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hello, here is the aforementioned scrapped oc that i've held hostage in the backrooms of my notes app for a while now. i'm so sorry for the mound of bullshit i'm about to drop at your doorstep
this is eunbi (eun-bi; mercy, grace, silver dew), and to summarize his whole shtick; he's essentially a service or seeing eye dog for his assigned segyein, phim, who was born with a deformity that impairs vision and causes several imbalances in their body.
eunbi is from a facility that specializes in breeding pet humans for specific segyein needs outside of ALNST, often advertised towards those with health conditions.
eunbi is a "seer", engineered with enhanced vision and a heightened sense of empathy in order to ensure that he's highly attuned with the state of his owner. he serves as phim's eyes, leading them around safely and paying constant attention to their condition as they're incredibly fragile. he's also been trained to handle their other medical issues and outbursts.
the white harness and handle on his back is typically worn by most seers for their segyein to hold onto, but phim in particular is a light and levitating segyein, so they prefer using the leash (which is sturdy in its own way).
phim themself is an ethereal angel-like segyein with a birth defect that caused their skin to obscure their vision. because of further complications with their birth, they also have several health issues that must be attended to constantly.
due to the nature of his role, eunbi must be alert and attentive to phim's needs at all times. any contact with other human pets is strictly prohibited as to not interfere with his purpose.
despite serving phim, eunbi is actually registered under phim's mother, guardian ephemera. the relationship between the two is incredibly strained. eunbi often has to deal with the aftermath of their arguments and the effects it has on phim's health. he tries to stay as unobtrusive as possible as to not agitate either of them.
well, that's the gist of it. i've kept eunbi in my basement for a while because my plans for him kept changing (he was originally a ballerina, then an artist, and now he's here). i'm honestly not completely sure about this current idea, either, but i've always been interested in the concept and decided why the hell not. there's a little more info i could share but i'll stop here for now and save it for a later post. hope you guys are okay with him just standing in the corner over there with a bottle of ibuprofen in case anyone needs it
Sometimes, when it is very dark and very quiet, I get vivid memories of a boy.
In the memory, I am 10 years old. He is 6 and bawling his eyes out. I don't think I'd ever heard such true sorrow before that day. He was clutching at my shirt and begging to stay with me.
"They're going to get me!" He had cried. "Please don't let them hurt me!"
I felt uncomfortable and refused. After all, the aliens had already taken everything, including our freedom. There was nothing more for them to take. In my naive mind, the worst they could do was bind us for a little while after an act of disobedience.
I watched as his guardian came by and dragged him off with fury in their eyes.
It was not until years later that I saw him again.
This time, though, he smiled, and he was beautiful. He was happier than I'd ever seen him.
But he was smothering the same sorrow I'd seen in him years ago.
However, he recognized me, despite everything. He did not remember the day I'd refused him and insisted that I was his lost childhood friend.
I knew he liked me more than most people would because of his strange actions. I did not reciprocate. I never had, not for anyone.
His stifled emotions didn't get in the way, so I was happy to humor him.
But one day, he tried to kiss me. I snapped, afraid and angry, cursing him for letting his desires control him. This caused the sorrow to spill out like a broken dam and I knew that he had been lying to me when I asked about the memory from years ago.
I hurt him, just like his guardian had been doing for years. My infliction was more emotional than physical, which I had started to suspect when he insisted that the behaviors he had learned from his guardian were out of love and not control.
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hehehe fridge do you think vermillion would sing “waltz of malice” by kikuo and hanatan? although i can’t exactly remember vermillion’s voiceclaim, i honestly just got vibes that he’d sing it good!
( the song :D : https://open.spotify.com/track/16nHgNk16haiFdhEpHZpWw?si=GEZWlPkOQoa_dtOAyWjiDg )
After listening to it and checking the lyrics, absolutely! His voice claim isn’t really static, so I don’t think that’s a big issue. I really like how haunting this is, I think he’d sing it after Clover died haha
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I just feel ignored as of late
Especially when I share my passions
If people aren't directly related to what I send, they don't care
I get ignored
I left the Discord server already because I got fed up
I already asked this to be fixed
I got confirmation that others would try harder
They didn't try harder for more than a day
If it wasn't alnst, no one cared
So I stopped talking frequently
Now I don't even want to work on Vermillion, Gaia, any of them
My passion is dying
I'm just getting tired of this
It might be seasonal depression or something
I don't know. I'm confused
People just like others more than they like me
It's typical but that doesn't mean it doesn't hurt me
I'm not in any group
I am excluded from the people who told me they love me
It's happening in several places and I try so hard to get noticed
Online spaces are the only places where I can be myself, but myself isn't what people want
I feel like I'm begging for attention or an apology but in reality, I just need somewhere to put my feelings that isn't me
heya fridge! does vermillion have any thoughts on azure?
IT DIDNT NOTIFY ME FOR THIS IM SO SORRY
Vermilion has a hidden admiration for him! He thinks Azure is super talented and thinks that's really cool. He's the idgafer but it comes off as being 'cool' to Vermilion. He wanted to be friends with him, but didn't really get the chance
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Yes this is that one Luka screenshot don’t yell at me
???’s POV
It’s not strange to say I didn’t quite see this coming. They were such a quiet; unsuspecting child, never speaking their mind or doing something of any worth at all. It’s easy to forget they even existed.
Of course, now that it’s over, I’d love to have them continue. They don’t seem so fond of that, hiding away in their room* the moment they got back. I tried to coax them out, but they were inconsolable, not meeting my eye as per usual. I can’t remember the last time they even looked at me. Well, I never claimed to understand the human mind.
I’ll let them rest for now. They’re fragile in this state. Like a bomb. Maybe it’d be best if they didn’t continue. I don’t know what they would do, thought I suspect they’d lash out. Or run away. I won’t have either of those happen.
I can’t get the look on their face out of my head, the one where they realised it was over. I’m not sure if it was a look of horror or excitement. They are a mystery to everyone. It’s rather exhilarating. And a nuisance.
It’s been days now. Every time I walk past their room, I hear that song playing. They have a strange way of entertaining themself. I can’t judge, however. I wasn’t good at teaching them.
Sometimes I still hear them crying. What for, Cirrus didn’t know these people. Those people didn’t care about them. They’re mere stepping stones.
The thought of trying to talk to them occasionally crosses my mind, but…
No, never mind. I just hope that one will be able to help. No use in a broken pet.
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