go fuck yourself, bitch

I've wasted a lot of time in my life. I've thought too much about what people will say or what they're gonna think. And sometimes it's over silly things like going to the grocery store or going to the post office. But there have been times when I really stopped myself from doing something special. All because I was scared someone might look at me and decide I wasn't good enough. But you don't have to bother with that nonsense. I wasted all that time so you don't have to.

“Once, I saw a bee drown in honey, and I understood.”

“Please don’t expect me to always be good and kind and loving. There are times when I will be cold and thoughtless and hard to understand…”

Me: I wonder why I have no friends?

“Würde mir so wünschen, das mein Herz aufhört zu schlagen, das Blut in meinen Adern gefriert und nicht mehr zu atmen.”