winguro

hello everybody its me ivy ruth langley. i am really struggling to feed myself consistently right now and keep any money to pay my bills. my bank account and credit card have both been overdrafted in the past 2 days because im dumb. i might have a job lined up and i am trying to sell shirts and finish commissions ASAP but i have been so panicked about my bills and living situation and feeding myself that i can barely do anything but freak out. i have been in a cycle of feeling like i cant make art that is worth money because i have to make perfect items to justify asking for peoples money and then being so broke and freaked out i cant do anything i feel is good enough. i am trying desperately and genuinely to have a different set up right now and coordinating with as many people as i can that i know to get out of this position.

i hate having to ask for money from people but i genuinely do not have any other choices right now because i need money to pay rent and do various other things. i have mostly been sleeping on floors for the past 3 months so that i can be in portland where my print studio is but it is deeply uncomfortable and i cant draw unless i am where my desk and drawing stuff is, in seattle. i have been avoiding making a post like this with every fiber of my being for like 7 months. my rent is monstrously high and i havent been able to get off of my lease because i cant get any savings. i cant get money to take hrt or do anything but stay in my room all day and im like extremely miserable all the time. all i eat is rice and canned tuna unless people give me extra food. i am trying to live as small and unobtrusively as possible.

if you are able to send me money it would help me extremely right now even if it is a small amount of money. my life is confusing and bad because i am an embarrassing fool.

my venmo and my cashapp are both bloodsad. my paypal is [email protected]. i have literally nothing meaningful to offer in return ATM but being alive and my extreme gratitude. the only thing i want on earth is to not think about any of this and draw pictures all day.

hello everybody its me ivy ruth langley. i am really struggling to feed myself consistently right now and keep any money to pay my bills. my bank account and credit card have both been overdrafted in the past 2 days because im dumb. i might have a job lined up and i am trying to sell shirts and finish commissions ASAP but i have been so panicked about my bills and living situation and feeding myself that i can barely do anything but freak out. i have been in a cycle of feeling like i cant make art that is worth money because i have to make perfect items to justify asking for peoples money and then being so broke and freaked out i cant do anything i feel is good enough. i am trying desperately and genuinely to have a different set up right now and coordinating with as many people as i can that i know to get out of this position.

i hate having to ask for money from people but i genuinely do not have any other choices right now because i need money to pay rent and do various other things. i have mostly been sleeping on floors for the past 3 months so that i can be in portland where my print studio is but it is deeply uncomfortable and i cant draw unless i am where my desk and drawing stuff is, in seattle. i have been avoiding making a post like this with every fiber of my being for like 7 months. my rent is monstrously high and i havent been able to get off of my lease because i cant get any savings. i cant get money to take hrt or do anything but stay in my room all day and im like extremely miserable all the time. all i eat is rice and canned tuna unless people give me extra food. i am trying to live as small and unobtrusively as possible.

if you are able to send me money it would help me extremely right now even if it is a small amount of money. my life is confusing and bad because i am an embarrassing fool.

my venmo and my cashapp are both bloodsad. my paypal is [email protected]. i have literally nothing meaningful to offer in return ATM but being alive and my extreme gratitude. the only thing i want on earth is to not think about any of this and draw pictures all day.