hello
I just had to re-learn how to add a read more to this thing lol that's how long it's been since I've posted
I've been on and off this site since I was like 15 and in a few months I will be 29 which I can't really think too much about if I want to keep sane
a lot has changed in my life recently and that seems to be bringing me back to this strange comforting place!! i was always good at oversharing on this site so here we go
I have a full time job making more money than I ever thought I would!! this has resulted in a lot of terrible financial decisions but I have a plan
I have been in a kinda on/off relationship with the same person for going on 2 years now. Despite being on/off it is healthy and stable like I am trying to be and for that I am proud
I have a cat! Her name is Willow and she's very cute. I have managed to keep her alive for almost 2 years now
Over the last ~3 years I've lost a little over 100 pounds which has been nice, though it did leave me having to accept that I have struggled with food addiction for most of my life, that I am in general someone who struggles with addiction and transfer addictions have definitely popped up in my life since I am no longer able to overeat. Am considering becoming sober and probably will eventually.
Starting to realize what people mean when they talk about unprocessed trauma. I've been doing weekly therapy for a little over 2 years now and am just starting to mine the real shit.
Turns out I have ADHD! It explains a lot and I don't know if I'll ever really forgive my parents for refusing to have me tested as a child.
That's it for now!
