Never Good Enough

And what doesn't kill you is on your arms and thighs forever

Honestly not enough people are treating conditions like endometriosis and PCOS like disabilities. Not surprising considering ailments associated with the menstrual cycle are so normalized that affected people are pretty much just expected to live with it, but still. It's pretty damn debilitating actually.

i haven't felt alive in a long time

cant wait til i get my will to live back

running a 12 year old blog that was briefly abandoned 6 years in is like being the mayor of a ghost town

my followers list is the cemetery

spending my twenties rotting and decaying

every day it gets harder to have a relaxed jaw and decent posture

in the mood to be hugged for an entire night