erotic melancholia

Got antidepressants and other medicatiosn. I am so grateful they completely deny me appetite. Havent eaten in 2 days with ease!

im so wide awake. i haven’t slept in days and i can’t get tired. I can’t close my eyes for longer than 30 minutes. i need someone to knock the shit out of me.

under 500 cals or nothing at all. under 500 cals or nothing at all. under 500 cals or nothing at all. under 500 cals or nothing at all. under 500 cals or nothing at all. under 500 cals or nothing at all. under 500 cals or nothing at all. under 500 cals or nothing at all. under 500 cals or nothing at all. under 500 cals or nothing at all. under 500 cals or nothing at all. under 500 cals or nothing at all. under 500 cals or nothing at all. under 500 cals or nothing at all. under 500 cals or nothing at all. under 500 cals or nothing at all. under 500 cals or nothing at all. under 500 cals or nothing at all. under 500 cals or nothing at all. under 500 cals or nothing at all. under 500 cals or nothing at all. under 500 cals or nothing at all. under 500 cals or nothing at all. under 500 cals or nothing at all. under 500 cals or nothing at all. under 500 cals or nothing at all. under 500 cals or nothing at all. under 500 cals or nothing at all. under 500 cals or nothing at all. under 500 cals or nothing at all.

oh to be tiny enough to fit into his hands.

its not that hard why can’t i just not think about fckn food

i want to starve i want to starve i want to starve i want to starve i want to starve i want to starve i want to starve i want to starve i want to starve i want to starve i want to starve i want to starve i want to starve i want to starve

no because please tell me how do i convince myself not to grab for that snack.