I want to be skinny again. My ED got to the point where I couldn’t really breathe so I decided to better myself and check into a recovery thing. There’s no backing out of it anymore. I’m 120 pounds 5’6. This is the heaviest I’ve ever been. I eat 3 meals a day, toddler sized portions for the most part but I legit can’t loose the weight. I’ve tried and I’m close to giving up. I have someone in my life who loves my body the way it is but I know they’d love me better if I was skinnier. How do I ⭐️ myself and not get cravings. It’s been a bit and I’ve tried but I can’t help myself from going to the fridge. Do I lie to the nutritionist? I need to get skinny again. Eating has become a part of my daily routine again. 
















