No Time To Die…

„Bad news: Everything is temporary,

which is also good news.

So if things are going well,

Enjoy it because it won’t last forever.

And if things are going badly,

Don‘t worry.

It can’t last forever either.“

But. . .

How to be alive

After so many years

Of wishing

I wasn’t?

Even though I know

you are gone,

I fear I still

have yet to accept

That you will never

Spring’s awaking

Every night I see

The „Once upon a time-life“ greeting me

But you can’t buy me back with a memory

With your brazen summer sun

Every night I sound

My low „I hope your world is kind“

Over the scape that fills the night

Something fair sleeps in your world.

You said I killed you—

Haunt me, then!

Be with me always

—take any form—

Drive me mad!

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Only do not leave me in this abyss, where I cannot find you!

I tell you that I’m whole

But I’m still healing

I tell you that I’m happy

But I’m grieving.

But if I’m being honest

I’m not being honest.

𝙸 𝚖𝚊𝚢 𝚎𝚗𝚍 𝚞𝚙

𝙵𝚊𝚒𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘𝚘«

»𝙱𝚞𝚝 𝙸 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠

𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚖𝚎

𝚆𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚍𝚒𝚜𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚒𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞«

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»𝙸’𝚟𝚎 𝚋𝚎𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚜𝚘 𝚗𝚞𝚖𝚋«

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»𝙸'𝚖 𝚝𝚒𝚛𝚎𝚍 𝚘𝚏 𝚋𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚋𝚎«

𝑊ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑑𝑜 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑑?

𝑊ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑢𝑛 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑘𝑦 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑚𝑒𝑒𝑡 𝑎𝑡 𝑛𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡

𝐼 𝑤𝑜𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑟, 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑐𝑎𝑟𝑟𝑦 𝑚𝑒?

𝑾𝒉𝒚 𝒘𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒕𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒎𝒆 𝒊𝒇

𝑰'𝒎 𝒐𝒏 𝒎𝒚 𝒐𝒘𝒏

𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒖𝒔𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆, 𝒖𝒔𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆, 𝒖𝒔𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆 𝒓𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆

𝑨𝒏𝒅 𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝑰 𝒅𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒈𝒐

𝔇𝔦𝔢𝔡 𝔦𝔫 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔠𝔥𝔲𝔯𝔠𝔥 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔴𝔞𝔰 𝔟𝔲𝔯𝔦𝔢𝔡 𝔞𝔩𝔬𝔫𝔤 𝔴𝔦𝔱𝔥 𝔥𝔢𝔯 𝔫𝔞𝔪𝔢

𝕹𝖔𝖇𝖔𝖉𝖞 𝖈𝖆𝖒𝖊

✟𝕱𝖆𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖗 𝕸𝖈𝕶𝖊𝖓𝖟𝖎𝖊✟

𝔚𝔦𝔭𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔡𝔦𝔯𝔱 𝔣𝔯𝔬𝔪 𝔥𝔦𝔰 𝔥𝔞𝔫𝔡𝔰 𝔞𝔰 𝔥𝔢 𝔴𝔞𝔩𝔨𝔰 𝔣𝔯𝔬𝔪 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔤𝔯𝔞𝔳𝔢

𝕹𝖔 𝖔𝖓𝖊 𝖜𝖆𝖘 𝖘𝖆𝖛𝖊𝖉

𝗙𝗼𝗹𝗹𝗼𝘄 𝗺𝗲

𝘋𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘣𝘦 𝘢𝘧𝘳𝘢𝘪𝘥

𝗜 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗹𝗲𝗮𝗱 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘁𝗼 𝗮 𝗯𝗲𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝗽𝗹𝗮𝗰𝗲

𝘍𝘳𝘦𝘦 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘰𝘸𝘴 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘦𝘵 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯𝘴

𝗬𝗼𝘂 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗳𝗶𝗻𝗱 𝗮 𝗵𝗼𝗺𝗲

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Als du gesagt hast

Es wäre gar nicht schlecht

Nur noch das zu tun

Was uns tatsächlich freut ✧

❈ You were right

When you said

It wouldn't be bad at all

Just have to do that

Which we really enjoy ❈

Fool me once, fool me twice

Are you death or paradise?

Now you'll never see me cry

There's just no time to die.