At Your Service

Fresh cut

Seriously. I need it.

Amen.

My random sketch. In it’s eyes are a pentagram and Leviathan. On it’s forehead is the Sigil of Amon. 

You lit up my world. Everything about you entrances me. I can't wait for the day we can be together.

But you're my oasis. If only...

You make me feel alive.

You keep my heart beating, boy!

I met a guy named Lucien. He’s absolutely gorgeous. We have so much in common and I can’t wait to ask him out! He said he’s not completely into younger guys but he said we could start out as friends. Hey, better than him saying he doesn’t want to talk to me

So she came back into my life. I missed her greatly. I know no one reads these but it feels good to get shit out. Kayla, if by some chance you see this, understand that I love you and want you to be a part of my life.

Do you need a stunning bassline?

I got this beat, it's bass to bass.

Crystal: Stop being sad about a girl you once knew. Stop wishing your parents would be different. Stop thinking addiction is part of you. Just know there are things that you can't change but that doesn't mean you can't wake up one day and say. Hey I'm not letting these things bother me anyone and I'm gonna work on me. Don't let shit get to you. Realize that all people have there own shit and be accepting that no everyone you meet is gonna get along with you or understand you. So just keep going. Your still so young. Your future will happen whether you want it to or not and you will be ready and ok. You rely too much on other people to help you and sooth you. That's why you feel you need these relationships and are hung up on a girl. It's because it's the first place you felt safe. I doubt it has anything to do with the actually girl. It's the memories you have. The feelings she gave you. The same as why you were rushing to find something new after Isaac after you didn't want to be with anyone for a while. Because you feel like someone will come out of nowhere and fix you. But that's no a real thing that can happen. People can only inspire you to want to be better for you. No one has magic to make your life better but you. And maybe that in of itself is a lot of responsibility but let your friends hold you up as you try and raise the Jimmy flag for yourself. As long as you live no one will do that for you. Accept the things you can't change. And have the strength to change the things you can. It maybe a dumb prayer but that doesn't mean it doesn't mean something.

Aint nobody give a fuck about me.

It's time to get started.