Simple Is Effective!

Gosh I almost slipped up with words that should only be spoken when we’re sure about one another but the way you made me so happy just made me truly accept my feeling for you.

Couldn’t have asked for a better morning yesterday. I hope we get chances like this again in the near future but for now it’s enough. I will definitely cherish it.

On the other hand I still have very deep feelings for him but I don’t have this urge to want to date him as I think we both still have stuff we need to work on and growing to do as individuals but also together. The together can be done as friends so there is no use of me let the cat out of the bag about my feels.

Why ruin a good thing!

I’m also so proud of him! He’s got shows coming up and making music. I wish there was something I could do to help him not feel antsy when it come to making music but I think that’s what helps him make it as great as possible.

It was also nice that I could tell him that I understand and have been where he’s currently at when trying to figure out his feeling about things.

I also told him I had the feels for his brother but didn’t say if they were gone or not. I told him for a couple reasons but the biggest one is I didn’t want him to have any post yap regret because been there done that but also I wanted him to truly know I’ve been where he is and I am where he is. I feel like it’s nice when you have someone struggling with your same issue.

I also just truly feel for him. I want him to know I care and I would notice if he walked away from the group. He’s not invisible to me ever. It one of my key human functions. My best friend reminded me that when it come to friends I care and I care deeply so I want to always make sure people are good and will notice when the vibe is off with them. It truly made me happy about myself that I give that beautiful inviting energy.