I hope you find someone who offers reassurance without making it feel like a burden.

everything will be different and it will be alright

literally do it even if youre stupid <3

Stop delaying joy until life looks a certain way. You're allowed to be happy while you're figuring things out.

don’t take my defeatism too seriously I will always begin again and again no matter what

I might sound miserable most of the time but at my core I’m a very hopeful person

not even kidding be SO earnest. Be so honest and forthcoming about your life, your feelings in the pursuit of connection with others, and know being as earnest as possible in your experience is what quells loneliness in those who feel the same way as you do. Is what helps us feel seen. And builds community and resolve within the fact it doesn't have to feel so lonely and insurmountable. we need community and connection. You really are not as alone as you think, we're all scared. we need to hold each others hands

it's crazy how february-june didn't happen