her smile grew as her daughters danced and jumped around the grand vizer; nura and ruqayyah boasted the looks that belonged to their mother, vision of gulbadanâ youth themselves. they were lucky, for their younger sister - dear husna - already nurtured her fatherâ nose and chin ( she may have been blessed to travel with her firstborn, but she felt empty without her two youngest⌠she thought and prayed for husna who had just turned three, then to little habib who was heralded as the sultanâs son - held with pride within his fatherâs arms.. he would be looked after, of course. but gulbadan felt empty without his little body in her arms ).Â
âthey grow with each day,â she cooed, holding the dolls out for the girls to take; small hands receiving the gifts before they ran to check on the horses. it had been a tough journey for them, she was sure, but gulbadan found herself too tired to think on it, as she approached ahmad herself.Â
âdo not apologise, it is good to see you!â she announced, loud for the courtyard to hear as she held her hand out for him to take.Â
what an oddity, to look to ahmad without her husbandâs eye over her shoulder. this event, perhaps, would be the greatest of trials to her fidelity and loyalty.Â
âit was a long journey, but we are here now. i hope to put the girls to sleep, but nura has become quite the rebel without the presence of mahal gulrukh⌠i have brought a tutor for the children, some foods and gifts to our hosts in the name of the sultanâŚâ gulbadan mused, her eyes straying from his own; large brown eyes anxious to remain on his person as her daughters called her name.Â
âhow have you been, ahmad? have they been treating you well?â
she looked well, which relieved him. yes, he knew akbar favored her, that it was in the way the man spoke with such pride in his voice whenever he talked of her --- but, beyond that, she was too kind a woman to deserve the hardships of the road. ahmad took her hand, his thumb brushing the back of hers. he meant: you are not alone, i will keep you safe now.Â
âyou are most welcome here then. the courts will enjoy your presence.â he was certain of this, far more certain than he was in his own dealings with the other countries. why else would akbar send her? âbesides, i am not sure how well-fitted i am to handle such issues alone.â
he paused, watching the girls buzz around their horses like eager flies. how strange it was, to feel more like himself now than he had in all the weeks past. his attention returned to gulbadan, to the steady intent that lived in her gaze. Â
âi am certainly alive, which is more than can be said for --- â he cut himself off abruptly. such talk of death would do her no good, when she had only just arrived. he tried again, âi am good! you would not believe the people i have met and the stories i have been told. i feel i have been introduced to someone from every corner of the world, and yet still, i find myself missing home more and more each day.â