Ilana

there's not a single casual bone in my body. everything means something to me

literally

cats are full of love and violence. can relate

btw it's so fucking stupid you can be anxious physically in your body even after you've decided mentally you don't care. I'm supposed to be in charge here

I wasn’t built to be employed. I need to stay up until 4 am like a normal person

lots to discuss w myself in shower therapy tonight

"it's all in your head" correct! unfortunately I am also in there

adding geologist to my resume after hitting rock bottom

They’re letting people born in 2005 be 21

There could be an ‘05 baby at the club and you wouldn’t even know. Terrifying. Please stay safe out there

I feel like my last two brain cells hate each other

i’m tired of being tired of being me