Tai "#1 Billy Darley apologist" Zachary

Hello! My name is Tai, but you can also call me Zachary or Ruin. I'm a gay trans dude (he/him) just having fun online and posting whatever I'm currently interested in/fixated on! I mainly draw and write as a hobby, but occasionally dabble in some music as well. I'm a big fan of horror, cowboys and anything medical and scifi related. And Billy Darley. If that wasn't obvious.

I'm mainly interested in Death Sentence, SAW, Star Trek, Mouthwashing, Phantom of the Opera, Rockstar Games, and some other stuff, so I might post/reblog some content of that here too (And anything I feel up for to be honest)! This blog is not limited to just one fandom.

You will mostly be seeing art I made on this blog! This can range from illustrations, animations or crafts. These may contain (fake)gore or ships too. On rare occasions you might see me gushing about whatever I'm currently into or random ramblings, if I have the courage to post online lol. I also post about my selfship sometimes I'm cringe and I'm free.

Heads up: I do not tag posts with content warnings for blood/gore! All gore on this blog is fake. Any slurs on this blog are reclaimed, but I don't use them often here anyway.

That's about it from my end! Thanks for reading :3

Happy pride month to the ones who started it all. I think we should draw Jim with graying hair more often I think it looks really cute. Also hi I also make Star Trek art. I'm not good at drawing Spock's hair I'm too used to drawing puffy/fluffy hair oops. Please ignore the background I'm bad at drawing them (except for the viewport. look at my stars boy)

I didn't use a ref for this doodle and I think it shows. I don't really like it, but I thought it would be more fitting if I added a little extra doodle to my post so I had to bite myself through this.

Here are some closeups as always:

Also I finally passed all of my finals and got the confirmation a few days ago, meaning I will graduate college!! I'm super excited and I have a bunch of free time until the ceremony/party! Then I have to look for a job. PLEASE DON'T MAKE ME GET A JOB!

Anyways happy pride month my Treklings. I might post some more whether it be canon stuff or my own characters. I have evil little Trek OCs I have been working on for a few months now.

It's been 2 years since I watched Death Sentence and I took a liking to this guy. I watched this when going through Leigh Whannell's filmography to see Spink but I ended up REALLY liking Billy instead. Get cucked

Anyways here are some closeups:

(click on the image if the quality appears to be low)

Hi guys . Happy April Fools (a week late). I'm also 7 months late to this game because I avoided it at first , but now I find myself enjoying both BM and HEP . Born to be in a Losing My Mind animation meme forced to be tortured by his wife 💜

At first I wanted to make another perfectworldshipping post because I was freaking out that one of my fav artists on here liked my previous one , but that was the same time where I had an art block , zero motivation AND pre finals , so you're getting this instead because I'm on break rn (and I have Harvey on my mind)

Uhh this was supposed to be a new years post.but then the evil and foreboding bg came and I hate drawing cityscapes so I procrastinated until yesterday when I remembered that valentines day existed. oops .Also Hi I love Pokémon it's the fixation that never leaves it's been like 14 years and I'm still here

ANYWAYS! Happy new year and valentines day!!

These two have been stuck in my head ever since I got PLZA on release day. I cannot count the amount of designs I made for Augustine and other supporting characters that didn't return (EVEN IN THE DLC!! WHAT THE HELL!!!) but that's a post for another day .I've had enough of drawing & writing about perfectworldshipping angst so I pivoted to fluff. A man can only take so much depressed researchers until it takes a toll on him (it didn't I just wanted to see them happy for once)

uhh click on the image for better resolution as always. old men making out closeup following

I haven't posted in 30 quadrillion years again but I always come back for festivities . I have been so caught up in my exams as I'm in the last semester now .also I've been getting back into Pokémon because I missed it + PLZA came out and I've been locked into perfectworldshipping for the past few months oops

Anyways closeups here:

Happy whatever you celebrate !! Hope your day(s) was/were filled with jolly presents and whatnot . New year is upon us too I'm not ready

Idk if I'll post again any time soon , considering my final exams ever are coming up as well as graduation AND I gotta start applying for jobs (PLEASE don't make me get one!!!/ref) , so early 2026 will probably be really stressful...........but once everything is over I'm sure it'll be a great year . Might spot me posting the occasional odd post about Death Sentence , Red Dead Redemption or Pokémon , I'm not sure yet

Finally finished a birthday piece in time wao

Version without the doodles:

ik his birthday is listed as Garrett's birthday but idc Billy would be a September baby (projecting cuz I am one too) . Speaking of mine is in 2 weeks . Minors be ready to NOT interact /j

Anyways here are some closeups:

Don't break horses . That's not nice .

Drew this on impulse cuz I was playing rdr1 and went "yes......this voice line is drawable......." Also I'm trying out a different art style !! Leaning more into the cartoony style cuz the semi real one was kind of exhausting . I feel so much more free .... muhehehe

Closeups:

Wow ! A traditional drawing for once !

I wanted to do something new for my sketchbook because there were too many plain drawings in it . So i spiced it up with colored paper . Definitely sticks out like a sore thumb but that was my goal anyway

And wow .. a post not Death Sentence or Saw related .. crazy ... anyways old man yaoi . The text doesn't really mean anything it just references the I depend on you image and В Последний Раз and I just mixed them together . This probably would've made sense with Frank but I wanted to draw Abbot instead soo ...

First post to The Pittblr I'm lowk scared . Hi Pittnation

Hi guys . I make yume art now . :P

if the quality is ass I will AAAAARGHHHHH ♡ you know the drill (click on image)

Thas about it :3 I've been extremely busy with my scientific paper/theses recently but I'm FINALLY done with it meaning I can DRAW again ... free at last .... until exam season in March & finals in June oopsies