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this is mainly a redacted audio blog. i post mostly lore stuff and rambles.
you can access my lore doc here :)
i also yap about music a lot. (you can find my music here)
i'm mainly a classical composer, bassist, and first tenor.
i have a pet snake (ball python) named basil, i occaisonally post about him.
i run @epsil0n-eridani, a redacted roleplay account :) please ask me about him i'm so proud of him
interests, fun facts, and dni under the cut :)
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redacted audio - this is (and has been) my main interest and i'm a massive lore nerd. i like a few other asmrtists, mostly yuurivoice, obsidian lantern, and sundew audios.
music - i'm a bassist, classical composer, and i sing in choir. i can also play piano, guitar, and ukulele.
video games - i play zelda, sky cotl, little nightmares, and several others.
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i hate cheese with a burning passion. it's an integral part of my personality.
i love tea, mostly chamomile and earl grey.
i have a dog named rosie, and i love her to death.
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Okay, having watched the movie a second time, I was really paying attention to the flashbacks. Plus the sound was really crisp this time around. I have a few notes I can make. This is the full extent of what we actually get to learn about Simon in the movie. Full analysis and spoilers under the cut.
There are four main scenes I base this analysis on: the flashback during the concussion, the flashback when he falls asleep at the control panel, the storm of voices after he regains contact with Ava and she sents him to retrieve the black box, and finally, the ending sequence.
In what I perceive the order of events to go, Simon was born on a planet, not on Eden station. In the storm of voices, we hear his mother saying "c'mon, it has a tree! It'll be just like home. Simon, don't be like that." implying he moved to Eden at an early age.
In the flashback scene with the tree, we see the planets disappearing in real time before their eyes. So, the young actor for Simon is how old he was when the Rapture happened. A fun detail is that in the game no one was actually looking at the planets and stars when they faded, so this is a divergence between the movie and the game, cementing what Szymanski said about them being different continuities.
Shortly after that, Eden Station festered a defeatist death cult, probably because they had the last trees and plants alive. Simon's mother joined in, so he joined in as well, he was just a kid after all, listening to the adults in his life. Then again, I find it interesting that the voices at the end say his mother wouldn't recognize him after he became a killer - then in the same breath say death was all she taught him.
We know Eden has a religious/spiritual motif going on, with that preaching Father, with how Simon calls other Eden people "brothers", how they all get a pendant with a germinating seed, and the tattoo and X/cross motifs that we see across the movie. Simon's tattoo was shaped like an X (you can see where it was burnt off in some parts of the movie), and when he finds the pendant in the terminal, there was a little paper or tape X attached to it and the message.
The tree died at some point, but they said it would live again, because when there is no more soil, their bodies would become the tree's soil. I don't know when the tree died, but it might have been before little Simon killed all those other kids (or adults? I think they were kids his age). A friend of mine pointed out they were trying to return the universe to nature in the absence of humans, preparing and making way for the plants to come. "Add a little ecofascism as a treat".
Simon, as a child, slaughtered a lot of people in the name of the cult, so much he had the highest body count and was nicknamed "Simon the Butcher". He received a knife and holster from his mother, and he still owns the holster. He keeps it in his vest/shirt, and can be seen rubbing it under his hands for comfort several times during the movie.
But as Simon grew up, he wanted to escape the cult. He still somewhat agreed with Eden that there was no point in humanity trying to stay alive - given his line to Ava that "Eden didn't delude themselves with hopes for survival if everyone believes enough". But he eventually grew up enough to disagree with the cult. He wanted to live, and he wanted others to live, in his own rebel way.
When Eden invaded Filament Station, he tried to stop it from being destroyed, and in doing so, took all the blame for it. 62 people from Filament died, not counting anyone from Eden. He surrendered, no questions asked. He appears as an adult in that flashback of watching the soldier die in fire, indicating it wasn't long ago. Ava was in charge of him as a convict, as we see in the storm of voices scene.
Another difference from the game is that the movie explicitly states Filament Station was destroyed, when in the game it was rendered uninhabitable due to a breach in the reactor core, which, wouldn't you guess it, leaked radiation everywhere.
Some lines he says later on to the Speaker, about everyone blaming him for Filament, give me the idea he still thinks that was his only guilt, or his only blame. He seems in denial of the blame of killing the other kids. Maybe he's repressing it, clinging to an idea of being innocent, or maybe he doesn't think he's to blame when he was manipulated into a cult as a kid. EDIT: analysis here.
I find it fascinating, to connect that little butcher to the Simon we know in the movie, someone who even apologized to the control panel of the submarine after he punched it. I like the way the movie humanizes killers, reminds us they are not monsters, but people like us.
"Simon the Butcher, lost his nerve" was told to him by that same brother from Eden, the guy who told him to cross the wires. He implied that after everyone Simon killed as a child, he lost his bravery and devotion to death once he was in Filament Station.
Simon probably had to kill some of his Brothers from Eden when trying to stop Filament's destruction. A voice in the flashback of voices say "You'll have to kill your own brothers to stop this!" To which he replies "you're not my brother."
At the end of the movie, Simon even needs to use the knife holster he still kept to tie the life-vest together around the blackbox. That holster follows Simon across the movie up until it can be seen in the last shot of the blackbox, clear as day. Yeah, and at the end there, he does say "oh please, keep this safe, okay mom? It's more than me." He directly mentions his mother.
And, that's about the extent I could gather of Simon's past and backstory in movie continuity. I hope it was useful!
Update: omg y'all thanks so much for the response to this post. I'm really glad I could contribute to you as a lore guide.
project hail mary is insane bc the first half is like oh my god the world is dying and there's alien bacteria eating the sun and there's some guy alone on a ship and he's having a breakdown and the flashbacks are getting darker and this is a tragedy the likes of which i have never seen. then BAM andy weir says fuck you actually. here's this pokemon guy he's here to save the day with the power of friendship. and it's the best thing you've ever seen in your life
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hi guys, i come here with a humble request (that i don’t want to come off as a call out post because that is not at all how i want it to come off)
but when posting nsfw things on the main redacted tag, is there any way yall could start putting a cut?
i ask this because 1: there are people who just don’t really want to be seeing that kind of content, and 2: there are minors here, minors who i think deserve a choice and warning when it comes to seeing that type of content
and this isn’t to say you shouldn’t be posting that content, because let’s be honest, it’s a pillar of this fandom haha, i do just think it would be best to have a cut
if you don’t know how to put a cut, which i didn’t know how when i first started, have no fear! i shall show, it is rather easy once you learn what button to press
this little button circled in the red is the one you use to put a cut
and then
tada! a cut!
again, i really don’t want this to come off as a callout post, i just think it would be good for us all to start doing when posting especially spicy content
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