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every day i see posts from men online saying how they don’t think women are actually worth anything, and that women are just there for sexual pleasure. they think that women are dumber than them, and i’ve often seen them compare women to children intelligence-wise. they don’t take any of our feelings seriously, and they often call us dramatic and over emotional.. i absolutely hate how it’s mostly younger men saying this, because i am apart of the same generation as them, and it really makes me rethink whether i’ll actually ever find love or not. when i was younger, i really wanted to find love because of all the rom-coms i watched. but now i realize that men don’t even think that women deserve anything at all, and they view us as their inferiors. i hate how whenever they speak of a woman in a non-hateful way, it’s sexual. they say absolutely degrading and disgusting things about us. i think that really shows how they don’t value us and they don’t really plan to change their opinions on how women are.

i wish that in society, men and women were equal. that has never happened, and it probably never will. i just hate how we’re viewed as sexual objects instead of human like them. they think that they’re better in every way. i’ve even seen men say that they could beat a professional female athlete, only because they think all men are stronger than women. we’re only seen for what we have on the outside, and most of the time, they think our personalities are really annoying. if a woman is not attractive, loving her isn’t even taken into consideration

it doesn’t help that when i was growing up my dad was never nice to me so i always seek male validation. i remember when i was younger my parents often told me that they were disappointed i wasn’t born a male. additionally, most of my mannerisms and speaking habits are masculine, since i’ve been taught the way they act is less embarrassing than being feminine. i have developed a fear of disagreeing with a man because i think that they’ll hate me even more for that, or worse, embarrass me for being dumb in front of their other male friends. i’ve always been taught to really pay attention to the opinions that men have on me, and no boy has ever liked me before. i constantly refuse to speak around men because their bare presence makes me fearful and i feel like they have some kind of authority over me just by being a man. i always feel really hopeless and insecure about myself because i feel that being a woman has ruined my life in every aspect even though it wasn’t my choice.

i also don’t like how whenever a man says he respects women, he doesn’t actually mean it. he just says it so that another woman will be impressed and hopefully show interest in him. they never mean what they say and they only say it because they know that society is full of misogyny, so by showing appreciation to women, that’ll impress a naive girl out there. i wish that it wasn’t just you attract someone. i wish that they actually meant it, and they did respect women and view us as equals outside of sexual relationships.

at this point, i just wanna k1ll myself and hope that reincarnation is real and i can be reborn as a man. they have so many advantages that i don’t. i wish that i was born male, so i could express my opinions without fear of being ridiculed, i wish i could walk around freely outside my house, i wish i wasn’t seen as a sexual pleasure object, i wish that i had the same worth as a man, i wish i was as physically advantaged as a man, and i wish that i could actually be viewed as a person. nothing i say has any meaning because nobody cares what a woman thinks or says. to them, ill always just be a dumb bimbo wh0re even if i’ve never felt the touch of a man. nobody understands how much i hate being a woman.