Why so grumpy?

No binge april let’s goooo

my scale broke i’m so close to relapsing in sh omg omg omg i can’t do this anymore it feels like my skin is screaming and nothing is making it stop

just got broken up with, starting a fast

So i’m 134.4lbs after a binge, i think i’ll fast until i’m at 120. Or until the 7 days are up...Either way, feel free to join me <3

apparently if i fast for 2ish weeks i could lose up to 20lbs... soo that’s what i’ll do instead of this high restriction bs. i don’t get how people can successfully high restrict, i felt SO bad the 3 days i did it. it felt like i was so greedy and i would restrict too much in the morning and basically binge my calories at night, so it wasn’t helping me not binge. i just finished binging 2000+ calories and my fitbit broke, so i’m gonna gain and not be able to track how many calories i burn now. the safest option is fasting so that’s what i’ll do :/

somehow high restriction is harder than low restriction. it’s like a know i can eat a little more but there’s so many options, i can’t decide so i don’t eat :/

Seriously hate eating right now, but i’m not done with my super high restriction diet i made. i’m not sure wether i wanna commit or give in to my thoughts and restrict low???

what kills me the most is that i’m pretty in the face but my horrible body ruins any chance to be “hot” :(