~kiko~

hello and welcome to my blog!

some things to know about me:

-i am a therian

-i am queer (still trying to figure it out)

-i always type in lowercase

-i have a dark sense of humor

-i am a huge multishipper

-pronouns are it/its

-open for asks, you can ask any of my oc’s

some things i do not tolerate:

-hate

-homophobia

-pregnant boy fanart (if there’s a sign there’s a reason)

-requests to draw any sort of non-consensual ship (example: horrordust, but dust doesn’t love horror, but horror is crazy for dust, so horror would r@pe him or smth idfk)

fandoms i am in:

mha

undertale

undertale aus

freak circus

amazing digital circus

hamilton

project hail mary

i will happily do any role plays with anyone in the fandoms!!

i guess i’m okay with nsfw rps, but it really just depends on the ship and the fandom. if you want to do that, just dm me.

i love it when others draw my ocs!!

ocs:

kiko: 7 years old, doesn’t know love, lore is complicated but is on quotev (still working on it..)

haven: 24 years old, brown hair, has different colored patches of skin, lore also on quotev

kash: 7 years old, kikos twin, lore also on quotev

beans: who you can ask!! if you are asking me, you can call me beans!! it’s weird, ik, but you can ask all of my ocs!

utau’s i’m working on: AsanoTale (the sans is Zyro, pronouns she/they, born male, sexuality lesbian)

give me ur oc and i will gladly draw them :DDD

i usually play as kiko when i’m answering asks or doing rps, but if you ask a different oc, i’ll answer as them!!!

tags:

answering an ask: #woahhh the voices :O

rping: #currently rping don’t bother me unless someone is dying

if the post is based on a character, then it will be a hashtag then the characters name(s)

pls give me your name, pronouns, and what ur asking when u give an ask, cuz i jsut need to know ow lol

also i’ve been adopted by @/outer-this-world-sans so he my space papi lol

i do speak spanish every now and then. it’s a weird thing of mine. it’s randomly put in there too lol

anyways, ask anything or post with me!! i love to collab too btw jsut dm me :D

anywizzles, hope to meet ya soon!!!

i think i might take a small break 😔

lol depression is coming up on me and schools starting soon there’s a lotta pressure on me from my parents (they are genuinely strict and aren’t the nicest, though they don’t hit or abuse me). i’m gonna go off for maybe over a week or two so probably don’t expect too many posts from me

i’ll still post every now and then, but not as much as i used to..

my mental health hasn’t been good and i’ve been extremely tired, so i hope you can forgive me lol

sighhhh alright

my sleep schedule is also real bad lol

this is basically a rant-

welp might as well explain how things are going-

so, i am starting a new school, and im genuinely scared. im afraid i wont fit in and i feel more introverted. my parents keep pressuring me to be ready and to make sure i get good grades, though when they say they dont care the grade as long as im trying, its a lie. a huge lie.

im still figuring out my sexuality. i have dated both a girl and a boy, but i know i like both. only problems is i dont know how to explain how it feel about the two genders. i’m pretty sure im pansexual? so i would tell ym parents. big mistake. “your only ## years old! you aren’t having a sexuality crisis!” yes, they actually said that. (age blurred out for privacy). so, i found out later on that i am genderneautral and that i want to go by it/its pronouns. told my siblings. big mistake. they said im not, that im stupid for thinking i’m a different gender than i currently am, and just expressed how disappointed they were in me.

i have been to a mental hospital once, and that was NOT fun. i was fine. no i wasn’t. i had self harmed a shit ton and my parents were ‘concerned’. everything changed the day i came back home. my parents always kept an eye on me. they didn’t let me have my phone back for over 2 months. going back to school was harder. i got pretty beat up by some kids older than me who expressed i was weak. dunno how anyone knew i went to the hospital.

throwback to the time i told my mom i didn’t like wearing dresses and she got me one and told me if i didn’t wear it she would throw out my suit coat. the only thing i liked wearing which is fancy.

she took away my binder, my means of communication, and got the doctor to change my meds.

things haven’t been great now. the meds stopped working, i haven’t taken them in a week, and i haven’t slept in 3 days. actual all nighters. i can’t sleep. i don’t sleep with my phone or tablet near me. they are downstairs. i’m upstairs. so, there’s my life story, bitches. i have depression, ocd, adhd, asd, and extremely high anxiety. fun, right?

kill me now.

i do joel about suicide a lot. sometimes it doesn’t feel like a joke..

so, please don’t call anyone on me, i’m fine where i am. despite it not being the best.

i’ll see you in a few weeks, i guess. i’ll tag some people i know so that you know what’s going on..

<3

-kiko.

@tiny-nightmareblog @outer-this-world-sans @askdivanightmare @askreapersansthebestestsansever @nootmaresanssthe3rd

i think that’s all that i have been talking to enough to mention

when i get into a car when it’s 80 degrees out, and i inhale the hot air, i literally feel like everything stops

it hurts my lungs 😔😔😭😭

anyone else?

same with cold air tho