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it's fine i don't even need to be part of social groups or friend groups anyway (giant hole appears in my chest spontaneously) ? what's that

do it scared. do it stupid. but most importantly, do it bitching and moaning the entire time

You have to let people love you. You have to let people get to know you. You have to let people help you. Being so completely selfless that you try to erase yourself off the face of the planet and never ask for anything and reject everybody's offers of support makes you very hard to love! Unfortunately. Emptying yourself out of everything that makes you, you is not actually what your loved ones want from you, generally. They want to make you happy! They will be so so sad if you don't give them the chance. It's not all selfish. I promise.

people without any whimsy scare me. why are you like that. where are your trinkets.

I hate ruminating on what could have been. Out here thinking "if only I locked in when I was 13" are we serious

*feels my body get anxious for no reason* what is it boy, what do you see?

Generalized Anxiety Disorder is a BITCH

does anyone know if being kept in a state of constant anxiety and insecurity for 25 years is bad for you??

I hope February feels gentler to you than January did.

the older i get, the more i understand why some people choose to disappear and live a quiet, private life.