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So if Caine and Kinger finally have a father-son relationship⦠does that mean Kinger calls him by his first name, all three middle names, and last name when heās about to unleash the full force of his parental wrath
A/N: I just wanted to write a fic getting railed by the Miller brothers. This is the longest one shot I've ever written by far. I wanted to tell this mostly from Benny's POV but it is written in second person and changes a bit between Benny and reader.
Thanks to @leannawithacapitala and @spanishmossmagnolia for looking at this for me and also the discord crew for being so supportive and helping me out with this! Y'all are the best!
Also, while writing this, it reminded me of this masterpiece "Captain on the Team" by @writefightandflightclub. It is my ABSOLUTELY favorite way I've seen Will written as a dom ever yet. It's a long fic, but I promise you it is completely worth it.
Rating: E (18+ ONLY)
Word Count: ~5.8k
Pairing: Dommy!Will "Ironhead" Miller x Alpha Sub! F!reader x Subby!Benny Miller (NO incest)
Plot: Benny's secret gets revealed and puts him in a position he could never even dream of.
WARNINGS: D/s dynamics, dubcon-ish?, light exhibitionism, voyeurism, both unprotected and protected P in V sex, oral sex (both F and M receiving), face fucking, threesome, poly vibes, light choking, face slapping, masturbation, titty slapping, nipple twisting, praising, spitting in mouth, hair pulling, degradation/humiliation (name calling), aftercare
You and Will took advantage that you got a night to yourselves. Benny is working late so he wonāt be home most of the night. The Miller brothers share a cozy two-bedroom apartment that their humble incomes can afford. They spend so much time together, they might as well live together. However, sexy times can be challenging when one lives with a roommate, especially if itās their sibling.Ā
You and Will try to be respectful and keep it as quiet as you can when Benny is around, but right now you two are having loud sex without any limitations. With you on top of Will, the shrieking squeaks of the springs and thumping against the wall are joined by your moans, slaps, whimpers and name calling.
"Fuck, that feels so good," you moan as you're riding Will.
A thin beam of light slices down one of Benny's blue eyes in the dark hallway as he carefully peers through the open slit between the ajar door and the frame, watching your tits bounce as you grind on Will. You throw your head back as you enjoy the feeling of Will punching up into you. Benny licks his lips as he focuses on your smooth stretched out neck, then wanders down to your breasts. They look like the softest pillows he wants to lay his head on. His own hand wanders down to the inside of his shorts and palms his semi-erection, massaging it while he watches you.
Benny has always had a thing for you since he met you, but he would never openly admit it. He thinks heās so slick about hiding it, but it's an open secret. The guys poke fun at him for it from time to time but he denies it. Will had mentioned it to you before, but you already knew. He's so obvious. You've caught him looking at you one too many times. Benny is not a shy person, especially around women, but he is around you. Will jokes that Benny is like a whole different person around you. Benny usually loves to run his mouth and be the center of attention, but the moment you're around, it's like he suddenly has laryngitis.
There have been many nights he's fantasized about you while jerking off. Itās even better when youāre over trying to have quiet sex with Will. With the thin walls, it feels like heās right there with you. Every single mewl and whimper that escapes you drives Benny wild and makes it easier for him to imagine heās the one pleasuring you but today he doesnāt need to use much of his imagination when he can actually see you riding Will. Your back arches as you move your hips faster. Benny fists his painfully hard cock and matches his rhythm to yours. He tries to control his breathing through his nose to keep quiet.
Will's hands grip your hips, helping you move on him as you bear down. Suddenly, Will flips you over and folds you in half, pinning your legs back. You yelp as he starts drilling into you, feeling him poking at your g-spot. His thrusts nudge you closer to the edge of the bed until your head hangs from it. Benny can see your face again and his breath hitches seeing you in the throes of passion, wishing he was the Miller buried inside you instead.
"Jesus Christ, you're so fucking deep!" you bark out as you push your hands against his abs. It feels like he's punching your cervix. That will definitely leave a bruise tomorrow.
"Yeah? You like that, don't you, you slut?" Will pins your wrists on either side of your head and tries to push even deeper inside of you. Your back arches off the bed and you cry out.
Bennyās a bit ashamed to admit this, but the degradation turns him on. There are times where you and Will make sweet, gentle love to each other but most of the time, Will refers to you with all sorts of unsavory names in bed. He was very surprised considering how reserved Will is. Outside the bedroom, you and Will are very polite and seemingly normal. Also, Will would always be so protective and adoring to you to the point Benny wouldnāt even think Will could hurt a strand of hair on your head. However, what surprised Benny even more is how much he enjoyed it himself.Ā
It was a bit jarring the first time Benny witnessed it as heās not really someone whoās comfortable with using those words, especially not on you. He admires you and respects you too much. He practically puts you on a pedestal and would rather get topped by you, but seeing you this way, so freely and unabashedly expressing your sexuality by being Willās āwhoreā makes his dick twitch.
You're all sprawled out with your legs perched on Willās shoulders and you're getting closer and closer to another orgasm. You stopped counting after three, but Will always makes a mental note so next time he can try to beat his own personal best.
Benny paces himself to align his own release about the same time as yours. By now he recognizes the tell tale signs and sounds you make when you're approaching your peak. If you're on top, you brace yourself on Will's shoulders and rock yourself hard and fast until you come undone. If you're on your back, you arch yourself up as you fist the bedsheets and flex your toes forward. You always go silent for just a moment with your jaw wide open right before you find your voice again as your orgasm comes crashing down. Itās a literal crying out. He knows youāre having multiple orgasms when your wails sound like you're crying and laughing at the same time.
Benny continues to pump himself as heās watching you, waiting for you to cum, but he's not sure if he can hold off much longer. Benny moves in closer and closer as you're nearing the end, yanking and breathing harder. Suddenly, both you and Will jerk apart and cover yourselves when you hear the door creak.Ā
āFuck!ā Benny mutters under his breath.
You and Will look over to see Benny standing in the hallway with a foot in the door and his dick in his hand. The rim of his cap betrayed him when he leaned too far in and pushed the door open even further and blew his cover. He usually wears his cap backwards but of all times, he chose the worst time to wear it forward. You and Will must have not heard Benny coming in through the front door. Not surprising, considering how vocal you both have been.
Benny is frozen in place with his shorts and boxers pulled down and his hard cock standing proud above his waistband. Embarrassed, he scrambles to pull his bottoms up. He avoids eye contact and tries to think of an excuse.
āI uh⦠ā Benny rubs the back of his neck while using his other hand to cover the front of his shorts.
āHiiiiii, Benny boy,ā you smirk and throw a small wave at him while still hanging upside down. "You could have just knocked.ā
āUm, I'm-Iām sorryā¦ā Benny swallows hard and glances over at you for a second but shifts his eyes away. His face is getting redder by the second.
You turn over and lay on your belly to get a better look at him.
āWe would have let you watch if you just asked. You want me to suck your dick?ā You ask with your chin propped up on your fists, dick drunk and unfazed by his sudden presence.
āWhoa, whoa, wait a minute--ā Will jumps.
āOh! Iām sorry." You crane your head to face Will. "Can I suck Bennyās dick? Pretty please?ā you ask with wide eyes and a lazy pout.
Will's eyes dart between yours and Benny until he finally nods.
āAlright, but only if he wants it too.ā
You turn to face Benny again with a look of excitement, like a kid in a candy store and today you want to try a new lollipop flavor. Bennyās eyes go wide as he looks back at you, still rendered speechless. His mouth opens and closes like a guppy. He glances over at Will then back over to you again.
āItās okay,ā Will tells his brother. āShe can suck your dick if you want her to. Sheās really good at it.ā He gently pets your hair before grabbing a handful and yanking it back, looking down at you.
āIsnāt that right, you slut?ā Will leans down and growls into your ear.
You bite your lower lip and hum.
āYes I am,ā you agree and Will releases your hair.
āCome here, Benny boy.ā You curl a finger up to signal him. āDonāt be shy.ā
Benny is still unmoved as heās trying to process what is happening right now.
āMaybe he just wants to watch,ā Will leans down and starts kissing your neck and shoulders before pulling your hips back so youāre on your knees with your back arching down. Will then slips himself back inside you. You moan and make eye contact with Benny as Will pounds into you.
Benny just stares at you as youāre blissfully getting fucked. You can see his breathing getting heavy and his hand twitching over his crotch.
āMm, Benny boy. You want some of this, donāt you?ā You moan while feeling Will hitting you in all the right places. āYou wanna fuck me the way your brother is? We know you like to watch and listen to us fucking.ā
āMaybe Iāll let you fuck her tight pussy too,ā Will grunts to Benny as he pumps away.
āReally?ā you look back at Will. "Can he, please?"
āNow, now. Donāt be so greedy.ā Will lands a smack on your ass.
Benny just continues to watch, still lost for words. After a few moments, Will pauses the thrusting.
"Okay, this is clearly making him uncomfortable." Will pulls out of you and sits back, covering himself.
Benny wasnāt fazed or weirded by seeing his brother naked. That didn't bother him. Growing up with Will, they used to do the stupid pranks like pantsing each other. While in the service and working missions together, they've both seen each other and other fellow soldiers naked plenty of times, especially when showering. He's even seen his brother tenting while he's asleep. It happens to most guys.Ā
"Do you just want to watch us while you jerk off?" you ask Benny.
"Uh..." Benny starts. āWait, what?ā
"Hey, if you're not into this, it's fine. Sorry for putting you in this position, but I'd like to finish fucking my girlfriend. So if you don't mind, close the door behind you on the way out," Will tells Benny.
"Will!" You turn around to face him again.
"What? This is awkward," he replies. āMy dickās getting soft.ā
You turn facing forwards again to Benny, suddenly serious. "Do you wanna stay? There's no pressure."
Benny thinks about it for a moment and then nods oh so subtly.
"Use your words," you encourage him as you slowly slip out of bed.
"I don't think--" Will cuts in.
"Y-yes," Benny mumbles, interrupting Will. "I... I wanna stay."
Will's eyebrows shoot up to his hairline, surprised at Benny's answer. The corners of your lips curl up. You walk up to Benny and he glances down at your chest.
āYou wanna touch them?ā You ask him.
His eyes shoot back up to yours and he swallows.
"Yes." Benny licks his lips. " C-can I?"
āOf course you can,ā you encourage him. "You've been such a good boy so far," you praise him.
Benny looks over at Will and then back at you.
āGo ahead,ā Will jerks his chin, pointing to you. "Honestly, you aren't the first nor would you be the last person to touch her other than myself."
Swingers maybe? Another thing Benny didn't anticipate is his brother sharing you with others. Does it mean he also has other partners? Do you share him too? Has he shared you with the other guys? He has so many questions, but not sure if heās ready for the answers.
Benny and Will have shared a lot since they were kids. Theyāve shared parents, toys, clothes, bedrooms, moments, experiences and secrets, but one thing he never once saw coming was sharing a partner. He would never even dream of it. With all the partners that he knows Will has had though, heās so glad itās you that heās being generous with. Benny doesn't know if he's more embarrassed that he got caught or that you knew all this time.
Benny's thoughts get interrupted when he feels your hands grasping his, pulling them away from his now semi-limp cock. You bring his hands up to your breasts and place them over you, squeezing them a little. He groans and in your peripheral vision, you see his cock twitching in his shorts. You glance down and then back up at him.
"Can I touch your cock?" you ask Benny.
Benny has turned into a guppy again, nodding slightly.
"I need verbal confirmation," you remind him.
"Ye-yes, please," Benny clears his throat.
You remove your hands from his and reach down, hook your fingers onto the waistband of his shorts and drag him into the bedroom. Benny follows you and when you reach the front of the bed, you slip your hand inside his boxers, running your fingers through his tiny hairs and then start stroking Benny. He sighs and his hips jerk. He quickly becomes hard in your hand as you gently pump your fist up and down his shaft. Benny feels just as wide as Will.
"Does that feel good, Benny boy?" you ask.
Benny can only nod. His tongue betrays him again, feeling your soft hand jerking him. You pull his boxers and shorts down with the other hand and then spit into it to start stroking him with both hands. You start lowering yourself and kneel in front of him, keeping eye contact as you do. You lick the bottom of his shaft to the pink tip.
Meanwhile, Will starts stroking himself while watching his little lamb let her inner wolf out. He sometimes lets you hold the leash when another person is participating. Benny hisses when you tease the head of his cock with the tip of your tongue, running around the rim of it. You slip your mouth over him and get in as much as you can.
āHoly shit,ā Benny groans, looking down at your beautiful face full of his cock. Heād love nothing more than to just grab the back of your head and shove himself down your throat but he doesnāt feel like heās earned the privilege yet.
Your fingertips tickle his balls, gently caressing the sensitive sac. Benny grunts and leans down, bracing himself on your shoulders, almost falling over. You can feel him shaking as you deep throat him. His pants are getting louder and more frequent.Ā
āOh, fuck,ā Benny closes his eyes and throws his head back.
You stroke him and suck him harder and faster but then without warning, you stop, pulling him out of your mouth with a pop. Bennyās eyes burst open and he finds you back on your feet. You turn around to walk back to the bed and then sit on the edge of it with your legs propped open.
āNow itās your turn,ā you smile at him.Ā
Benny takes in a sharp breath seeing you spread out for him. He swallows and looks over at Will, as if asking for his approval.
āYou heard her,ā Will says, then leans in to kiss your neck.
Benny starts pulling his bottoms back up, but stops midway when you stop him.
āTake all your clothes off,ā you command him.Ā
Benny toes off his sneakers and then pulls down his shorts and boxers, kicking them aside. He then reaches back to grab the top of his t-shirt and pulls it over his head, taking his cap along with him. He adds them to the pile next to his feet, and then starts to walk over to you.
āGet on your knees.ā
Benny abides and kneels before you in front of the bed, like a worshiper idolizing their god - or in this case, goddess. He wraps a hand around one of your ankles and places butterfly kisses up your legs, pushing them apart to get to your puffy pussy, ready to eat you out, but you place a foot on his shoulder and you push him back down. He looks back at you, waiting.
āStayā¦ā you tell him.
āBaby, heās not a dog,ā Will chuckles. He finds it adorable when you think you're in charge.
Honestly though, Benny would gladly be your lap dog any day. Heās already quiet and well-behaved around you. He will sit and stay at your command if thatās what you want.Ā
āI know,ā you tilt your head to the side, amused by how still and obedient Benny is being. His blue puppy eyes really add to the imagery.
Without warning, you hook your feet around the back of Bennyās neck and pull his face inches away in front of your hot core. He glances up, waiting for permission.
āYou hungry, Benny boy?ā
Benny nods. āIām starving.ā
āBon appetit!āĀ
Benny gently runs the flat of his tongue against your pussy, looking up to watch your reaction as he tests the waters. You taste a little salty, a little musky, a little sweet, a little tangy. Your juices are probably mixed in with Willās but he pushes that thought out of his mind because right now the only thing he cares about is pleasuring you.Ā
Benny puts his whole mouth over you when you react positively to his tongue. Your legs twitch when you feel him latching on to your clit. You lean back against Will who is kissing and sucking on your face, neck and shoulders, leaving some red and purple marks on the way.
As Benny is devouring you, he slips a finger inside your drenched opening. You grind against his face and he slides another finger in, moving in and out of you as he continues to pull on your swollen bud between his lips. His fingertips curl up, looking for that spongy spot and he knows heās got it when he feels you clench down around his long thick fingers. He rubs his fingertips over and over on that spot, sucking even harder on your clit. He wants to coax an orgasm out of you.
You throw your head back on to Willās shoulder, feeling the coil in your gut tightening. Will grabs your face, turns it towards him and smashes his lips against yours. While youāre making out with Will, Benny is licking and sucking on your other set of lips, taking notice of every sound and movement you make, pushing you closer toward his goal.Ā
You pull away from Will and look down at Benny lapping up every inch of you. Your thighs suddenly clamp around Bennyās head and your toes curl. He knows heās almost there, so he works his fingers and mouth quicker and more vigorously, up until the point Will interrupts him.
āStop.ā
Confused, Benny looks up and pauses his movements, causing you to whimper. He suddenly feels dejected. Was he not doing something right? He looks up at you, searching for an answer.
āYou did so good,ā you praise him.
āThen whyād you stop me?ā Benny asks, wiping his mouth.
āBecause I said so,ā Will tells him.
Benny pulls back a bit and sits back on his heels.
āI-Is there something wrong? Did I do something I wasnāt supposed to?ā Benny looks at the both of you.Ā
Since he was a kid, Benny has always looked up to Will and has always wanted to be as great as he sees him. Heās constantly seeked approval from his older brother, whether he realizes it or not. As strange and unconventional this situation may be, this is no exception. He wants to be as good of a lover to you as Will is.
āDonāt want the power to go to her little head. Isnāt that right, baby?ā Will brushes his lips against your temple and you hum, leaning into him.
āOnly I get to decide when she can cum.ā Will grips your face and smashes his lips against your cheek.Ā
āYou want Benny to fuck you?ā He whispers against your ear. You nod. Will lightly smacks your face and Benny flinches.Ā
āTell me.āĀ
āI want Benny to fuck me,ā you tell him.
āYou fuckinā slut,ā Will smacks your face again. You hum and flash a lazy smile at him.
Hearing you being treated this way is one thing, but actually witnessing it with his own eyes so up close at just how blissed out you are, Benny is mentally storing this in his spank bank. You being in this euphoric subspace is just as hot as when you pulled on his leash, so to speak. Hell, youāre just hot all around. Even in your current messy state, you are still a goddess to him.
Will then looks over at his brother.
āYou want in on this pussy?ā
Benny just looks up at the both of you, still kneeling before you. As Benny licks his lips and runs a hand through his dirty blonde hair, Will reaches behind him for something. He turns back forward and tosses it to Benny. Benny catches it and sees that itās a wrapped condom. He raises a brow.
āSafety first,ā Will says.
Thatās something Benny has heard from Will more times than he can count, especially on missions and his pre-fight pep talks.Ā
āYou can have her for a little bit,ā Will shrugs.
āCāmere, Benny boy,ā you slur, glancing over at him with hooded eyes.
Benny quickly tears the condom open and rolls it down his cock. He gets to his feet and steps up to the edge of the bed. Will backs up and lays you down, leaving your head in his lap. Benny leans over you and slowly slides into you, testing how well your pussy would take him.Ā
āFuck, thatās tight,ā Benny groans.
Your hips buck feeling your walls stretching. Benny grabs each side of your hips and starts thrusting away, gently at first and going deeper each time.
āKeep it real slow and steady,ā Will tells Benny.
Benny keeps up with the pacing, watching your body and face twist and turn at the sensations heās bringing upon on your pussy.
āYouāre doing so well, baby.ā Will praises, almost in a whisper, while lightly caressing your cheek with the back of his knuckles. You whimper at the slow torture.Ā
āI know, I know.ā Will reaches a hand down one of your breasts and gently kneads it. You moan as you feel him pinching your nipple between his calloused fingers.
āI promise Iāll take good care of you.ā He leans down and plants a kiss on your forehead.
There is an astonishing tenderness to Willās touch and words while praising you, coaching you. Quite the complete opposite of what he was just doing to you merely minutes before. Benny almost feels like heās intruding in a very private and intimate moment between the two of you, feeling more like an observer than a participant despite being balls deep inside you.
Benny then watches Willās hand go high up in the air and quickly falls right back down, landing hard on your tit. He feels like he spoke too soon. You yelp out and clench around Benny. He grunts and his hips stutter.
āKeep it steady,ā Will reminds him.
Will slaps your other nipple and you arch up. Benny winces. Heās used to getting beat up and watching other guys get their ass kicked as well, but this is different. Will pinches your nipple between his thumb and forefinger and twists it before pulling up. You squeal and arch your back again, feeling the pain go straight below to where Benny is currently stimulating.
Benny wants to look away at the pain getting inflicted on you but seeing you squirming in ecstasy is the payoff. You rock your hips against Bennyās, needing more and Benny gives it to you. He wants to be the one to make you feel that good as well. His thumbs lightly caress your hips as heās holding on to them, soothing you. He punches his hips harder and faster. He can feel you getting wetter for him. You move with Benny as Will continues to play with your nipples.
āOoh, Benny boy, you feel so good,ā you coo while eyeing him. āIām so close,ā you whine.
That encourages Benny to up his pacing, until yet again heās stopped by Will.
āNot close enough,ā Will smirks. āSheās had enough of that. Itās my turn.ā
Benny makes eye contact with Will, again making sure his performance was on par.
āYou did well. I mean, look at her,ā Will shrugs. Benny does and you are still grinding against him, wanting your release.
You whimper when you feel Benny pull out of you, leaving you feeling robbed and empty. Will then spins you on your back 90 degrees to pull you towards him. He climbs over you and cradles your face, looking straight into your glassy eyes.
āHow you doing, baby? You wanna keep going?ā Will asks, intently watching your reaction.
āMm hm.ā A wide smile spreads across your face as you look up at him and nod.Ā
āMy sweet girl.ā Will leans down and places tiny kisses all over your breasts and softly kneads them, taking his time to soothe the parts he pinched and slapped before bringing his face back up to yours to kiss you. As he pulls away, you try to sit up and follow him, wanting to continue to make out with him, but you feel his hand on your throat, shoving you back down against the bed. He puts gentle pressure on the sides of your neck and pushes your legs open with his knees, then slides his cock into you.
You moan, feeling Will filling you up to the hilt.
āHold your legs back,ā Will commands you.
You do as youāre told, hooking your arms around the back of your knees and pulling them back as far as you can. Will pushes in deeper, your pussy accommodating his length. You feel pressure on your cervix and you shriek, feeling Will trying to fit more of himself inside you. He puts his weight down on you, pushing your legs back even further. Willās never gotten all of him inside you before but he sure as hell tries to bury himself in there every time.Ā
Will pulls back and slams his hips into you, going in as deep as you would take him, his hip bones digging into your inner thighs. Youāre pretty sure you feel him in your gut. You cry out as Will again, moves back and punches back into you, driving himself right into your g-spot. Youāre seeing stars with each impact.
"You wanna be my good girl? My pretty little whore?" Will asks, gripping your face as he fucks you. You nod and Will brings his fingers over your mouth and slips them inside it, hooking them to your bottom teeth and pulling your mouth down to unhinge your jaw. He hovers above you and spits into your mouth.
"Go suck Benny's dick." Will smacks your face and nudges you back with his hips until your head hangs off the bed.
Will looks over at Benny and he nods his head, signally Benny to where your head is hanging. As Benny walks over, you let go of your legs, letting them sit on Willās arms and shoulder. He still has you folded in half pinned down while he smashes into you. You reach up to grasp Benny's hips, pulling him in closer to you. You softly nip at his balls before sliding your mouth over his cock. Benny shudders. As Will continues to pound into you with your legs spread wide, he runs his palm over your stretched out neck.
"Fuck her," Will tells Benny.
It throws Benny off, but he looks at Will for confirmation, to make sure he heard right.
"Go ahead. Fuck her face. She loves it. Isn't that right, sweetheart?" Will's thumb lightly teases the front of your throat.
"Mm hm," you moan with a mouth still full of cock.
You pull him out and lift him to dip his balls into your mouth. Benny's breath hitches and he drops forward, bracing himself on the bed with his hands on each side of your shoulders. You carefully lick and suck on his balls.
"Oh, baby, you fucking whore. I can feel you clenching," Will grunts.
Benny looks down at you, at your pretty mouth and lightly brushes his thumb across your chin. He starts slowly thrusting into you. Short gentle strokes. You reach behind Benny to grab his bare ass and pull him closer to you. You try to deep throat him and Benny hisses. You feel Willās thumb graze the front of your throat again.
āGood girl,ā you hear Will praising you as he slows down his hips for a moment.
Benny reaches for the back of your head and starts fucking your mouth.
āMind her neck,ā Will throws out as he supervises Benny manhandling you.Ā
āSafety first,ā Benny nods.Ā
Benny cradles the back of your head and carefully pushes into your wet, warm mouth. Your tongue swirls around him and grunts. You stick your tongue out and open wider for him. He plunges his cock in and out of your mouth. You can feel him hit the back of your throat as Will is punching your g-spot again.
Will adjusts his position sitting up on his knees and plants his hands right under the back of your bent knees and pushes down on them. He then drives into you as hard and fast as his body would allow. He knows youāre very close.
āShit,ā Benny grunts. Even with the condom on, he can still feel how soft your mouth is. Will ramming into you is making your body including your head jerk towards Benny. He adjusts his rhythm, concentrating on his own release.
āBaby, I know youāre there. Cum all over my cock, sweetheart. I know itās a big one,ā Will says, reaching down where the two of you meet to run his thumb over your swollen bud while still zeroing in on that tender spot inside you.
You hum against Benny, feeling your orgasm rapidly approaching. Both Benny and Willās shallow breathing, your slurping and skin on skin slapping echoes around the room. All of a sudden, Benny feels you going still and quiet around his cock for a moment and then your loud muffled moans and whimpers reach the corners of the room. Your feet flex forward and lift your hips up off the bed, using Willās shoulders as leverage. You feel your walls contracting and clamping down hard on Willās dick. Your cries multiply and increase as another orgasm rolls through before the previous one can end. You are in ecstasy as they hit you in waves.
āThere you go. I told you Iād take care of you, baby,ā Will continues to roll his hips against you, pulling as many orgasms as he can out of you.
āOh, god!ā Bennyās movements stutter. He closes his eyes and braces himself on the edge of the bed as he succumbs to his release.
Will finally chases after his own and groans as he paints your insides white. You ride out your last orgasm as Will slows down.
Benny removes his sheathed semi-limp cock out of you and pulls off the spent condom.
āHey, baby,ā Will coos as he cradles your neck and the back of your head. He lifts your head up so he can see your face. Your eyes are closed as youāre catching your breath.Ā
āTalk to me, sweetheart.ā Will gently massages one side of your jaw with his thumb.
You open your eyes wide enough to be able to see Will hovering above yours and manage to make a garbled sound that sounds like a positive confirmation.Ā
āYeah, youāre good?ā Will chuckles.
āUh-huh.ā You mumble as you look back at Will. āThat was so fun!ā
āYeah? You had a fun time, sweetheart?ā Willās thumb caresses your burning cheek. You happily nod and then Will leans down to plant a tender kiss on your forehead.Ā
āYouāre so precious.ā Will leans in and presses his lips against yours for a moment. āYou did so good, baby.āĀ
Bennyās back to feeling like the third wheel. Will pulls out of you and his seed seeps out of you.
āOh, look. You made a mess. Letās go clean you up.ā Will scoots out of bed.
āY-you want me to help?ā Benny jumps in, standing there naked with the exception of his hands over his crotch, suddenly feeling as vulnerable as he did when he accidentally revealed his secret.
āNah, I got this. Itās kinda our thing,ā Will replies.
āOh, okay. Uh, so⦠ā Benny brings a hand to the back of his neck and rubs it.
āYouāve never done this before, have you?ā Will asks.
āNo,ā Benny shakes his head.
āListen, donāt think too much about it. Sleep on it and think about it tomorrow when you have a clearer head,ā Will says. āDid you have a good time?āĀ
Benny nods.
āGood. I did too,ā Will nods. āAnd she most certainly had the best time.ā He looks over at you, completely spent, your limp body sprawled out on bed.Ā
āNext time, just knock,ā Will smirks.
āNext time?ā Bennyās eyes practically pop out from his head.
āSleep on it,ā Will laughs.
You make an indiscernible sound and they both look over at you.
āI gotta go take care of her now. Sheās gone through a lot tonight.ā Will nods his head towards you.
āOkay,ā Benny nods. āHave a good night.ā
āGood night, bro,ā Will nods back.
Benny goes to gather his clothes and heads back to his bedroom.
You groan, stretching out your muscles. Will turns his attention back to you.
āHey, baby.ā Will peppers kisses all over your face. āCome on. Letās get you all cleaned up and we can cuddle, okay?ā
You nod.
āI love you.ā Will gives you the tenderest kiss and then scoops you up in his arms to bring you to the bathroom to draw you a bath.
Summary: When it comes to group sex, you need one F to spell āfuuuckā and 3 Mās to spell āMmmā (AKA, Santiās not as straight as he thought, and other things he learns when the boys dick you down together.).
Genre: Porn with some plot.
Rating: EXPLICIT AS ALL HELL. DO NOT READ OR INTERACT UNLESS YOU ARE 18+ ā ļø
Word count: 20k. LONG, but broken into sections.
Authorās note: I know the TF x group sex / gangbang / poly sex has been DONE. The existing examples are stellar ⨠and each so unique that I havenāt really wanted to tackle it myself! Tbqh, I probably didnāt do anything fresh with the beloved trope (and oh boy this evolved so much as I was writing and became something entirely different to what I was shooting for) but I hope I managed to put some small spin on it, somehow, that means you enjoy reading this?! One huge disclaimer: Bennyās not there, Iām sorry, I know some of you will be exceedingly upset with me (but donāt hate me bc neither is Tom, okay - so bear in mind I could have been even meaner to you! š) Finally, READ THE WARNINGS to decide if itās your thing. Itās far softer and ultimately more loving than it sounds when I just list out all of the explicit acts they perform (for real, who says gagging on dick canāt be romantic though, lol, itās actually a thing that can be so personal š), but there are defo things in there which might not be for everyone! So, youāve literally been warned! If itās not for you, thatās fine! P.s . This is the theatrical release, I guess. The Directorās Cut went further with some of the kinks (I am a slut for some consensual degradation), but maybe you can convince me to share some deleted scenes, who knows? š I also left it very open for prequels and sequels.
Warnings: EXPLICIT SMUT: all consensual - some consent happens off-screen. MMM on F Gangbang -> mixed M/F + M/M group sex. Things the boys to do reader (as part of planned, consensual scene): service kink; degradation; name calling (toy, slut, whore, good girl etc.) oral sex inc. gagging / brief rough oral, cum swallowing; cum play; spitting in mouth; slave/master dynamics; dom/sub dynamics (sub!reader); brief ball play (sucking, resting on face); P in V sex (unprotected); creampies; cumshots (on face / body); masturbation; fingering; oral sex (receiving); orgasm denial; anal sex (unprotected); gangbang (ish, no DP, sorry!); light slapping (clit); light choking; kissing; aftercare and lots of check-ins / love š Other explicit stuff: rimming (f giving m receiving); first time having explicitly queer sex; MM anal; MM blowjob; M eating Mās cum; sub!M; MM kissing; slight praise kink including terms such as āgood boyā/ābaby boyā; hair pulling; slight size kink; aftercare. (ask if youād like more info on any of the above warnings!). General warnings: alcohol mentions, Catholicism mentions, language, mild angst- implied past relationship fuck-up (vague). Disclaimer: this is not a guide to real-life sexual activity. Itās a fantasy fic! Be safe! šš§”
Shout-out: to @astroboots because CiCiās Santi is basically canon to me now. Definitely influenced this Santi calling Frankie āFrankā in this fic. I didnāt used to do that but itās the only way I can hear it now! šYouāre all gonna want to RUN to check out CiCiās Homecoming series tbh, for the most beautiful Santi/Frankie/reader relationship. Trust me! š§” Also, I have to shout-out the OG and flawless TF gangbang fic by @mylifeliterally, the amazing Santi/Frankie threesome by @adverbedly, @autumnleaves1991-blogās amazing Santi x reader x Benny series, and @charnelhouseās TFboys x reader series. (What are you even doing in THIS fic to be honest because you NEED to read all of these RIGHT NOW instead!!) Iām sure there are more I need to mention too but sorry that they escape me for now! (LMK if you wanna be untagged!)
Also a huge thank you to everyone who helped me understand American football a little bit! So sorry I used my new-found knowledge in such a crude way šš¦š
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The Feeling's Mutual
Benjamin "Benny" Miller x f!reader x Santiago "Pope" Garcia
Summary: Sometimes, maybe, the best way to tell two of your closest friends that you want to sleep with them is to accidentally watch porn together.
Word Count: 2.2k
Rating: 18+ EXPLICIT
Content: NSFW, smut, mutual masturbation, MFM dynamics, MM dynamics, porn, exhibitionism kink, cum eating, (allusions/descriptions of threesomes, unprotected p in v, oral sex, fingering, anal sex, dildo, double penetration, spanking, cum swapping)
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The sound of lewd moaning roused you from sleep, and you cracked an eye open to find that you were curled up on one end of Santiagoās sectional sofa. The room was dark save for the light from the television screen, which also happened to be the source of the noises youād heard.
Rubbing your eyes, you sat up slightly, and your stomach did a flip as you realized what was onāporn. That definitely wasnāt what you were watching earlier. You stole a glance to your left to find that both Benny and Santiago were fast asleep, so one of them must have rolled over on the remote and accidentally turned on one of the...premium channels.
With the remote wedged underneath one of their sleeping forms, the only way you could change the channel would be to extricate yourself from the warm blanket cocoon you were currently wrapped up in to manually shut off the television, and quite frankly, you didnāt want to move. So instead, you leaned forward slightly, swiping your phone off of the coffee table and busying yourself with checking the notifications youād missed in the hours youād been dozing.
Unfortunately, the distraction didnāt last long, because as Benny shifted in his sleep, the volume slowly began to creep upward, and wet squelching noises filled the room. Glancing up, you watched as the camera zoomed in on a womanās backside while two men penetrated her at the same time. Her ass, which was slick with some type of oil, jiggled as one of the men spanked it repeatedly. She whined, pushing herself further backward onto their cocks, and it seemed this wasnāt their first round, as cum was already leaking out of her hole while they fucked her.
Your breathing hitched andāokay. You were single. You had needs. You liked watching pornā¦from the privacy of your own home. Albeit, you were a bit more modern than Santiago, finding your filth on the internet rather than through a television subscription service.Ā
But it was just your luck that a debauched, messy threesome with two men and one woman would happen to be the specific piece of pornography playing when you were sharing a couch with Benny and Santiagoāboth of whom youād had far too many inappropriate thoughts about throughout the duration of your friendship. But honestly, given the dangerously flirtatious edge that both of them easily toed with you day in and day out, you were willing to bet they felt the same.Ā
Unconventional as it may be, and perhaps just downright greedy, part of the reason youād yet to throw in the towel and make the first move with one of the boys was because you couldnāt choose. You wanted both of them.Ā
Preferably at the same exact time.
(And while you had no solid proof, you suspected they might want each other, too.)
Needless to say, threesomes had become a common search term for you on sleepless nights, fueling the fantasies that played out in your head about the men seated beside youāriding Santiās cock while Benny fucked you in the ass, sloppily sucking both of their shafts while they devoured one anotherās mouths above you, Benny plunging into Santiās ass and thus pushing Santiās length further into your dripping cunt, sucking Santiās cock with Benny, both of them taking turns with you until your pussy was gaping and quivering, fucked out and sloshing with cum.
You had it bad, though you managed to hide it well enough.
But this was too much.
Already worked up from the way their hands had casually been all over you as they both tried to teach you how to properly play pool at the bar earlier, your body burned with the need to be touched.
On the television screen, both men stood above the woman, furiously fisting their cocks and covering her plump lips and large breasts with creamy ropes of cum. When she stood up and began to kiss both of them, cum sliding all over their mouths and bodies, you clenched your thighs together.Ā
A hardly audible moan slipped past your lips as the edge of the throw pillow that had been propped between your thighs pressed against your clit. Stealing a glance at both men to confirm they were both still sleeping, you slowly pressed the pillow down harder against your hot center as you bucked your hips upward. It felt good. It felt really fucking good. But the friction was just a tease; it wasnāt enough.
After a few more thrusts, you discreetly pushed the pillow to the floor and let your legs hang off the edge of the couch. Leaning backward with the blanket still covering you, you spread your thighs apart and pulled up the skirt of the loose cotton sundress you were wearing, fingers running over the thin, silky strip of fabric that covered your mound. A shiver ran through your body.
Checking once more to make sure neither Benny nor Santiago had grown wise to your discretions, you trailed your hand higher and then dipped it down inside of your panties. Slowly, you teased yourself by wiping two fingers through your folds, which were already slick with arousal. You had to bite down on your lip as you slipped a digit inside, your wet channel easily giving way to the intrusion.Ā
At the sound of a groan, you froze, turning to glance at Benny. Though he had moved slightly, he was still passed out. You let out a silent whoosh of air as you slid a second finger inside of your cunt. As you delved in and out of your hole, you grew more daring, bringing your other hand over to rub circles over your clit.Ā
The woman on the television moaned loudly again, and you looked up to see the men had each latched onto one of her breasts, and they were sucking at them eagerly as they took turns fingering her. Christ.
Temporarily pausing your ministrations on your sensitive bud, you pulled the blanket up to your neck and then pushed down the straps of your dress. And, fuck it, for good measure, you unhooked your bra as well. Your breasts spilled out, and you began to play with your nipples, spreading your legs wider in the process so you could finger fuck yourself even deeper with the third digit youād just slid in. The wet sounds coming from the junction of your thighs were obscene.
You were so gone pleasuring yourself that when an overeager roll of your hips caused the blanket to slip down and expose your breasts to the cool air of the room, you didnāt even care. Let Santiago and Benny wake up and see. You wanted them to watch you.Ā
āOh fuck,ā Bennyās voice drawled from beside you.
Careful what you wish for.
Freezing, you glanced over to find that he was staring at you with his lips slightly parted, hair still mussed from sleep.Ā
The two of you sat like that for a few beats in silence, neither of you moving until a choked out sob could be heard from the television. You both looked over at the same time to see that both men were attempting to stuff their cocks into the womanās ass at the same time as they generously drizzled a bottle of lube over her rim.
Without meaning to, you curled the fingers that were still nestled inside of you, stroking your walls, and a small whimper fell from your lips before you could stop it.
āThis is fucking hot,ā Benny commented, running a hand through his hair and leaning back.
While you werenāt sure where exactly you found the wherewithal to speak, you carefully asked, ā...what is?ā
He waved a hand in the direction of the screen and then at the three of you on the couch. āThis. All of it.ā
You tilted your head to the side, belatedly realizing that your tits were still on full display. āYeah, it is,ā you agreed, and Benny sucked in a breath.
He didnāt have a blanket, so now that your eyes had adjusted to the darkness in the room, you could clearly see the way he reached down to adjust himself in his pants.Ā
Before you could think better of it, you added, āI think itās only fair if you do it, too.ā
A teasing smile crossed Bennyās lips. āIf I do what?ā
You shrugged off the blanket completely and let it slip to the side, giving Benny an unobstructed view of where your fingers were buried in your cunt. āTouch yourself, Ben.ā
āJesus Christ.ā The words were rough as they left his mouth, and he palmed his erection.
āHow bad do you want me?ā you asked.
A strained laugh rumbled in his chest. āI think you know, sweetheart.ā
āI want you to show me.ā
Benny upzipped his pants and pushed down his boxers, and your eyes widened a fraction as his long, curved cock sprung free. He spit in his palm and wiped it down the shaft, returning his gaze to yours as he wrapped a hand around himself. You reached up to play with your breasts again, and Benny moaned, tightening his grip on his shaft.Ā
You and Benny both glanced to where Santi was seated a few cushions over.
āYou dream about me jerking off on your couch often, Pope?ā Benny teased, raising an eyebrow.
Santi directed his attention toward where Benny was still lazily stroking his cock, and he ran his tongue over his bottom lip. ā...amongst other things.ā He turned his eyes on you as he spoke.Ā
āThe feelingās mutual,ā you replied, shifting slightly to make sure both men had a clear view of your spread legs.
āIt definitely fuckinā is,ā Benny grunted.
There was a playful smile on his lips when he turned to watch as Bennyās hips began to lift off of the couch as he fucked into his tight fist. On the screen, one man sank to his knees and began sucking the other manās dick while the woman pushed a dildo into his ass. The desire on Santiās face was clear as day as he looked from the two of you to what was happening on the television. He ran a hand over the stubble on his chin and took his lower lip between his teeth.
āTouch yourself, Santiago,ā you purred.
Without hesitation, Santi pulled his erection from his shorts. Whereas Benny had length, Santi was fucking thick. Your mind immediately flashed to images of your pussy clenching down hard on both of their cocks as they pumped you full of cum, and you moaned, trying to plunge your digits even further into your core.
As if he knew what was going through your mind, Santi smirked as he asked, āWhat are you thinking about over there, sweetheart?ā while wrapping a hand around his shaft.
You panted out, āIām thinking about both of you fucking me,ā and the honesty sent a thrill up your spine.
āAt the same time?ā Benny asked in disbelief, breathing heavily as he stroked himself.
āOf course, Ben,ā Santi answered easily, confidently. His eyes focused on the way you continued to sink your fingers into your entrance. āBoth of us stuffed in that pretty little pussy at the same time. Youād like that, wouldnāt you?ā
āFuck yeah.ā
āPlease.ā
Both you and Benny breathed out your eager responses at the same time.
Santi chuckled, turning his gaze on Benny with a challenge in his eyes. āThereās a lot of holes that can be filled in this room right now.ā
You watched as Benny stroked himself harder in response, pre-cum dribbling profusely from his tip.Ā
With the sounds of both Benny and Santiās moans filling your ears while they pumped at their shafts, a wave of heat spread under your skin as the ache between your thighs finally exploded, your legs trembling hard with the force of your orgasm. Pulling your fingers from your hole once youād finished massaging your swollen clit, you made eye contact with both Benny and Santi before placing the digits in your mouth, licking off your sticky release.
āHoly fuck,ā Benny exclaimed, hips stuttering as cum began to shoot out of his cock.
Santi watched as Benny painted the cushions of his couch with his seed, and he groaned huskily as his own shaft erupted, thick spurts of cum dripping all over his hand.Ā
The three of you sat there looking back and forth between one another for a moment, chests heaving slightly. In the background, the threesome on the television was still in full swing.
Turning to glance at the screen again for a moment, you commented mildly, āI think we could do better than that.ā
Santi nodded, eyes sparkling.
āYouāve got a queen-sized bed, right, Pope?ā Benny asked, not waiting for an answer as he grabbed Santiago by the collar of his shirt and pulled him up off of the couch, smashing their lips together in a bruising kiss. Benny then turned and scooped you up as well, nipping at your lips before kissing you deeply.Ā
As you both followed Benny out of the living room, you found yourself with your back pressed against the wall in the hallway with Santi cupping the side of your face. He brushed his nose against yours.Ā
āOh fuck, itās a king!ā Benny exclaimed as he walked into the bedroom, and you grinned, stealing a kiss from Santiagoās lips before threading your fingers together and heading toward the open doorway.Ā
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series summary: escaping a toxic and abusive relationship, you book a one-way ticket across the world to start new life. and along the way, you meet a pilot named Frankie, and his group of friends, who leaves a lasting impression on you.
pairing: frankie morales x fem!reader
series content warning(s): EXPLICIT CONTENT (18+ ONLY MDNI), eventual romance/relationship + smut, slow burn, toxic/abusive relationship (not with frankie), fate/destiny trope, angst with a happy ending (i promise!), hurt/comfort, descriptions of physical violence (abuse), reader has trauma, frankie has PTSD, minimal physical description of reader, POV switch (will alternate each chapter from reader POV and then frankie POV), no use of y/n. each chapter will have its own separate warnings!
a/n: my number one pedro character - frankie morales will forever have my heart and i just had to write a story for him again. this idea came to mind when i was on a plane ride and imagined frankie sitting next to me to ease my nerves. i spent that entire plane ride outlining this 30-chaptered story. i will try to keep up with a schedule and post every other sunday! so stay tuned and most of all, hope you all enjoy <3
summary: your relationship with santiago and frankie changes after one night, after you do something you never have done before.
pairing: frankie "catfish" morales x fem!reader x santiago "pope" garcia
content warning(s): EXPLICIT CONTENT (18+ MDNI), established friendship, slight age gap (reader is in early 30s, frankie + santiago in late 40s) MFM (threesome), oral (m and f receiving), light choking, spanking, missionary, doggystyle, cowgirl, dirty talk, praise kink, unprotected p in v (be safe folks!), fingering, handjob, creampie (oops), deepthroat, swallowing, no use of y/n.
word count: 8.9k
a/n: ok, this is the last story i'm gonna start writing and just focus on my wips, but honestly this story was inspired by this post and i've just been obsessed with both pedro and oscar as of late. we really need another movie with them two again bc they didn't share enough screen time in triple frontier lol. i wrote this really fast because the idea just wouldn't get out of my head, so excuse me if there are any errors. this is pure filth, so heed the warnings and enjoy! <3
You fell back onto the couch with a sigh. Sandwiched between two men who looked to be so focused on what was on the television. You sighed louder. One of them reached for the remote, paused whatever show they were watching and turned their attention to you.
āWhy are you sighing?ā Santiago asked.
āYou okay?ā Frankie chimed in.Ā
āArenāt you guys bored?āĀ
No,ā they answered in unison.Ā
You sighed again.Ā
Frankie let out a quiet chuckle. āOkay, whatās really going on?āĀ
You cleared your throat and then shook your head.Ā
Santiago arched his brow. āNuh uh,ā he said softly. āYou came in here, interrupted our show, and had something you wanted to say. So⦠Go and say it.āĀ
āNevermind,ā you shook your head. Went to go stand up, but Frankie gently tugged on the back of your shirt. Pulled you back down next to him and Santiago.Ā
You crossed your arms over your chest and stared between Santiago and Frankie. Two men who you had been living with since moving to Florida. It was only for a yearāSantiago had an open room that he was leasing and Frankie ended up moving in a few months after you. The three of you slipped into an easy routine, but you couldnāt help the crush that you developed.
On Frankie.
On Santiago.
On two men who were way out of your league.Ā
āNothing,ā you repeated. āForget it.ā
Santiago chuckled. You noticed the crowās feet at the corners of his eyes, the salt and pepper in his hair and beard. He hadnāt shaved in a couple of days and already he had a beard, something Frankie couldnāt grow even if he wanted to. āOh, come on. How bad could it be?āĀ
You shook your head stubbornly.Ā
Frankie narrowed his eyes at you. His deep brown eyes bore into you, leaned in closer and then gently reached out to poke your side. You reacted instantly and jerked away from him. āCome on. Tell us.āĀ
āNo.āĀ
āBrat,ā Santiago chuckled.Ā
You should have taken offense to it. Should have told him not to call you that. Should have just gotten back up and walked back to your room.Ā
But instead, you cleared your throat and felt a noticeable throb between your legs. You hadnāt been with anyone in monthsāit just felt too weird and awkward bringing someone home when you lived with other men who didnāt have time to sleep around.Ā
They had āadultā jobs. Were at least fifteen years older than you.Ā
Frankieāa pilot, 48.Ā
Santiagoāprivate military advisor, 47.Ā
You, 30 years old, were a barista during the day and a bartender by night. And during the weekend, you went to school online. Trying to get your degree in education, hoping to one day become a teacher. It was exhausting, working two jobs while being a student. You never really did have time for yourself anyway and the time that you did have was spent with Frankie and Santiago. Sometimes even with Benny and Will.Ā
But you still had needs.Ā
And your vibrator wasnāt doing the job anymore.Ā
āIām not a brat,ā you finally said.Ā
Frankie noticed it first. The way your voice trembled and how you subtly squeezed your legs together. He understood instantly why you had come into the living room in the first place.Ā
You needed to get laid.Ā
And you thought one of them would help you.Ā
āThen why donāt you go on and tell us whatās on your mind then, hm?ā He said.Ā
āI justāā You sighed, grabbed a small pillow to cover your face. You brought your legs onto the couch, trying to curl and make yourself as small as possible. āI just have a huge crush on the both of you and I canāt help myself anymore,ā you mumbled into the pillow.Ā
Santiago furrowed his brows together. He didnāt understand what you said, only heard certain parts of it. Then, he reached out and gently tugged the pillow away from you. āWhatās going on with you? Youāre acting all weird.āĀ
Frankie smirked slowly. He met Santiagoās eyes. Then, turned back to you. āFeeling a little neglected, baby?āĀ
You gasped.Ā
Santiagoās brows shot upwards. Eyes widened slightly. Lips curling into a smile. He finally understood. āOh,ā he chimed in.Ā Ā
āOh my god, itās nothing! Forget it!ā You shook your head and then stood up. Both of them remained seated, leaned back against the couch as their hands rested on their laps. They spread their legs apart and you felt your mouth go dry.Ā
āArenāt we too old for you?ā Frankie chuckled.Ā
āRight,ā Santiago agreed. āSurely you can find someone more⦠your age.āĀ
āGuys my age donāt know what theyāre doing,ā you muttered.Ā
āYeah,ā Santiago grinned. āYouāre right about that. You might just feel more frustrated and⦠Pent up,ā he winked.
āAnd you want to spend tonight with one of us?ā Frankie asked. His eyes took in your frame and bit his lower lip. You were dressed in a pair of sleep shorts and an oversized shirt that reached your upper thighs. He could tell you werenāt wearing a braāyou usually didnāt when you were at home. He couldnāt lie to himself either. Frankie had thought about you in ways that he probably shouldnāt have. Heād see you leave for your shifts at the barāa low cut tank top and shorts that reveal way too much. But it was when you would leave for your shift at the coffee shop that got his heart racingāhair pulled into a loose braid with a white shirt and flannel, and fitted black jeans that clung to every curve and your ass. God, he loved watching you walk away in those black jeans.Ā
Santiago cleared his throat. When you had signed the lease, he had told himself that he couldnāt ever get involved with you. It would just make things messy. But as the time passed, the more comfortable you felt around him. Youād sit next to him on the couch, rest your head on his shoulder as you watched a movie with him. It wouldnāt last long though because you fell asleep halfway through it and every time, heād carry you into your room. This was all before Frankie moved in. Sometimes, you would bring a guy home and heād have to listen to the sound of your bed hitting the wall and your strained moans. He wondered if you ever enjoyed yourself but he never brought it up. Felt too inappropriate to bring it up. But now? Now you were right at his fingertips and he felt excitement coursing through him.Ā
āNo,ā you finally answered.Ā
āNo?ā Santiago asked, confused.Ā
āI want both of you,ā you said shyly. āTogether. Or one at a time. I donāt care. I justāI need the both of you.āĀ
Frankie felt his heart race faster.Ā
Santiago felt his stomach flip.Ā
Both men felt the center of their jeans tighten.Ā
āBoth of us?ā Frankie asked.Ā
āLike as in⦠a threesome?ā Santiago continued.Ā
āIāve never done it beforeā¦ā You whispered. āBut I like you both. In your own ways. And I justāWhy not be touched by the two of you?āĀ
āThis would change everything,ā Frankie reasoned. āYou do realize that, right?āĀ
āI knowā¦āĀ
Santiago added, āIt could get messy.āĀ
āBut what if it doesnāt?ā You asked. āWhat if itās the best thing?āĀ
Frankie and Santiago looked at each other. Almost like they were seriously considering your offer. Then, they both looked up at you and shook their heads in unison.Ā
āNo,ā they said together.
āWe canāt,ā Frankie said.Ā
āNot with you,ā Santiago added.Ā
āIf I was someone else, you guys would?ā You asked hesitantly, rejection sitting in the pit of your stomach.Ā
āIf you were olderāā Santiago started.Ā
āOh my god,ā you interrupted. āYou know what, forget it. Iām just gonna go out. You both can finish your little show and go to bed at a reasonable hour like a bunch of old men,ā you insulted.Ā
Frankie and Santiago didnāt bother chasing after you. It was the right thing to doāto keep their distance and not cross that boundary. Not with you. Never with you.Ā
When they both heard your bedroom door slam shut, they winced and then glanced at each other.Ā
āWas she being serious?ā Santiago asked.Ā
Frankie nodded. āI think so.āĀ
āDid we just fuck up?āĀ
Frankie nodded again. āSeems like it.āĀ
āFuck,ā Santiago muttered.Ā
āWe did the right thing,ā Frankie said. It wasnāt only to convince Santiago, but it was also to convince himself.Ā
āYeah,ā Santiago nodded. āYeah.āĀ
About an hour later, you slipped on your black heels and stared at yourself in your full body length mirror. Your hair was pulled back into a sleek ponytail and your makeup remained light, natural.Ā
You were dressed in a wine-colored dress that clung to every curve and stopped right at your mid-thigh. A short, mini dress with a sweetheart-styled neckline, dainty spaghetti straps, and an open lace-back tied at your lower back. You grabbed your purse and then left your room. You still heard the television playing in the living room. You couldnāt face Santiago or Frankie, so you hurried past the living room to get to the front door. Didnāt look up or say bye, but then you heard the television immediately go quiet.Ā
āWhat the fuck are you doing?ā Frankie said first. That pulled your attention to him. He was gripping the remote, had muted the television.Ā Ā
Santiago stood up, took in your dress and moved a hand in his pocket. āYouāre not leaving wearing that.āĀ
āWhy not?ā You asked, eyes narrowed at them both. You moved to cross your arms over your chest, unintentionally squeezing your breasts together.Ā
Frankieās eyes flickered. His gaze dropped to your chest, down to your curves, to your exposed legs. You turned slightly and then his eyes moved to your ass. He practically let out a quiet groan at the sight. Fuck, you looked like something he could eat right then and there.Ā
āAre you crazy? Are you looking for trouble?ā Frankie asked, voice a little shaky.Ā
āNo and no. Iām horny and Iām gonna find someone to go home with,ā you answered.Ā
āLike hell you are,ā Santiago growled.Ā
You scoffed, turned on your heel and continued walking to the front door. Just as you were about to open it, you felt someone stand dangerously close behind you. He reached a hand out to shut the door roughly. You cleared your throat and then turned your head to look at him.Ā
Frankie.Ā
āYouāre not going anywhere looking like that.āĀ
āI gave you both a chance,ā you whispered. You felt him step closer to you. Could feel the heat of his body behind you, his breath against your ear. Then, you felt it. His hardness. āYou turned me down. Both of you did.ā
āWeāre trying to do the right thing, baby,ā he whispered. āBut youāre making it really fucking hard to do just that.āĀ
You turned around, looked up at Frankie. You could play this game too. āYeah?ā You asked, hand moving to run from his forearm and up to his bicep. You heard him inhale sharply. āIām actually thinking that you guys turned me down because you canāt keep it up.āĀ
Santiago chuckled darkly. He stepped in behind you. Strong hand on your hip.Ā
Just like earlier, you were now sandwiched between both men. Frankie in front of you, Santiago behind you. Their hardness pressing against you.Ā
Santiago leaned forward, lips brushing against your ear. āOr maybe we turned you down because if this were to happen, weād ruin you. Other men wonāt stand a chance against us.āĀ
Frankie smirked, caught the way you inhaled shakily. He brought a hand up to your other hip, thumb brushing against the fabric of your tight dress. āHeās right. Weāre thinking that you actually have never been with someone like us.āĀ
āYeah?ā You stared up at Frankie, gripped his bicep and let your breath fan across his lips. āAnd whatās that, hm? You both seem very confident in your abilities to please a woman and since the time Iāve been here, I havenāt seen one woman come out of either of your rooms.āĀ
āBrat,ā Santiago repeated. He brought his other hand to wrap itself around your ponytail and then tugged until you tilted your head back against his shoulder. You gasped and shut your eyes as both men pressed firmly against you.Ā
Frankieās other hand moved to the expanse of your neck, now fully exposed because of Santiagoās grip around your hair. His thumb brushed against your throat. āYou like teasing us, donāt you, baby?āĀ
āYou guys make it easy,ā you grinned. You wanted to push all of their buttons until they wrecked you. āNot my fault itās easy to get under your skin.āĀ
Frankie and Santiago shared a look, one simple nod before they both stepped away from you. You sighed and looked up, both of them now standing in front of you.Ā
āIf we do this,ā Frankie began. āWe need to have some rules.āĀ
You nodded. Dropped your bag carelessly to the floor. The club now an afterthought. āRules, okay. Yeah. I like that,ā you answered eagerly.Ā
āAnd you canāt break āem,ā Santiago said.Ā
āOkay,ā you said. āI wonāt break them.āĀ
āOkay,ā Frankie and Santiago nodded.Ā
āRule number one: this stays between the three of us,ā Frankie said.Ā
āAgreed,ā you nodded. āI got it.āĀ
āRule number two: no special treatment from me,ā Santiago added.Ā
āSpecial treatment?āĀ
āIām still your landlord,ā he explained. āYou still need to be on top of your payments.āĀ
āOkay,ā you agreed. āI havenāt ever been late on rent or anything else, but okay. Thatās fair.āĀ
Frankie and Santiago glanced at each other again before they looked at you. Simultaneously, they said, āAnd rule number three: if you donāt like something, you tell us. If you donāt want to do this anymore, you tell us.ā
Frankie continued, āConsent is important to us and we want to make sure that youāre okay with this.āĀ
āAnd we want to make sure you feel good too. We donāt want to pressure you into things youāre not comfortable with doing,ā Santiago added.Ā
āOkay,ā you nodded. āRule number three: transparency and communication. Got it. We need a safe word then.āĀ
āSafe word?ā Santiago asked.Ā
āYeah, in case it becomes too much⦠For either of us.ā
āOkay,ā Frannie nodded. āWhat do you have in mind?āĀ
āWaffles,ā you grinned.Ā
āYou mean what you eat for breakfast every morning?ā Santiago chuckled.Ā
āYeah,ā you smiled. āItās not like Iām gonna be screaming waffles during sex, so itās a good safe word.āĀ
āOkay,ā Frankie smiled. āWaffles it is.āĀ
āWaffles,ā Santiago agreed.Ā Ā
āWait,ā you said quietly. āAre there any rules to kissing?āĀ
Both of the men shook their heads.Ā
āIām okay with it,ā Frankie said.Ā
āMe too,ā Santiago nodded.Ā
āGood.ā You then leaned forward, pulled Santiago first and pressed your lips firmly against his own. He was shorter than Frankie, but still very much taller than you. Your arms wrapped loosely around his neck as you leaned into him. His lips were soft and contrasted just right with the roughness of his beard.Ā
Santiagoās hands moved to your hips, pulling you flush against him as his lips moved eagerly with your own. It was messy, urgent, filled with need and desire. He felt your hands move through his hair, gently tugging as he grinned against your lips.Ā
āYouāre eager,ā he mumbled against your lips.Ā
āIām horny,ā you giggled and pulled away slowly.Ā
Frankie stepped in from behind you, lowered his head to press soft kisses along your shoulder.Ā
You gasped quietly, feeling Santiago lean forward to press light kisses along the side of your neck. Frankieās hands moved down to your hips and then tugged. Hard. Brought your ass to press firmly against his hardened length.Ā
āYour fucking ass,ā Frankie whispered, teeth grazing your skin. āThey look good in everything, donāt they?āĀ
He pulled back, glanced down at your ass as you rolled back against him. Frankie growled, moving a hand to the end of your dress and lifted it slowly.Ā
āYou really gonna undress me here? At the front door?ā You asked, gently resting your hands on Santiagoās chest. You pushed him away slowly and then thrust your hips back enough for Frankie to step back away from you.Ā
āIām thinking that maybe we just stare at you,ā Santiago smirked. āBecause you look fucking amazing in that dress.āĀ
āMaybe give us a twirl, baby,ā Frankie grinned. They both walked back to the couch, sat back down and stared up at you. Each of their deep brown eyes darkened with lust, with desire.Ā
You bit your lower lip and reached up to undo your hair from its ponytail. You ran your hands through your hair and walked towards them, slowly turning around to give them a good look at the dress that was skintight, high on your upper thighs.Ā
You turnedāback now facing themāas you felt one of their hands gently reach out to the knot that you tied with the straps of your dress. Santiago tugged gently, unraveled it, and you felt the dress loosen around you.Ā
You inhaled sharply and then let the dress fall to your ankles. You had opted to not wear a bra and underwear, really determined to have gone home with a stranger tonight. Now just standing in your black heels, you looked over at your shoulder.Ā
Santiago and Frankieās eyes took in every inch of your frame. Under their gaze, you couldnāt help but feel like you were the most beautiful woman they had ever seen.Ā
āYou werenāt wearing anything under that dress?ā Santiago asked, voice low. Shaky.Ā
āLike I said, I had one thing in mind tonight.ā Slowly, you turned around. You bit your lower lip as you watched their eyes widen at your bare front.Ā
It was quiet. Almost like you could hear their hearts pounding in their chests at the sight of you.Ā
āFuck me,ā Frankie muttered.Ā
āIām trying,ā you teased.Ā
Santiago reached for your hand, tugged on it gently until you fell back onto the couch. Once again, sandwiched between both of them. He looked down at you and then pulled his shirt over his head. Frankie followed suit.Ā
You looked between both men, biting your lower lip in anticipation. āYou both have no idea how many times Iāve dreamt about this.āĀ
āYeah?ā Santiago whispered, leaned in and began peppering kisses along your neck. He brought a hand up to your chest, thumb brushing against your nipple. āTell us.āĀ
Frankie stood up and kicked off his shorts. Now clad in only his boxers, you could see the outline of his hardened length so clearly. He was thick, girthy and he reached down to squeeze himself when he noticed where your eyes had gone.Ā
Santiago then began to caress your breast into the pit of his palm, feeling you arch further into his touch. He smirked, glanced over at Frankie and nodded.Ā
Frankie smirked, kneeled down between your legs and pushed them apart. He let out a shaky breath as his hands kneaded the meat of your inner thighs. āOh baby, she needs this, huh?ā He asked, leaned in closer as he licked a stripe along the length of your wet sex.Ā
You gasped loudly, hands moving to the couch as you closed your legs and pulled away from him. Both Frankie and Santiago looked at you, eyes filled with clear concern now.Ā
āWaffles?ā Frankie asked.Ā
You shook your head. āI justāNo one hasāā You sighed.Ā
āNo oneās ever gone down on you?ā Santiago finished for you. He clicked his tongue and then gently took your hand. Kissed the back of it and stared up at you. āIf you donāt want to do it, we donāt have to do it.āĀ
Frankie nodded. āYeah, we do what youāre comfortable with doing, baby.āĀ
You sighed. āNo, IāI want to experience it. It just took me by surprise.āĀ
Frankie looked at you, leaned up on his knees and gently tugged you to the edge of the couch. Sitting up, he leaned forward and brushed his nose with yours. āDo you trust me? Trust us?ā He whispered.Ā
You nodded, eyes flickered to Santiago and then back at Frankie. āYeah, yes.āĀ
āGood, baby,ā Frankie said softly. Then, he leaned in and pressed his lips against yours. You let out a quiet gasp when you felt his lips, immediately moving your hands to rest on his chest. He flexed his muscles underneath your fingertips.Ā
āMm,ā you whimpered against his lips, feeling one of his hands move back down between your legs. You parted them for him.Ā
Then, you felt him begin to rub slow circles against your bundle of nerves. You gasped against his lips and felt him press further into you, tongue eagerly sliding into your mouth. Frankie was taking his time, but you felt his urgency, felt him slowly beginning to lose his resolve when he felt just how wet you were.Ā
You moved your hands into his hair as you moved your lips with his, tongue tangling with his own. He lowered his hand further and then slowly slid his middle finger into your folds.Ā
You pulled away abruptly, head tossed back at the sudden intrusion. A loud moan escaped your lips and Frankie smirked. He wanted to hear more of that, wanted to see you react like that again.Ā
Santiago looked down at Frankie slowly beginning to pump his finger in and out of you. He could see the way his friendās digit glistened against the light. You were fucking wet.Ā Ā
Frankie began peppering kisses down your body until his face settled back between your legs. He stared up at you and slowed the pumps of his finger briefly.Ā
āCan I?ā He whispered, breath fanning across the length of your sex.Ā
You shivered, looked down at him and then nodded. āYāYeahā¦āĀ
Frankie smiled and then turned his head to place light and gentle kisses along your inner thigh. You sighed and leaned back against the couch, turning your head briefly to look up at Santiago. You reached out, hand gently resting on his chest as he leaned down.Ā
Just as you were about to say something, you felt Frankieās mouth on you. He flicked his tongue repeatedly against your bundle of nerves as he simultaneously slid in another finger.Ā
A loud moan escaped your lips. Santiago grinned, leaned down and then gently brushed your hair away from your face. āFeel good?ā He asked.Ā
You nodded. Eyes fluttered. Your lower abdomen tightened and you felt your walls give way to him. It wasnāt like anything you felt beforeāall of the sensations hitting you at once.Ā
āFuck yes,ā you moaned breathlessly.Ā
āGood,ā Santiago grinned and then leaned in to press his lips firmly against your own. You could barely keep up with him, Frankie doing a damn good job at distracting you. You pulled away from his lips to let out a quiet gasp when you felt Frankieās fingers hit that spongy part inside of you.Ā
It caused your back to arch.Ā
Your eyes shut tight.Ā
Another moan left your lips.Ā
Frankie applied pressure to your clitāsucking with just the right amount of pressure to push you closer over the edge.Ā
āYou like when he does that?ā Santiago whispered, moving a hand across your breast lightly.Ā
You nodded, unable to form any words as your own hands moved to grip Frankieās hair.Ā
āYouāre fucking beautiful, you know that?ā Santiago continued, now brushing his thumb over your peaked nipple. It caused a shiver to run through your body. āYou hear the sounds your bodyās making? Hear how fucking wet you are?āĀ
Santiago pressed his forehead against your temple, began to massage your breast into his palm. Frankieās fingers were pumping in and out of you fast and he could hear the squelching sounds mix in with your moans.Ā
You were close. So fucking close.Ā
You hadnāt felt like this before. Like something in the pit of your stomach was going to snap.Ā
You suddenly pushed Frankie away, afraid of what was about to happen. His fingers slid out of you and he looked down at them, fucking glistening with your wetness. Felt your wetness dribble down his chin as he licked his lips.
āI donātāI donāt know, it just felt like I couldnāt take whatever was gonna happen to me,ā you admitted honestly.Ā
Santiago and Frankie nodded.Ā
āWhat kind of men have you been with?ā Frankie asked.Ā
āNot men if they never made you come before,ā Santiago chuckled.Ā
āHey! I have come beforeā¦āĀ
āOh yeah?ā Frankie smirked, tugged on your ankle to pull you back closer to him. He moved his hand back between your legs, grazed your clit as he moved down. You gasped. āThen let it happen, baby.ā He slid two fingers back inside of you and wasted no time in beginning to pump them in and out of you.Ā
Santiago smiled, reached down and with his own hand began to circle your clit.Ā
It felt unreal. Both of themātheir hands on you like this.Ā
āIāI canāt,ā you repeated breathlessly, hands moving to grip the edge of the couch.Ā
āYeah you can,ā Santiago reassured. āBe a good girl and let go for us.āĀ
āYeah, baby,ā Frankie repeated. āCome for us.āĀ
Baby.Ā
Good girl.Ā
Come for us.Ā
Suddenly, something inside of you snapped. Your body shook as the orgasm took over. Frankieās fingers continued to pump in and out of you as Santiago applied more pressure to your clit.Ā
It was too much and not enough all at the same time.Ā
āFāFuck!ā You yelled out, hand moving to both their wrists as you tried to push them away.Ā
They both shook their heads.Ā
Clicked their tongues.Ā
Then Santiago grabbed your wrists, pinned them above you.Ā
āOh my god!ā Your eyes fell shut. Tight. Like keeping them open was the hardest thing to do.Ā
You tried to squeeze your legs shut. Frankie just held them apart more firmly.Ā
Your breaths were coming in short pants now as they helped you ride out your climax.Ā
Then, Frankie pulled his fingers out of you. Santiago pulled away.Ā
You finally opened your eyes, staring up at Frankie who had placed his wet fingers into his mouth to taste your wetness again.Ā
Santiago released your wrists and then you looked over at him. Watched him kick off his own pants. Your eyes deviated to the outline of his length. Girthy, too.Ā
āYou okay?ā Frankie asked, taking his fingers out of his mouth as his hands now moved to run along your upper thighs soothingly. āWasnāt too much?āĀ
You shook your head. Still panting. Still breathless.Ā
āIs that enough for tonight?ā Santiago asked.Ā
Neither man wanted to push you.Ā
āIām okay,ā you reassured. āAs for your question, Santi, weāre not done yet,ā you answered. You stood from the couch, began walking down the hallway. When you glanced over your shoulder to see both Frankie and Santiago still at the couch, you let out a quiet giggle. āAre you both coming?āĀ Ā
Frankie and Santiago stared at each other before turning their attention on you. Nodding quickly, both men scrambled to their feet and followed you down the hallway and into your bedroom.Ā
You had kicked off your heels and were already on your knees by the time they stepped inside, hands obediently placed on your thighs. You could still feel your body shaking, could still feel your heat throbbing for more.Ā
But you wanted to taste them.Ā
Needed to have them both in your mouth.Ā
Frankie felt his manhood jerk against the fabric of his boxers.Ā
Santiago cleared his throat at the sight of you and stepped closer until he was standing above you.Ā
You were grinning, lower lip pulled between your teeth.Ā
āWould this be weird? Seeing each other like this?ā You finally asked.Ā
Frankie and Santiago chuckled and then shook their heads. āYouād be surprised actually.ā Santiago replied, pushing his boxers down. āWeāve done this before.āĀ
Your eyes widened. Partly because of what he said, but also because you watched his manhood bob against his lower abdomen once the fabric was pushed off his legs.Ā
āThis isnāt your first time?ā You asked, voice shaking.Ā
Frankie shook his head and then kicked off his own boxers. He reached down and began to stroke himself at the sight of you looking so fucking pretty sitting on your knees. āNope, but Iāve got a feeling that weāre only gonna be doing this with you from now on.āĀ
You cleared your throat, turning your attention to Frankie. Just as girthy, maybe just a little longer in length than Santiago.Ā
God, they were fucking gorgeous.Ā
Santiago smirked, reached down and began to stroke himself too. Both men stepped closer and you looked up at them, waiting.Ā
Waiting for them to tell you what to do.Ā
āOh,ā Frankie smirked. āYou want us to tell you what you should do?āĀ
You nodded.Ā
Santiago grinned. āAnd here I thought you were a brat. Guess I was wrong because youāre sitting there looking all pretty and behaving like a good girl.ā
āOh, Iām just sitting like this so you guys give me what I want. I can be a bratā¦ā you smiled innocently. āAs long as you guys promise to punish meā¦ā
āFuck me,ā Frankie muttered. āMinx.ā Then, he leaned forward and gently brushed the tip of his leaking manhood along your lips.Ā
You parted them eagerly, darted your tongue out to get a taste of him. His eyes fluttered. A quiet groan escaped his lips.Ā
āMmm,ā you whispered, leaning forward to take more Frankie into your mouth. He whimpered and dropped his hand from the base of his length to tangle itself in your hair instead. He shut his eyes, head tilting back as he pushed his hips further into you.Ā
You smiled with Frankieās fucking cock inside your mouth and then reached for Santiagoās length, stroking him slowly.Ā
You bobbed your head against Frankie, tongue pressed on the underside of his manhood as you felt him begin to move his hips slowly into you. It wasnāt until you leaned forward that he held you firmly against his lower half. You gagged around his length, feeling the head of his cock push against the back of your throat.Ā
āFuck,ā he moaned, slowly pulling away from him. His length bobbed against you, looked down at himself to see it glistening with your saliva. You were still fucking smiling and Frankie felt his heart race faster at the sight.Ā
You then turned to Santiago, still stroking his length as you brought your other hand to help you. You leaned forward, wrapped your lips around his leaking tip and sucked. Santiago groaned, moving a hand to your hair as he let you take the lead.Ā
Frankie moved to sit on the edge of your bed, reaching down to stroke himself at the sight of you. Santiago wasnāt lying. They both had done this beforeāwhen they were younger⦠much younger.Ā
But god, you looked heavenly. Looked like you were enjoying this just as much as they were because Santiago felt you lean in closer until you took his entire length in your mouth. You were impressive and fuck, he wanted to keep you.Ā
Santiago had to pull away because you kept wanting to fucking deepthroat him and he didnāt want to finish any time soon. He made a mental note of that later thoughāmaybe heād come down your throat next time.Ā
You looked up at him and pouted. Fucking pouted.Ā
āWhat?ā He asked.Ā
āI was having a good timeā¦āĀ
āYeah, me too,ā Santiago chuckled. āBut I donāt want to finish without feeling you around me.ā
You bit your lower lip and then nodded.Ā
āGet on the bed,ā he said.Ā
You stood up, turned around and noticed Frankie staring up at you with his length in his hand. He smiled at you and then you climbed on your bed. Frankie stood up, kept you on all fours as he stood behind you.Ā
Your ass was on full display for him and he stepped forward, large hands grasping each cheek. He groaned and as his tip brushed against your sex. Frankie brought his hand back before he connected with your ass with a loud slap.Ā
You gasped, let out a whimper as you pushed back against him.Ā
āOh, you like that,ā he grinned. Frankie repeated the motion and watched as Santiago climbed onto the bed in front of you. He looked back down, watching your ass shake with every slap. He grasped the base of his length and rubbed the head of his member along your sex. He grunted lowly under his breath at the feel of your wetness against him. Slowly, Frankie pushed his tip past your folders, watched as you immediately reached behind you to push him away.Ā
Growling, Frankie grabbed your arms and pinned them behind your back. He continued to press forward, feeling your walls encompass his length inch by inch. You were warm and wet, and so fucking tight. It wasnāt until he filled you to the brim that he pulled you upwards, keeping a tight grip on your arms.Ā
āFuck,ā he whispered into your ear, pulling his hips back only to thrust back into you. āCould feel you trembling, baby.ā Frankie smirked, pressing a soft kiss against the back of your ear.Ā
āFāFrankie,ā you moaned. It was an uncomfortable and painful stretch that your walls had to give way around him. No amount of preparation would have gotten you ready for him.
Santiago leaned in and cupped your cheek, thumb brushing against your jawline. āTell us,ā he whispered, nose brushing against your own as his length brushed against your lower abdomen. āTell us how Frankie feels.āĀ
āGood,ā you whimpered. āBig.āĀ
Frankie delivered a hard thrust, grunting against your ear. āYeah, baby?āĀ
āYāYes,ā you moaned. āPlease, donātādonāt stop.āĀ
āOh, he wonāt,ā Santiago smiled, leaning in to press his lips firmly against your own. He moved his lips slowly against your own and dropped his hand between you to begin rubbing your clit in time with Frankieās thrusts.Ā
Frankie continued to thrust into you at a rapid pace. The sound of his skin slapping against you echoing off the walls of your bedroom. It was obsceneāthe sounds that you were making, the sound of Frankie slamming into you roughly with each thrust.Ā
And it wasnāt like anything you felt before.Ā
Frankie slowed briefly, releasing your hands. He was panting quietly, slapping your ass once more as he leaned back.Ā
Santiago was still kissing you, tongue sliding into your mouth as he continued to rub circles against your bundle of nerves. He felt your arms wrap around his shoulders as you began to push back against Frankie.Ā
āThatās it, baby,ā Frankie praised, eyes focused on the way your ass shook with each push back against him. He moved a hand to your ass and gripped the meat of it, growling at the way your walls slid along each inch of his throbbing length.Ā
You were bracing yourself against Santiago and had to pull back from the heated kiss when you finally felt the knot in your stomach unravel. You pushed firmly back against Frankieāto the hiltāas you reached another orgasm around him.Ā
Your nails dug into Santiagoās back as Frankie gripped your hip from behind, holding you to him as he slowly pushed in and out of you to help you ride out your climax. He smirked to himself, slowly pulling out of you as he noticed his length glistening with your wetness.Ā
āThat feel good?ā Frankie asked.Ā
You nodded, falling onto your abdomen and rolling on your back. You were about to say something but Santiago pulled you to him and settled himself between your legs. He took a hold of his length and slowly slid into you. You were so wet that he slid in without issue, but your back arched at the sudden intrusion.Ā
You werenāt ready.Ā
You were still fucking sensitive.Ā
And he felt just as big as Frankie did.Ā
You stared up at him, shaking your head slightly. āSāSanti,ā you mumbled, feeling him push further into you. You were wet, but fuck he felt just as big.Ā
āToo much?ā He asked, bringing a hand up to your cheek. Santiago brushed some hair away from your face as he stared into your eyes.Ā
You nodded, but he smirked and just slammed into you fully. A loud moan left your lips as you tried to reach out for him. He shook his head and the hand from your cheek moved to your throat. Lightly applying pressure, Santiago watched youāwaited to see if you would give him a look that told him you didnāt like this.Ā
But it never came.Ā
You gasped.Ā
Then grinned.Ā
āYou like it rough,ā Santiago pointed out. He pulled out to his tip before he slammed back into you. Applied a bit more pressure against your throat.Ā
You nodded, eyes fluttering as you tried to revel in the way he felt moving in and out of you. Frankie had climbed onto the bed and sat on his knees near the top of your head. He leaned forward and reached down to begin circling your clit.Ā
Santiago chuckled at the look on your faceāeyes widened as you tried to scramble away. It was becoming too much. You didnāt know if you could come again.Ā
Santiago released his grip around your throat to move his hands to your hips. You let out a heavy breath and reached above you to wrap your hands around Frankieās length. He gasped and the pressure and movement around your clit faltered.Ā
Frankieās eyes narrowed down at you as he allowed you to stroke him. It was messy, not consistent, because Santiago was fucking you into the mattress. He knew you were close, felt your grip around him loosen as he continued to apply pressure to your bundle of nerves.Ā
Santiago couldnāt help himself. The way you felt around himāso tight, wet and warmāhad him losing all of his resolve. He slowed his hips, delivering deep and slow thrusts instead.Ā
But he felt you tightening up around him. Santiagoās eyes flicked over to Frankie and noddedāa signal to let him know that you were close.Ā
Frankie nodded and continued to circle your clit with the pads of his fingers. You were so fucking wet and he glanced to see where Santiago was plowing into you. The hair at the other manās base completely soaked.Ā
āOh fuck,ā Santiago groaned. āCome for me, baby. Fuck.ā He delivered a couple more thrusts until you tightened around him. He gasped quietly and brought one hand up to your breast, squeezing it tightly into his palm.Ā
When Santiago pulled out of you, Frankie gently tapped your clit and watched your eyes flutter. He could see your body shake and tremble. He pulled away, sat down and looked over at you with a soft look on his face.Ā
āYou okay, baby?ā Frankie asked.Ā
You nodded. Breathless. Panting. You gave him a thumbs up as you remained on your back.Ā
Santiago chuckled and ran a hand through his damp hair. āNeed a break?āĀ
You nodded. āWater?ā You managed to say.Ā
Santiago smiled, leaned down and gently pecked your lips. He was still hard as he reached down to squeeze the base of his length. āIāll get you water.āĀ
āThank you,ā you smiled, biting your lower lip when he pulled away. You watched him climb off your bed, eyes dropping to his bare ass before you turned to Frankie.Ā
He was lying down next to you, hand lazily wrapped around his length. You looked downāstill, he was just as hard as Santiago was.Ā
āCanāt believe this is happening,ā you whispered.Ā
Frankie smiled, gently tugged you to his side as his free arm wrapped around your shoulders. You snuggled closer to him, hand coming down to wrap around his base instead. āMe too,ā he added, a quiet moan escaping his lips when he felt your hand slowly begin to stroke him. āAlways had a thing for you,ā Frankie admitted. āJust didnāt knowāfuckājust didnāt know if you wanted this.ā His eyes fluttered, hips slightly bucking up.Ā
You bit your lower lip as you looked up at him, smiling to yourself. Slowly, you threw your leg over his lap and straddled his waist. His hands immediately moved to your hips as you continued to stroke him between your bodies.Ā
āThought you needed a break?ā Frankie asked, deep brown eyes staring up at you.Ā
You shrugged, released his length as it rested against his abdomen. You smiled and then rolled your hips against him. You let out a quiet whimper when you felt the underside of his manhood against the length of your sex.Ā
Frankie groaned, fingertips digging into your skin at your hips. You were still so fucking wet that it allowed you to move your hips forward and backward with ease against him. He could feel his length throbbing against you as he leaned up to wrap his lips around one of your nipples.Ā
You gasped, reached down for him and positioned his length at your opening. Slowly, you lowered yourself down onto him and you felt him pull away from you to let out a low groan.Ā
āShit,ā he mumbled, hands moving to your ass to slowly help you move up and down his length.Ā
Santiago stepped inside and let out a quiet chuckle, setting the glass of water down on your nightstand.Ā
āThought you wanted water?ā Santiago asked as he glanced down between your body and Frankieās, watching his friendās manhood disappear and reappear into you.Ā
āIāI couldnāt help it,ā you whimpered, feeling Frankie deliver a sharp thrust up into you. You glanced over at Santiago and lowered your eyes to see him stroking himself. āComeāfuckācome hereā¦ā
Santiago chuckled and nodded. He climbed back onto the bed and was about to sit down before you shook your head. You sat up on Frankieās lap and reached over for Santiago. Leaning forward, you wrapped your lips around the head of his manhood as your hips rolled slowly against Frankieās.Ā
Santiago groaned and looked down at you, hand moving to your hair as you began to bob your head against him. It was sloppy though, especially when Frankie moved his feet to plant on your mattress to continue to thrust up into you.Ā
You moaned around Santiago, one hand on Frankieās chest and the other wrapped around Santiagoās length. It felt so good. All of this felt so fucking good.Ā
āFucking dirty girl,ā Santiago groaned, pulling his hips back as his length slipped out of your mouth. āWant us to use you, that it?ā He asked, pushing himself back inside.Ā
Frankie thrust upwards and you gasped. He felt deeper this way. Bigger too.Ā
āYes,ā you answered breathlessly. āFuck yes!āĀ
Frankie smirked and then rolled you over onto your back. He grabbed your wrists, pinned them above your head as his hips slammed into you repeatedly.Ā
Santiago moved to his knees, inched his way closer to you. He grabbed a fistful of your hair and turned your head to the side until the tip of his length brushed against your lips again. You understood what he meant and you nodded, parting your lips for him as he pushed into you.Ā
Frankie groaned at the sight of you. Santiagoās manhood in your mouth, him inside your walls. You were completely at their mercy and you loved it.Ā
Fuck yes, you loved it.Ā
Santiago continued to thrust into you, until he felt a knot at the pit of his stomach. He pulled out, leaned down and pressed a soft kiss on your lips. āGonna make me come if you keep doing that.āĀ
āDo it,ā you moaned, eyes staring into his as your body jerked upwards with every harsh thrust that Frankie delivered.Ā
āYeah? You want that? Want me to come down your fucking throat?ā Santiago smirked, lips brushing against yours as you panted against his mouth.Ā
āYes!ā You tried to squirm away, especially when you felt yourself tip closer and closer over the edge. Frankieās grunts began to get louder as he kept your wrists pinned down against the mattress.Ā
āFucking hell,ā he groaned, pulling out of you abruptly.Ā
Santiago pulled you to him instead. He leaned down and wrapped his lips around your clit, moving his fingers to thrust inside of you without hesitation.Ā
Frankie had to climb off the bed as he reached for the glass of water that Santiago had brought in earlier. He took a long swig of it, feeling his body glisten with sweat and the curls atop his head sticking to the nape of his neck.Ā
He was breathing heavily as he watched Santiago eat you out. He was fixated on you. The way you moved your hand into the other manās hair and the other gripped your sheets, or the way you arched your back and your eyes were shut. Mouth forming an āoā as a loud moan left your lips.Ā
Santiago chuckled against you and pulled away as he thrust his fingers in and out of you. His tongue flicked against your bundle of nerves as your walls tightened around his digits.Ā
Your body shook with pleasure all over again. Your hand gripped his hair so tight.Ā
āSantiago!ā You moaned loudly, eyes shut tight.Ā
Santiago smiled proudly, slowing the thrusts of his fingers before he pulled them out of you.Ā
āGod, youāre a fucking dream,ā Santiago said softly. āIām thinking we keep you from now on. What do you think about that, Fish?āĀ
Frankie smirked, nodded, and then walked back to the bed. He watched your eyes flutter open as you stared up at both men. āYeah, Pope. I think sheās ours now. That okay with you, baby?āĀ
āFuck yeah,ā you whispered. A small smile lined your lips as you tried to catch your breath. āI donāt think Iām gonna be able to walk straight after this.āĀ
Frankie and Santiago chuckled. Hands reached out for youābrushed your nipples, down your abdomen, touched your clit. You trembled.Ā
āOh baby,ā Santiago chuckled. āDonāt worry. Weāll take care of you.āĀ
āYeah,ā Frankie nodded in agreement. āWe got you, baby.āĀ
Both men sat next to each other on your bed, leaning against the headboard as they reached down to begin stroking themselves. Their eyes took in your frame, how you were still lying on your back with your legs spread for them.Ā
āYou guys look so hot,ā you whispered, biting your lower lip. Your eyes moved to their laps, seeing them stroke themselves at the sight of you made your heart skip a beat, made butterflies flutter in your stomach.Ā
āLook at yourself,ā Frankie mumbled, groaning as he brushed his thumb over his sensitive tip.Ā
You smiled, closed your legs and rolled onto your abdomen. You got on all fours and began crawling towards them, lower lip pulled between your teeth.Ā
āI think you both ruined me,ā you said, reaching down to take their lengths in each hand. You looked between Santiago and Frankie, watched as they tossed their heads back against your headboard.Ā
āGood,ā Santiago groaned, one hand coming down to wrap around yours. He guided your hand along himself, urging you to tighten your grip just enough to get him closer to the edge. āBecause youāre ours now.ā
āAnd we arenāt letting you go,ā Frankie added as he watched your hand move along his length. He let out a shaky breath, especially when he saw you lean down to wrap your lips around him. āFuck,ā he whimpered, hand moving to the back of your head.Ā
You continued to stroke Santiago as your head bobbed along Frankieās shaft. You took him entirely in your mouth, relaxing your throat as you felt the tip of his manhood press against the back of your throat. Frankie groaned, eyes fell shut as he thrust his hips slightly upwards.Ā
You gagged around him, pulling back just enough before taking him entirely once more. You continued that motion repeatedly, feeling his hand grip a fistful of your hair. You knew he was close, could hear it in the way his breaths came in short and heavy, grunts and groans becoming louder.Ā
You grinned up at him and released Santiago for a moment to focus on Frankie, head bobbing rapidly as you wrapped both hands around his girth. Frankie lifted his hips as he held you down against him. When you hummed around him, he let out a strained moan and felt the knot in his stomach begin to unravel.Ā
You werenāt slowing down. You were determined and Frankie couldnāt hold back anymore. His free hand gripped your sheets as he finally released into your mouth. A loud moan left his lips and he fluttered his eyes to look down at you. Still, you were fucking smiling with his cock in your mouth as you swallowed every last drop.Ā
You wrapped your lips around his tip and stroked the base of his length, making sure to pump every single drop. Frankie groaned, moved his hand from your hair to pull you up to him. He pecked your lips then pulled back to look into your eyes.Ā
āYouāre amazing,ā he whispered. āDamn.āĀ
You smiled and pulled away to lick your lips. āAnd you taste good.āĀ
Frankie chuckled, kissed your forehead and then slid off your bed. He left your room to go to the bathroom to clean himself, leaving you and Santiago alone.Ā
Santiago bit his lower lip, pulled you onto his lap as he slid back into you for the second time that night. You felt tighter like this, sitting on his lap as your arms wrapped around his shoulders. Your forehead pressed against his as you began to lift your hips only to slide them back down.Ā
Santiagoās hands moved to your hips, eyes staring into your own. āFrankieās right,ā he groaned. āYou are amazing.āĀ
You smiled, feeling every inch of his length slide along your walls. You were so sensitive and you knew you werenāt going to last. āCould say the sameāfuckāabout the both of you,ā you moaned.Ā
āGonna come soon, huh?ā Santiago questioned, gripping your hips tight. āCan already feel you shaking.āĀ
āSanti,ā you whimpered. āI canātāā
āYeah you can, baby. You feel what you do to me, hm?ā Santiago asked, glancing down to watch your hips roll against his. He felt so deep, felt like he could stay here inside of you. āFeel how fucking hard I am? God, I want to fucking come inside of you,ā he whispered.Ā
āDo it,ā you challenged him.Ā
Santiagoās hips jerked upwards. He stared at you.
āYeah?ā He groaned, feeling the tightness begin to build in the pit of your stomach. āWant me to fucking fill you up, that it?āĀ
āYes,ā you answered, your walls beginning to tighten around him. āPlease.ā
āOh, good girl,ā Santiago praised. āSuch a good girl for me.ā He planted his feet on your mattress, lifted your hips just enough to give him space as he began to thrust upwards.Ā
His skin slapped against yours. A loud moan left your lips. It echoed off the walls of your room and caught Frankieās attention. He stepped back inside and smirked, eyes focused solely on you and how your breasts moved with every thrust.Ā
āCome,ā Santiago ordered. āDonāt hold back. Come for me. Fuck baby, come.āĀ
Your hands gripped his shoulders as you nodded, staring into his eyes as his hips hammer into your own. It didnāt take long for you to collapse against him, face buried against the crook of his neck as he held you up. His thrusts faltered for a moment, reveling in the way your walls tightened and trembled around him.Ā
āOh, baby,ā Santiago groaned. You were so fucking wet, the sounds of him thrusting into you pushing him closer to the edge. It wasnāt until you sat firmly on his lapāhis length filling you to the hiltāthat he finally felt the tightness build until it snapped.Ā
He painted your walls with his come, gripping your hips to keep you firmly on his lap. He trembled when he felt your hips slowly roll forward and back.Ā
āFilling me up,ā you panted. āFeels good.āĀ
Santiago chuckled, pulling back to look into your eyes as the movement of your hips halted. āNext time, Iām coming down your throat.ā
You grinned, felt the bed dip when Frankie sat back down next to the both of you. You looked at him and then back at Santiago and said, āAnd next time, Frankie will come inside of me.āĀ
Frankie groaned.Ā
Santiago chuckled.Ā
You slowly lifted yourself off Santiagoās lap and lied back down between the both of them. You kept your legs spread and looked down to watch Santiagoās come trickle out of you.Ā
āThatās fucking hot,ā Frankie mumbled, leaning back against the headboard.Ā
Santiago smiled and let out a shaky breath. His own body was also glistening with sweat as he ran a hand through his hair.Ā
āFeels good,ā Santiago told Frankie. āTo come inside of her.āĀ
āFelt good to come down her throat too,ā Frankie chuckled.Ā
āGuess weāll switch next time,ā Santiago added.Ā
āThere will be a next time?ā You asked, hopeful.Ā
Frankie and Santiago nodded. āOh fuck yeah thereās gonna be a next time, baby.āĀ
You smiled and then stood up from the bed. āGood, Iām counting on it.āĀ
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źŖą§ contains: slight angst, struggling with feelings, some fluff, relationship struggles, light kissing.
źŖą§ Jenās notes: Rewatched triple frontier recently and writing for William has been heavily on my mind so you know I had to write for him. I was going to do two parts, but knowing myself I wouldāve got an idea for another story and would lose focus on this one, so now itās just all together. Also got a little lazy towards the endš Reader is black coded but anyone is more than welcome to read. Enjoy :) also sorry in advance for any grammar mistakes.
The steam from the master bedroom washroom was thick and hot, but it couldnāt warm up the coldness that settled between you two over the last eight weeks.
William Miller. The man youād known for eleven years, loved for eight years and married to for three pushed the glass door open as you heard his pants drop to the floor. The coolness from outside the shower hitting your wet skin.
He stepped inside joining you, the spray lightly hitting his face as he moved behind you. You didnāt turn around. You stayed under the shower head, eyes closed, letting the water drown out the world. Not even flinching when his calloused hands settled on your curvy waist.
Remaining still, you didnāt move. He ignored the tension as he leaned down, his hand coming up to move your curly hair to one side pressing his face in the crook of your neck. His scruffy beard scratched your soft skin as his lips trailed kisses all over your neck down to your shoulder blade, slightly nipping at it.
"I missed you tonight" he murmured against your soft skin. Voice deep. After months of him coming and going straight to sleep, months of "Iām too tired sweetheart, not tonight" the sudden affection felt jarring.
"Why were you at the strip club William?" Your voice was flat, cutting through the sound of the rushing water. His mouth on your skin paused, his lips hovering your collarbone. He let out a long heavy sigh that puffed hot against you, feeling slightly nervous at the fact you called him William instead of Will.
"Just a night with the boys honey, nothing major" he spoke trying to place another kiss on your shoulder. You finally turned facing him, the water hitting the back of your head, revealing the hurt you couldnāt hide.
"Why didnāt you tell me? Iām your wife. I had to find out from a group text that you guys were heading to Pink pony." You looked up at him, seeing his jaw clench slightly as he looked off to the side.
"Cause it wasnāt a big deal!" He stepped back an inch, lifting his arms causing water to splash. "It was just noise and drinks. I barley paid attention to the stage, I swear. I justā¦I just needed to be out" wiping his hands down his face.
"You couldāve been out with me" you spoke softly, you voice slightly rising. "Youāve been avoiding me for two months, William. You donāt touch me when you come home. And then you go out there? To a place where you pay to get attention that you donāt even give to your wife?"
"Itās not about that!" He snapped, his jaw tight. "Iām not looking for attention, Iām looking for a god damn break!"
Confusion hitting you like a brick. "A break from what? A break from me?"
"Yes! Because youāve been so exhausting" he groaned his hands coming up rubbing down his face.
The words coming from his mouth hitting you like a punch in the gut. You fell silent. Your lips slightly parting before closing again as your heart hammered against your ribs. You felt dizzy, like the steam in the bathroom was suffocating you. But he didnāt stop.
"Every day itās the same thing. You tracking your cycles, talking about nurseries, youāre pushing me to be ready. Itās all you talk about. I canāt even have a conversation with you without it circulating it back to a baby"
"We agreed" you whispered, tears now blurring your vision. "Two and a half months ago, we laid in our bed and you told me that you were ready. That Iād be an amazing mother." You pointed a finger in his face.
"Well I donāt want it anymore!" He yelled his voice echoing off the tiles, slicing through the water. "that was just talking after sex talk. I donāt want a kid right now. I donāt want that pressure"
The silence falling after was deafening. As you stared at him, seeing a stranger in his eyes as they locked on yours. The man you loved so much, the one who always used to put a smile on your face, the man who promised to build a life with you. Gone. Without another word you reached out and twisted the shower handle, killing the water.
"Babyā¦" Williams voice dropped into a soft tone, the anger quickly evaporating as he saw hurt etched across your face, watching as a tear rolled down your cheek. "Sweetheart, waitā"
"Donāt!" Voice cold, you ripped your arm away from his hold as he tried to grip it. Stepping out as you grabbed your towel wrapping it around you, not even bothering to dry yourself. You didnāt wait for him as you quickly bolted into the master bedroom, a trail of water droplets following you.
Walking into the closet you threw on whatever shirt and pants you could find, not caring how uncomfortable the clothing felt clinging to your wet skin. Quickly you reached up grabbing a duffel bag from the top shelf.
William called out for you again, trailing close behind as he held a towel secure around his waist. "Hey, what are you doing itās midnight." He spoke as you ignored him, pushing past him marching towards your drawers, him hot on your trail. "I didnāt mean it like that. I was just frustratedā"
"You meant it." You said shoving clothes and other random shit in your bag with trembling hands. "Youāve been punishing me for months because you were too much of a fucking coward to tell me you changed your mind. You let me hope" your voice slightly cracking. "You let me dream and talk about us as parents while you were busy resenting me" dropping the filled bag on the bed as you zippped it closed.
"I donāt resent you! I love you, fuck I love you more than anything!" Trying to grab the bag from you, his eyes slightly glassy with guilt. "I didnāt cheat, I would never-"
"I know you didnāt cheat! That almost makes it worse. You just started to avoid me and stopped being here." Slinging the bag over your shoulder, chest aching. Looking up you saw William who looked so distraught. But you didnāt care. You put you through hell the last two months. "Iām staying over Kimoraās. Referring to your close friend. "Donāt call me."
Stepping passed him you walked out. William sat on the edge of the bed. His elbows on his knees as his hands intertwined, his eyes looking towards the dresser where a picture of the two of you sat. Your wedding day. The happiest days of both of your guys lives. His vision blurred as his head flung down, body shaking as cries left his body.
ā ā ā ā ā ā
Four days. Four days itās been since youāve seen him or heard his voice and god did you miss him. You shouldāve been used to the distance since he would go a lot, with him being in the force and everything. But this felt different.
Laughter and chatter filled the air as sun beamed down in the big backyard. It was your nephews second birthday, and all your cousins, uncles, aunties and other relatives were around. You were exhausted, the dark circles under your eyes from the lack of sleep and stress were masked by some concealer and powder, but you were trying to smile for the family.
You were having a conversation with a few aunties all of them asking where your husband was as you lied and told them he was busy. You continued talking until you heard your uncles and some cousins sound excited as you heard the gate to the back yard open. Turning around you saw him.
Slight shock ran through you seeing William. He wore a tight fitted white long sleeve, his jeans slightly baggy matched with a leather jacket. He looked so good, but were still too pissed of to focus on that right now. Your eyes landed on his face, looking like he hadnāt slept, just like you. It wasnāt weird that he showed up, he was close with almost everyone in your family and they all loved him.
You caught his eye, immediately making you look away as he started to cross the lawn to get to you his feet coming to a halt as one of your uncles walked up to him. "Hey, whatās up my man" dapping him up as the other males followed up. Making him become occupied as they made him come and sit with them.
An hour passed and he kept trying to drift toward you, but your family kept interrupting him. You kept yourself on the other side of the yard at all times. You had a plate in your hand filled with bqq ribs, baked Mac n cheese, collard greens and some corn bread. Quickly calling your brother over as he walked by.
"Marcus, come here" you waving him over. "Whatās up?" He replied as you passed him the plate. "I already ate sis, Iām good"
"Itās not for you. Pass this to William, I havenāt seen him eat yet" pushing the plate in your older siblings hand as he raised a brow at you. "Why canāt you give food to your own husband?" He pressed.
"Can you just stop asking questions and do what I say?" Groaning he took the plate walking towards his brother in law. "Aye yo Will. Come here bruh" getting up William walked to him near the fence where only two chairs sat.
"Yeah whatās up?" Williams asked sitting across from your brother, as he took the plate he offered. "Oh thanks, Iām surprised you knew what to put on my plate"
"No, I aināt do all that. My sister did." Your brother spoke as William paused his bite on the meat. "Speaking of my sister, whatās going on between yāall? Yāall havenāt interacted once, yāall showed up separately and donāt try to lie to me either."
Williams sighed, using a napkin to wipe the grease off his mouth, looking defeated. "We had an argument. A bad one."
"About what? You didnāt step out on herā¦right?" As close friends him and William were, your brother wouldnāt think twice about punching the shit out of him. Even if he knew he would lose the fight between them.
"What? No? Never." Putting his plate down he rubbed a hand along his head, letting out a breath. "Itās the baby stuff. I told her I didnāt want one. I sorta snapped on her"
Marcus frowned. "You donāt want a child? Since when? You used to talking about wanting a whole squad."
"Itās not that I donāt want one" William paused, his voice dropping down to almost a whisper. "Iām scared man. Iām terrified." Marcus softened, nodding slowly, encouraging for him to continue. "Scared of what?"
"Everything." William admitted, eyes fixated on his boots. "What if Iām a terrible father? What if Iām like my old man? Iāve spent my whole life in the dirt, in the mud, holding guns. I donāt wanna be hard on my kid, I donāt know how to be soft or how to raise a human. Iām scared Iāll fail them. Iām scared Iāll fail her."
Marcus let out a short laugh. "You donāt think I was terrified? When Nina told me she was pregnant with Jordan, I went to the bathroom and threw up. I didnāt think I was ready. I didnāt think I had enough good in me to be the father he deserves. But when you have the right woman by your side, I promise you can get through anything and past those feelings." He smiled softly pointing towards the lawn. "Look"
There you stood in the grass holding Jordan. You were spinning him around your dress slightly flowing as your laughter mixed in with his high pitched giggles. You looked radiant. Your curly hair fanning against your face, looking like a halo. Even through your sadness he knew was underneath that you hid quite well, but he knew better. Knowing you were hurting just as much as him.
He watched as you placed your nephew on your hip kissing his forehead before whispering something in his ear, making the young boy squeal in delight. William eyes never left your frame.
He didnāt see the "exhausting" woman he said you were. He saw you. His wife. The woman who saved him a thousand times when he was doubting or too hard on himself. He saw the way you naturally held the child, the smile on her face as she watched Jordan try to speak and tell her something.
Visions flashed through his head, imagining you with a swollen belly as he rubbed it, you and him with your child. He saw a future where he wasnāt just a soldier and a husband, but a father too. "You need to talk to her will" Marcus voice cut through. "Before she starts having even further doubts."
15 minutes passed as he got off the chair. He searched around the yard, but he didnāt see you around. He walked towards the house heading inside assuming you maybe went to the washroom or something.
It was quiet inside. He heard faint voices coming from down the hall, following the sound once he heard your voice. He stopped at the door that was half way open, peaking inside.
You were sitting in a rocking chair, Jordan fast asleep in your arms. Your sister in law Nina sat on the floor by your feet, rubbing a comforting hand on your knee as you spoke.
"He doesnāt want a baby with me Nina" your voice was thick with emotion, trying to hold back tears. "He said I was exhausting. What ifā¦what if he wants a child with someone else? What if he fell out of love with me and this is his way of pushing me out?" A low sob broke through you, trying to be quiet so you didnāt wake up the toddler.
Nina rushed to her feet pulling you into a hug, making sure not to wake her son. "Oh, honey no" Nina murmured. "Will loves you more than anybody. More than himself."
"I donāt know that anymore" your body shook harder with cries. "He doesnāt touch me or show me any affection. He barley even looks at me. I thinkā¦I think itās over."
Williams heart broke hearing the words coming out your mouth. He loved you more than anything. Not being able to listen to your cries anymore he pushed the door open stepping into the room.
The door creaking made you and Nina look over, before you quickly turned your head away wiping your tears. But jax didnāt miss seeing your face. You looked so torn, heartbroken and fragile.
Nina stood up gently taking Jordan from your arms. "Iām going to put him to bed upstairs" she softly spoke, giving your shoulder a squeeze, before nodding towards William leaving and shutting the door.
You sat there continuing to wipe at your red eyes, refusing to look at him knowing it would break you. William didnāt speak at first. He moved forward sinking to his knees in front of you, your eyes still not meeting his.
"Baby" he choked out, reaching for your hands. You tried to pull away and stand up but he held on gently and firmly. "I heard what you said. Please, look at me." You didnāt look his way until he softly grabbed your jaw making you look towards him.
Yours eyes met his seeing they were also red and glossy like your own.
"I do want a child with you" he said, his voice trembling as you shook your head, replaying the words he told you in the shower. "B-but you said you didnāt want one anymo-"
He shook his own head, his words cutting you off. "Iām scared" your mouth shut as you stared at him confused. "Truth is Im so fucking scared, I didnāt know how to tell you or handle it So Iāve been avoiding is which was so stupid, and I regret it so much. Iām scared I wonāt be a good enough father. Iām scared that our child will hate me, like I hated my father." He expressed.
You searched his face. "Willā¦why didnāt you tell me?" Your thumb wiped his tear away, as he leaned into your touch.
"Iām supposed to be the strong one. Iām supposed to be the one who isnāt afraid of anything." He whispered, another tear escaping and rolling down his red cheek. "Iām so in love with you baby you donāt understand, I canāt live or breathe without you. I didnāt avoid you cause I didnāt love you. I was avoiding you because I was spiralling. Iām sorry for what I said, I didnāt mean any of it. You are not exhausting, you are my life."
You let out a relieved sigh, leaning forward until your forehead rested against his. "Honey, you are going to be amazing father, you are nothing like your father. Youāre are the most protective, loyal and caring man Iāve ever known. Our baby would be the luckiest one in the world."
He let out shaking breath, a small smile on his lips. His hands moved to cup your face his mouth claimed yours into a soft, passionate kiss. Slowly pulling away as you both smiled softly.
"Iām ready. I donāt wanna be scared anymore. I want this with you, I want to see you pregnant, be there for you and our kid, to hold them. I want it all."
You let out a watery laugh, happy tears building in your eyes before you let out a gasp. William pulled you forward off the chair as you landed in his lap straddling him, as he landed on his butt. His big hands immediately landing on your now bare thighs, do to your dress pooling around your hips. His hands wrapping around you holding you tight. You immediately relaxing in his hold.
Placing a kiss on your lips, cheek and jaw he whispered in your ear. "I love you so much, Iām sorry again"
You played with his hair looking at him placing another quick kiss on his lips. "Itās okay, I love you too. But please next time you have doubts about anything. You tell me, okay?"
He nodded his head. "I will. Can you please come back home now?" he asked a soothing hand rubbing your thigh. "Yeah" you replied hand pulling the hairs on the nape of his neck. "Letās go"
A wide grin took over his face, swiftly standing to his feet your legs wrapping around his waist as he ran you both down the hall.
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