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(I follow and like from my main lgbt/mogai blog @genderpains 👍)

Hi there! You can call me Holden!

he/him 21 transman, queer, xenine

I consider myself a Syncretic Polytheist/Pagan, and a theistic Luciferian.

Lucifer is my patron, but I worship Ba’al Hadad, Dionysos, and Bendis as well.

My reblog will be stuff I relate to my deities, and also stuff from their pantheons. Levant, thracian, hellenic, infernal etc

I grew up Xtian and am pretty far into my deconstruction journey (tbh I don’t think it ever ends lol)

I’ve dabbled in witchcraft/spiritual stuff since I was 13, but am not as focused on witchcraft as I used to be. Some light spell work or sigils here and there 🤷‍♂️

Been wanting to declutter my things! Found an old Baal Zebub / Beelzebub candle that I’m still really proud of the paint job! I don’t work with/worship Beelzebub anymore, but he was my introduction to Baal Hadad so I always appreciate his energy.

Lady Bendis's Altar!

Hopefully I'll be able to add more deer and dog/wolf imagery, rn it's just earthy things, rocks, shells, and a rat skull. And next I'm working on printing out my art of her to hang up above her altar. It's the only one I have that's not on my main bookshelf altar, it's near my window so I have more wall room to hang stuff.

I think at some point I want to make a spear to fit in her statues hand! :)

Revamped my devotional art of a Lady Bendis! I fixed the hand and dress and shoes and just cleaned it up a bit. Plus I added a background and border so it can match my devotional art of Hadad!

Middle Image: Reference of Bendis, apulian red-figure bell krater, Boston Museum of Fine Arts

My art of Bendis from maybe like 2022-24? I posted them on Reddit a while ago, and considering it’s reputation for being rude I don’t want to connect my tumblr over there. but! I’m in the middle of revamping one of these to print out for my altar. Sort of similar in style to Hadad. I actually drew these before my art of Hadad, so you can see some visual improvements in my art!

References for Art / research:

Wanted to update my altar to Ba'lu Haddu and post pics!

I lost the files of my art of Ba'al Hadad! I'm upset but I'm glad I have a printed out poster of it. It's a lot lower quality res, and I don't have a scanner, so phone pics 😭😭 I'm hoping to recover/redraw to get a good enough quality to put on maybe redbubble so other worshippers can have tapestry or posters or stickers or whatev.

Left: with white paint pen overtop

Right: no paint pen.

Middle: Ba'al with Thunderbolt Relief/Stele - found in bronze age Ugarit! The inspiration for my art!