they're better at room temperature tbh

my problem is that i hate being alive, i have no hope for the future, and actively detest my fellow man. and i know im not supposed to feel this way or express it because then im contributing to the overall defeatist attitude that doesnt help anyone but like fuck man. i’m almost thirty and starting to think it doesnt get better for everyone. some of us just arent that lucky. some of us, through bo fault of our own, are just undesirable. and whats made worse is that ive tried to disprove it. i’ve gone out, gone to events, talked to people, tried to put myself out there and over and over i’m shown that nobody wants me. but whatever. none of this matters. i just wish i wasn’t afraid of dying and could just finally kill myself

its equally obnoxious as it is funny when a customer asks for my opinion and goes with the opposite. net neutral interaction

i bet doing an evil laugh when your schemes are all going according to plan feels good as fuck