furi

i feel like a puppy no one wants

"slut era" i say as i rot and decay in my bedroom and watch the years pass me by as i miss out on core experiences other people my age are having while i think about the past

clutching onto everything with bleeding hands and the desire to understand and to be understood

I genuinelyyy hate the fact ill get ?.. possessive over someone if theyre someone i have romantic memories for in source or even just art of someone I have romantic memories of but theyre shipped with someone else in the art

Though . It'd be nice to have someone who i can called mines for once , its not possible to me but ... ? I dont think anyone wants someone like that TT_TT