Through Space and Time Fans
If there were any fans of my time-travel fix it fic, I have a little treat coming up to follow it up. Here is a little preview!
Ben watched the rise and fall of Rey’s chest as she finally managed to sleep. How many hours had the labor lasted? Ben had lost count in the chaos that ensued overnight. It felt like days ago when he had been startled awake by the firm pinch of Rey’s petrified grasp. Then, it was a miracle that Ben managed to form even the simplest of words when he contacted his mother to inform her that the time had come. It all seemed like a long and terrifying nightmare when he stood helplessly beside his exhausted wife as she was coaxed to keep pushing. Every pang from each contraction, every sharp pain in her back, and every ounce of exhaustion and torture soured through the bond to show Ben only a fraction of what his wife was enduring. He had never felt so lost when he could do nothing but endure helplessly beside her. And then, in a fraction of a section, it had all been worth it.
The wail of their newborn silenced the room. Rey’s screams, Leia’s encouragements, and Ben’s worried mutters all vanished as they watched the little one squirm in his grandmother’s hands.
It was all a dream. Ben was certain of it. What else could possibly explain the sight of their creation now resting in his own arms? Him, a father? It had been baffling enough that Rey had been so eager to marry him and yet, there he was in the small bedroom of their cozy home. A few feet away his wife was sleeping off the exhaustion of childbirth while Ben watched over their new family.
His heart, filled with a level of fullness he had never experienced, forced him to his feet before the emotions had him sobbing in a pathetic display on the ground. Ben clutched his child as he stepped outside of the house, breathing in the fresh air as he took a seat in the old sofa on their porch. He carefully turned the little one so that he was lying in the crook of his lap, allowing Ben to look properly at his son.
Zayden. A name chosen for no other reason than because they desired it. Not a grand name of some former warrior, nor a hero’s heir that would be filled with expectation. Just little Zayden Solo, son of two parents who had already loved him since the moment he’d begun to stir in the womb.
Sometime during his daydreaming, a tiny hand captured his finger. To his amazement, and absolute terror, the baby’s eyes were open and fixated upon him.
Ben knew he probably looked crazy sitting there, staring in fright at the fragile human in his lap. What does one say to a baby? He wondered as Zayden squirmed, testing new movements with his limbs.
“Hey,” he said simply. Internally scolding himself for sounding so stupid. How could he do this? Be a good father when he couldn’t even form a proper sentence around his son?
And then, as if the force itself existed only to fuel his insecurities, the baby’s nose scrunched up while his mouth fell open. A terrible wail sounding off only a second later.
“N-no no no, it’s okay! Your mother’s trying to sleep, shh,” he tried to hush while his heart began to beat uncontrollably. Ben brought Zade up to rest at his shoulder, mimicking the way that Leia had placed him to lay on Rey’s chest for the first time. He tried patting the infant’s back, cooing sweet nothings into his tiny ear until finally the cries began to lessen. Ben kissed him as the last bits of cries faded entirely; carefully as to not allow the harshness of his scruff to scrape against the sensitive skin.
My son, he thought with emotion, my beautiful innocent son. Free from pain and suffering. Free from the dark. Ben choked on a wave of conflict. A great terror mixing with the overwhelming love he felt for his newborn. How long would his freedom from evil last? Did his own father have the same fears that were coursing through his mind now?
No, Ben quickly decided, these thoughts would not tarnish the beauty of his family.
“I promise,” he whispered into the tip of Zayden’s head, “I’ll never let anything hurt you. You’ll never be tempted by the dark because you’ll always know that your family wants you. I’ll make you feel loved, so loved.”
Ben’s voice caught on another sob. Whispering it over and over.
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