who cares?

for the record i don’t hate the mcu in a “it’s just popcorn entertainment and i’m not into that but if it floats your boat” kind of way i hate the mcu in a “these movies do active harm to not only the cinematic landscape but also the social and political landscape and i want them to stop being made altogether” sort of way

live. live messy and vibrant and warm and wholeheartedly. dare to embrace the parts of yourself that are confusing and complex and don’t come in pretty packages. let yourself accept the love and light you engulf others in. live and live unapologetically as yourself, the battered, bruised and muddled parts included.

i hate oversharing on this blue hellsite but like. what’s my alternative? talking to someone? another human? with words? i don’t fucking think so

do you ever think oh actually i am never going to stop being eleven years old and lonely

in theory I’m ok with pretty much everything but in practice I am ok with literally nothing not one single thing

choose pictures from some old abandoned buildings and i'll assign you a gender

we need more deaf and blind characters in media.

when abortion got banned in poland there were like three posts with 4k notes from poles and other eastern euros but whwn abortion ban in texas USA suddenly uncountable amount of awareness help donation organisation posts all over 20k reblogs easily what the shit. NOBODY from usa shared a donation post from poland, where even one dollar is large amount, while people from the nonwestern world are shamed for not rebloging yours. like, geniuenly, my heart out to the women of texas who are in need, but, american hypocricy is killing me,like every single time, "i cant believe this happened here" "its finally serious" shut up shut up shut up i hope america explodes

[id: a patch of mossy ground, wet with dew. many brown mushrooms are growing out of it. end id]

when people say my name im like.   cant believe i exist

when whitman said “i contradict myself. i am large… i contain multitudes” and wilde said “what are you? to define is to limit” and sumney said “i insist upon my right to be multiple”

and ashbery said “accept yourself as numerous”

and when mahmoud darwish said “I am besieged by contradiction” and when lewis carroll said “I knew who I was this morning, but I’ve changed a few times since then”

netflix deserves at least half the shit we give disney for churning out soulless garbage tbh

netflix originals really do give me the vibe of like "we can make a movie just as empty and corporate as any disney flick but we put violence and a badly written gay in it so youll all just eat it up!"