wrong side of heaven

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❛  i’m  sorry ,  you  don’t  enjoy  being  teased ? .  ❜ ❛  you  know  what  i’m  waiting  for .  ❜ ❛  keep  your  hands  where  they  are .  ❜ ❛  i want you to ride  [ me / my fingers ] .  ❜ ❛  you  make  the  prettiest  sounds .  ❜ ❛  say  please .  ❜ ❛  i  want  to  make  this  last .  ❜ ❛  look  at  me .  ❜ ❛  i’m  yours ,  only  yours -  ❜ ❛  yeah ,  just like that -  ❜ ❛  i’ve  barely  even  started .  ❜ ❛  i  need  you .  ❜ ❛  god ,  shut  up  and  fuck  me  already !  ❜ ❛  god ,  yes ,  [ name ] ,  don’t  stop .  ❜ ❛  you  have  no  idea  how  long  i’ve  wanted  to  do  this .  ❜ ❛  who  gets  to  touch  you  like  this ?  ❜ ❛  come  for  me .  ❜ ❛  ah ,  ah -  don’t  touch .  ❜ ❛  brace  your  hands  on  the  wall .  ❜ ❛  could  you  come  like  this ?  ❜ ❛  please ,  let  me  come -  ❜ ❛  god ,  you’re  beautiful -  ❜ ❛  i’ve  been  waiting  for  this  all  night .  ❜ ❛  you’re  such  a  tease .  ❜ ❛  take  these  off .  ❜ ❛  i  want  to  feel  your  [ mouth / fingers ] .  ❜ ❛  do  you  have  any  idea  how  good  you  taste ?  ❜ ❛  tell  me  what  you  want .  ❜ ❛  we  shouldn’t -  ah ,  we shouldn’t be doing this .  ❜ ❛  faster ,  [ name ] ,  i  need  more .  ❜ ❛  is  this  good ?  ❜ ❛  keep  your  eyes  open .  ❜ ❛  i  can’t  wait  to  find  out  what  else  you  can  do .  ❜ ❛  you  don’t  have  to  be  so  gentle .  ❜ ❛  i  want  to  hear  you  beg .  ❜ ❛  can  i  take  this  off ?  ❜ ❛  please ,  please ,  please -  ❜ ❛  you’re  doing  so  well  for  me .  ❜ ❛  please  touch  me .  ❜ ❛  keep  reading ,  i  want  to  see  how  long  you  last .  ❜ ❛  i’ll  buy  you  another  one .  ❜ ❛  say  my  name .  louder .  ❜ ❛  i  can’t  wait  any  longer .  ❜ ❛  you  feel  so  good .  ❜ ❛  you’re  going  to  leave  a  mark -  ❜ ❛  touch  yourself  for  me .  ❜ ❛  do  you  deserve  it ?   ❜ ❛  did  i  say  you  could  come ?  ❜ ❛  i’m  so  close -  ❜ ❛  they’re  going  to  catch  us -  ❜ ❛  i  want  you  right  here .  ❜ ❛  we  have  to  be  quiet .  ❜

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“I’ll protect you.”

“You’re not a burden.”

“It’s okay. You can rest.”

“It’ll all turn out all right.”

“It’s alright to cry. Let it out.”

“You did the best you could.”

“You still deserve to be loved.”

“You’re stronger than you think.”

“You can scream if you need to.”

“It’s not as bad as you think it is.”

“You’ve got this. I believe in you.”

“You’re allowed to have feelings.”

“No one’s going to hurt you here.”

“There’s nothing dangerous here.”

“Do you need someone to talk to?”

“Come here, I think you need a hug.”

“It’s okay. It’s okay. You’re safe, now.”

“Your past mistakes are not who you are.”

“You can squeeze my hand if you need to.”

“I know it’s scary, but I know you’ll be okay.”

“You deserve to be treated better than that.”

“You don’t have to handle this all on your own.”

“It’s okay to mess up. You don’t have to be perfect.”

“You don’t have to be scared anymore. You’re safe.”

“You’re better at this than you give yourself credit for.”

“You made a mistake, and it’s not the end of the world.”

“I’ll always be right here for you, whenever you need me.”

“You’re scared. It’s okay to admit it, there’s no shame in it.”

“I’m always going to have your back. You know that, right?”

“It’s okay to speak up. You should have a voice in this, too.”

“I’m here, whether you need hugs, or ice cream, or… anything.”

“I’m here for you. I will always be here for you, as long as I live.”

“There’s nothing wrong with looking after yourself. It’s not selfish.”

“You deserve to have someone you cares about and what you need.”

“How about I make you something to eat, and you can tell me about it?”

“No one expects you to be indestructible. It’s alright to break sometimes.”

“There is nothing you could ever do or say that would make me love you less.”

“You’re always tasking care of everyone else, but do you let anyone look after you?”

“Do you want to just order pizza, watch a movie, and forget about it all for a minute?”

“You don’t always have to be the hero. sometimes it’s okay for other people to save you, too.”

“Why do you always assume you’re a problem for me? I chose to love you, and all that comes with that.”

“They had turned an innocent child into a monster skilled at concealment and full of suppressed anger. Thanks to the endless interrogations from his parents and a series of fundamentalist preachers, John had developed an extraordinary talent: He could show others the face that they wanted to see.

In the eyes of his inquisitors, he had become a saint, a pure soul. To everyone, he was a trustworthy man, a genuine friend and confidant. Survival instinct had turned him into a chameleon, as heartless as he was shapeshifting. As a result, people told him more secrets than they told their psychiatrists, parents or priests and they never lied.

The fact that no one knew of his inner rage made him all the more dangerous. He wanted to watch it all crumble; he wanted the world to burn.”

Joseph: THAT’S THE SOUND OF PEOPLE DROWNING JOHN!

Okay! Been meaning to write this for a long ass time and finally took the time to do it. First of all, thank you for reading and showing interest in my bug! My Peter is based on many sources. I am usually open to adjusting Peter for any source material - apart from maybe cartoon series, but I am familiar with this. Though he is also very headcanon based

Things that are worth remembering and will likely not change between verses. Peter is brilliant; he has an IQ over 250, which leaves him completely capable of making his own tech. My main MCU verses are post nwh, or he is 616 Peter from another universe - which means he does not have access to anything Tony Stark made him.

My Peter is not in high school.

The primary age I play Peter is anywhere between 25-38 years. Occasionally older for comic canon children of spider-man. This being said, he is no longer a bumbling kid trying to learn how to be a hero. Instead, he is a seasoned superhero that has been beaten, broken, and suffered loss a thousand times. Yet he is still going- after starting at fifteen years old.

This has taken a toll on his mind and body. Peter’s body is covered in scars from numerous battles over the years - each one with a horrible story attached to it. Peter hides many mental trials with quick wit and jokes, but he suffers them every day. Chronic Depression, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, and Panic Disorder.

“Am I in your way?”

“Did you call for me?”

“Do you need something?”

“Can’t someone else do it?”

“I don’t see the purpose of ___.”

“Can you explain this to me?” (include what it is)

“What’s so special about it?”

“I’m searching for ___, have you seen it?”

“Can I bum a smoke?”

“Need a light?”

“What does it taste like?”

“Can I try some?”

“Can I pet your dog?”

“You’re in my way.” 

“You make a better door than a window.” 

“That was my (body part)!” 

“Don’t be foolish.”

“Don’t be stupid.” 

“I saw you fall… are you alright?”

“Are you hurt?”

“Hold still, I’ll get bandages.”

“That’s none of your business.”

“Can I go home now?”

“Do you need to borrow my notes?” 

“That’s enough socializing for one day.” 

“I need to recharge.”

“I’m starving.”

“I could go for some (food.)”

“Sorry, didn’t see you there.” 

“You look like hell.” 

“You look like death warmed over.” 

“How much have you had?”

“When’s the last time you slept?”

“When’s the last time you ate?”

“When’s the last time you got a drink?”

“When’s the last time you took a bathroom break?”

“I don’t like this game.” 

“Out of my way, gotta pee.”

“Are you alright in there?”

“Do you want me to stay with you?”

“Can we take a walk?”

“I need some quiet time.”

“Please. Stop talking.”

“Oh my god, shut up.”

“I’m gonna be sick.”

There wasn’t a Haka, but I said, ‘Ona Takai’. Here’s the thing with Maoris, I love Temuera Morrison, he was one of my idols. He was my father in the movie, so I thought it would be good to just use Maori for it instead of Hawaiian. There’s no such thing as Hawaiian, it’s ‘Nā Kānaka Maoli’ with an L. That’s what Hawaiian means. That’s where the Maoris came from. So, I thought it was all right to go ‘Ona Takai,’ which means 'You deserve this’.