still flesh and bones

“your friend is dead, and their corpse is inhabited by something only you can see for what it truly is" is already good horror. but "you begin to love the thing that wears their face"? the blasphemy of it. terror turning into desire. grief turning into longing. being enticed by what should repel you. it twists the knife deeper, because the horror is not based on deception anymore. the fear comes from recognizing the monster in its raw form and finding beauty there. you're not clinging to scraps of your friend, you're surrendering to something other, something wrong, and loving it. you're not holding onto a ghost of the past, it’s the monster itself that you choose

the way claudia and lestat made the exact same face when louis told claudia that she should be grateful for what he's done for her oh my god. lestat cannot deny that he's the mother that girl came out straight out of his pussy

couples that kill together stay together or something

i really REALLY love kaveh he's one of my favourite characters ever but does anyone else feel like the way his relationship with Alhaitham is written needs work?? because lately it just feels like he's holding a grudge with no character development, refusing to acknowledge all the ways alhaitham is actively trying to mend their relationship

"armand told the truth" at some point in the five hundred years he's lived. probably

my maker was my absent father was my throw pillow was my lover of 52 years??

my loustat tormented. my devil minioned. my akasha [REDACTED]. my wife armand evil again

god the way I FELT that the rerun was made with ai and i still tried to convince myself that i like it because it was the murdermedia it thing of the month. embarrassing. it's not even the way the author was pumping out 200k words a week, it's the way the same thing has been happening over and over again in the plot. vox decides he's going to show them all. alastor humiliates him in public or vox humiliates himself in front of alastor. vox comes back to his shitty little apartment and starts pacing and crashing out monologuing his fish. vox sleeps it off and in the morning decides that he's going to show them all, and repeat. it's the way some things didn't seem to have any real consequences. honestly ai fanfiction is just pathetic i don't know what to tell you guys, create create create. you are capable of making great things you just need passion and patience. human mind is a vast and beautiful thing don't waste it on ai slop

YES it makes me upset to see armand being ridiculed and humiliated in public by lestat but on the other hand. big boss got a big big head. big boss wants to get you in bed. big boss in the shadows tonight. big boss cruising the streets all night. big boss is a total wah-wah. he asked me "was it good" i said "comme ci comme ça"