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@whitelupe
Thank you for being my first love, my first confession, and my first heartbreak.

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My mum’s been nagging at me a lot lately on saving my money... i hate that i know what she’s talking about, but really have trouble controlling against.
For me, i spent a large part growing up being envious of what my siblings or friends had. Not because my family couldn’t afford it, we could, but i knew that i would be spending my parents’ hard-earned money, and they have it tough raising four kids. So i would always tell myself “be a good kid, u dont need this or that, just walk away”. It sounds sensible but i was always swallowing my jealousy and wants so that wasn’t healthy.
Now, i have savings (a little since my lazy ass too lazy to work) i want to buy what i want without so much control. I know that it’s bad to eat into my savings, but when i like something, all those years of holding back just tempts me to buy. I can hold back decently, but since now i’m spending money on more things (mainly soft toys, utaites, animes, plants) it’s a little bit of everything that’s troublesome.
Also, finding space for everything is getting increasingly hard... sighs what’s worse is that i’ll graduate and need to apply for uni soon, which means spending more money...
It kills me on the inside to keep feeling like a burden leeching the life out of my parents (and that they find it hard to say no to us because they really want the best for all four of us) :(
I’m posting more personal posts here as i find myself needing an outlet to vent more and more orz doesn’t help that i don’t really have much friends either :/
Spoiler Soraru announcement alert!
Please dont read if u want to remain surprised when soraru announces this later!! Scroll really fast ^^
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Holy cow now i need to buy four ver of srr’s new single for the goblin slayer anime... all four have diff bonuses included and i just TT cant give up any orz
Limited edition A, B, Goblin Slayer, regular... and only the regular comes with photocards, the rest comes with dvds... time to save money :)
In sickness and in health... is that what this means www
Omg... i just realised that i missed the online sales for atr’s saitama merch?!?! TT

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I got a shock when i saw that the ATR album had photocards cos i didnt rmb seeing any news about it...(but then again i wasnt really keeping up to date with twitter sooo i think i missed it somehow) really sad that my soraru luck is always so low :(
More albums yay!
No idea how im gonna read kashi’s book but...its kashi’s book so i bought it...
Chip loves Soraru too ^^
Received these today! First time ordering from Animate International :) pre-ordered them a long time ago ww but had to wait for the new ATR album to be released ><
Got Hikitabi 4 finally and received Amatsuki can badge :) he looks so cool as a samurai www
Bought another Soraru live dvd cos Hanpen eyemask and postcard shikishi XD would be nice to be able to get Soraru’s autograph on that one day though >~<
USSS’s v-enus album finally ahhhhh cant wait to watch the dvd www sports again www its always so fun watching them have fun ^^
Luz’s first single! Finally!! HIS FACE!!! HIS NAILS AND MAKEUP AHHHH!!!! Nothing else needs to be said orz
And lastly After the rain’s new album!!! Whooooo~ so very very excited like its been one yr alr!!! And so glad to get this ver first cos its the one with their trip to record sounds! And the animate bonus is them going to kyoto!! So many dvds to watch!! :D
Anyone in sg interested to order stuff using fromjapan can pm me! My other atr album and amatsuki’s album arrived at FJ’s warehse, but im waiting for the new soraru toys to be released before i buy and ship them over! So i can help order some stuff if anyone is interested? ^^
Mr. Hanpens in the house!!
Received these awhile back but was too lazy to get good photos of them www so decided to buy a mini photobox so that i can take nice photos of merchs!! Only small merchs are able to fit inside though ><
Love these lil’ squishy mochimochi Hanpens!! Really nice to squeeze them www cant wait for the release of the sleeping soraru toys XD
My soraru live dvd arrived!!! And the light keychain is so cuteee >< im really excited that i can finally watch the live dvd!! I mean, since i cant watch him live, the next best thing is the live dvd ^^ i really want to see him live once in my life though ahhhhh ;; To think he crushed our hopes by saying that he’d probably never release a live dvd, then release one for his 10th ammiversary... www so happyyy ahhhhh and i ended my intern too ahhhhh SO MANY GOOD THINGS IN ONE DAY ORZ

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Yay to a good day at intern and to the mafu god! The mafu goods and luz single arrived!! And even better is that the soraru live dvd will probably arrive tmr as well ^^ The mafuteru toys are all mochi-like with the marshmallow stuffing! Super soft and really cute as well ww i find the stress ball more useless as a bouncing ball as it quite bouncy :) its a day blessed with mafuterus and the cutest keychains of mafu, soraru, nqrse and amatsuki XD Also, the luz single! This is the xyzp ver so there’s a live dvd too! So excited to watch it ahhhh seeing luz’s face slowly come out of the shadows is such an amazing feeling ^^ I didnt want to risk spoiling the mafu cup, so i found a new use for it www as a stress ball holder! The funniest thing is that it fits perfectly and looks like its stuck in the cup and trying to squeeze out :p
Yay received an email from tenso! Soraru’s live dvd has arrived there and will be shipped over soon wheeeee hopefully it’ll arrive by this week!!! What a blessing since i end intern this week too www
Sorry for the sudden spam! I forgot to include these in the prev post orz and i typo-ed the name! Its supposed to be “King Records”, not “kings records”! Sorryyy ><
And now to the items that made me rmb to post my prev post! These came today, and they’re mostly from mafu’s dmm scratch cards! Okay, actually its just mafu’s dmm goods + amatsuki’s album!! I rmb i scratched all the dmm cards in the first week of my intern during lunch, and just kept buying more, trying to get the mochi mafuteru cushion! Which i finally managed to get!! I did win the perfume as well, but it couldnt ship to SG, so tenso had to discard it :( well, now im in the last month of my 5-month internship, and these will serve as my fuel to get it over and done with phew ;; nothing can go wrong with a daily dose of squishing mochi mafuteru ~~~ Amatsuki’s! New! Album! I honestly did not expect the love letter edition to legit come in a letter www at first, i was like ‘eh? I did not? Order this??’ Then i realised that the album’s inside the envelope! Its a really nice touch for the love letter edition to come in a letter though ^^ and the contents inside are really beautiful sighs as expected of amatsuki!! And kings records!! Really excited to hear the album XD And this marks the end of the first day of the last four weeks of intern! Whooo
Omg i forgot to post these :( i only rmbed cos i received a parcel today and wanted to update my tumblr :(( why is my memory getting so bad these days :((( These are the soraru fleece blankets and rubber pass cases! They’re from the claw machines in japan’s arcades :) im trying very hard to not buy everything cos tbh i really have no use for these items... other than the fact that they’re soraru merch and the collector in me wants to collect everything ;; Even if i have a use for these items, i always cant bear to use them sobs TT right now, the blankets are just lying on my bed, all nicely folded :) Although i dont use them, seeing them always put me in a better mood :)

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Note to self: pls stop posting such long posts (ppl dont have that much free time to read them) and also pls stop taking such blurry pics ;;
Helloooo! Im back again (so soon yes www actually these items were supposed to arrive earlier, but there were delays by the warehouse sorarustore uses!) but anw im just happy they all managed to come back with no problems :))) better late than nvr right www and im so sorry im really bad at taking photo of clothes orz Anw the first three pics are of the triangle rucksack! Erm its kinda hard to show but basically everything about this shoulderbag is triangular! The front flap makes it triangular when viewed from the side. And when placed flat, the back and front are triangular too! I confirmed with my mum and she says that the rucksack should be waterproof! (In case anyone is wondering, the zip at the side of the rucksack opens into the main compartment, its not some hidden compartment!) Well er the next pic with the bunched up clothing and the large pin is the long cardigan (which is sold out alr so thank god i bought it early enough phew) and below it is the cat-in-the-pocket shirt!!! Obviously i really like the cat shirt hehehe its so cute and the tail sticking out is especially cute!!! I gave up taking a decent pic of the cardigan cos its too long and the front diagonal cutting is hard to take a nice pic of ;; The next one is the parka with the erm fluffy looking material (i really dk how to describe it... i only know that it feels similar to the cloth sofa i have at home...) and the pic next to it is the grey parka with the checkered print below! I kind of dont really know what to do with them for now (cos singapore has been feeling really hot recently sooo im just gonna keep them for now and use it once the rainy season starts!) Hehehe the last pic is just to show that soraru always uses cats for his clothing logos! I have absolutely no idea what cielikocka means and when i googled it, all i saw was posts of the sorarustore clothes www Ofc pls support soraru and buy these clothes if u want (and can afford) to! Im sorry for taking such bad photos sobs ;; but all of them, except the cardigan, are still on sale if u go to sorarustore.com!!! (U’ll need to use tenso or fromjapan to purchase them though, as they dont ship internationally!) They also have much better photos www if not then pls go watch soraru’s roki upload!! Views are free :)