u had my whole heart u really did

You still do, but it doesn’t matter anymore.

i explained my hurt and still got hurt. so i learned to stop talking

I can’t handle losing another person. I won’t survive it.

You survived this. Even with clenched fists and gritted teeth and neverending wounds, you survived this. I hope you remember that on the mornings when you feel worthless and small. You were given an impossible mountain to climb, and you still climbed it to get to the other side.

I mind my business, but I do pay attention.

at this point i'm holding myself together with glitter glue

*acquires a new hyperfixation* great! this should keep me going for the next 2 months or 24 hours

i don’t lose hyperfixations they just go dormant until I hear something about it like a sleeper agent