thinking abt that one quote that’s like “you are a language i am no longer fluent in but still remember how to read” like how soul crushing is that… what the hell

I love grandma activities… sleeping early, drinking tea, knitting, buying ugly sweaters and tacky clothing, gardening, feeding all the neighbourhood cats, sewing… Im all abt that!

right now i’m so in love with the person i’m becoming and i’m feeling so elated because it took so much mentally and physically to get here, i wouldn’t have been able to do it without God. i’m still trusting the process and we aren’t fully there yet but the progress speaks for itself. just been taking it day by day

i wish i could kiss the old me on the forehead and say hey! you didn’t deserve any of it! but i’m living proof that you’re gonna get through it!

I know I say “I love you” a lot I do but I genuinely do love things and people!! So much!!! Everything that imbues this existence w a little more joy & a little more color & a little more hope!! I am a sponge for all of it!!! I am absorbing it w the kind of resilience that can only be fashioned from the bottom of the rockiest bed!!!!

Guys so sorry I’m busy I have a crush so I gotta go dream up scenarios and yearn. Be back soon