I only want to see if it reacts.”
“You’ve never shown anyone that book.”
“I know.”
The room became quiet.
Then Gale approached the table and gently set the book before Tavara.
The cover was black leather, worn smooth with age. Silver symbols decorated its surface.
She looked at it with fascination.
“It feels… warm.”
Both men looked at her.
“Warm?” Gale asked.
She nodded.
He slowly folded his arms.
“Interesting.”
Tavara carefully placed her fingertips upon the cover.
The moment she did—
The silver symbols began to glow.
A soft violet light spread across the book.
The pages fluttered on their own.
Wind stirred through the room though no windows were open.
Astarion sat upright.
“Gale…”
“I see it.”
The book opened by itself.
Then lines of glowing script rose from the pages like threads of light, circling gently around Tavara.
She gasped.
“What is happening?”
The symbols hovered around her, illuminating her face in blue and violet light.
Then one of the runes touched her hand.
A tiny spark of electricity danced across her fingertips.
The floating script brightened.
Silence.
Even Gale looked astonished.
Astarion had risen to his feet.
The book slowly settled open upon the table.
The lights dimmed.
Tavara stared at her hand.
“I didn’t do that.”
“No,” Gale said quietly.
“I don’t believe you did.”
She looked up.
“What does it mean?”
The wizard was silent for a long while.
Then he sat across from her.
“Tavara… I believe your magic may be something exceedingly rare.”
She swallowed.
“How rare?”
He glanced at the open pages.
“This text describes sorcerers whose powers cross unusual boundaries. Those who possess an affinity for more than one school of magic… and whose gifts awaken almost instinctively.”
She listened intently.
“The lightning we’ve already seen.”
“And the dark energy?”
Gale nodded.
“Not dark in the sense of evil.”
He chose his words carefully.
“More… shadowed. Ancient. Magic that touches hidden things, intuition, and energies that many mages never encounter.”
Astarion folded his arms.
“You think she’s some sort of dual-affinity mage.”
“I think she may be even rarer than that. Possibly a sorceress with ancient power in her lineage.”
Tavara blinked.
“That’s possible?”
Gale smiled slightly.
“In magic, almost anything is possible.”
She looked at the glowing pages.
“So… what am I?”
The wizard’s expression softened.
“I don’t think we know yet.”
She looked disappointed.
“But,” he continued, “I believe you possess a gift that is both electrical and deeply arcane—one that resonates with old magic in a way I’ve seen only once before.”
“Once?”
He nodded.
“A very long time ago.”
Silence settled over the room.
Tavara looked down at the book.
“Am I dangerous?”
The question surprised both men.
Gale answered immediately.
“No.”
She looked up.
“You don’t know that.”
“I know this,” he said gently. “Magic itself isn’t good or evil. It is what one chooses to do with it that matters.”
Astarion nodded quietly.
She looked at them both.
Then back at the glowing pages.
A small smile appeared.
“So… I have more studying to do.”
Astarion blinked.
“That’s your conclusion?”
She grinned.
“I have mysterious magic! Of course I have more studying to do.”
Gale laughed warmly.
“There may be hope for you as a scholar yet.”
Astarion couldn’t help smiling.
Only Tavara, he thought, could discover she possessed rare and mysterious powers…
and become excited about homework.
—————
The peaceful afternoon in Waterdeep shattered with the ringing of the town bell.
Dong! Dong! Dong!
A cry echoed from the streets below.
“To arms! Beasts in the western district!”
Everything happened at once.
Gale was already on his feet.
His sons grabbed their staves and hurried toward the door.
Astarion rose in one smooth motion, drawing both daggers.
Tavara reached for her short sword.
Her heart pounded.
“What is happening?”
“Something has broken through the city gates,” Gale said. “Stay close!”
⸻
The streets were chaos.
Large, wolf-like beasts with antlered heads and thick northern fur had surged into the district. Citizens fled while guards fought desperately to push the creatures back.
Magic flashed.
Steel rang.
Gale immediately began weaving protective spells and healing the injured.
One of his sons aided the wounded while the other fought beside the city guard.
Astarion moved like a shadow.
His daggers flashed silver in the afternoon light as he darted between beasts, striking swiftly and disappearing before claws could reach him.
Tavara stayed close, remembering her lessons.
Footwork.
Balance.
Patience.
She blocked one swipe and stumbled backward.
Another beast lunged.
She raised her sword.
Too slow.
A massive claw struck her.
Slash!
Pain exploded across her cheek.
She cried out and fell.
Across the battlefield, Astarion heard it.
He turned.
Saw her on the ground.
Saw the blood.
For one terrible moment, his heart stopped.
“Vara!”
The name tore from him.
He sprinted toward her.
But several beasts intercepted him.
Three of them lunged at once.
He fought back immediately, daggers flashing.
Still—
There were too many.
Tavara looked up through the pain.
And saw him surrounded.
“Astarion!”
Another beast leapt.
“No!”
Something inside her broke open.
Fear.
Terror.
The thought of him being hurt.
The thought of losing him.
All of it surged through her at once.
She felt it.
The electricity.
But something else, too.
Something deeper.
Older.
The air changed.
Dark smoke began to curl around her feet.
Blue sparks crackled through it.
Then violet light ignited within the darkness.
Everyone nearby stopped.
The smoke rose and spiraled around her like living shadows.
Gale’s eyes widened.
“No…”
The swirling mist shot across the battlefield.
It wrapped around the beasts attacking Astarion.
The creatures howled.
The smoke burned with violet fire and crackling electricity.
One by one, the beasts staggered and fled or collapsed.
Silence fell.
The smoke slowly dispersed.
Tavara stood in the center of it, breathing hard.
The last sparks faded from her fingertips.
She looked around, stunned.
“I…”
Gale simply stared.
One of his sons whispered,
“That was incredible.”
The other looked awestruck.
Astarion was staring too.
Not at the magic.
At her.
At the fear on her face.
At the tears forming in her eyes.
Then she ran.
Straight toward him.
“Astarion!”
She reached him and immediately placed her hands on his arms.
“Are you hurt?”
He blinked.
“What?”
“You were surrounded!”
She looked him over frantically.
A few cuts.
Bruises.
Nothing serious.
“You’ve been scratched!”
“Tavara—”
“Your arm—”
“It’s fine.”
She looked ready to cry.
Astarion gently caught her hands.
“I’m all right.”
She looked up at him.
Only then did she seem to realize what had happened.
The strange magic.
The smoke.
The battlefield.
Everything.
“I thought…” Her voice trembled. “I thought I was going to lose you.”
The words hung in the air.
Astarion forgot the battle.
Forgot the beasts.
Forgot everyone watching.
He could only look at her.
She had unleashed extraordinary magic…
because she thought he was in danger.
A soft voice broke the silence.
Gale.
“Remarkable.”
They both looked over.
The wizard approached slowly.
His expression was one of pure astonishment.
“I have never seen anything quite like that.”
Tavara blinked.
“I didn’t mean to do it.”
“I know.”
The wizard smiled.
“But I believe we’ve just learned something very important.”
She looked confused.
“What?”
Gale’s eyes drifted to the fading wisps of violet smoke.
“Your magic is deeply tied to emotion.”
One of his sons nodded enthusiastically.
“And incredibly powerful.”
The other looked at Tavara with admiration.
“You protected everyone.”
Tavara looked back at Astarion.
Her hands were still in his.
She quickly let go, cheeks pink.
“I was just… worried.”
Astarion’s expression softened.
He looked at the small cut on her cheek.
Then back into her eyes.
“You should let Gale heal that.”
She smiled faintly.
“Only if you let him heal you first.”
Despite everything, he laughed softly.
Then, without thinking, he brushed a strand of hair away from her face.
“I’m fine, Vara.”
The nickname slipped out so naturally that neither of them mentioned it.
But Gale noticed.
And judging by the smile on the wizard’s face…
he noticed quite a lot.
Another Astarion story
Chapter 15
The sun had nearly set by the time they returned to Gale’s home.
The walk back had been pleasant, filled with Tavara’s excited chatter.
“And then tomorrow perhaps I can learn another spell! Or perhaps a proper combat stance! And after that we can practice with the short sword again—”
“You possess enough enthusiasm for three people,” Astarion said with amusement.
She grinned.
“I’ll take that as a compliment.”
They stepped through the front doors of the tower.
The entry hall was warmly lit by enchanted lamps.
Near the staircase stood a large, ornate mirror framed in silver and carved with vines and stars.
Tavara slowed.
“Oh.”
She wandered over to it.
The day’s adventures had left a rosy color in her cheeks, and a few loose strands of dark hair framed her face.
She straightened her shirt and smiled at her reflection.
“I look rather nice today.”
“You do seem in excellent spirits.”
“I am.”
She turned slightly, admiring the new confidence in her posture.
Then she noticed something.
Astarion had walked up behind her.
But in the mirror…
There was nothing.
Only the room.
Only herself.
The space where he should have been was empty.
She blinked.
Slowly, she turned around.
Astarion had already begun walking toward the stairs.
“…Astarion?”
He paused.
“Yes?”
She looked between him and the mirror.
“You don’t have a reflection?”
Silence.
He didn’t move.
“No,” he answered quietly.
She looked back at the mirror.
Nothing.
Not even the faintest outline.
She hadn’t noticed before.
She had known he was a vampire.
She knew he drank blood.
But somehow…
This felt different.
Smaller.
Sadder.
She turned to face him fully.
“You cannot see yourself?”
Astarion gave a small, humorless smile.
“No.”
“At all?”
“No.”
She looked at him carefully.
“How long has it been?”
The question caught him off guard.
For a long moment, he didn’t answer.
Then his eyes drifted toward the mirror.
“I don’t remember.”
Her expression softened.
“You don’t?”
He shook his head.
“It’s been… centuries.”
The words were spoken so quietly.
“I don’t know what I look like because I don’t remember.”
A faint sad smile crossed his face.
Tavara’s heart ached.
To never see your own face.
To never know if you’d changed.
To never meet your own eyes in a mirror.
She looked at her reflection again.
Something she had taken for granted moments ago.
Then she looked back at him.
“That’s terribly sad.”
He gave a small shrug.
“I do miss it.”
“But you shouldn’t have had to.”
That made him pause.
Most people reacted to his vampirism with fear.
Or curiosity.
Or disgust.
No one had ever sounded… heartbroken for him, not in a long time anyway.
He looked at her.
She stepped closer.
“I think I’d miss it terribly too.”
She hesitated.
“Do you ever wonder if you’ve changed?”
Astarion let out a quiet breath.
“Sometimes.”
Silence settled between them.
Then Tavara smiled gently.
“Well… for what it’s worth, I think you’re very handsome.”
He stared at her.
She continued, completely sincere.
“And your hair looked especially nice today.”
A surprised laugh escaped him.
“Is that your solution?”
She smiled.
“If you can’t see yourself, I can simply tell you.”
He blinked.
“You’ll tell me how I look?”
“Of course.”
The simplicity of her answer struck him again.
“As often as you like.”
For a moment, neither of them moved.
Then he looked away, suddenly finding the staircase very interesting.
“You are an unusual woman, Tavara.”
She smiled.
“I’ve been told that before.”
He chuckled softly.
Then, almost too quietly to hear, he said,
“Thank you.”
She looked back at the mirror one last time.
Then at him.
And somehow, the empty space in the glass seemed a little less lonely than it had a few moments before.
—————
Astarion closed the door to his room a little harder than he intended.
The latch clicked.
Silence.
The chamber was dimly lit by a single candle and the moonlight spilling through the window.
He crossed to the small table where a half-filled glass of wine waited for him.
He picked it up.
But his thoughts wouldn’t settle.
How long has it been?
Tavara’s question echoed in his mind.
You cannot see yourself?
Such a simple question.
Yet it had reached into a place he’d long buried.
He had been called handsome.
Beautiful.
Exquisite.
For centuries.
Lovers had whispered it.
Strangers had admired him.
Victims had trusted him because of it.
But he himself?
He hadn’t seen his own face in centuries.
He remembered pale skin.
White curls.
Red eyes.
Pointed ears.
But the details?
The lines of his face?
The exact shape of his smile?
No.
They had faded.
Like a painting left too long in the sun.
A bitter anger stirred inside him.
And then another face came to mind.
Cazador.
Cold eyes.
Cruel smile.
Chains.
Commands.
Two centuries of servitude.
Two centuries of being used.
Sent into the night to lure people back.
To be charming.
To be beautiful.
To be whatever was needed.
Not for himself.
Never for himself.
For blood.
For his master’s hunger.
For his master’s cruelty.
His hand tightened around the wine glass.
The anger became unbearable.
With a sharp motion, he hurled it across the room.
Crash!
Glass shattered against the stone wall.
Red wine splashed like spilled blood.
Silence followed.
His chest rose and fell.
He stood there breathing hard.
Then the anger turned inward.
What was he now?
A vampire.
A monster.
A thing that hunted in the dark.
A man who couldn’t even remember his own face.
And then there was Tavara.
Bright-eyed.
Kind.
Quick to laugh.
Entirely too trusting.
She had looked genuinely saddened for him.
Not afraid.
Not disgusted.
Sad.
As though his lack of reflection were a terrible injustice.
As though he were worth grieving for.
He sank onto the edge of his bed.
Resting his elbows on his knees, he buried his face in his hands.
Why had that affected him so much?
Why did she affect him so much?
Her smile.
Her laughter.
The way she handed him her coins because she trusted him.
The way she’d said:
“I can simply tell you how you look.”
A small warmth settled in his chest despite everything.
A strange comfort.
Then he frowned.
No.
He could not allow himself this.
She deserved someone better.
Someone warm and living.
Someone who could walk in the sunlight beside her.
Someone who wasn’t burdened by centuries of pain and blood and regret.
Someone who could look into a mirror and see themselves.
Not him.
Never him.
He looked toward the broken glass on the floor.
The room felt terribly empty.
Yet somehow, despite his anger and self-loathing, another thought persisted.
A quiet one.
A dangerous one.
If he closed his eyes, he could almost hear her voice.
“I think you’re very handsome.”
A reluctant smile tugged at the corner of his mouth.
Just for a moment.
Then it faded.
He leaned back against the bedpost and stared at the ceiling.
The anger remained.
The sorrow remained.
But beneath it all was something new.
Something soft.
Something frightening.
For the first time in a very long time, when he thought of tomorrow…
he found himself looking forward to seeing someone.
Another Astarion Story
Chapter 14
The next morning, the smoke from the unfortunate wardrobe incident had become the subject of several good-natured jokes in the manor.
Tavara looked thoroughly mortified every time anyone mentioned it.
So, after breakfast, Astarion set down his teacup and announced,
“You need a break.”
She blinked.
“A break?”
“From books. From spells. From accidentally setting expensive furniture on fire.”
She groaned.
“I said I was sorry.”
“You’ve apologized to Gale six times.”
“Seven.”
Astarion smirked.
“Exactly. Come along.”
⸻
Not long afterward, the two of them found themselves strolling through the streets of Waterdeep.
The weather was pleasant, and for once neither of them wore traveling cloaks or battle gear.
Astarion wore dark trousers, polished boots, and an ivory shirt with the sleeves rolled to his forearms.
Tavara wore simple brown boots, dark green trousers, and a cream-colored shirt beneath a short vest.
Without her bard finery, she looked younger somehow.
And happy.
Very happy.
Her eyes darted everywhere.
“Oh! Look at that fountain!”
Astarion smiled faintly.
“You’ve said that about three fountains.”
“They’re all different.”
“They’re all full of water.”
She laughed.
The city bustled around them—merchants calling from their stalls, musicians playing in the squares, and children running through the streets.
“This place is incredible,” Tavara said.
“It grows on you.”
“I think I love it already.”
He glanced at her.
That bright smile again.
He looked away before she noticed.
⸻
Their first stop was a small bookstore tucked between two larger buildings.
The elderly proprietor looked up and smiled.
“Astarion! Back in Waterdeep at last.”
“It’s only been a few years.”
The man laughed.
“You always say that as though it isn’t a long time.”
Tavara wandered among the shelves in wonder.
“So many books…”
Astarion leaned against a shelf.
“I used to spend entire afternoons here.”
She looked at him, surprised.
“You?”
“Believe it or not, I can read.”
She grinned.
“I mean, you never mentioned liking books.”
“I have many secrets.”
She selected a book and opened it.
“It’s poetry.”
He looked almost offended.
“Of course it’s poetry.”
She smiled.
“You like poetry.”
“I refuse to be mocked for it.”
“I’m not mocking you.”
She gently closed the book.
“I think it’s sweet.”
The tips of his ears turned ever so slightly pink.
⸻
Their next stop was a bakery.
The smell alone made Tavara’s stomach growl.
Astarion looked at her.
“Was that you?”
“No.”
Her stomach growled again.
He raised an eyebrow.
She sighed.
“Maybe.”
A few moments later, she was happily holding a pastry dusted with sugar.
“This is the greatest thing I’ve ever tasted.”
“That seems dramatic.”
She took another bite.
“No, I’m certain.”
He couldn’t help laughing.
⸻
Then he showed her a tiny shop that sold musical instruments.
The moment she stepped inside, she was lost.
She examined every lute, every flute, every set of strings.
The shopkeeper eventually handed her a beautifully carved whistle.
She played a few notes.
The melody was soft and cheerful.
Astarion watched her.
“You know,” she said, lowering the whistle, “I don’t think I’ve ever had a day like this.”
“What sort of day?”
“A day where I simply… enjoy myself.”
He looked surprised.
“Really?”
She nodded.
“It’s nice.”
She smiled at him.
“Thank you.”
For a moment, he didn’t know what to say.
Then he answered quietly,
“You’re welcome.”
⸻
As afternoon turned toward evening, they sat on a stone bench overlooking one of Waterdeep’s canals.
Tavara finished the last bite of her pastry.
“You’ve lived quite a life, haven’t you?”
Astarion looked toward the water.
“I suppose.”
“And you’ve been to all these places?”
“Most of them.”
She smiled.
“I’m glad you brought me here.”
He looked at her.
Her dark hair stirred gently in the breeze, and her green-blue eyes sparkled with excitement from the day’s adventures.
For once, she wasn’t worrying about magic or lessons.
She was simply… happy.
And somehow, seeing that made something warm settle in his chest.
He quickly ignored it.
“Tomorrow,” he said, standing, “we return to your studies.”
She groaned dramatically.
He laughed.
“But perhaps,” he added, “we’ll stop by the bakery again.”
Her face lit up.
“Really?”
“Really.”
She grinned and hurried after him as they continued through the streets of Waterdeep together, looking for all the world like two old friends enjoying a peaceful afternoon. Though neither of them quite realized that, little by little, they were becoming something far more important to one another.
————
The last notes of Tavara’s song drifted through the square, as she had joined a group of bards on the street. She had charmed her way into convincing them to rest as she had taken over and played one of their instruments.
The little crowd that had gathered erupted into applause.
A few more coins clinked into the open hat at her feet.
Tavara beamed.
“Thank you!”
The street bards laughed and congratulated her, one of them giving her a playful bow.
She knelt and happily scooped up the pile of coins.
“Look at all of this!” she said, eyes sparkling.
Astarion stood a few paces away, arms folded, watching her with quiet amusement.
She practically skipped over to him.
“Here.”
She held out both hands, full of silver and copper.
He blinked.
“What am I supposed to do with that?”
“It’s my earnings.”
“I gathered as much.”
She took his hand and deposited the coins into his palm.
“I want you to keep them.”
Astarion stared at the money.
“Why?”
She shrugged as if it were obvious.
“You’re better with these things than I am.”
“I am?”
“I’d probably spend it all on pastries.”
“…That is a genuine concern.”
She smiled.
“And you’re the responsible one.”
He nearly laughed.
“That may be the first time anyone has ever called me responsible.”
“Well, you are.”
She looked at him so earnestly that he didn’t know how to answer.
There was something strangely trusting about the gesture.
She had earned this money herself.
Yet she was handing it to him without hesitation.
“You trust me with it?” he asked quietly.
She tilted her head.
“Of course I do.”
The answer came so easily.
So naturally.
It caught him off guard.
For a moment, he simply looked at the small pile of coins resting in his hand.
Then at her.
She was smiling, pleased with herself, cheeks slightly flushed from singing.
As though giving him her hard-earned gold was the most natural thing in the world.
Something warm stirred in his chest again.
That feeling.
The one he kept trying not to examine.
He slipped the coins carefully into a small pouch at his belt.
“I’ll keep it safe.”
Her smile somehow grew brighter.
“I knew you would.”
She clasped her hands behind her back.
“So… does this make you my treasurer?”
He raised an eyebrow.
“Your treasurer?”
“Keeper of my fortune.”
He looked utterly unimpressed.
“Your fortune consists of six silver and a rather suspicious copper piece.”
She laughed.
“Everyone starts somewhere.”
Despite himself, he smiled.
“Very well. I shall guard your vast wealth with my life.”
She grinned.
“I knew I picked the right person.”
Astarion shook his head, but there was affection in his expression now.
As they resumed walking through the square, he found his hand drifting to the coin pouch at his belt.
A small, insignificant thing.
A few coins.
Yet somehow it felt like she had entrusted him with something much more precious.
—————
The afternoon sun cast a warm glow across the streets of Waterdeep as they continued their stroll.
Tavara was practically bouncing beside him.
“I think I did rather well today.”
“You certainly earned enough for another pastry.”
She laughed.
“I mean with the singing.”
“You did very well.”
She smiled proudly.
Then her expression brightened even more.
“Oh! And when we get back, we should practice with my short sword again!”
Astarion sighed.
“Should we?”
“Yes! I need to become faster.”
“You nearly hit yourself with it last time.”
“I only stumbled twice.”
“It was five times.”
She looked offended.
“It was not.”
“It absolutely was.”
She grinned.
“Will you teach me anyway?”
He gave her a sidelong glance.
“I suppose.”
Her face lit up.
“Wonderful! Maybe today I won’t end up face-first in the dirt.”
“I admire your optimism.”
They continued walking.
After a few moments, Tavara noticed something peculiar.
People kept looking at Astarion.
A young woman carrying flowers nearly walked into a cart because she was staring at him.
Two students whispered to one another and giggled as he passed.
An older gentleman even tipped his hat respectfully.
Tavara blinked.
Then she noticed another pair of women looking at him with openly flirtatious smiles.
She looked up at him.
He seemed entirely unaware.
Or perhaps simply used to it.
She glanced around again.
More people were looking.
“Do people always stare at you?” she asked.
Astarion looked over.
“Mm?”
“Everyone keeps looking at you.”
He raised an eyebrow.
“They do?”
“Yes.”
Another young woman smiled shyly in his direction.
Tavara watched her.
Then looked back at Astarion.
“Why?”
He seemed genuinely puzzled.
“I’ve no idea.”
She looked at him thoughtfully.
Perhaps it was the silver curls.
Or the pointed ears.
Or the elegant way he carried himself.
Or perhaps…
Could it simply be those good looks?
She smiled to herself.
“I think I know why.”
“Should I be concerned?”
“No.”
“That sounds concerning.”
She folded her hands behind her back and continued walking.
“You are rather handsome.”
He nearly stumbled.
“What?”
She looked perfectly sincere.
“I said you’re handsome.”
Astarion stared at her.
She continued as though discussing the weather.
“Very handsome, actually.”
A faint pink appeared at the tips of his ears.
“You say these things far too casually.”
She blinked.
“Was I not supposed to?”
“No, I mean—yes—I mean…” He cleared his throat. “It’s simply an unusual observation to announce in the middle of the street.”
She laughed softly.
“Well, it’s true.”
He looked away, suddenly finding a nearby fountain extremely interesting.
Tavara smiled.
“You look embarrassed.”
“I am not embarrassed.”
“You are a little.”
“I most certainly am not.”
She laughed again.
The sound made him smile despite himself.
As they continued down the bustling street, Tavara couldn’t help but notice that more people were still admiring him.
She glanced at Astarion once more.
The elegant vampire who had brought her to his favorite places, bought her pastries, and carried her hard-earned coins as though they were treasure.
Yes.
She decided.
The people of Waterdeep had excellent taste.

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Another Astarion Story
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Chapter 13
That evening, Gale’s manor had grown quiet.
Candles burned low in the corridors, and beyond the windows, the lights of Waterdeep twinkled in the distance.
Astarion sat on the edge of his bed, his coat draped over a chair nearby.
Then he heard it.
A soft melody.
Tavara.
She was in the adjoining room, humming one of the bard songs from the festival.
The tune was gentle and cheerful, and somehow, in the stillness of the night, it reached him all too easily.
He closed his eyes.
Through the slightly open window came the faint scent of floral blossoms—her bath oils, no doubt.
He could almost picture her there, relaxed and content after the long journey.
And for reasons he refused to examine too closely, the thought made his chest ache.
Why?
Why her?
He had traveled with countless people over the centuries.
Met countless faces.
Lost people.
Said goodbye more times than he cared to remember.
Yet this bard…
This clumsy, determined, endlessly curious woman…
She had somehow slipped past every wall he had built.
He leaned forward, elbows on his knees.
No.
Absolutely not.
She deserved laughter.
Sunlight.
A long, happy life.
Not someone like him.
A centuries-old vampire carrying more regrets than memories.
Not someone who hunted in the dark.
Not someone who had buried too many people he cared for.
He thought of her bright smile in Gale’s study.
The excitement in her eyes when she touched the magical stone.
The future she might have.
She could become anything.
A renowned bard.
A mage.
A hero.
She deserved someone who could walk beside her in the daylight. Not someone who wore an enchanted jewel to be able to walk in the sunlight.
Someone who didn’t hide what he was.
Astarion exhaled slowly.
“You are being ridiculous,” he muttered to himself.
The soft humming continued through the wall.
It only made things worse.
He stood abruptly.
No.
He wasn’t staying here tonight, listening to songs and imagining impossible things.
He snatched up his cloak and slipped quietly from his room.
The cool night air met him as he stepped outside.
The gardens of Gale’s estate gave way to the shadows beyond, and the familiar instincts of the hunt began to settle his restless thoughts.
He moved through the darkness with practiced ease.
Anything to keep his mind occupied.
Anything to stop thinking about the dark-haired bard in the room beside his.
Above him, the moon shone bright over Waterdeep.
Astarion glanced up at it briefly.
Then, with a frustrated sigh, he disappeared into the night to hunt, hoping the shadows would be simpler than his own heart.
—————
Several days passed in the towered manor.
Each morning, Tavara eagerly joined Gale and his sons in the library or one of the practice chambers.
She learned the basics of magical theory, how to properly focus her energy, and how to feel the flow of magic rather than simply reaching for it.
She wasn’t casting grand spells—not yet.
But she was improving.
Very slowly.
Very enthusiastically.
And occasionally, very messily.
One afternoon, Gale stood opposite her in the practice room.
“Again,” he encouraged.
Tavara held out her hand, brow furrowed in concentration.
A tiny blue spark appeared.
Then another.
Then—
Pop!
A shower of harmless sparks burst into the air like miniature fireworks.
Tavara blinked.
Gale smiled.
“Well, that’s progress.”
“It is?”
“You meant to produce one spark. You managed several.”
She grinned.
“I did!”
Astarion sat nearby with a book in one hand and a glass of wine in the other.
“I’ll admit, you’re only slightly more likely to set yourself on fire than you were last week.”
She gasped.
“I’ve never set myself on fire.”
“Yet.”
She stuck her tongue out at him.
Gale chuckled.
“Again.”
This time Tavara took a deep breath and focused.
A tiny ribbon of electricity danced between her fingertips.
She stared at it in amazement.
“It’s staying!”
“It is indeed,” Gale said proudly.
The spell lasted only a few seconds before vanishing.
Still, Tavara looked delighted.
“I did magic!”
“You did.”
She immediately turned toward Astarion.
“Did you see that?”
He lowered his book.
“I did.”
“And?”
A tiny smile tugged at his lips.
“I’m impressed.”
Her entire face lit up.
For some reason, that pleased him more than it should have.
Over the next few days, she managed several other simple feats:
Lighting candles.
Creating harmless sparks.
Producing a tiny floating orb of light that lasted nearly a minute.
And once, entirely by accident, making Gale’s quill hover upside down.
“Interesting,” the wizard had said.
“Is that supposed to happen?” Tavara asked.
“Not remotely.”
She laughed.
Despite her progress, she remained very much a beginner.
Sometimes she forgot the words.
Sometimes her concentration wandered.
And sometimes she’d become so excited about succeeding that the spell would vanish immediately.
But she never gave up.
Not once.
One evening, Astarion found her in the library.
She was surrounded by books, hair slightly disheveled, looking utterly exhausted.
“You should sleep.”
“In a minute.”
“You said that an hour ago.”
“I almost understand this chapter.”
He glanced at the page.
“You’ve been reading the same paragraph for twenty minutes.”
She sighed and rested her head on the table.
“It’s hard.”
Astarion’s expression softened.
“I know.”
She looked up at him.
“What if I’m not good at this?”
He considered for a moment.
Then he sat beside her.
“You’re already better than you were when we left camp.”
“That’s not saying much.”
“No,” he admitted. “But it’s still true.”
She smiled faintly.
“You really think I can learn?”
“I think you’re stubborn enough to keep trying.”
She laughed.
“I’ll take that as a compliment.”
“It was meant as one.”
For a long moment they sat quietly among the books.
Then Tavara smiled again.
“Tomorrow I’ll get it right.”
Astarion looked at her determination and found himself smiling too.
“Yes,” he said softly. “I think you will.”
—————
The library had long since gone quiet.
Candles burned low, and most of Gale’s household had retired for the evening.
Tavara, however, remained awake.
Books were scattered around her like a fortress.
A beginner’s spellbook lay open on her lap, and several pages of notes sat beside her.
She rubbed her tired eyes.
“Just one more spell,” she whispered to herself.
The spell was simple.
A tiny spark.
Nothing more.
She extended her hand.
A small ribbon of blue electricity danced between her fingertips.
“Oh! There it is!”
Excited, she tried to hold it longer.
The spark grew.
Then grew again.
“Oh…”
A little arc of lightning shot sideways.
Crack!
A sleeve hanging from Gale’s wardrobe suddenly caught fire.
There was a long, stunned silence.
Then—
“OH NO!”
Tavara leapt to her feet.
The commotion drew footsteps into the room.
The door opened.
Astarion stepped inside first.
He stopped.
Looked at the burning wardrobe.
Looked at Tavara.
Looked back at the wardrobe.
She stood there with both hands over her mouth.
“I can explain.”
The fire wasn’t particularly large, and with a quick gesture, Gale extinguished it with a harmless burst of magic.
Silence.
Then Astarion made a strange noise.
A little snort.
Tavara looked at him.
Then another.
Then—
He burst into laughter.
Actual laughter.
Loud, genuine, unrestrained laughter.
Tavara had never heard it before.
He laughed so hard he had to brace a hand against the doorframe.
“Oh, gods…” he managed between breaths. “You… you set Gale’s wardrobe on fire.”
“I didn’t mean to!”
That only made him laugh harder.
“It was supposed to be a tiny spark!”
“I’m aware!”
She couldn’t help it.
His laughter was infectious.
Despite her embarrassment, she began laughing too.
“I’m sorry!” she said between giggles.
“I know you are!”
Gale looked from one to the other, trying—and failing—to appear stern.
He sighed.
“My favorite robe was in there.”
Tavara’s face immediately fell.
“Oh no…”
She looked genuinely heartbroken.
“I’m so, so sorry, Gale.”
The wizard’s expression softened instantly.
“It wasn’t my favorite favorite robe.”
“Really?”
“…Perhaps my third favorite.”
She winced.
Astarion was still chuckling.
She looked at him accusingly.
“This isn’t funny!”
“Oh, it absolutely is.”
She tried to glare but started laughing again.
Soon all three of them were smiling.
Gale finally shook his head.
“You know, in all my years of teaching, I’ve had students summon frogs, freeze their own boots, and once accidentally turn an instructor’s beard blue.”
He looked at the smoldering wardrobe.
“But this is a first.”
Tavara covered her face.
“I’m never touching magic again.”
“Don’t be dramatic,” Gale said kindly.
“You set furniture on fire your first week?”
“Not furniture.”
Astarion raised an eyebrow.
“What was it?”
Gale cleared his throat.
“…A curtain.”
Tavara peeked through her fingers.
“You did?”
“I was young.”
Astarion laughed again.
The image of a younger Gale accidentally setting things ablaze was apparently delightful.
Tavara slowly lowered her hands.
“So… I’m not hopeless?”
Gale smiled warmly.
“Quite the opposite.”
He placed a reassuring hand on her shoulder.
“Every mage makes mistakes.”
She looked at the burned wardrobe.
“Some bigger than others.”
“Perhaps.”
Astarion finally composed himself, though a grin still lingered.
“You know,” he said, “for someone who could barely make a spark a few days ago, setting a wardrobe ablaze is rather impressive progress.”
She laughed softly.
“I don’t think that’s a compliment.”
“It is, in a very alarming sort of way.”
Gale chuckled.
“Tomorrow we’ll work on control.”
“Please,” Tavara said fervently.
As they left the room, Astarion glanced back at her.
She still looked embarrassed, but there was laughter in her eyes.
And to his own surprise, hearing her laugh—and laughing with her—had become one of his favorite sounds in the world.
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Chapter 12
The grand sitting room of Gale’s manor was warm and inviting, filled with books, candles, and the faint scent of parchment.
Tavara sat on the edge of her chair, positively brimming with excitement.
Gale smiled at her enthusiasm.
“Before we begin teaching spells, we should determine what sort of mage you might become.”
She blinked.
“There are different kinds?”
“Oh, many.”
He folded his hands.
“Some mages are drawn to elemental magic—fire, lightning, ice. Others excel at illusions, healing, protective wards, or speaking with nature. Some have an instinctive gift, while others become masters through study and discipline.”
Tavara’s eyes grew wider with every word.
“How do I know which one I am?”
Gale’s smile broadened.
“We’ll find out.”
“You can do that?”
“I’ve done it with many of my students. A few tests, a few harmless spells, and usually the magic itself reveals where one’s talents lie.”
“That’s incredible.”
Across the room, Astarion had already settled into an armchair.
A glass of wine was in hand.
He looked entirely too comfortable.
“You seem remarkably calm about all this,” Tavara said.
He raised his glass.
“I’ve witnessed Gale turn teacups into birds and accidentally animate furniture. This is positively ordinary by comparison.”
“I heard that,” Gale said.
“I intended for you to.”
Gale chuckled.
Then he turned back to Tavara.
“Tell me—when your magic first appeared, what happened?”
“I shocked Astarion.”
Gale looked delighted.
“You did?”
“It was very small,” Astarion said from his chair.
“It still counts.”
Gale nodded thoughtfully.
“Interesting.”
He rose and crossed to a nearby shelf, retrieving several small crystals.
“Let’s begin.”
He placed the crystals on the table.
“Each of these resonates differently with magical energy.”
Tavara leaned forward curiously.
“What do I do?”
“Simply touch them.”
She carefully reached out.
The first crystal remained dim.
The second gave off a faint glow.
The third—
Crackle.
A tiny blue spark danced across its surface.
Everyone blinked.
Gale’s eyebrows rose.
“Oh.”
“What?” Tavara asked.
He smiled.
“Interesting indeed.”
Astarion sipped his wine.
“That expression generally means we’re about to spend several hours discussing magical theory.”
“I make no apologies.”
He turned to Tavara again.
“You may have a natural affinity for lightning and energy magic.”
Her mouth fell open.
“Lightning?”
“Possibly.”
She looked down at her fingertips.
“I can make lightning.”
“Perhaps much more than that.”
She looked absolutely thrilled.
Astarion couldn’t help smiling into his wine glass.
Then Gale reached for another crystal.
“But let us not rush to conclusions. Magic often surprises us.”
Tavara nodded eagerly.
“I’m ready.”
Astarion sighed softly and settled deeper into his chair.
This was going to be a very long evening.
And somehow, watching Tavara discover this new part of herself, he didn’t mind in the slightest.
Gale studied the crystal in silence.
The tiny arcs of blue-white electricity dancing across its surface should have been enough to satisfy his curiosity.
Instead, his expression grew thoughtful.
Then… concerned.
Tavara noticed immediately.
“What is it?”
Gale looked at her, then at the crystal once more.
“I may be entirely mistaken,” he said carefully, “but I’d like to try one more test.”
Astarion lowered his wine glass.
The tone in Gale’s voice had changed.
“What sort of test?” he asked.
Gale crossed the room and opened a cabinet that seemed far older than the others.
From it, he withdrew a small, dark wooden box.
Astarion sat up straighter.
“I haven’t seen that box in years.”
“No,” Gale agreed quietly.
Tavara looked between them.
“Should I be worried?”
“Not at all,” Gale assured her. “This isn’t dangerous. Merely… unusual.”
He opened the box.
Inside rested a polished black stone, etched with faint silver runes.
“What’s that?” she asked.
“A resonance stone. It occasionally reacts to forms of magic that are exceptionally rare or difficult to classify.”
Astarion frowned.
“You think her magic is something more than lightning?”
“I don’t know.”
Gale placed the stone gently on the table.
“That’s precisely what I’d like to find out.”
Tavara looked intrigued rather than frightened.
“What do I do?”
“Place your hand over the stone and focus on the feeling you had when your magic first appeared.”
She nodded.
The room became very still.
Astarion set down his wine entirely now.
Tavara closed her eyes and rested her hand above the stone.
At first…
nothing happened.
Then a tiny spark of electricity leapt from her fingertips.
The stone glowed.
Blue light flickered.
Then—
a second color appeared.
Deep violet.
The runes along the stone’s surface shimmered softly.
Silence.
Gale’s eyes widened.
Astarion stared.
Tavara opened her eyes.
“…Was that supposed to happen?”
Gale didn’t answer immediately.
The violet light faded slowly.
Finally, he exhaled.
“Well.”
“Well?” Tavara repeated.
He looked at her with a mixture of fascination and caution.
“You’re… unusual.”
“I’ve been told that before.”
Despite himself, Astarion smiled.
Gale, however, remained thoughtful.
“Lightning magic I expected.”
“And the purple?”
He folded his hands.
“Some mages possess affinities that overlap in uncommon ways. Occasionally, a person has a gift that touches more than one discipline of magic.”
Tavara looked down at the stone.
“And this one?”
Gale chose his words carefully.
“It may indicate an affinity for older, rarer forms of arcane energy. Magic that isn’t necessarily dark or evil… simply uncommon and poorly understood.”
Astarion’s brow furrowed.
“You’ve seen this before?”
“Once.”
“Only once?”
Gale nodded.
“Very long ago.”
Tavara looked from one to the other.
“So I’m a rare mage?”
A smile slowly crossed Gale’s face.
“Perhaps.”
She looked delighted.
Astarion looked less certain.
“You don’t seem pleased,” Tavara observed.
He met her eyes.
“I’m… cautious.”
“Because it’s rare?”
“Because rare magic tends to attract interesting situations.”
Gale laughed softly.
“He’s not entirely wrong.”
Tavara considered this for all of three seconds.
“Interesting situations sound exciting.”
Astarion sighed and leaned back in his chair.
“Of course they do.”
Gale smiled warmly.
“Whatever this gift may become, we’ll take our time discovering it.”
Tavara’s eyes shone with excitement.
“I get to learn more magic?”
“You do.”
“And perhaps a little about yourself as well.”
She grinned.
Astarion picked up his wine again and took a long sip.
Somehow, he had set out hoping to earn gold and teach a bard a few tricks with a sword.
Instead, he’d arrived in Waterdeep with a possible prodigy sitting in his old friend’s study.
He had the distinct feeling their adventure had just become far more complicated.