in between those sheets, endless conversations, bodies intertwined, kisses on the forehead, bite marks at the nape of my neck, scratches behind your back, how long can I keep this, of this borrowed time? how can I move forward when it should have been gone a long time ago? when i knew it should have never started in the first place? why did i let myself fall into the abyss of his unfathomable gaze? how can i crave a soul so deep i wanted it to be mine for eternity, how can i let go when you will never be mine and was never mine to begin with?