《 tsuki ni humming. 》

welcome to my blog! ✨ — here's a few things about me!

my name is mj, but you can also call me midge, jamie, or cryptid.

i'm 26 years old, born oct. 5th.

i'm a demiromantic bisexual and transmasc nonbinary. my pronouns are they / them.

i'm white and based out of the usa.

i have autism + adhd so i can get pretty intense when it comes to my special interests. i also hope from different hyperfixations regularly.

i'm a freelance illustrator with a strong interest in character design and visual development, which i'm trying to build a portfolio in-between my ever-changing interests and current day job. my art tag is 🎨 : mj draws.

you can find out more about me on my carrd!

current interest / hyperfixation — osomatsu-san, which i post about on my sideblog @flowerakatsuka.

currently, my blog is mainly run on a queue. i have a lot of interests so i post and share a variety of things on here, but i try to tag everything accordingly. please let me know if you need anything tagged so you can blacklist it!

free palestine! you can find different ways to support those affected by the ongoing genocide in gaza by checking out operation olive branch's linktr.ee. i also reblog vetted fundraisers you can support, which can under my psa & important tags.

⚠️ : animal death ( i bring it up briefly, but i still wanted to give a trigger warning. )

hi, everyone! it’s been a bit since i posted on tumblr so i wanted to give an update / explanation on why i’ve been gone.

so, since december, i’ve been struggling a lot with anxiety and burnout on multiple fronts, but especially when it comes to posting my art and socializing. this is something i’ve always had trouble with, being able to be perceived and interact with others for months at a time before crashing and needing to isolate myself in some way to recuperate. i have tried posting a lil on instagram during my break from tumblr, but it’s mostly been relegated to stuff on my stories.

the major reason why i haven’t updated you guys over here sooner is that trying to get past my anxiety around coming back on here has been like wading through quicksand. i get overwhelmed by it very easily and it feels easier in the moment to just push it off until the next day… and that’s how i ended up being gone for months now. still, i should’ve tried harder to give you guys an explanation sooner so you wouldn’t be left in the dark as to where i’ve been. i’m really sorry about that. same goes for anyone who’s tried reaching out to be through dms. my lack of response wasn’t out of disinterest or anything like that, i’ve actually really missed talking to my friends and i deeply apologize if my silence made anyone think otherwise. i really do love and appreciate the people i’ve connected with on here, i’m sorry that i haven’t been able to show that properly the past few months.

⚠️ — another thing that’s made it harder for me to be more active is that i lost my cat, kiki, on the 23rd of january in a pretty unpleasant way. i don’t want to go into details about it, but not having her around has made things a lot more difficult for me. i had her since i was around 10 years old, she was a major source of comfort and emotional support for me so not having her around anymore has really sucked. i’m also not in a place where i can get another cat so i’ve been basically raw-dogging things for the most part. still, i’ve found small ways to honor and connect to her despite her passing, ( particularly with my new sona shown above. )