criston cole enjoyer

It saddens me deeply, but I will understand and accept it even if asoiaf never finishes. Old age is a cruel thing that eats one's creativity like wearing down joints. The pain a creator feels when he can't finish his own work must be greater than any reader can possibly comprehend. What Martin has done for us with his genius is enough to make me grateful forever. At this point, I just wish he had a nice and relaxing long retirement like any old grandpa does.

My father, who is evil, told me that I was always ‘meant’ to be a doll, or that I was born to be a doll, up until he deemed that I became antisocial. What a ridiculous and ugly statement to make towards a person who is a puppet!

In this life, it is just a bombardment of nonsensical comparisons between me and objects and concepts and ideals. No one in all of existence should be allowed to think of nor perceive me. Yet perhaps it is expected, that these concepts would have to take the hollow where a real person and his personality should be. Sentiments like friendship are borrowed and recalled through this hole, allowing for a brittle experience to satiate their illusions. I feel no compassion for those within my family, save for my siblings.

I just need to take a walk (girl that is on the verge of insanity)

always thinking of that “i couldn’t stop wasting time” quote