Scripted Hearts - Youβre an actress known for staying out of the headlines, so when Max Verstappenβs PR team asks you to fake date him for a publicity boost, you expect a clean, controlled arrangement, but the more time you spend with him, the more you realise heβs nothing like the version the world thinks they know. (Requested)
In Sickness and Seating Charts - You and Max are supposed to be planning your wedding together, but lately it feels like youβre the only one who really cares and itβs starting to feel awfully lonely doing it by yourself.
Back Home Again - After a quiet breakup and years of co-parenting, Max thought heβd made peace with losing you. But when your kids start talking more about your new boyfriend, he starts to wonder if it's really too late, or if he still has a chance to bring his family home. (Requested)
Close Protection - When you're assigned to protect one of the most high-profile drivers in Formula 1 you're told to stay invisible. The real challenge isnβt the logistics or the growing security threats itβs that Max, grumpy and guarded, starts letting you in, and the more that happens the harder it becomes to draw the line between protection and something far more personal. (Requested)
When You Know You Know - Max didnβt believe in fate, or soulmates, or love at first sight... and then you walked in and ruined all of it. (Requested)
The Lion and The Flame - You joined a beginnerβs boxing class to rebuild after a breakup. Heβs the undefeated underground fighter who never loses, but you knock the wind out of him anyway.
Now Youβre All Set - All packed, all planned, all undone by one kiss. (Requested)
Fifteen Minutes Too Late - While you're left standing in the rain waiting for Max to pick you up, his ex posts a story from his passenger seat. Part 2
Close Enough to Burn - Touch-starved and quietly unraveling, you keep letting Max in, hoping one day he wonβt stop at almost. (Requested)
All The Time We Need - When the fear of growing older leaves you spiralling, Max reminds you that time isnβt running out not when you have forever together. (Requested)
Six Rookies and a Baby - Saint-Tropez: one yacht, six rookies, and a baby on the way. What could possibly go wrong? (Requested)
Youβre Alright, I Promise - When you bleed unexpectedly during sex thereβs a moment of panic, but Max remains calm and gentle, staying with you through it all. (Requested)
More Than Perception - As the only female driver on the grid every move you make is blown out of proportion. So youβve learned to keep your distance, especially from your teammate Max. But how long can you keep him out when heβs trying so hard to get in? (Requested)
Trouble - Youβre Charles Leclercβs little sister. Off-limits. A little reckless. A little too flirty. Max has always called you trouble, usually while keeping a watchful eye on anyone who got too close. But now heβs the one looking at you like that, and suddenly trouble doesnβt sound like a warningβ¦ it sounds like something he can no longer resist.
Only You Know - Youβre both world champions, both each otherβs greatest rival. And yet the only person whoβll ever understand youβ¦ is the one you swear you hate. (Requested)
Never In Doubt - You watch him become a champion, remembering every moment from karting to now, every high and low, every time you told him heβd get here, knowing you believed in him all along. (Requested)
If You Let Me Go - Heβs chasing a championship. You love him too much to stand in the way. (Requested)
Just Hormones Right? - Youβre pregnant, emotional, and exhausted, and a careless comment from Max during an argument leaves you wondering if he really understands what youβre going through. (Requested)
We Were Something Don't You Think So? - Six years ago Toto Wolffβs daughter disappeared from the paddock and from Maxβs life. You were once inseparable, the paddockβs favourite duo. Then you vanished without warning. Now with your sudden return all eyes are on you and everyone wants to know: what really happened between you twoβ¦ and why now? Part 1 / Part 2 / Part 3 / (Complete)
Off Key and All Yours - A karaoke bar, a terrible duet, and an βI love youβ you never saw coming. (Requested)
Starstruck - Max swore no celebrity could ever faze him. Then you walked into the paddock and suddenly, heβs blushing, stuttering, and everyone on the grid is trying to play wingman. Part 2 / (Requested)
Always Almost Yours - He was your best friend. The boy you grew up with. The boy you loved in silence. Now that his relationship is over and he finally sees you, really sees you, youβre already halfway out the door. (Requested)
Give Me a Chance - Max has always been a playboy, fast cars, faster flings. Youβve always been his best friend. Falling for him was riskyβ¦ but loving him? Thatβs where it gets dangerous. Because what if youβre just the next chapter in a story that always ends the same?
What If I Get It Wrong? - Max was never afraid of anything, but fatherhood? Thatβs a different kind of terrifying. As the two of you prepare for your first child, Max is protective, terrified, and completely in awe, and you watch the man you love fall headfirst into fatherhood. (Requested)
In Every City, Itβs Still You - After weeks of hiding your fears that Max cheats on the road, your confession leaves him heartbroken that you think so little of his love. (Requested)
Ghost Laps - What starts as Max teasing you over sim racing attempts turns into a secret mission to impress him. Alternate Scene (Requested)
All This Time - Max was your first everything, first friend, first heartbreak. Now years later heβs world champion, and youβre standing in front of him like no time has passed at all. (Requested)
Home Was Always Here - You were too young then, but years later co-parenting your daughter together in the public eye might finally bring you home to each other. (Requested)
Waiting Game - Youβve been in love with Max for years, silently watching him date the wrong girl, until walking away makes him finally realise you were the one all along. (Requested)
Still in the Race - After a disastrous penalty in Spain, Max comes home expecting anger, but finds comfort instead.
Just Breath - Max finds you in the middle of a panic attack and helps you through it, refusing to leave your side. (Requested)
In Every Beat - After sudden pregnancy complications threatens everything you and Max cling to each other through the fear. (Requested)
Something Like a Crush - Twelve years after the infamous 'inchident', youβre still trying (and failing) to pretend you donβt have a crush on Max Verstappen. (Requested)
You Belong With Me - Max never believed in soulmates until he met you. The only problem? Youβre already dating Lando. Somewhere along the way, between late-night calls, inside jokes, and everything in between, you and Max became best friends. He tells himself itβs enough. That the friendship is worth the ache. But as your connection deepens, Max starts to wonder if maybe, just maybe, you feel it too. Part 1 / Part 2 / Part 3 / Part 4 (Complete)
All Over You - Touch has always been your love language, until one overheard conversation makes you question everything. When you start to pull away Max realises just how deeply heβs come to need it.
Crash Into Me - After a crash lands you in the hospital Max finally says those three words he's been holding in far too long.
When You Come Undone - Overwhelmed and unraveling, Max holds you together like itβs the easiest thing heβs ever done. (Requested)
The Chores of Champions - Max battles his greatest challenge yet... surviving laundry lessons.
Breaking Point - Your rivalry with Max Verstappen is legendary, but behind your fierce performances a chronic condition is slowly wearing you down. When Max starts to uncover the truth he has to decide, win the title at all costs or protect the one person who may have come to mean more than it.
Call Me When You Break Up (role reversal) - Youβre with the wrong person, and Max knows it. So do you. He wonβt ask you to leave but heβll be here, hoping, aching, waiting. Justβ¦ call him when you do.
Call Me When You Break Up - Max is in the wrong relationship, and you both know it. But knowing isnβt choosing, and youβre done waiting.
Yours in Ink - Max has always claimed you as his, now itβs written in ink.
The Hardest Goodbye - Max is about to leave for the first leg of the season, taking him to the other side of the world. You know itβs part of the job, but it doesnβt make saying goodbye any easier.
Lessons in Jealousy - Youβve been in love with Lando as long as you can remember, but to him, youβre just his best friend. Enter Max your longtime frenemy who offers to help make Lando jealous. But as Lando finally starts to notice you, you wonder if you were chasing the wrong heart all along.
No Strings, No Feelings, No Problem - Friends with benefits was easy, lying to yourself is the real challenge. Bonus
Red Roses - Valentineβs Day Special
The Bet and The Fall - Max starts dating you on a bet never expecting to fall for you, but as your relationship grows he must confront the fallout of his careless gamble. (Requested)
Lost in the Spin - A night of celebration spirals into scandal when compromising photos surface leaving Max trapped in a media storm, battling rumours, and desperately fighting to prove his innocence to the woman he loves.
Lost in the Spin - Part 2 - Max refuses to let rumours rewrite your love story.
Knight of My Heart - After one too many drinks, a protective Max arrives right when you need him most.
A Fine Line - Forced to fake date for PR, you and Max who can barely stand each are pushed into close quarters at a high-profile wedding. But somewhere between stolen glances, and sharing one bed, you both start to realise that maybe some feelings canβt be faked after all. (Requested)
Home is Where the Heart is - Youβre very excited to redecorate, and Max is absolutely smitten.
From P17 to You - After a legendary drive through the rain in Brazil Max realises that some things are worth risking, and this time heβs ready to risk it all. (Requested)
The Price of the Podium - In the relentless pursuit of racing glory, Max faces the fallout of missing an important weekend in his relationship, leaving your future uncertain.
The Price of the Podium - Part 2 - Overwhelmed by regret after months of heartbreak, Max shows up at your family gathering uninvited, determined to win back your heart. (Requested)
Too Many Kisses - Max showers you with kisses after a race much to your embarrassment.
The Weight of Words - As Max consoles you through another heartbreak, unspoken feelings linger in the air.
Between The Laps - Itβs your rookie season in F1, and youβve been paired with reigning world champion Max Verstappen. Tension brews, chemistry simmers, and as the season unfolds, rivalry turns personal and dangerously close to something more.
Five More Minutes - Max refuses to let you start the day, keeping you tangled in the sheets and even tighter in his arms.
Igniting The Fire - You start a petty argument with your boyfriend because youβre feeling just a little too needy.
Not Over Yet - In the heat of a painful argument you declare that your relationship with Max is over, leaving him desperate to hold on.
What We Never Said - Max has always been your constant, your best friend. But when jealousy over your recent date flares, it forces him to confront feelings heβs long ignored .Is there more between you two than just friendship?
Revved Up - Max grows jealous after your Instagram post attracts unwanted attention, including from an ex.
Under The Radar - The strain of secrecy begins to weigh on a hidden relationship.
Headcanons
Ex!Husband Max / Part 2
Camgirl!Reader x Obsessed!Max - 2/3/4/5 - TBD
Lando Norris
Just a Friend - You told yourself it was fine. Friends with benefits. No labels. No mess. But when he calls you βjust a friendβ in front of the whole paddock, you realise that maybe you were never playing the same game. (Requested)
Just Another Valentine - Every year you and Lando spend Valentineβs Day together as part of an unspoken tradition, but this year something feels different, something that is impossible for you to ignore.
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Summary: After one disastrous weekend Max suggests that maybe you're not cut out for F1. He spends the rest of the season trying to rebuild what his words damaged.
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You had only just made it back to the garage after a humiliating FP1 session a spin at Turn 8, a lap time that left you rooted to the bottom of the timing sheets, and nothing but clipped, uncomfortable silence from the pit wall as you limped the car back. By the time you climbed out of the cockpit, heat still trapped beneath your race suit and embarrassment burning beneath your skin, you already felt as though every pair of eyes in the garage was fixed on you.
Max didnβt need to make it worse.
βMaybe this just isnβt the place for you.β
The words hit you harder than any crash ever could.
He didnβt sound angry, somehow that would have been easier to take, his voice was calm and detached, delivered with the kind of cold certainty that made it sound less like an insult and more like a conclusion he'd already reached.
Your throat tightened so quickly it hurt.
For one awful second you could only stare at him waiting for something else, a flicker of regret, a sign that he'd spoken out of frustration rather than meaning it, but nothing came. His expression remained unreadable, already turning back towards the monitors as though the conversation was over.
You blinked twice and gave a small nod, because pretending to agree felt safer than letting him see how deeply he had cut you. Then you walked past the engineering desk without speaking, keeping your shoulders straight and your gaze fixed ahead until you were safely out of sight, where no one could see the tremble in your chin or the tears gathering behind your eyes.
You didnβt say another word for the rest of the day.
You avoided him for the rest of the weekend.
During team meetings you took the seat furthest from his. In briefings every answer you gave was clipped, addressed to your engineers never to him. You didnβt look his way once even before FP3 when you caught him watching you through the reflection in the garage mirror as you pulled your balaclava over your head. You saw the way his gaze lingered almost as though he wanted to say something, but you turned away before he could.
Then qualifying came and everything got worse.
You locked up into Turn 12, the front tyres protesting as the car skidded just wide enough to cost you two tenths through the final sector. Two tenths that might have been enough to save you. Instead your name dropped to sixteenth as the clock ran out, leaving you stranded in the garage and eliminated in Q1.
By the time you had climbed out of the car the headlines were already writing themselves.
RED BULLβS LATEST RISK FAILS TO DELIVER.
MAXβS NEW TEAMMATE CRUMBLES UNDER PRESSURE.
It didnβt seem to matter that you werenβt actually his teammate, not yet at least. You were still only a junior driver, loaned out for unknown period of time during Isackβs injury, a slight test for the future so you could find your feet without the full weight of Red Bull pressing down on your shoulders. The media had already decided what you were supposed to become though and every mistake was treated as proof that you would never be ready for it.
Maxβs comment had only lit the match.
Now the entire paddock seemed determined to watch you burn.
Over the next couple of weeks you began to notice a change in Max, it was easy enough to dismiss at first. He no longer offered unsolicited advice over the radio or hovered beside your engineers while they picked apart your laps. Instead he kept his distance, watching from across the garage whenever he thought you werenβt paying attention.
You did notice but you just simply refused to acknowledge it.
In the hospitality tent you kept your headphones on and your head lowered over a sheet of telemetry, pretending to study the same sector analysis you had been staring at for nearly twenty minutes. The numbers had blurred together long ago, but concentrating on them was easier than looking around and risking another encounter with him.
The chair beside you scraped against the floor and your shoulders tightened before you could stop them. Max sat down without asking, close enough that the edge of his knee nearly brushed yours beneath the table. For a moment, he said nothing, then a Red Bull energy bar slid across the page, covering the corner of the graph you had been pretending to read.
βEat something.β
You pulled one side of your headphones away from your ear and stared at the bar. βIβm fine.β
βNo youβre not.β
His answer came quickly, but there was none of the coldness or impatience you remembered from the last race. Only a quiet certainty that made your chest ache in a way you didnβt want to examine. You moved the energy bar aside and returned your attention to the data sheet. βYou donβt need to worry about me.β
The silence that followed was uncomfortable, settling between you like wet concrete. Around you the hospitality suite carried on as normal cutlery clinking against plates, team members laughing near the coffee machine, someone discussing something as mundane as the weather two tables away, but the space between you felt strangely separate from all of it.
Max leaned back in his chair and released a breath, it wasnβt the irritated sigh you had grown used to hearing from him, he sounded tired, defeated, almost. When you finally glanced at him guilt sat heavily in the slope of his shoulders. His elbows rested against his knees, hands clasped loosely together as he stared down at the floor.
βI saw the headlines,β he said at last.
Your fingers tightened around the edge of the paper.
βAnd I know I made them worse.β
You looked away before he could see the flicker of hurt cross your face. βForget it.β
Before he could reply you pushed your chair back and stood, Max reached for your wrist, calling your name as though he could stop you, but you pulled away without looking at him and walked out.
Max stopped keeping his distance after that.
At the next debrief he walked into the crowded conference room passed several empty chairs and took the seat directly beside you. You told yourself it was nothing, but when he did the same thing at the following session and again the day after that it became impossible to dismiss as coincidence.
Each time he arrived he would set his tablet down beside your notes and settle into the chair as though sitting anywhere else had never crossed his mind. While engineers filled the room and sector times glowed across the screens, Max remained at your side, listening more closely when your laps were discussed and quietly following every piece of feedback you were given.
He never tried to force a conversation, he simply listened, occasionally leaning closer to point out something on your screen or quietly asking one of your engineers to bring up a different lap comparison.
Then he began appearing in your garage after his own sessions. He would arrive with the sleeves of his team shirt pushed up to his elbows and an sheet of telemetery tucked beneath one arm, walking straight past the cameras and curious mechanics. Sometimes he had barely climbed out of his own car before he was asking for your telemetry.
It was strange, watching him study your laps with the same fierce concentration he usually reserved for his own. He replayed your onboard footage, compared steering traces and questioned your engineers until every small inconsistency had been pulled apart.
One evening, long after most of the paddock had begun to empty he stood beside you at the engineering desk, scrolling through a comparison between your fastest lap and the one that had been abandoned after a lock-up.
βThis isnβt a braking issue,β he muttered.
You glanced away from the screen. βThatβs what they keep telling me though.β
βTheyβre wrong.β
His tone was so blunt that one of your engineers looked up from the opposite end of the desk. Max either didnβt notice or didnβt care. He enlarged the tyre data and tapped the front-left trace with his finger.
βIt isnβt coming up to temperature quickly enough. Look here.β He dragged the laps side by side. βYouβre turning in expecting the grip to be there, but it isnβt. Then youβre compensating by braking later on the next lap which makes the lock-up worse.β
You studied the graph, following the lines he'd highlighted. Once he pointed it out, the pattern seemed obvious.
βYouβre chasing grip that the car isnβt giving you,β he continued. βYou could drive the corner perfectly and still lose time.β
You looked at him instead of the screen.
Max noticed after a moment, his hand still hovering over the tablet. βWhat?β
βWhy are you doing this?β
The question came out more quietly than you intended.
His expression closed slightly, and he turned his attention back to the data. βBecause someone needs to.β
βThat isnβt an answer.β
His jaw tightened.
You waited, unwilling to let him escape behind another graph or technical explanation.
Finally, Max lowered the tablet onto the desk. βBecause I should have said something useful that day.β
You said nothing.
βI knew you were struggling with the car,β he continued. βI knew the balance was wrong, and I knew you were already blaming yourself for all of it.β His eyes stayed fixed on the screen, as though looking at you would make the admission harder. βI could have helped and instead I made you feel like you didnβt belong here.β
The familiar ache returned beneath your ribs.
βAnd now you think fixing my setup will make up for it?β
βNo.β His answer was immediate. For the first time since you arrived he met your gaze fully.
βBut itβs something I can do.β
You didnβt know how to respond to that. Part of you still wanted to be angry. Anger was usually easier. It created distance between you, kept his words sharp enough in your memory that you wouldnβt risk trusting him again.
But Max was making it difficult to hold on to, especially when he kept showing up. Every evening, once the media duties ended and the garage began to quiet, you would find him waiting near your engineering station. Sometimes he had two coffees balanced in one hand. Sometimes he had already loaded your onboard footage before you arrived. He never asked whether you wanted his help anymore, but he never acted as though you owed him anything for it either.
On Friday evening, you returned from a meeting to find him leaning against the desk, your more recent data already open in front of him.
He glanced up as you approached.
βCome on,β he said, pushing himself upright. βGet your notes. Weβre going over Turn 4 again.β
You folded your arms. βWe went over Turn 4 yesterday.β
βAnd youβre still losing a tenth on entry.β
βYouβre very annoying.β
βI know.β
There was the faintest hint of a smile at the corner of his mouth, gone almost as soon as you noticed it. He picked up the laptop and started walking towards the back of the garage, clearly expecting you to follow.
For a moment, you remained where you were. Then you reached for your notebook and went after him.
It wasnβt until a media scrum a few races later that you understood just how much things between you had changed.
You stood behind the taped barrier beneath the harsh paddock lights, waiting for your turn while three different press officers attempted to keep the restless crowd of reporters moving. Your helmet bag hung from one shoulder, and you had already arranged the usual answers neatly in your head: the car was improving, the team was working hard, and you were taking everything one session at a time. Each response was measured, harmless and carefully constructed to give the journalists nothing they could twist into another headline.
A few feet away Max was halfway through his own interview when one of the reporters asked him about you.
βWhat do you make of her recent improvement? She seems to have found something over the last few races.β
You lowered your gaze, preparing yourself for the usual vague endorsement. Something about promising pace or needing more time. The sort of harmless answer drivers gave when they didnβt want to say anything at all.
Instead, Max tilted his head and squinted at the reporter as though the question had irritated him.
βSheβs quick,β he said. βPeople forget how steep the learning curve is at this level. Sheβs had to learn a new car, a new team and tracks sheβs never raced on before within a few weeks with everyone waiting for her to make a mistake. Give her time.β
Your grip tightened around the strap of your bag.
The reporter glanced down at his notes, a faint smirk pulling at his mouth. βIt was a fairly rough start, though. You must have had doubts after the opening rounds.β
Maxβs expression changed immediately.
βYou ever driven a car at three hundred and twenty kilometres an hour while half the world watches your onboard and waits for you to get something wrong?β
The reporterβs smile faltered. βWell obviously not, butββ
βNo?β Max interrupted, his voice still measured even as his eyes narrowed. βStanding here criticising her is easy. Youβre very comfortable judging something youβve never had the ability to do yourself.β
A murmur moved through the press pack, cameras shifted towards him, microphones lifting higher as everyone sensed the possibility of a headline. Max didnβt elaborate. He didnβt soften it with a laugh or look towards the press officer for rescue he simply handed back the microphone and stepped away from the barrier. He passed close enough that his shoulder nearly brushed yours, but he never looked at you.
You remained frozen in place, staring after him while the reporters around you whispered to one another and your press officer called your name for the second time.
For weeks Max had been helping you quietly, behind closed doors and dimmed garage screens where no one else could see, this was different, there had been a hundred cameras pointed at him, and he had defended you anyway, you wondered briefly whether guilt was still the only reason he kept showing up for you.
You found him alone at the back of the Red Bull motorhome after the race. The celebrations had already begun downstairs, your engineers opening bottles and passing around plastic cups because eighth place ordinarily meant very little, but today it meant everything. Your first Formula One points. A small mark beside your name on the championship table that proved, at least for one weekend, that you belonged there.
Max had disappeared shortly after the podium ceremony.
You found him slumped into the corner of one of the black leather sofas, still wearing his team kit, one ankle resting over the opposite knee. His phone was in his hand, but he didnβt appear to be reading anything. His thumb moved aimlessly over the screen, his expression distant in a way that made you think he'd come there precisely because he didnβt want to be found.
He looked up when you entered.
βCongratulations,β he said, his voice quieter than you were used to hearing from him. βYour first points.β
You stopped a few feet from the sofa. βThanks.β
Max studied you for a moment. βYou donβt look very happy about it.β
βItβs not really enough still.β You shifted the strap of your bag higher onto your shoulder, reluctant to let yourself feel proud of a result that had fallen short of what you wanted.
βYou scored your first points,β Max continued. βThat should be celebrated. It isnβt easy and you shouldnβt act like eighth means nothing just because you wanted the podium.β
βI wasnβt planning on celebrating eighth.β
βNo?β The corner of his mouth lifted faintly. βThatβs disappointing. I was hoping I might finally get a smile out of you.β
Your eyes met his, and the warmth in them caught you off guard. βYouβre not that charming.β
βI didnβt say I was.β His gaze dipped briefly down before returning to your eyes. βBut youβre still trying not to smile.β
You looked away before he could see that he was right.
βYou drove well,β he added, the teasing fading. βYou stayed out of trouble, managed the tyres and took every chance when it came.β
The praise should have felt good, but it left a strange pressure beneath your ribs because you could still remember when his opinion had been the one you cared about most, before his words had hollowed you out and taught you not to look for his approval.
You nodded, unsure what else to offer him. βThe changes helped.β
Max understood what you meant, the hours spent studying telemetry, the late evenings dissecting corners and the coffees left beside your laptop before early briefings.
His mouth tightened faintly. βThey helped,β he agreed. βBut you still had to drive the car.β
You could hear the muffled celebration below you, bursts of laughter rising through the floor whenever the doors opened. You considered leaving. You'd already started to turn when Max placed his phone face down on the cushion beside him.
βWait.β
You stopped.
He rubbed a hand over the back of his neck, eyes fixed somewhere near your feet. There was tension in the movement, as though the words had been sitting inside him for weeks and he still hadnβt worked out how to say them.
βI meant what I said that day,β he began.
Your entire body went still.
βNot like that,β he corrected quickly. βNot in the way it sounded.β
A humourless laugh escaped you. βIs there another way to interpret βmaybe this isnβt the place for youβ?β
He looked up then.
There was no anger in his expression and none of the defensiveness you'd expected. He looked exhausted in the way someone looked when they'd been carrying the same regret for too long and had finally realised there was no painless way to put it down.
βNo,β he admitted. βThere isnβt.β
You folded your arms over your chest, more to protect yourself than anything else.
βI was frustrated,β he continued. βWith the car, with the team, with myself. Everything had gone wrong that day and then you walked into the garage looking soβ¦β His voice faltered, and he glanced away. βYou looked completely crushed.β
The memory returned with painful clarity, the heat beneath your race suit and the silence from the engineers. Maxβs voice following you through the garage.
βAnd so you decided to make it worse?β
βI knew that feeling,β he said. βI knew exactly what was going through your head because Iβve been there. I know what it feels like when everyone is watching, when one bad session becomes proof that youβre not good enough and when every person around you has an opinion about whether you deserve to be here.β
He leaned forward, resting his forearms against his knees. His hands clasped together so tightly that his knuckles had begun to pale.
βI knew how much you were already blaming yourself and instead of helping you I gave you another reason to.β
You looked down because holding his gaze had become too difficult.
βI told myself I was trying to warn you,β he continued. βThat maybe you needed to understand how brutal this place could be before it swallowed you but that isnβt what I did. It isnβt how it came out.β
βWhy?β you whispered.
Max inhaled slowly.
βBecause I was scared for you.β
You looked at him again.
His gaze remained fixed on his hands. βI know what this place does to people. I know what it did to me when I was your age, everyone tells you that pressure makes you stronger, but sometimes it just makes you believe youβre only worth something when youβre winning.β
His jaw tightened, the words becoming more difficult with every sentence.
βI could see you starting to disappear into it, every mistake or headline, every time someone questioned youβlike it proved something. I wanted to tell you that it didnβt. I wanted to say that youβre allowed to struggle and that one bad session doesnβt mean you donβt belong here, youβre allowed to question whether you want to be here and that doesnβt mean you donβt care.β
A broken breath left him.
βBut I didnβt know how to say thatβ¦ in fact I said the exact opposite.β
The tears came before you could stop them, stinging at the corners of your eyes. You blinked quickly, but one escaped anyway, slipping down your cheek before you could turn away. His expression crumpled so briefly you might have missed it if you hadnβt been watching him. He swallowed hard, eyes shining as he looked down at the floor again.
βIβm sorry,β he said. His voice shook now, stripped of every trace of the certainty he carried in front of cameras. βI know saying it doesnβt undo anything. I know helping with the car doesnβt make it better, but I am so fucking sorry for making you feel like that.β
You stood there for a long moment. Part of you had imagined this apology countless times. In some versions, you shouted at him. In others, you told him exactly what his words had done to you and walked away before he had the chance to answer, but now that the moment had arrived, anger wasnβt the strongest thing you felt.
It was relief. Relief that he understood. That he hadnβt forgotten it the moment the words left his mouth, that every evening he had spent beside you had meant something more than obligation.
You crossed the room before you could overthink it and lowered yourself onto the sofa beside him. Max watched you carefully, almost warily, as though he didnβt trust himself to hope.
You shifted closer and gently rested your head against his shoulder.
For several seconds, Max didnβt move. Then his body softened beside yours, and he released a long, unsteady breath as though he'd been holding it since that first Friday afternoon.
His head tipped carefully against yours.
You never said the words I forgive you, but when Maxβs hand settled beside yours on the sofa, his little finger brushing tentatively against your own you didnβt pull away.
By the time the paddock reached Austria Max had become woven so thoroughly into your routine that neither of you seemed capable of remembering when it had happened.
He was there during the quiet hours before briefings, leaning against the counter in hospitality while you waited for your drink, and again late in the evening when the garages began to empty and the conversations around you softened into the tired murmur of engineers preparing for the following day. What had begun as Max helping you understand an unpredictable car had become something far less structured. Some evenings you still spent hours studying telemetry and comparing onboard footage and on others the laptop remained open and almost entirely forgotten while he told you stories about his early years in the sport or tried to convince you that his terrible movie recommendations were somehow your fault for listening to him.
Whenever you climbed out of the car after a session your eyes would drift instinctively towards his garage. At dinner you saved the seat beside you before you had consciously decided to do it. When something went well Max had somehow become the first person you wanted to tell, even when he had already been watching the entire thing unfold.
The team had started to notice and the reporters had certainly noticed, but neither of you acknowledged it.
After qualifying seventh in Austria you found Max near the back of the garage, studying the final timing screen. He'd claimed pole by less than a tenth and should have been preparing for the media pen, but his attention shifted towards you the moment you approached.
You stopped beside him and folded your arms, allowing a deliberately smug smile to form.
βYouβre welcome.β
Max glanced towards the screen and then back at you. βFor what?β
βPole.β
His eyebrows lifted. βMy pole?β
βYou were losing time through Turn 6 yesterday. I told you the wind was pushing the rear around on entry.β
βYou said it felt like it βmight be windy tomorrowβ.β
βAnd then you went faster.β
A smile spread slowly across his face. βSo now you are taking credit for my qualifying?β
βOnly the successful parts.β
βWhat about the rest of the lap?β
βThat was acceptable too.β
Max laughed, a warm sound that caught the attention of one of the nearby mechanics. A few months earlier you would never have spoken to him like this, you would have analysed every word before saying it and waited anxiously for some indication that he approved. Now you simply enjoyed the way his eyes brightened whenever you surprised him.
βWell,β he said, turning his body fully towards you, βthank you for securing my pole position.β
βYouβre very welcome.β
βAnd congrats on seventh.β
Your smile softened. βThank you.β
There was no joking qualification attached to it. Max did not point out where you had lost time or suggest that you might have placed higher with a cleaner final sector. He had never treated your progress like something he'd created, even after all the hours he'd spent helping you, when you did well the achievement remained entirely yours.
βYou looked confident out there,β he said.
βI felt better.β
βI could tell.β
Something in his tone made warmth rise beneath your skin. βWere you watching?β
βIβd finished my lap.β Maxβs gaze travelled over your face, amusement softening into something more intent. βYou make it very difficult not to watch you.β
Your press officer called your name from the entrance to the garage before you could decide how to answer. You glanced towards her and then back at him, reluctant to let the moment end.
βI have to go.β
βI know.β
Neither of you moved immediately.
βTry not to lose the lead tomorrow. I would hate for all my coaching to be wasted.β
βIβll do my best.β
βYou should, I have a reputation to protect now.β
Max shook his head, still smiling as you turned away and you could feel his eyes following you until you disappeared into the corridor.
The race unfolded more perfectly than anything you'd allowed yourself to imagine.
You gained a place before the first corner and emerged from the opening lap in sixth, the car balanced beneath you in a way it rarely had been at the beginning of the season. Max led several seconds ahead, but for once you weren't thinking about him or the expectations attached to being part of the same programme. Your focus narrowed to the car in front, the gap on your steering wheel and the calm instructions coming through your radio.
During the first stint you remained close enough to fifth to force the driver ahead into using more of his tyres than he wanted. Your engineer suggested extending the stint, trusting that you could maintain the pace while the others began to struggle.
It worked. You emerged from the pits later with clear air and tyres fresh enough to attack. By the time the strategy settled you were running fifth with fourth place less than three seconds ahead.
There had been a point earlier in the season when fifth would have felt too valuable to risk, you would have protected the result, terrified that wanting more might cost you everything. That instinct still whispered at the edge of your concentration, but it no longer controlled you.
With eight laps remaining you began closing the gap. The car ahead defended into Turn 3, forcing you to abandon the first attempt, but you stayed close through the middle sector. On the following lap, you positioned the car more carefully through the final two corners and pulled alongside before the braking zone.
For a fraction of a second your front-left threatened to lock.
You kept your foot in and trusted the car to hold.
The two of you swept through the corner together, but you had the inside line for the next turn. By the time you accelerated fourth place was yours.
Your engineerβs voice erupted through the radio.
βThatβs P4! Great move. Absolutely fantastic.β
A breathless laugh escaped you inside your helmet. βThat was close.β
You crossed the line three laps later in fourth, with Max taking the victory several seconds ahead.
The result registered slowly as you completed the cooldown lap. It wasnβt a podium, although you could almost touch one now, only three drivers had finished ahead of you and for the first time that knowledge felt exciting rather than cruel. You hadn't inherited the position through retirements or luck. You had raced for it and taken it.
You'd barely removed your helmet when someone caught you around the waist.
A startled laugh left you as your feet lifted briefly from the ground. You knew who it was before Max could set you down, his arms still loose around you and a victorious grin covering his face.
βFourth,β he said.
βFirst,β you replied, looking up at him. βI suppose you managed without too much trouble.β
βI had excellent coaching.β
His hands remained at your waist and yours had settled instinctively against his shoulders. Around you cameras clicked continuously, but Max appeared entirely unconcerned by the attention.
βThat overtake was brilliantβ he said.
βWha-How?β
βBecause I was watching.β
βYou were leading.β
βI had a gap.β
βYou used it to watch my race?β
Maxβs eyes moved over your face, his voice lowering despite the noise surrounding you. βI told you. You make it difficult not to.β
In the garage you had been able to blame the electricity between you on adrenaline from qualifying. Here, with his hands still resting against your waist and his attention fixed entirely on you there was nowhere for either of you to hide.
A member of the podium crew called for Max, he glanced reluctantly towards the stage and then back at you.
βYou need to go,β you told him.
βStay for the podium.β
βI usually do.β
βStay where I can see you.β
Your heart stumbled, you tried to cover it with a smile. βPlanning to dedicate the win to your coach?β
βMaybe.β
Max gave your waist one final squeeze before stepping away. The absence of him felt immediate although his gaze remained on you until someone placed a cap in his hands and steered him towards the podium.
When Max lifted the trophy he found you beneath the stage almost instantly. Champagne had dampened his hair and darkened the shoulders of his race suit, but his attention settled on you with such certainty that several photographers turned to follow his line of sight.
You raised your eyebrows and mouthed, Youβre welcome.
Even from a distance you saw him laugh.
It was much later before the two of you managed to escape the celebrations.
The paddock had begun to quiet when you found Max on the terrace behind the motorhome, he'd changed into a clean team shirt although his hair was still damp from the champagne. His trophy sat on the table beside two bottles of beer, catching the last of the evening sunlight.
βYou abandoned your own party,β you said as you stepped outside.
Max turned towards you. βI was waiting for someone.β
βYour coach?β
βSheβs becoming very demanding.β
You walked towards him and accepted the bottle he offered. βSuccess changes people.β
βSo does finishing fourth apparently.β
You leaned beside him against the railing. βI was delightful before.β
βYou barely spoke to me.β
βYou deserved it.β
βI did.β
The ease with which he accepted it removed any sting from the exchange, he looked out over the paddock for a moment, his shoulder resting against yours before turning his bottle slowly between his hands.
βYou should be proud of today.β
βI am.β
Max glanced sideways at you, checking for any sign that you were only saying it for his benefit.
You smiled. βI really am.β
His expression warmed. βGood.β
βI wanted the podium.β
βI know.β
βBut I didnβt leave feeling like fourth was a failure.β You looked down at the bottle in your hands. βThatβs new.β
βYouβll get one soon.β
The certainty in his voice made you laugh. βYou sound very sure.β
βI am.β
βWhat happens when I do?β
Maxβs gaze shifted towards you. βWhen you do what?β
βGet a podium.β
He considered the question with exaggerated seriousness. βYou stand on the stage. They give you a trophy. Usually thereβs champagne.β
You turned until your hip rested against the railing, facing him properly. βI meant what happens afterwards.β
Understanding flickered across his face.
βAre you asking me to plan your celebration?β
βIβm asking whether you intend to be there.β
Maxβs smile became more private replacing the teasing expression he'd worn moments earlier. βI intend to be there for all of them.β
The answer caught you off guard.
βAll of them?β you repeated.
βYour first podium. Your first win.β His eyes remained on yours. βWhatever comes after that.β
The future opened quietly between you, carried in words that could still have been about racing if either of you needed them to be.
βYouβre planning quite far ahead,β you murmured.
βI spend a lot of time looking at data. I can recognise a trend.β
βAnd what trend is that?β
βYou keep getting closer.β
βTo the podium?β
Max stepped nearer, leaving only a narrow space between you. βThat too.β
Warmth climbed into your cheeks, but you resisted the instinct to look away. The confidence you had found in the car seemed to follow you here allowing you to hold his gaze and enjoy the rare moment in which Max appeared to be the less certain one.
βSo,β you said, stepping slightly closer, βwhen I get my podium how exactly are we celebrating?β
His gaze dropped briefly to your mouth.
βThat depends.β
βOn what?β
βWhether youβre still pretending you donβt know what I want.β
Your pulse quickened, but you managed to keep your expression composed. βPerhaps you should explain it to me.β
Max laughed under his breath. βYouβre enjoying this.β
βA little.β
βThis was much easier when you were nervous around me.β
βYou hated it when I was nervous around you.β
His expression sobered. βI do like this version better.β
Months earlier his opinion had shattered something in you. Now he looked at you as though your growing confidence was not merely something he'd witnessed, but something he treasured.
βYou helped.β
βYou did the difficult part.β
He moved closer until his shoulder brushed yours and lowered his voice.
βGet the podium.β
βAnd then?β
βThen you wonβt have to ask whether Iβll be there.β
You smiled. βStill avoiding the question about the celebration.β
βI already told you. It depends.β
βOn whether I know what you want?β
βYes.β
You tilted your face towards his, leaving so little distance that you felt his breath catch. βI think Iβm beginning to work it out.β
For one suspended moment you thought he might kiss you.
Instead Max reached up and tucked a loose strand of hair behind your ear, his fingertips trailing lightly along your cheek. The restraint in the gesture made it feel more intimate than rushing forward would have done.
βYou drove beautifully today,β he said.
There was no joke to hide behind now, you let the praise settle without dismissing it.
βThank you.β
His hand lingered against your cheek before falling slowly.
When you eventually returned inside Max placed his palm against the small of your back and guided you through the doorway. Several team members looked up, one of them smiled knowingly before returning to his conversation.
p6 throughout the whole quali with the dead battery -> somehow pulls off p3 in the end. he doesnβt need a miracle, he is the miracle itself. max verstappen please never change
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