all the softness of a switchblade covered in blood

Struggling with your femininity can be a transfeminine experience.

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Struggling with your masculinity can be a transfeminine experience.

he's constantly shaking his head in a strange way, like he has an itch that he absolutely cannot get to. he's prone to ear infections, but this is a new behaviour, and his ear isn't hot or inflamed at all, but something is obviously bothering him. he's started walking with a head tilt and becoming lethargic. i need to get him to the vets, he is very clearly in pain.

here he is (with his brother in the second pic). he is my very best friend

if this is something we can sort out and identify quickly and just get medicine for, it will be around £100. i have insurance if it extra mega expensive fast, but i would still have to pay £134.50 to cover excess and fees, and i don't have that right now. (this is what happened just over two weeks ago when he needed his last vet visit.)

i do not have £134 right now. i do not have £100 right now. i have £40 to cover food for the next few weeks. this is the second required vet visit in under a month. i don't know how much more i can take of the money situation being as bad as it is. i don't know what to do. i hate begging, i'm so sorry.

if you can, here's my ko-fi or i have an (adult horror) story for sale on itch.io, otherwise heres my comm info:

pencil stuff - £15 bust, £20 full body. simple colours or monochrome, please provide references paintings - £40, please provide references

i need to get my dog to the vet as quickly as i can manage, they will not do payment plans, etc. for this reason i can't take on anything complex at this time. i'm really sorry.

please reblog if you can't otherwise help

The Ottolenghi - it is vital that you use 1g of this very expensive ingredient. It comes from a 500g bag with a one-week shelf life.

The time machine - 15-minute recipe! First, leave to marinate overnight...

The dishwasher - one-pot recipe! Now decant your ingredients and wipe out your pot. And again. And again. And again.

The optimist - cook the onions until caramelised (2 minutes).

The kindergarten teacher - get one nommable little tree of broccoli and bosh that into boiling water. Delish!

The brand names only - ingredients: Ritz crackers, Philadelphia cheese, Cool Whip, orange Jell-o...

The 1950s palate - use one (1) clove of garlic and a small pinch of chili flakes (omit if preferred).

*doom music starts to play* I actually kindof like scheduling these kinds of appointments now...

but seriously Fellas, don't forget to schedule a pap smear every couple of years just in case. If you still have a cervix you can still get cervical cancer. ilu

it'd be a shame if this...