Willow

A gash on her side from a close call: “I’m fine, Abram, just pass me the alcohol,” face set and ungiving.

His stomach revolting against a bad meal at an inconvenient time: “You're fine, Lucas, keep walking,” nails digging into his arm, dragging him down the crowded street.

Dark circles under her eyes after a shaky night: “I'm fine, Abram, practice your French,” sipping her coffee like he can't see her bloody cuticles.

And Neil has always been a fast learner. “I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine,” his litany walking away from a burning car, alone for the first time in his life.

“I'm fine,” to Coach Hernandez, to Coach Wymack, to the Foxes.

Is it a family heirloom they've been passing down one generation to the next for ages until Neil breaks the cycle? Did Mary have a mother who held her shoulders back from their hunch, whispered in her year, "You're fine, Mary, behave yourself" when introduced to her future husband? "You will be just fine Mary, don't make a scene" when they're packing her bags to send her to another continent?

Or did Mary have to learn to be fine all by herself? Alone on the other side of the ocean from her real home, stuck with an abusive husband and his minions in a big empty house? On the run with her son, knowing they'd be running forever or until they were caught?

Did she learn the importance of being fine for her son? "Just do as she says, you will be fine" hiding her own trepidation when Lola drags him to the basement, knives in hand and dangerous smile on her face? "It's just an Exy game, Abram, it will be fine" knowing full well it isn't? "You're fine, I'm fine" all the time on the run, trying to shelter him from the worst of it she herself cannot escape, trying to be strong for him when everything seems hopeless?

rp wise. character wise.

oh ewron leaving quietly and unnoticed in the middle of the screening, or he thinks he was unnoticed. but ash saw it. and he was itching to follow because he got this really bad gut feeling, especially as minutes stretched out and ewron wasnt coming back. just frozen in panic in his seat. cause even if he followed, what was there to say? even if he ran around looking for ewron now, what good could it do. he said his piece, ewron cant just expect him to follow around like a lost dog, cant try and guilt trip him like this into apologizing.

but then the lockdown gets announced, and he cant move, because he KNOWS if ewron isnt back inside the building, where the panicked crowd screams, that means he's long gone. he's not here. he won't be here. something is incredibly wrong.

the last words they exchanged were those of bitter misunderstanding.

im okay..... im okay.... im okay.................

Something, something Q!Ewron’s guilty tango ft. Q!Ash (and Ghosty)

When q!Juan died it left an impact on everyone on the servere. It lead to some people finding new goals, some became more sure about their decisions and some were pushed to make a choice they might have not made otherwise. His death was talked about, the news was spread quickly. His family built him a memorial and he had a proper funeral. His death became part of the base of the server.

Q!Ewron had time to prepare of his death, he made plans and made his will. This death was his choice, something that he came to accept. He ended up dying alone sparing people he love the most from the knowledge that this Ewron is no more. Of course this means no one else know about his death except the other him. He has his own grave in the place he picked but no one will mourn him since no one will know that he is gone.

Plus, the "new" qewron recognises the dead qewron as the real one, he thanked him, he respects him. It's not a clone situation for sure. Maybe that's the reason why he was so mad at qash? Because qewron gave everything to qash, he trusted him and even lost his first family for him, only for qash to betray him (at least in qewron's eyes).

Maybe that's why qewron wasn't so willing to forgive qash and go as far to not call him family anymore? But also, he did not kill qash, didn't even consider making it out of DC's orders. He said if he did kill qash it would be his own choice.

So, maybe the new qewron will try to kind of avenge the old one? Like making sure everyone who did old qewron wrong will regret it or smth

Before we start there are few things that we need to acknowledge, first being the fact that we haven't see Ghosty as Ghosty for a good while so something must have happened for her to be free once more... The thing is it's hard to tell for how long she has been back since q!Ewron was bit too busy to call for her. Second thing that is important to point out we are not sure if every time q!Ewron was talking to Ghosty it was truly her since it is highly posible that Dark Cucurucho was impersonating her and this leads us to the first page.

We have Ghosty referring to q!Ewron as a savior and the most natural assumption could be the fact he reassured her but perhaps he was able to safe her from something else? Maybe the fact that he didn't gave Dark Cucurucho Ash's heart saved Ghosty? Whatever this is about it shows that Ghosty is feeling grateful towards q!Ewron and sees him in likely positive light. Then Ghosty makes it clear that she have been watching over q!Ewron suggesting that even when q!Ewron couldn't summon/ wasn't summoning her she still kept her eye on him until now which explains why she knew about his current relationships with both Federations.

Now here is something interesting, Ghosty speaks about Dark Federation as if it was much closer to the federation then just something that it's rival by calling it Federation's dark shadow. This does make sense considering that we know that likely Cucurucho and Dark Cucurucho come from the same place originally with them being brothers and all.

Second page is especially interesting since it talks directly about death, something that q!Ewron is getting closer to. To me it sounds like Ghosty is telling q!Ewron to stop holding on now and let his body die. Whatever awaits him on the other side according to Ghosty won't be the end for him. What could it be? Possible rebirth? Or maybe when his body dies he will transform into something else? Whatever it is Ghosty suggest that death is the solution that q!Ewron needs to put his trust in.

On the next page Ghosty encouraged q!Ewron to trust his instincts and promising that it will make him stronger. The question is what instincts is she talking about? In context of the previous page it might be something to do with him dying? Perhaps he already is on the right path to whatever Ghosty is suggesting might make him stronger?

Next thing we see on this page is a warnings against the Federation but the wording of it suggests that it's possible that q!Ewron was wrong and the Federation that is now coming for him is the Dark Federation which could make sense. So far he was able to get away with relatively light punishment from Cucurucho and he is yet to pay for what he had done to the lab under the statue of Cucurucho and the spawn which was just as suspicious as how easy they got back q!Ash... Then again why would Dark Federation be coming for him? Did they only now find out that q!Ash's heart was fake or maybe they have being after something only q!Ewron have for a while now? It could explain why Dark Cucurucho decided to give him the amulet that just masked that symptoms instead of let's say giving him new body.

The final page is the most simple one since it's mostly just goodbyes but there are two things that catch my eye.

First being the fact that she quite bluntly tells us that she gave us clue that must be very important yet it hard to tell where exactly the clue was? Was it the parts about the Federation or the parts about trusting death?

Second thing I finding interesting is Ghosty saying that they are even now... But what truly makes it even? If we assume that the debt Ghosty had with q!Ewron was the resurrection what did she do that would be considered equal? Were the hints enough to consider it equal or did Ghosty do something that would all q!Ewron to come back to life as well?