im autistic so dont be fucking stupid

our fixations have been aligned for months

thinking about how when you punch a mirror so that it cracks and fractures into multiple shards reflecting your own visage back at you, you're really just ironically surrounding yourself with more of the self you loathe in your quest to attain self-destruction. the grotesque reproductive quality of gouging pieces from yourself in order to lessen the burden of existence, and in the process only proliferating more individual aspects of You, shedding them as you go. much to consider.

thinking about this and film

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"would the angels consider us bestiality" Follow-up thread created and instantly closed with the forum going into lockdown temporally

very hannibal coded post

how do i send a message to the entire gay transmasc feedism community to watch hannibal

like in my opinion i feel like will and hannibal are coded to be in a feedist dynamic. the script calls them pigs a LOT. one day i will release a gay essay about this

a non-subtext hannibal sex scene would be like: *will in therapy with bedelia, slutty outfit on, recounting the event just to torment her* *tasteful artsy shots of hannigram doing it (flesh sliding against flesh, close-ups of trembling eyelashes, drops of sweat rolling down skin)* *metal pipes tumbling down the stairs dot mp3 gets louder* *alternating shots of them in the kitchen and in the bedroom: a knife cutting into meat, a hand brushing a knife scar. swallowing wine, swallowing bodily fluids. etc.* *will narrating over it like: "to know is to consume and to consume is to become... and hannibal knows me, with all the teeth at his disposal..."* *interspersed shots of them procuring the 'food': knife stab parallels the other kind of penetration, a frightened scream is followed by one of rupture* *"we teach each other to hunger and to yearn, and we feed one another over.. and over.. and over"* *cut to bedelia looking like she will bill him six times her usual fee*

WHY TF IS THIS ON POINT THOUGH LMFAO

his face when she says she was with Hannibal behind the veil and he was always on the other side is BLOODY MURDER

Their beef is so fucking funny. It’s also a power move on Wills part just straight up asking her if Hannibal is in love with him because it’s too apparent for her to lie about it so she has to say it.

she was legit tearing up during that exchange, I always thought it was strange

when ppl use that scene to say that will didn’t know hannibal loved him til right before the end of the series i tear my hair. i feel like will graham sensed that hannibal was attracted to him from early on in the first season (in the first episode imo) because it was also made very obvious to the viewer. why wouldn’t will graham notice that when he quite literally complains about noticing too much about others and trying to avoid engagement in order to block out information he didn’t want to know about people? hannibal and will were dancing along unnegotiated boundaries from the very beginning of their meeting and it never stopped getting more convoluted. I’m currently studying the series more but i truly think they covertly expressed and engaged in their attraction to eachother from the very beginning.

was this thread not about wills only reason asking bedelia if hannibal loved him being to rub it in her face because he knew it? i was adding onto that but whatever lmao

not really. but, yeah. I do think he was being petty by asking HER but I don't think, given lots of things but also his reaction to it, that he knew.

i mean based on my own opinion of it, he did know from pretty early on. what i will agree with is that he most likely developed the perception of hannibal at some point that he wasn’t capable of a true and whole love once he found out what he was hiding from him. I’m at least saying that the point in the series i was referring to was not the first time he considered or thought that hannibal loved him. I liked your meta a lot, i do think that moment was a tipping point for wills understanding of how deep hannibal’s ability to love was and how much he singularly adored will almost to the extent of worship. i’m still in the process of breaking down the series myself so my opinion isn’t final per se

his face when she says she was with Hannibal behind the veil and he was always on the other side is BLOODY MURDER

Their beef is so fucking funny. It’s also a power move on Wills part just straight up asking her if Hannibal is in love with him because it’s too apparent for her to lie about it so she has to say it.

she was legit tearing up during that exchange, I always thought it was strange

when ppl use that scene to say that will didn’t know hannibal loved him til right before the end of the series i tear my hair. i feel like will graham sensed that hannibal was attracted to him from early on in the first season (in the first episode imo) because it was also made very obvious to the viewer. why wouldn’t will graham notice that when he quite literally complains about noticing too much about others and trying to avoid engagement in order to block out information he didn’t want to know about people? hannibal and will were dancing along unnegotiated boundaries from the very beginning of their meeting and it never stopped getting more convoluted. I’m currently studying the series more but i truly think they covertly expressed and engaged in their attraction to eachother from the very beginning.

was this thread not about wills only reason asking bedelia if hannibal loved him being to rub it in her face because he knew it? i was adding onto that but whatever lmao

his face when she says she was with Hannibal behind the veil and he was always on the other side is BLOODY MURDER

Their beef is so fucking funny. It’s also a power move on Wills part just straight up asking her if Hannibal is in love with him because it’s too apparent for her to lie about it so she has to say it.

she was legit tearing up during that exchange, I always thought it was strange

when ppl use that scene to say that will didn’t know hannibal loved him til right before the end of the series i tear my hair. i feel like will graham sensed that hannibal was attracted to him from early on in the first season (in the first episode imo) because it was also made very obvious to the viewer. why wouldn’t will graham notice that when he quite literally complains about noticing too much about others and trying to avoid engagement in order to block out information he didn’t want to know about people? hannibal and will were dancing along unnegotiated boundaries from the very beginning of their meeting and it never stopped getting more convoluted. I’m currently studying the series more but i truly think they covertly expressed and engaged in their attraction to eachother from the very beginning.

......did ....did will become a teacher immediately after graduating the academy? Like was this man 25 and they were like you know what? Nothing can go wrong with a teacher the same age as the students

he was a cop in new orleans