LOVE 💝 YOU 💖 TOO 💘

lol i thought finding the pantone would be easier than figuring out the hex code and giving you that 😰 ooh i’m curious what colour did you think i would pick 🤔🤭

i hope you’re staying safe and healthy 👩‍⚕️💪 cases of coronavirus are rising where i live but it’s not too bad. but honestly having some nature around is the only plus to living in a suburb. otherwise i’d love to move to a city

take a water break, have a little stretch and a snack when you can!! 💖💫✨

never feel bad! with all the times i’ve left people on read or ghosted i have no right to be mad about it! (NOT THAT I THINK YOU’RE DOING THAT BUT LIKE I UNDERSTAND JUST NEEDING THE ENERGY AND TIME TO RESPOND SOMETIMES ESPECIALLY BC PEOPLE MAKE IT SEEM LIKE IT ISN’T THAT HARD TO RESPOND QUICKLY 😡)

plus you never ghost, you always let me know in a post/tags about your situation so i’m not in the dark don’t worry!

so yeah never feel guilty it’s just #introvertthings 🤪 (plus it takes time to adjust and learn the best way to maneuver life and work with a disorder. it’s also the responsibility of the people around you to learn to adjust as well. and work with you and aid you when you need it. so don’t beat yourself up!)

if anything if there’s anything i can do to help you let me know! i’ll fight anything that’s bothering 😤😤 just let me know what parking lot i need to go to so i can square up 😤💪👊😈😤

as for me? i’ve mainly been working and grabbing extra shifts if i can. otherwise the weather has been really nice so i’ve gone on long ass nature walks whenever i can 🥰🌿

ajdjfjsnsj i appreciate your eagerness to create a header for me! 🥺😝 honestly if i had to pick a colour.... i don’t know what it’s called but the colour is like an in between/mix of pantone PMS 221/222?? hopefully that helps?? but little carrot planets sound sO CUTE 😍

AND WAIT R U MAKING TAROT CARDS OF THE MEMBERS? IS IT LIKE PART OF A WHOLE NEW DECK YOU’RE MAKING OR LIKE A HELPFUL TOOL FOR MTL POSTS? 🤔😮😬

i don’t even know what i was aiming to do with this? like it’s a combination of what i feel like the songs will sound like? a little bit of what i think they lyrics will be about??? and just some of my own wants and desires??? this is super different for me bc i always make a first impression note as i listen to all the songs. so trying to guess beforehand was fun. also i love over theorizing everything so 👽

TBH i’ll be satisfied it any of this even lines up with your reading. (but then again your reading would line up with the actual sound/lyrics of the song so... i guess we both gotta wait to see)

GO OFF WITH MY CONSPIRACIES @taemptation-blr​ / @710721119229​

OKAYOKAYOKAY I’M BACK MY NOTIFS IS ON. ON THE BUS TO WORK I HAD TO WORD VOMIT EVERYTHING OUT SO I’M GUNNA SEND THAT OR POST AND TAG YOU IT. YOU’RE PROBABLY ASLEEP AND I MIGHT BE TOO WHEN YOU REPLY AND IF I AM, I’LL SEE YOU AT 6KST. 

@taemptation-blr / @710721119229

me: too many thoughts, head too full, no time to express 🤝 you: too many thoughts, head too full, no time to express (i’m assuming) 

you are forgiven! and yesss i do, it’s been a long time since i’ve seen a new one but did i binge rewatch ouran high school host club a few days ago? YES 😤

( @710721119229​ i’m still finishing my yoongi thing! i went off in too many directions even i’m confused with myself 🤦‍♀️)

lmao sure thing! there’s nothing i love more than going off on my opinions to anyone who will listen (aka my mom, but she’s mostly subjected to it against her own free will). lol but it will be cool to compare and contrast, even seeing how your readings and yoonjoon anon’s readings align is really cool!

you’re sooooooo right. i can totally imagine him just waking up and still a little groggy, rolling over and seeing his partner still sleeping and giggling to himself over how cute they look asleep as if the night before was anything but cute…….. honestly my imagination runs wild 24/7 so if you ever needed help with a scenario hit mE UP.

OMGGGG SAME. i’ve been on tumblr for almost 10 years i think?? and never really made much effort to go back and forth with someone else. but then i’d also be squidward looking at spongebob and patrick having fun and wish that was me like i wasn’t the person who was getting in the way of that 🙄 

i feel like this gif is appropriate for this moment: go team antisocials being social! 

“hehe but i’m definitely working to trust myself and my intuition more. like the times i’ve been validated via ppl’s astro posts or tarot readings like yours or even the boys themselves makes me feel more confident in my ability to read people. so thank you for the encouragement and being open to my thoughts. 🤗💖🤗💖🤗💖” i’m glad!! + tell me about your hunches so i can see what my cards say too + my own opinion

“i feel he works in stages. sub!jk —> brattysub!jk —> switch!jk —> dom!jk ” A THOUSAND PERCENT those were my exact thoughts 😭and after dom!jk sleeps, he wakes up soft bunny!jk again ready to be smothered in affection. should we……co-write a fic….

“i’m actually so happy i decided to talk to you. i normally just chill in the back and don’t interact too much but it’s been a fun time so far chatting with you 😬” i’m so glad too!!! i’m having a lot of fun and this is all actually really new to me too. ive been on tumblr for years and years but didn’t talk much so this is making all my 15yr old dreams come true if im being honest

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i love cats so much you have no idea omg if you have a picture of the stray cat pls will u upload it so i can gush?? ever since i graduated from uni i’ve been cat-less :( there were so many of them on campus and i’d pet them whenever i was stressed but now [deep sigh]

jin’s reading

i agree with the class clown syndrome!!!!!! i hadn’t thought of it that way but i can geel it in my gut you’re so right.

same, i hope jimin can see himself that way too :( i feel like jimin tries so hard to be perfect or the ‘right’ thing that he doesn’t understand how jin can make the best of what he has and be imperfect and still be so beautiful and loved by all. i feel like he’s trying to analyze jin so he can add it to his own 'calculations’ on how to be have but i hope he knows he doesnt have to do that :/

i think jk’s perspective on them isn’t reflective of their closeness but more about jk’s own personality? like he doesn’t think too deeply about things u know? he’s like oh, hyung’s like that i guess. ok. and moves on. … am i making sense? it doesn’t matter to him enough to figure out those questions. he’s simple and loves and cares for them regardless

i agree!!!!!!! i feel furthest from hobi and jin too, esp. hobi. he’s the most intimidating for me in bts actually. like i got so surprised when he got so mad at the has station gag in bvs4 bc it doesn’t fit with his j-hope persona. but i think it’s the real him and its coherent with what my cards have been saying👀

thank you for saying you enjoyed it!!! i was worried bc people really respond to cute, fluffy, imagine type readings of the boys and don’t want to actually know the truth or if you aren’t a believer in tarot, dont want to imagine them as a whole person who is more than 'the happy one’ or 'the cold one’, u know?

jimin’s reading

I don’t know the vlive you’re talking about but it matches behaviour i’ve seen a lot from him omg i think you described him perfectly. i think a lot of it stems from his job? like he’s supposed to think of what the fans will enjoy. but i think theres a way to do that and still be authentic u know? and idk maybe he doesn’t owe it to us to be his real self and wants to be fake. he can do that if he wants but it doesn’t make me like him at all :/ i don’t know if you know NCT’s doyoung but he did that once too in an nctlife episode. they boys were playing the baskin robbins game and they had take turns saying the numbers till 31 in a sexy~ way and doyoung stroked his throat/adams apple and it was so so fake and he even said the fans like this. and he kept doing it and looking at himself in the camera.  its the same vibe as what u said about jimin, i understand exactly what u mean and i agree fully

“but in the moment when he can’t edit or practice before hand what he gives fans is so hollow and superficial… ” yes!!! i think a lot of it comes from his need to be perfect and a certain way so fans love him. so he controls his image very strongly. i think it extends even to his 'vulnerable’ moments on camera. he’s very intelligent and considers the ramifications of all his actions before he does something imho. i think the most genuine parts of him on camera are when a member is hurt or needs help and he goes to comfort or care for them.

“the vibes he can sometimes give off isn’t your typical idol fantasy/fan service thing… it’s deeper than that.” yup!!! all the boys are 'fake’ to an extent bc its their job. like they have to consciously create cute content, that’s their job. but jimin does take it too far, he removes his real self form the equation completely and does whatever is needed.

“i’m just not as forward about wanting it like jimin, which i honestly respect” tbh…..same.. he’s the one who made me admit/realize i like being praised and now i jokingly ask people for it. i pass it off as a joke but i crave it u know 😭😂😩

“and honestly i feel really bad for him……authentically.” oh my god, that’s exactly what i’ve been thinking too!!! its incredible how much on the same wavelength we are. i think you have a really really good understanding jimin and all the boys, you’re so sensitive and perceptive i could hear u talk about them for hours i’m not even exaggerating. i want to hear all your theories and opinions for real. 

@710721119229 i’ll address all your asks here:

honestly don’t stress about it i’m super emotional close to my period too. i literally cry over anything if it makes me feel any sort of emotion! 🙄😔😳

i honestly have no idea anymore? i like a lot of colours but i can never settle on one being my favourite 😭 if you want i can give you the colours i always wear.

ooh i feel that, it happens so don’t stress too much it’s probably bringing you more discomfort! take your time honestly! i’m sending you good health and happiness:

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