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can call me chas.
this is a sideblog / i can't follow back from here.
this account really is for me to discuss mel / melvik + want to share my work
thanks for being here, xoxo !

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(Started to think about Mel variant in Gio's universe).
This is my hardest artwork so far doing three ppl at once. Two of them being men (doesnt help that finding some decent Gio refs were so hard). Anyway this was mainly a study to practice transferring the likeness on a ref.
another AWII summary
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Mel Medarda (Arcane) vs. Rose Tyler (Doctor Who)
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Mel - Riftbound: Vendetta Card Art

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We need to get more meljay pilled rn. Look at them flirting right in front of our faces with no shame
"A fictional poet once said: beyond the shadow you settle for, there is a miracle, illuminated"
(Inspirational song: Wounded Warsong - Akira Yamaoka)
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fic: "i got you" (wc 2631)
relationship: Jayce/Mel Medarda
rating: G
summary: Mel and Jayce and acts of service
⋆✴︎˚。⋆ ⋆✴︎˚。⋆ ⋆✴︎˚。⋆
"I would like you to present at this year's progress day speech."
Momentarily stunned for words by those that came from beneath the yordle's mustache, Jayce could only blink at Professor Heimerdinger's request. "… M-Me?"
The gravity of the situation was slow to weigh on Jayce. The request of him to be the speaker that would usher in the holiday and weekend of celebration was but an undefined yet dense cloud.
If he wanted to, he could reach his hand out and swat through it, the fine hairs on his skin tickling under the change in pressure. If only for a moment. It was a vague pressure. A trace sensation against his skin that would leave the forefront of his brain a few minutes later for a task of greater urgency.
That was five days ago.
At the present, he was burning a hole in the floor with his pacing, tucked away in Councilor Medarda's office, one of his cue cards crumbling under the strength of his thumb and index finger. Jayce could have been waiting in probably any of the other council member's office, biding his time until they summoned him to the podium. Hell, he could have even been in his own lab, finding anything there to keep his hands busy and divert the sickening energy stewing inside his brain and lower belly.
But an unnamed feeling wrapped around his heart guided his feet to carry him here.
Her office would be safest. It would—
The suffocating grip around his esophagus relented, if only for a fraction, hearing the heavy groan of one of the doors opening as if it had all night. He turned to the source.
"Thought I would find you here."
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I’ve had ‘a little of me, a little of you’ open on my tabs for almost a year now in hopes of a new chapter. I really enjoys it. Will you ever continue it?
omg thank you anon! honestly, the issue with continuing that fic has been that i write viktor as trans now and how the melvik baby was conceived changed as a result. i thought about revamping it for the au i have around this now but i wasn't really sure if people would be interested - i should probably get out of my own head though!
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when people say meljay 'grew apart', i'm left scratching my head a lil honestly because they're rather close to each other in season 2 when they are allowed to be in scenes alone and even in scenes apart, their relationship matters. mel spends act 1 trying to stop ambessa from weaponizing hextech to protect jayce (and viktor)'s dream from being tainted and ironically fails when jayce makes weapons for caitlyn. mel is also targeted at the memorial service because renni wanted to hurt jayce like he had hurt her by killing her son.
then mel gets kidnapped, is mentally and physically tortured by leblanc (the location she talks with kino is nothing but an illusion - the reality is that she's bound up the same chains she was in when elora died).
meanwhile jayce is sent to another timeline where he ends up massively injured and left to suffer alone in a hole. they both come out of these experiences serverly traumatized:
jayce shoots viktor and lashes out at mel
mel tries to seek comfort from jayce but only retreats further into herself after the council room scene even after her apologies. she's also slapped by her mother upon returning as well.
did mel and jayce naturally 'grow apart' or did they go through traumatic experiences neither had processed? that's not even getting jayce's lines in league:
Proud momma Mel showing off her baby girl

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Saga Nation. What songs make you think of Saga?
reblogging to type out my thoughts easier b/c it got longer than i intended - will preface this by saying that i don't really read thoughts on saga (or like, most of the characters) at this point anymore. AW fandom seem really white/male-centered so i checked out of the fandom a long time ago. have no idea what the common thoughts about saga even are in the fandom. anyway, why i associate liquid smooth with saga is probably partially because i:
have a different interpretation of the song whenever i hear it: i instantly think about female gothic horror protags and how curiosity and learning drives them + how that drive can also be tied to yeaning/desire. how instead of being afraid of the unknown, the voice is urging it to come to her before it is too late - the frequent calls to be touched/captured before the moment is gone for instance (i know one of the most common interpretations about the song is about societal pressures on women regarding aging and beauty standards - i don't disagree with that either!)
have a lot of thoughts about saga's marriage, why she has nothing of her husband in her mind place (from what i remember) and how it relates to how she may or may not use her job as an FBI agent to seek out thrills because her life isn't as exciting as she wants it to be (so satisfying her own curiosity / yearning in a way)
as stated earlier, when i listen to the song i'm often reminded of gothic horror heroines a lot(tm). they often tend to be younger, bright-eyed, innocent, curious...and well, white. saga (to me) fits the archetype a lot even if AW2 is not a gothic horror story nor is saga a young, white girl. *although i would also argue that AW2 is also a story that uses race to counter its own audience's bigotry, ex. many fans who were analyzing the game even before it released, didn't ever connect that saga shares the same last name with two important characters because she is black and they are white.
for gothic heroines, there's an explicit want to seek the truth and find answers despite the potential danger. for saga, this manifests as an fbi agent wandering the woods instead of wandering a creepy manor but the vibes are the same - at least to me. saving logan becomes saga's main goal in AW2 but i also felt like the game sets up her having an immediate intrigue about the murders and then the manuscript pages that wasn't 'just' about solving the case - but because of the chase and personal excitement she got from it as well.
with saga, i always felt like there were teases of things about her that remedy never full dives (ha) into. it's why her marriage and the lack of focus on it, outside of her and david's shared love of their daughter, is so interesting to me. i think (or at least hope) most people would agree that they love each other and have a relatively healthy (if maybe boring) relationship outside of the events of the story.
but boring (or 'safe') is the key thing here.
considering how detailed remedy is, i really doubt think they made sure to include objects and symbols tied to saga's mother, daughter, and partner - hell even her job itself - in her mind place yet forgot to include anything for david. i talked about this before on another blog so will just screenshot what was said:
*i will say that the counterpoint to this would be that if saga has regrets about her marriage, is bored by it, etc. these would've been great things for the dark place to use against her when it was attacking her. so maybe they just really weren't thinking of david, who knows lol.
anyway, when i think about logan's age and how old saga must of been when she had her, there is a part of me that wonders if saga ultimately 'settled' for a life of normalcy due to that (and also partially because of her own upbringing and wanting to give her daughter what she didn't have). would she be past her 'prime' to experience the adventures and chase discovery? the answer is obviously no - it's because of her daughter's life being on the line that saga learns so much about herself. if anything, she hasn't even reached her full potential of what she can do and that's neat(tm) to me.
tldr: so i guess ultimately i associate saga with the desire for answers, to be embraced by the unknown (is the unknown alan? maybe. gotta push the agenda somewhere. jk - sort of)