It’s been a while since I’ve been on my Tumblr, YEARS, even. I went through my old posts of my face tagged here. I am recovered from my eating disorder, which was the purpose of my Tumblr to help me recover… but looking back at how small I was triggered me. But I know, that I fought my demons, and am where I am now. Healthy, surviving.
I did have a fall out though over a year ago. I will admit I did turn to a drug that made me become skinny again, I spent so much money to stay skinny. But not just that, because I was an abusive relationship I turned to a drug that I thought could make me feel like myself. But as I said… it triggered my eating disorder again.
I’m proud though to say I am a year sober from the drug, I’m accepting my body and the changes. I am now 31, and realized I am no longer in my early 20’s where my body was still young.
