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don’t follow me Btw i ship them (the Characters obv)

redrew my pfp from a few months ago + a few more wrightworth kuzuhinas just to make it come full circle. my loves

whatever they had going on in last life? ?? when joel said 'careful. careful,' when grian trusted joel's bloodthirst to spare him. when they were the first two red names and they died within seconds of each other, grian's disembodied yells disappearing into the wind as he prayed joel could beat the odds (he didn't).

whatever they had going on in limited life? ??? when they killed player after player and didn't pause to take a breath because they were winning, just like last life, just like every time they were the only red names and they swept the server for stragglers. when grian offered his time, his life to joel and said 'kill me, i have the time (for you),' and joel said 'ok,' and he said 'i'm trying,' because grian dies to joel's hands more than any other but it never gets easier.

the end of wild life, where grian refused to hand himself over, not again, just because he knew joel would never accept it, not when it's grian's last breath, not like this. when grian died with his hands outstretched and joel looked away because it's always been like that. when joel ended wild life just as he lived third life—alone.