I Think Too Much

Just a few more sleeps before I'll get to fall asleep next to you

No, don't cry for me. That breaks my heart more than when I cry for you.

I keep closing my eyes and imagining you kissing me. My lips feel so lost without you

It's not even the distance I can feel. It's the time. Hours away and many days to go. That's what I can feel right now.

Tonight is taking all my might to be apart. Spending 2 hours on the phone really isn't the same as having you in the bed here with me. I want to kiss your forehead goodnight x

Knowing that I should be with you right now is driving me a little nuts. I'm verging on bitter. I saw the train I was supposed to take leave. I wish I could have gotten on, and if so, right now, I'd be holding you.

I like hearing you laugh on the phone because it helps me remember your smile

I'm so close to seeing you that I just want it to be far away agin because I don't want it to be over.

I miss being able to picture your lips on mine. I can't wait to kiss you.

Imagine being able to just have you around when I do normal things like watching telly. I'd give anything to have the things people in normal relationships just take for granted.

I'm sorry I expect a call when you say you will. At least I get proved right, even though right now that's the last thing I want to be.

I wonder if you think about me half the amount I think about you. That would make me feel so much less crazy but it breaks my heart to think that that means you might miss me half this much.